【058】Let's break up
Nuan Nuan glanced at me, "Your girlfriend's phone." ”
"Hmm."
"I'll just stay here, or I'll have to come tomorrow, and tomorrow I'll have surgery and rest for a few days, and I'll be like a nightmare."
"Then what do you eat, I'll buy it back for you."
"What's your girlfriend going to eat?"
"It's okay, you can say whatever you want to eat, it's okay for me to run two more places."
"Buy KFC. Convenient. ”
I smiled and said, "Do all girls like to eat this now?" ”
Nuan Nuan nodded, "Not necessarily, anyway, the people around me like it." ”
"And what do you eat?"
"Burger, fries, cola, chicken wings."
"Alright, just wait."
I went downstairs, took a taxi, was at KFC, and bought a bucket. I bought a set meal and separated Nuan Nuan and Ziya. I went back to the hospital and gave Nuan Nuan what I had to eat, "I'm fine at night, right." Nuan Nuan had turned on the TV, took off her coat, and lay down on the bed, on the bed, and on the small table for eating.
Nuan Nuan smiled, "I said there is a problem, will you stay?" ”
I thought about it and didn't speak.
Nuan Nuan beckoned to me, "Bye-bye." The hospitalization procedures have been completed just now, the doctor, and the nurse, you handled it in a good way, and you took good care of me. ”
I shook my head, "Call me for something." ”
"What's the use of calling"
"When to fight, when to arrive."
"Then what you mean by this means that you still have to be responsible for me."
I glanced at Nuan Nuan, "Are you sarcastic about me, or are you despising me, or are you mocking me." ”
Nuan Nuan spread his hands with a little bit." ”
"It's up to you." When I was done, I turned around and went out. When they returned to the house they rented, Ziya was reading CDs in the house. As soon as she saw me coming back, Ziya ran over to me with a smile, wearing slippers, "Liuliu." When he came to me, he hugged me.
I kissed Ziya on the cheek, "Come, come, eat." ”
"Okay, I'm starving. So thirsty. Liuliu You think really thoughtfully, when I open my eyes, there is water and drinks next to me, I love you to death. ”
I smiled and patted Ziya's head, "Okay, let's eat." ”
"Why don't you eat it?"
"Eat, eat, together."
Ziya suddenly sniffed my body, "Liuliu, did you go to the hospital?" ”
I paused, "No, why do you say that?" ”
"It's strange, it's impossible" and then Ziya sniffed my body again, "Impossible, Liuliu, you definitely went to the hospital." I've been very sensitive to this smell since I was a child, why did you go to the hospital, tell me quickly"
"It's okay, it's okay. Didn't go"
Ziya grabbed my arm, gently lifted my sleeve, and looked at the bandage tied on my arm, "Is there something wrong here?"
I had an idea, "It's okay, I went to check it out and got an injection"
"It's okay." Ziya asked with concern, reaching out and touching my forehead, "It's not hot." Six-six, it's okay. ”
I nodded "Uh-huh, don't worry, it's okay, it's okay"
"Oh, it's okay, you go and take off your clothes, it smells so bad on your coat."
I smiled and undressed, and Ziya took out the perfume from her bag and sprayed it on my body.
"What are you doing, spray less."
"I don't like the taste. I'm good at this perfume. ”
"Alright, let's eat." I simply cleaned up and ate with Ziya on the table in the living room. After eating, I felt a little tired, and slowly lay down on the bed. Ziya was wearing pajamas and leaned to my side, "Six-six." ”
I let out an "ah" and looked at Ziya, "What's wrong?" ”
"It's okay," after Ziya finished speaking, she hugged me with a smile and kissed me, and then lay down on the bed, "I don't need to divide the 38th line with you tonight." ”
I sighed, "Aren't we going back to school at night?" ”
"I'll be back tomorrow morning."
I was a little depressed, "Don't make a fuss, let's go back to school in the evening, or what time do we have to wake up when we go to class tomorrow morning." ”
"Don't you want to spend the night with me here?" Ziya smiled at me.
I took a deep breath and rubbed my head, "Ziya, you spare me, I can only see it, I can't do it, I can't touch it, there is a big girl sleeping next to me, I'm still a normal young man with strong blood, do you know how uncomfortable it is?"
Ziya thought for a moment, "Why don't I feel bad." ”
"Eldest sister, okay, you won, you have the ability, you let me touch you, kiss you, and give you a tune, you see if you are uncomfortable, if you are not uncomfortable, then it can only explain one problem."
"What's the problem?"
"Eldest sister, your surname is cold."
"Get out. Stinky rascal," Ziya laughed and punched me. Following Ziya's voice, it suddenly became smaller, "You can get closer at night." But don't overdo it. ”
"Forget it, let's go back to school. I'm going to have to wake up early tomorrow."
Ziya pursed her lips, "Liuliu, don't you really want to." ”
"Aang, of course, you have to think about it." After finishing speaking, I also glanced at Ziya fiercely. I was originally talking casually, but Ziya's next move stunned me.
Ziya untied the pajamas directly. Her [***] was presented in front of me, and Ziya closed her eyes and slowly bit her lip. My body trembled a little, and my heart seemed to be struggling very violently.
I instinctively reacted, on this occasion, at this time.
I took a step forward, and just as I was about to hug Ziya, a warm face suddenly appeared in my mind, followed by "pop, pop" two very crisp and loud mouths. It was I who gave it to myself.
After the fight, I walked to Ziya's side, reached out and put on Ziya's pajamas, and after I put them on, I hugged Ziya and went to the bed. Let her sit on the bed, I squatted in front of her "Silly girl, how can you trust a man so easily." ”
Ziya reached out and touched my face, "Liuliu, why are you hitting yourself so hard, so ruthlessly, and you are also going down to yourself." ”
I nodded, "Be yourself, there's nothing wrong with it." I used to be too self-indulgent, so I did a lot of things wrong and learned a lot of lessons. I don't want me to repeat the mistakes of the past. ”
Ziya lowered her head, "Liuliu, what do you mean?" ”
"Ziya." I took a deep breath, "I, Wang Yue, am not a good man, not a man worthy of your life. I looked at Ziya seriously, "I really can't bear to hurt you, you are a very simple and kind good girl." I've put a lot of effort into you, but I can't love you, I've always regarded you as a sister, you know. You don't want that. When I was done, I lowered my head and said, "I'm sorry." ”
The scene was suddenly quiet, and in the whole room, there was only the voice in the DVD, Ziya looked at me and was silent for a long time, "Liuliu, you say it again." ”
"I'm sorry I lied to you. I really can't love you, and the moment Xi Yu leaves me, my heart is dead. I don't know who can continue to glow my love, but I really can't love you. ”
Ziya smiled, and tears flowed out, "Liuliu, you lied to me, you lied to me, right, you teased me." ”
"No, no, Ziya, I just don't want to hurt you, really, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
Ziya slowly stood up, "Excuse me? "Hehe, I'm sorry" "I'm sorry, what did you do earlier, since you don't like me, why did you chase me with so many four or seven hundred columns." ”
I also stood up and continued, "I'm really sorry. ”
"What did you do earlier, what did you do earlier, what did you do earlier" Ziya said when she was behind, she almost roared, followed by Ziya's punch and hit me in the face, followed by a kick, I didn't hide, I didn't even resist.
Just let Ziya fight, and after fighting for a long time, Ziya slowly stopped. Sit down on the bed.
Ziya stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, was silent for a while, and said to herself, "It's okay, I don't want you anymore, you haven't passed my trial period yet." As she spoke, Ziya began to get dressed. Tears kept falling.
I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to say, I hadn't even thought about saying this to Ziya before. But I don't know why, suddenly it's time to say those things. Come to think of it, those conversations with Nuan Nuan at night still had some influence on me.
Ziya got dressed. Turn off all the DVDs and everything, and turn off the lights. I followed Ziya and went out. I took a taxi and arrived at the school gate. Along the way, Ziya didn't say a word.
When she arrived downstairs in the girls' dormitory, Ziya still didn't say a word, turned around, and was about to leave.
I reached out and grabbed Ziya's arm.
Ziya turned around and smiled at me, much calmer than just now, "Is there something wrong?" ”
"I'm sorry."
"Can you say anything else?"
"Are we still friends?"
"Think about it." Ziya smiled, then pushed my arm away, "I'm disgusted with you right now." With that, he turned around and went upstairs.
I was downstairs in the girls' dormitory, a little confused. smiled helplessly. Looking at the dormitory building, I felt so cheap for the first time, I couldn't tell Yang Qiong and them, if I said it, then in the end, Ziya hated not only me. He took a deep breath and looked up at the night sky. Liuliu, your wave has offended one more woman, fortunately, it didn't cause harm to Ziya, fortunately. Detached, relatively early. In my mind, Xi Yu's figure appeared in front of my eyes, "Xi Yu, I really love you." I love you very much, and every time I think of you, it hurts like a pinch on my body. Do you feel that? Thinking of this, I looked up at Ziya's room again, "Ziya, I'm sorry." ”
Slowly left here, leaving behind infinite sadness and pinprick-like pain in his heart. Unnaturally, a few tears crossed the corners of his eyes again. I don't know when. I've become so vulnerable. Thinking about your past. The sentence that only lives in the mood, not in life, seems to be getting farther and farther away from himself.