I didn't say anything, I ate, and I drank as I ate. The head was dizzy, holding Sister Qing's tombstone, while hugging the quilt, he drank a whole bottle of liquor, and began to talk nonsense in a dizzy manner, at night, in a daze, I felt that someone was covering the quilt, my head was very dizzy, very uncomfortable, and I couldn't take care of it so much, curled up my body, at night, I slept here. It's cold, it's really cold, although the cover is very tight, and the quilt is also very thick, but I was still woken up several times in a daze of cold overnight.

I opened my eyes for the last time in a daze, the sky was already bright, there was mineral water next to me, my mouth was very thirsty, I drank the mineral water in one go, closed my eyes, and fell asleep again.

At noon, the weather was very good, leaned up, rubbed his eyes, and saw Lin Ran on the side, digging a small pit, slowly burning paper, and there were a lot of paper money, paper houses, and paper cars next to him. After I leaned up, Lin Ran turned his head and smiled, "Get up?" ”

"Yes."

"I'm really convinced of you, you're like this, you're not afraid of catching a cold."

I shook my head, "It's fine. Where did all this paper money come from? ”

"I bought it from the village in the morning. There are some for sale in the village. It's finally here, so let's burn something for my sister, you see, there are also newly bought clothes. And cars. And the house. ”

I stretched out my hand and said, "Don't burn that man." ”

"This is a servant, not a husband." Lin Ran glanced at me, "How is it, it's better." ”

"It's much better, but it's a little unacceptable."

"If you can't accept it, you have to accept it, no matter what you do, no matter what you can't get by, you have to get by. If you can't walk, run, jump, climb, and go around if you can't climb. Lin Ran looked at me, "As long as you believe in yourself, then there is nothing you can't do." ”

"It's light."

"When my mother left, I was a hundred times sadder than you." Lin Ran's voice suddenly became smaller, "When she left, I was alone, do you know how I survived those days." If An Li hadn't been with me during that most difficult time, I don't know what would have happened now. ”

I stood up, walked to Lin Ran's side, helped Lin Ran burn paper together, and saw the dark circles that appeared next to Lin Ran's eyes, "I didn't sleep last night, just take care of me." ”

"You're a big kid, sometimes you know everything, you know everything, and sometimes you worry about everything. I don't know how to take care of myself at all. If you drink too much, will it be uncomfortable, will this solve the problem? ”

"Okay, don't talk about that, thank you yesterday." I opened my mouth lightly and picked up the paper money from the side, "Sister, don't worry, I will do everything you say." Then he took out the letter from yesterday from his clothes, followed by the paper money, and lit it up, "Don't worry, I'll do it all." I repeated.

"There are still some things I don't know whether to say or not."

"Say it."

Lin Ran looked at me, "When I was chatting with my aunt yesterday, I heard my aunt say that before Sister Qing committed suicide, some strangers appeared. And there was a quarrel with Sister Qing, Sister Qing was very excited at the time, but she knew these people, Sister Qing knew, but her aunt didn't know. ”

"What did you say!" I immediately stood up: "What do you say! ”

"Don't get excited, can you listen to me first."

"Okay, okay, I'm not excited, you say."

Later, Sister Qing went out with these people and walked for a day and a night. There was no news, and the family was also anxious, and after coming back, it seemed to be a different person, first he didn't eat for two days in a row, and then he was very happy, buying things for this and that, and I didn't think so much about it at the time, and then within two days, I wrote three letters, which can be regarded as a will, one for his parents, one for her grandparents, and one for "Lin Ran paused" for you. And then he left. It was a peaceful walk. Shut himself in his room and took a box of sleeping pills. The letter was set aside. That's what my aunt told me. ”

"You know who those people are?"

"I don't know, but what I know is that there are four people here, driving an Audi. They all wore big sunglasses and were dressed similarly. The head is quite thin. Medium stature, big eyes" Lin Ran thought for a while, "It seems to be Bo Long, but if you think about it carefully, it shouldn't be Bo Long, first of all, he shouldn't know where Sister Qing's house is, and secondly, Sister Qing has left there, what is he still doing, but it may be that Qiang Wu wants Bo Long to do it, and Qiang Wu can do everything." ”

"Is it Bolong again?" I said calmly, "Is it Bolong?" ”

Lin Ran shook his head, "I don't know either." But don't get excited. ”

I stood in place, looked at Sister Qing's tombstone, thought for a long time, turned my head, and smiled at Lin Ran, "Let's go." It's time to go home, it's the New Year, give yourself a good mood. If you don't want people to know, unless you don't do it, sooner or later there will be a result. ”

"It's good that you can see it, I hope you can pass this hurdle."

I took a deep breath and didn't speak, Lin Ran and I finished burning the paper. I returned to Sister Qing's grandmother's house, exchanged a few polite words with Sister Qing's mother, took Shen Lin and her mother, and went home, and sent Sister Qing's mother home, I took a deep breath, "Auntie, if there is something in the future, just tell me." On call. ”

Sister Qing's mother smiled and reached out to touch my face.

"Aunt, from today on, I will be your nephew, don't worry, I will treat you as my own aunt."

Sister Qing's mother was a little moved and nodded. Leave us there for dinner in the evening. I'm really not in the mood to eat. I want to get out of this place quickly.

At dinner in the evening, when I arrived at our house, my mother cooked a meal.

As soon as he entered the house, the old man smiled and took out a bottle of Wuliangye, "Come, son, let's drink this at night." ”

I washed my hands, sat down, didn't say a word, accompanied my dad to drink, gave my dad a drink, gave me a drink disgusting, disgusting all night without sleeping, didn't say anything, stomach hurt terrible, since graduation rarely drink like this, those people are not there, and I can't drink the feeling of that meeting, just raised a little stomach, just like that, vomiting blood again. This time, the old man was also scared, and my mother quarreled with my father angrily. At night, I couldn't get by, and in the end I couldn't help it, so I was directly admitted to the hospital, put on a hanging bottle, and was poisoned by alcohol. I had a cold and fever in a row, and I felt like I wanted to die.

For three days in a row, I didn't get that strength back, and I regretted that my intestines were cleared, which was uncomfortable.

My mother still has to work and work, and she will not rest until the twenty-ninth of the New Year, my father doesn't know what to be busy with these days, and he doesn't tell me, fortunately Lin Ran is on the side, or I will really become a child who no one cares. Shen Lin also often came to help.

These days, too, thanks to their care.

Hospitalized until the twenty-ninth of the New Year, I feel almost better, the old lady got off work at night, picked me up and discharged from the hospital, and gave me the wind and dust, in order to thank Lin Ran and Shen Lin, the old lady invited them to eat in one of the most luxurious restaurants in our place. It feels quite comfortable.

Before I was discharged from the hospital, the doctor didn't forget to tell me that if I drank like this, I might not be able to save it, and I don't know if it really scared me. I don't think I drink much. Anyway, from this incident on, I've basically stopped drinking. If you can not drink, you must not drink. With a shadow, scared.

Shen Lin spent the New Year at our house, just made a phone call to her parents during the New Year, on the first day of the New Year, Chenyang called me, very warm feeling, two old men, actually chatted for more than three hours, this is in my Wang Yue's life dictionary, it has never been, the bullet never dared to find Chenyang's trouble, Chenyang's days at school, it was much better, I asked for his bank card, transferred five thousand yuan to his card, and asked him to help bring it to the bald parents. Just told him that I couldn't go because of something, and as for not daring to go back, these words, I still didn't have the courage to say them to Chenyang, thinking about it, he also understood that he understood my personality, and he didn't shirk it. Call Qin Xuan, Brother Feng and a few of them, Tianwu, Shaochen, everyone chatted, and they didn't forget to call Du Yue, Brother Piaoyi had long forgotten what he wanted to do with me, and he had a quarrel with me. originally wanted to make a call to Tutu, but it turned out that Tutu's business card in the phone seemed to have been deleted by Lin Ran. After thinking about it, I still forget it.

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Chenyang called me, and at the bald man's house, he saw Xiao Chao, and Xiao Chao went with Xi Yu. I also bought a lot of things, and Xiao Chao also put a lot of money. He also chatted with Xi Yu for a long time, Xi Yu said that they were ordinary friends, and Xiao Chao said the same, but Xiao Chao was with Sunset and often met with Xi Yu. As for the sensitive issues between us, Chenyang didn't mention a word, he just told me that he felt a little far away from Xiao Chao, but usually the bald parents were taken care of by Xiao Chao, and Xiao Chao basically went every week, which was still told by Zhao Qianya to Chenyang. I asked Chenyang how Xiaochao's physical condition was, Chenyang said it was very good, I was really relieved, Chenyang asked me, if Xiaochao is really with Xiyu, what do I think, he said that every day from together, sooner or later there will be feelings for the time, I was quite calm, I told Chenyang "I will go to him as a best man." Many years ago, when everyone was still nibbling on a steamed bun, I promised him, "Chen Yang is not talking about this problem." Chatted about Lin Yifei, talked about Huixu, and talked about Yuanyuan. Fei Ge seems to have disappeared, there is no news at all, he also left a message to Fei Ge's QQ, Fei Ge has never replied, Chen Yang went to Hui Xu's house, but did not find Hui Xu, Hui Xu's father said that Hui Xu has not come back for a long time, and if he wants to call Hui Xu, he can't get through. I made a phone call to Fat Zitao, he is very good now, he and his mother both work in Dong Ge's father's company, after the New Year, Dong Ge will be sent to the United States for treatment, Dong Ge is still in a vegetative state, that is, their family is thick, if it is an ordinary family, it can't even be maintained. When Dong Ge's father chatted with Fat Zi Tao, he had already told Fat Zi Tao that if he was going to shuffle the cards one day, let Fat Zi Tao inform me and Qin Xuan, as well as Bo Long, and let Dong Ge's little brother leave there, when I asked him why even Bo Long was included, Fat Zi Tao told me, "I don't know, no one can influence Dong Ge's father's thoughts." I wanted to send some more money to Fat Zitao, but he sternly refused, he said nothing and refused to ask for anything, and in the end there was no choice but to stop. I made a phone call to Nuan Nuan and wished her happiness, and she thanked me quite calmly. Xi Yu there, thought about it, didn't call over, me and her, if we can't become lovers, then we are destined to not even be friends."