After listening to this, Brother Dong nodded and gave me a thumbs up.

I didn't feel good about it, but I didn't say anything.

The two of us got up, simply cleaned up, and chatted for a while, the atmosphere was a little dull, after all, Yu Ming's affairs were still very different in my heart.

"Okay, don't be so dull, how inconsistent with your surname." After I finished speaking, I stretched out my hand and pulled Dong Ge, "Smoke a cigarette." ”

Brother Dong nodded, and the two of us went to the veranda with cigarettes in our mouths.

"Brother Dong, you never told us about your past. I'm curious. ”

Dong Ge turned his head, "What is there to be curious about, we are all quite ordinary, and the only mystery is you." At least I can't remember my past, your past always makes you sad and cry. ”

"yes." I thought for a while, "My past was a legend, and when I have time, I will write him into a book, and if it doesn't make a good scene, it can be a big hit." Like Han Han. ”

"Just you, still writing books?"

"What's wrong with me?"

"Do you know how to write essays?"

"No, I haven't studied since I was a child."

"The book that wrote Mao."

"According to what you say, if you don't touch the **, you won't let it?"

"Grass, what kind of logic are you?"

"It's the logic of your silver stick."

"Haha." Brother Dong pushed me, "Write, brother supports you, I lived to be 20 years old, and I really understood what the word brother is, and I still met a few of you." Fat Tao is almost, but I treat him as a brother, you and Bolong, really. I'm happy. ”

"Not really."

Dong Ge shook his head, "I really didn't have any friends before, at the beginning, I always thought that I had brothers, do you know why my dad is so strict with me, do you know why my dad always scolds me for being a loser, this and that?" ”

"You're really a loser, you spend thousands of dollars a month, is it something that a student should do?"

Brother Dong put his arms around my neck, "Because I'm not a lady when I meet someone." ”

"Isn't it a lady?"

Brother Dong nodded, "When I went to junior high school again, it would be almost there, who knew whom, it was only a few hundred yuan a month, and no one in the family tried to give me money, I still kept the money, but looking at the people who mixed in the school, the girls around me were always very beautiful and beautiful, so I came up with an idea, I want to mix too." ”

"But when I was in junior high school, I already knew everyone, and everyone knew whom, and I wanted to mix, but I was also depressed, so when I was in high school, I changed places and restarted my journey, and there, and it was also a situation with our dormitory, but high school was too strict, and it was really small, full of buddy righteousness, I followed those people in the dormitory, eating together, drinking together, chatting together, everything, I treated them as brothers, and they used me as an ATM."

I turned my head and said, "What do you mean?" ”

Dong Ge thought for a while, "We are together, I spend all the money, I can spend 1,000 to 2,000 a month, and they are all 4500 living expenses, I thought at the time, everyone is a brother, it's nothing." Moreover, when you mix it up at school, it will naturally be beautiful. ”

"Money is not a measure of brotherly affection."

"Then when will it be scored?" Brother Dong said helplessly, "I still remember, they encouraged me to chase a woman, it's very beautiful, but it's the kind of woman who is very mixed." But I don't care, that woman has an affair with me all day long, I spend money on her, she follows it all, every time I say that I have a partner, she doesn't agree, and the people around me encourage me, saying that she is testing me, I am stupid and really believe it, I have been spending money on that woman, for a whole year, because of this, I don't know how much money I have taken with my family. I spent it all on her, and then this woman really couldn't get over it with her conscience, so she told me the truth, saying that he and the few people around me who I thought were brothers had already conspired together, and said that those people could not be trusted. I felt like a thunderbolt from the sky, how could it be, I was in a small restaurant near the school, I drank too much, although there was only less than one bottle, but I was very uncomfortable, I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry, my head hurt very much, I rolled up on the ground with my head, many people laughed at me, I didn't have any alcohol, this time the effect of alcohol, I stood up, carried a stool and smashed it at the person who laughed at me, and broke his head at that time. Knocked several people away. ”

"It's amazing." I gave Dong Ge a thumbs up.

"It's okay." Brother Dong smiled at me, "Later, I found out that the person I beat was the younger brother of a very good guy in the second year of high school, and he also had some friends who were mixed outside the school, and he went to our dormitory at night, and it was obvious that all of us were beaten." Of course, it was because I got up, and I was very touched that those people helped me when we were beaten up at night. I still think about it, I am so stupid, if I believe a woman, or a woman with a very bad style, I will buy them food and cigarettes that night to thank them. I'm really naïve, maybe after fighting once, knowing that the other side is very powerful, they all began to alienate me intentionally or unintentionally, isolate me, and the final result is that I was beaten up again, and I lost a lot of money. Since then, I have understood that I am nothing in the eyes of these people, and there is a person who has a good relationship with me, and he secretly told me that they have never regarded me as a brother, and they are only close to me because I am rich. I'm still like a fool, playing with them, making trouble, giving them money, inviting them to dinner, going to KTV. As for why the woman told me everything, it was because the woman had fallen out with the men, and it was not a real conscience discovery. Since then, I don't have any brothers anymore, I don't go to school much, I go to the business surname place at every turn, I don't dare to prostitute, I can only go to KTV to find a lady, accompany the singing, come in a row of people at once, and then let you choose the feeling, it's really good, and most of the girls are good, they please you, you give them money, you are still happy, at least everyone is sincere, so, I always go in and out of KTV, the money given by the family, naturally not enough to spend, I go to the Internet café by myself during the day, and go to KTV at night, or take a bath, Doing a regular massage, I enjoyed it, the money was not enough to spend, I began to sneak into the jewelry in the seller, mobile phone, messy things, my father they found out, they beat me, beat me, I didn't resist, scolded, I didn't fight back, they said a lot of excessive words, but I just didn't listen, what should I do, or what. It's just that then they always locked me in the basement, and I didn't have any chance to play around, and I ran away from home a few times, but it didn't work, I didn't have any money, and after a few days, I went back, after all, it's better than starving to death, and later, I went to school. It's just that I don't stay anymore, I don't socialize with those people anymore, and I'm not less bullied, I'm treated like a fool, I've been mixed for nearly two years, the college entrance examination, the college entrance examination is over, I want to leave here, stay away from the vacation, go to a private school, I'll be happier, I haven't even gone to school, how can I take the exam, anyway, private universities don't need scores, I just took a score casually, and later, I was deceived here, now I think about it, I would be really stupid. But who hasn't been young, who hasn't missed it. ”

Brother Dong threw down the cigarette, "But fortunately, my efforts have finally paid off, you see, now that I know a few of you, I am really happy, you are with me, you really treat me as a brother and a friend." I was reluctant to go to school here at first, I even planned to leave by myself after I came, but when I met you, I was really reluctant, I was also the one who planned to leave here, I was disgusted when I saw this city, and when I met you, it was my motivation to stay, the reason why you said you were leaving, I decided to follow you so firmly, because I wanted to leave for a long time, but I was very happy with you, so I stayed here. I'm not afraid of your jokes, in my high school years, in school, I was always despised and treated like a fool, really. It's better to be in junior high school, unknown at school. It's just that now that I'm in college, there are a few people who know me. When I went to college, it was a different image. ”

I smiled at Dongge, "Don't think about it so much, it's normal, many people are, when they were in junior high school, when they were in high school, when they were in college, when they were in college, they participated in social work, and they were the same." Because people are slowly maturing, slowly changing, everyone will change, the closest example to me, my brother, was bullied in junior high school, was awesome in high school, mixed up with us, fought and drank every day, skipped school and surfed the Internet, and now people are in college, focusing on undergraduates, and have planned their future as the first priority in their lives, because a woman has an extremely deep prejudice against bastards, so she doesn't recognize me anymore, and wants to cut off contact with me, because that woman broke up with her girlfriend who swore by the mountains and seas before, in order to ensure that he will rely on that woman to escort him to graduate school in the future, and then go to master's and doctor's degrees. Now he has changed from the original person who followed us to a minister with a group of people, you say, has it changed a lot, waiting for the society, he will change, it is not good, and he can become a big boss, in fact, these are very normal phenomena. As long as you smile, it's not a big deal, it's still the same sentence, there is no hurdle that can't be passed, and there is no person who can't be killed. ”

Brother Dong nodded, "That's a good thing, but I look down on that kind of person, just like that, if you go to society, you won't do anything." ”

I turned my head and thought for a while, "Brother Dong, you are wrong, it is that kind of person who will make a difference, interests first, cold-blooded enough, reasonable enough, know what you need, and use all means for what you need." Such a person will have a greater chance of making a difference. The current society is such a society where one person eats people, there is only money, no one. ”

Brother Dong looked at me and suddenly smiled, "Liu'er, you are younger than me, why do I feel that you are much more mature than me." ”

"Because I've been hurt more than you. After finishing speaking, I pointed to my body, "Some scars are still obvious, and some are not obvious, but if you look closely, you can see it, haven't you also studied it, these are signs of maturity." ”

Brother Dong pushed me, "You don't come." Reach out and point at my finger "This scar on the finger you wear the ring seems to be the most serious." ”