【015】Give me one

"Why do you still want that woman"

Dong Ge shook his head, "No, no, how could it be, I just suddenly remembered that I haven't had a girlfriend for a long time, so I'm a little, you know, when I'm usually, I like to think about Gao Weiwei." ”

Immediately after, I reacted immediately, and even Fat Zitao understood, the two of us immediately left the bed, got off the ground, and looked at Brother Dong. Brother Dong looked sad, smoking a cigarette, wearing underwear, and his underwear was upright. The original regular movie was also turned off, and he was still silently reading in his mouth, "Is it to watch Muto Weiwei, or Kurai Weiwei, or Ozawa Ma Weiwei." Well, well, let's still look at Ozawa Ma Weiwei" Then, this silent night, the ** sound of "ah, ah, ah" kept coming out.

We are now accustomed to falling asleep in the sound of Dong Ge's "ah, ah" hair, and waking up in the sound of "ah" and "ah" on his phone.

As a result, I lay down this time and couldn't sleep at all. Slowly, I took out the phone, found Lin Yifei's phone, and called, the phone rang for a long time, but no one answered, I called Feige, such a situation is really rare. I don't know why. Then I hit again. It was still empty, and no one answered. I looked at the phone, and at 11:30 p.m., it should be the right place for Feige.

Lying down boring, looking at the photos of the bald man, it was a little uncomfortable. got out of bed, walked to the veranda, smoked a cigarette, thought about everything before, and called Xiyu.

I've been calling Yuyu for four months now, from the end of June, to now, it's almost the end of October. She never answered my call. This time, I didn't have much hope, I just thought that I would finish smoking this cigarette and then stop playing.

However, this time, the phone call actually worked.

I couldn't believe my eyes, so I pinched myself hard to make sure it was true, and then I turned into the phone and said slowly, "Hey, Xiyu?"

"Wang Yue"

I don't know why, listening to my girlfriend who has been by my side for so many years, from being six or six all the time, to Wang Yue, I still feel a little uncomfortable, "How are you doing?" My voice is quite small.

"It's good, I'm in my third year of high school, my final year, study hard" Her voice was also very calm, flat, without a trace of emotional fluctuations.

"I've been calling you for four months"

"I know"

"I love you"

"I know"

"I didn't do anything that day"

"I know"

"Why do you want to do this when you know everything."

"Wang Yue, we're done."

"But, it's over, there must be a reason."

"There's no reason, it's over, it's over, I don't want to talk about it, blame yourself, so unfocused. You are, and you don't belong to me. Time, is really a good antidote. I'm not as obsessed with you as I used to be, hehe, so, I already dare to answer your call, Wang Yue. So many years. Thank you for taking such care of me. Wang Yue, thank you for making me understand a lot and make me mature a lot, Wang Yue, thank you, I mean it really. I thank you. We're still good friends, aren't we? ”

I don't know why listening to Xi Yu's words, I feel uncomfortable and want to cry, as if I have endless things to say, but in the end, I just said two words lightly, "Yes?" ”

"That's right. Xi Yu smiled on the phone, Wang Yue, every time you go to KTV, you haven't sung for me once, every time I ask you to sing, you haven't sang. Sing a song for me. I've been by your side for so many years, and I want you to give me back a song, okay? ”

"What do you want to hear?"

"I remember always pestering you to sing to me, but you never sang, and now I want to hear it, okay, you can sing it for me, anything, I won't find any boyfriend until I'm 22, you know. I mean what I say, I admit that I still love you, but I really can't continue to accept you now, and I also know that you are possessive, and I will take possession of you, okay, during this period, I will not find a boyfriend. ”

I sighed, "Can you come back now?" ”

"I want to hear you sing, okay? You sing to me, I'll wait for the age of 22 and find someone to marry. If at that time, we can still do, we will just get married. Until then, I won't go into anyone's bed. I need time, to adjust myself, to forgive you, I just want you a song, okay? ”

"Can you come back now?"

"You know, no one can stop me from deciding. Do you sing, if you sing, a song, I'll wait for you for four years. Or, I hang up now, and we will have our own destiny in the future. ”

I smiled and said, "I don't remember how long it has been since I heard you again, and told me about you, my favorite story." I thought about it for a long time, and I began to panic, did I do something wrong again. "I don't know why when I sang here, my tears flowed out, they were all about me and Xiyu for so many years, so many happy clips, pictures, on the other side of the phone, I also heard the sound of crying, but I still didn't stop" You cried and said to me, fairy tales are all lies. I can't, it's your prince, maybe you won't understand. From, from "I can't sing anymore, tears can't control the flow down, paused, and continued to sing" Since you said you love me, my sky. The stars are bright, I would like to become the angel you love in the fairy tale, open, open your hands, become wings, wings to protect you. I wiped my tears "You have to believe, believe that we will be like in a fairy tale, happiness and joy are the end." Write together, our ending. "I couldn't sing anymore, I heard the crying on the other side of the phone, and the crying was heartbreaking. Then, the other side hung up the phone.

I made it to the veranda and buried my head between my knees and wept bitterly.

After crying for a long time, I slowly raised my head. I saw Brother Dong and Fat Zitao, the two of them were opposite me, and they didn't speak.

I wiped my eyes and didn't say a word. I'm going to leave, it's so late, I don't know what I'm going to go out for, the door to the dormitory outside is closed, but I just want to go out for a walk.

Brother Dong stretched out his hand to stop me "Liu'er"

I smiled at Brother Dong, "I'm fine, why are you here"

Dong Ge shook his head, "What kind of past did you have?"

I spread my hands out, "Just like you, and Brother Tao, it's all the same, everyone has their own past, some memories that they can never erase, are you right?" ”

"But why are you crying again, in my impression, you should be a very strong person, we haven't been in contact for a long time, but you are a particular person, we all know, if there is something, just say it, man, a little like a man, old like this, what is it."

Fat Zitao looked at Brother Dong and finished speaking, and reached out and handed me a tissue, "Sixth brother, although I don't know what happened to you, but in my eyes, you are a pure man, and there is no way to get by." I like your quote very much, it doesn't matter. If there is something that needs to be done by me, just open your mouth, I will do it for you immediately, as long as you are happy, don't cry like this all the time, how old are you, you shouldn't be burdened with many things that shouldn't be carried by you. Do you understand, Sixth Brother, I, like Brother Dong, feel that you are a very mysterious person. You are not tall or strong, but you can fight so well, you are very indifferent at every turn, sometimes indifferent and scary, and sometimes enthusiastic, laughing and playing with others, alone, crying at every turn. I really don't know which one is you, Sixth Brother, you should be happy, okay. No matter how it used to be. You can't always live in memories either, right?"

Brother Dong patted me on the shoulder, "Is there anything I can help you, just ask." No words."

"Really?"

Dong Ge nodded very seriously, "It's absolutely true"

I stretched out two fingers, "First, don't let us sleep listening to the ** sound of your computer, and second, don't let us wake up listening to the alarm of your phone." What do you think?"

Dong Ge paused for a moment, took a step back, and smiled sinister at me, "Except for these"

I sighed "I'll go out for a walk"

"The doors are locked outside. Where are you going?"

"Corridor, just walk around, you wait for me, I'll be back in a while, I think I'll be quiet"

Brother Dong smiled, "Well, come back tonight, I'll give you a day off, I don't need you to listen to my computer to sleep, no matter what happens, look at it." ”

"I understand, I understand everything." Then I sighed, "There's nothing I can't get by, but I can't go back" After finishing speaking, I slowly opened the door, the dim lights in the corridor, and the occasional pedestrian, with their hands in their pockets, went down from the upper floor. When I walked downstairs aimlessly, I found that the door downstairs was not locked, and the lights were still on in the guard's room.

I walked out of the dormitory, in this campus, I turned around, it was night, there was no one, I walked to the school gate, it was already twelve o'clock, only the dim lights around, suddenly a cool breeze blew, a little cold.

The mind is full of sunset. Full of thoughts, are our past, I don't know how, I went out of the school door, walked under the empty road, I was alone, I went to the front I don't know how far, the school is surrounded by the villagers built small houses themselves, and then the houses are one by one, small hotels, more than 20 yuan a night, very cheap.

I came out and walked for more than ten minutes, and suddenly I was tired, and I looked around, but there was no one, and then I found a telephone pole and sat down. My brain was very messy, and I took a cigarette and lit it one by one.

That's when my phone rang.

I picked up the phone and said "Hey"

"Liu'er, why did you go, the dormitory downstairs is locked, where have you been, why is there no you on any floor?"

"Oh, don't wait for me, I'm not going back at night, I'll be quiet outside for the night, okay"

"Don't you think about it"

I smiled and said, "Brother Dong, don't worry, I just want to vent." I have no problem myself, but when I get tired of shopping for a while, I will find a small hotel, 20 yuan a night, and go to sleep. ”

"Then you can pay attention, if there is something, call us. How did you get out?"

"I don't know, maybe it's providence, God knows that I'm going to die of discomfort, so let me out to vent, hehe, when I came down, the door of the dormitory was open. I'll come out, stay there. Rest assured" I smiled, then hung up the phone and continued to smoke. Keep pumping.

It was at this time that I heard a voice "Give me one"