[196] Self-venting and stress reduction

Brother Sheng continued, "Let's do business normally, and they haven't found anything. As for the reason, you can make it up casually, Liu'er, depending on your on-the-spot performance, you just want to make trouble. I'll hire some more people tomorrow, what we want is not really what we want, it's just to put some pressure on Xi Zhonghe, I'll hire the twentieth person tomorrow, and the two of you will lead it to the county government axe, and here we will greet County Magistrate Lin and them. Just go and sue you. I'll prepare a big banner for you, don't take the banner for the two of you, give the banner to others, you know what I mean. Find someone to hire for a banner. It's good for the two of you to mix in the crowd. Do you understand what I mean? ”

"Understood." Qin Xuan and I spoke, "Don't worry. We all get it. ”

Brother Sheng nodded, "I'll go up and call Li Feng and them to discuss this matter, you stay first and maintain order." I'll go home and sleep when I get off work at night, and I'll call you tomorrow morning, and I'll arrange people for you, and take them to the county government to make trouble, understand. ”

"Don't worry, Brother Sheng."

Brother Sheng smiled and glanced at Hudong, "I really didn't see it, your kid's explosiveness is not bad." ”

Hudong patted his chest very awesomely, and he didn't do it right, "I just want to prove to you that their former eldest brother, Hudong, is not a dry eater." ”

Brother Sheng was a little helpless, patted Hu Dong's shoulder, turned around and went upstairs.

A few of us chatted and drank.

Bo Long looked at me and Qin Xuan, "You two can toss tomorrow to be happy." ”

I smiled, "That's a must." ”

"Brother Sheng's method is really good."

Something suddenly came to my mind. Listening to the chat between them, I remembered Old Man Lin, I hadn't seen him for a long time. I miss Phineas a little. I miss Brother Xu, I miss Chenyang, I miss it, including the previous Xiao Dynasty. Stood up and stretched.

"I'll be home later."

"Why are you going?"

"Go out and earn money and relax."

Qin Xuan looked at me, "It's so late, why are you going." ”

"Go see my brother."

"Your brother?"

I smiled, said hello to Nuan Nuan, walked out of Beitian, bought two packs of peanuts from outside, bought a bottle of three-star Jinliufu, bought a box of Great China, put it in a bag, took a taxi and went to the cemetery.

In the cemetery, he found the monument of the bald man, sighed, sat cross-legged on the side, and put the things in his hand down. He opened the wine himself, and then the moonlight looked at the bald man's tombstone. I stood up at once.

I looked around sharply, some eerie feelings, ran a few steps to the front, ran a few steps to the back, searched for a long time, and did not see half a figure, but I saw not far away, there were a few people standing in front of the cemetery wearing clothes and flowers, and other than that, there was nothing.

But in front of me, in front of the bald man's tombstone, there were obviously the same things in my hand, half a box of Great China, half a bottle of three-star Jin Liufu, and a bag of peanuts.

I looked around, took out my phone and called Xiao Chao, but now it shows that the other party's number is empty. called Brother Xu, but no one answered, and when he called Yuan Yuan, his singing voice was still there. Chen Yang and Shi Tai don't have to think about it, the two of them are still in school.

After thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't think of the right person, so I finally sighed, sat aside with a smile, and picked up a cigarette, "Brother, who has come to see you these days, can you tell me no"

I looked at the bald man's tombstone, reached out and gently stroked the photo on the tombstone, "Don't smile, tell me, who else is so bold that they dare to come here to see you at night." ”

"Grass, you're so fucking cautious, and you're still smiling, your uncle, I'm asking you something, brother, just tell me. There's no dust on it, someone must have just been here, right, right?"

I smiled and unscrewed the wine, "Brother, I've been under a lot of psychological pressure these days." The cowardly son of the sunset actually disobeyed his father's will because I was alone, and wanted to break the net with Li Fengyu. I suddenly felt that I was really not suitable for this road, and this feeling has never been so strong, the matter of Fei Ge seemed to be related to me, and the sunset came to Chabeitian again at night, I knew that these were all for reasons with me, I was afraid that Brother Feng was walking the road before them, but I didn't want to follow the sunset, I didn't want to compromise like this, if I followed the sunset and they left, then I would have explained it in my life. I'm only 20 years old, brother, do you think I'm selfish? Even if I want to go with them, Li Feng and they will definitely not let me, brother, what kind of thing do you say this is, I suddenly feel that everything seems to have something to do with Lao Tzu, I am such a small person, I just fell in love twice, how could I provoke so many things. You say I'm messing with someone. I'm depressed and don't know who to talk to, brother, I don't want anything now, I just want to take revenge on our brother Fei, after revenge, I want to go home and live a stable and down-to-earth life, now this kind of life, although I don't show anything, but I'm really scared, I've honed out my always suspicious surname, no way, it's really careless, a lifetime thing. What to do, you know, no matter what happens, what happens, happy or unhappy, depressed or uncomfortable, I just hold it in my heart and wait for it to evaporate, never show it on the surface, but my heart is really uncomfortable, the sixth brother loves face so much, I'll talk to you, anyway, you can't sleep so early, and you're lonely, I'll stay with you, you can't drive me away, right. Xiao Chao's calf doesn't know if it's true or fake now, he follows the ass of the sunset every day, you say, the future is really so important? At the beginning, everyone kowtowed together, but now his eldest brother has been driven out of the country, and he doesn't want to take revenge, so he follows the enemy's ass every day, before and after the saddle, do you say he is still human. The two of you used to be friends, you know the inside story, no" I smiled and put my ear in front of the tombstone "Oh, brother, you said he has a problem, okay, I believe you, he has a problem." Sure enough, it's a friendship, but I know more than I do."

"Call me stupid six, you're stupid. Big fool. "I felt a little uncomfortable, and tears flowed out" Brother, I feel that I am under a lot of pressure now, I want to avenge Brother Fei, but there is no way at all, I don't want to go down this road, this is not much time, I have seen too many things that are no longer within my ability, we will make a small fight, carry a stick and take a brick, there is a hatred, pick up the knife and cut it lightly twice, it will pass, and it will be relieved, and now I will be killed by the knife at every turn, or crippled, Either this and that, you don't play with your life, don't work hard, you won't die, more serious, and even affect your own family, you say what kind of world is this now, it's not so easy to get out of this circle, the family has protected others, hehe, it's really tired, it's ridiculous that there are still many people outside who look at us like this, very comfortable, that gang of sb, I don't know how much pressure we bear in our hearts every day, if it's okay, it's better, but when there's something, it's a big thing, that Tao Man, Doesn't this also mean that if you catch it, you will catch it? I was giggling a day ago, but I was arrested a day later, that Meng Liang, who was rampant a few days ago, worked hard all night, there was nothing, his family was ruined, his wife was separated, and he was cut into a disability, what the did you say. The two subordinates of Qiang Wu were arrested by Brother Feng, and in one day, they sold the house or anything, and sold it cleanly and lost money, and they had nothing left at once, and their daughter-in-law was still ruined by others. The young lady also charges, and her daughter-in-law is free for others. gave birth to a son and hid it and was dug up, what the do you say? It's really the longer the fuck stays here, the more things I see, the more things I see, the less courageous, the more scared, brother, let's save face so much, let's talk to you frankly, I'm really timid now, change it to when we go to school, love is it, love is who is who, there is no hurdle that can't be passed, there is no person who can't be killed, carefree, but now it's really changed, grass fucking, day by day, watching the money come quickly, and there are many people who envy our position, In fact, no one understands the pressure we are under in our hearts, especially when we encounter things, this is like watching an AV movie, the people performing inside are painful and comfortable, and the people performing outside are passionate about watching it. Now the guts are really small. I sighed, "Think about these things that I have witnessed with my own eyes, the peak of our meeting, and we can't catch up with the bottom peak of these people in society. Your mother hangs her head on the waistband of her pants all day long, brother, you have to bless me, your brother is still young, just 20 years old, you wait for me to take revenge on Lin Yifei, and find a way to leave this circle. I want to leave this circle intact. I don't know how much longer I can hold on to this psychological endurance, in short, you have to bless me, your uncle. "I looked at Jin Liufu, who was already halfway through," I left you half a bottle, you can drink it, and there are cigarettes, all for you to put down. After I was depressed, I came to talk to you. Then I stretched, "I'm going home, I'm going to find my daughter-in-law to touch the meat, and I'm going to the county government tomorrow to complain." Elder brother. Good night."

I smiled and picked up a cigarette, lit it, put my hands in my pockets, and walked to the entrance of the cemetery. After leaving the cemetery, I walked for a long time in the city before I met a taxi, and the driver was still unwilling to pull it, so I finally gave him twice the price and delivered it to my home.

When I entered the house, I saw Nuan Nuan washing her feet in her pajamas, her two feet were beating the water in the basin, which was very cute, and on the other side of the computer, the kind of Korean drama that drove me crazy. I feel how upset I am, but people like to watch it, and they tear up at every turn, and they have to throw themselves into my arms and make a fuss. It makes me feel this depression. There's something to cry about, and the most serious thing is that I'm not allowed to refute yet, which is a real exercise in my heart.