391 A father's love is like a mountain

Adam is not a kind father, he doesn't know how to get along with his son, so Hugo has been closer to Lena since he was a child, and when Lena chooses to abandon Hugo and Adam and leave Lanches to pursue development in the big city, this is a huge blow to Hugo. Adam just didn't want to destroy Lena's perfect image in his son's heart, so he took all the responsibility on his shoulders, and would rather his son hate himself for the rest of his life, but also keep the best impression of his mother in his son's heart.

But Hugo can imagine how much Adam loved Lena back then, and the blow he suffered was heavier and deeper than Hugo's, but he silently endured all the qiē and became the object of Hugo's hatred. Hugo chose to become an actor and left Lanches, which once again opened Adam's wounds, he first sent his wife away, and then watched his son leave, leaving him alone on Lanches's land.

Although the relationship with his son has also fallen into a freezing point, over the years, in order to maintain this lie, Adam has been tight-lipped all the time, and all he has done is not to let the last trace of warmth in Hugo's heart be extinguished. Hugo, who worked hard in Los Angeles, had already endured great pressure from society, and the only hope in Hugo's heart at that time was to dream back to his mother's warmth at midnight, but it was always Adam who helped Hugo maintain this warmth.

Recalling Adam's sacrifice for himself for more than ten years, Hugo's tears could not be stopped, Lancaster always thought that his mother loved him deeply, but in fact, his mother had abandoned him for more than ten years, and the person who had stayed by his side to protect him was his father.

Hugo couldn't imagine how much pressure was on Adam's stubborn backbone, and Hugo couldn't imagine how terrible it was to be hated by his beloved relatives, but Adam persevered.

What a powerful force this is that has kept Adam going until now. Although others have been singing about the greatness of maternal love, for Hugo, Adam's father is so heavy that he can't breathe.

"I'm sorry." Hugo looked at the old father in front of him through hazy teary eyes, and there were a thousand words in his heart, but he couldn't say them, and he could only say such a sentence.

Adam didn't speak, he just stubbornly turned his head, unwilling to look at Hugo, and unwilling to make a sound. But in the not-so-bright light of the convenience store, Hugo could see Adam's strong back trembling slightly, and that back was hidden in the 'shadow' of the light, as if in the past ten years, Hugo had silently supported a piece of heaven and earth for him where Hugo could not see, and the heart-gnawing pain was borne by him alone.

Hugo bit his lower lip tightly to prevent himself from crying, but the tears still slipped down in a row, he can clearly remember the bad words he said to his father on the phone, and he can also clearly remember the complaints and accusations against his father in the past ten years, all these words are like a sharp dagger, fiercely 'sticking' into his father's heart, but he never noticed.

At this moment, the souls of Hugo Chen and Lancaster finally overlapped completely, and all kinds of feelings in Hugo's heart surged, and he wondered if his parents were like Adam, although they never wanted to show their care, but they were still concerned about themselves in their hearts, and they had not returned home for ten years. Now, he's never going back, forever, what a terrible word.

The tears couldn't stop at all, Hugo really wanted to go home at this moment, even if it was just to look at his parents from a distance, but he had no chance to turn back. Thinking of this, Hugo raised his head and walked in the direction of Adam, a muffled voice came out of his throat, "Dad......" but the words behind him couldn't be said, Hugo stretched out his right hand and wanted to touch Adam's arm, but after raising it slightly, he put it down weakly. Then, like a fool, he bowed his head and began to cry bitterly.

Hugo's cry made Adam's heart sour, and he 'touched' the tears in his eyes hard, but found that there was no way to wipe them clean, and had to wipe all the tears with the sleeves of his shirt, leaving only a large 'damp' dampness on the sleeves. Then Adam turned around and stretched out his right hand, wanting to pat his son's slightly trembling shoulder, but stopped in the air, his right hand trembled slightly in the air, revealing Adam's fear and panic, he didn't know how to directly express his concern for his son, which was not what he was good at. In the end, Adam could only put his right hand down, lightly covering his right hand on the counter on top of Hugo's right hand, and patted it gently.

Adam looked at his son, who was crying like a child, and his nose was sour again, which made him a little overwhelmed, and he could only quickly put away his right hand, and pretended to be fierce, "Crying like a sissy, old Jack saw that he was going to talk about you again, like a man, put away all those damn tears." ”

This is the only way Adam is good at it, he doesn't shush softly, he doesn't serve tea and water gently and considerately, he's just a rough western man, but that's how he loves his son deeply.

Hugo nodded vigorously, then wiped away all his tears with his sleeve, looked up at his father, who was at a loss, and burst into tears and laughed. Although Adam is still angry, this is no longer terrible for Hugo.

Hugo's smile hidden behind the tears made Adam a little embarrassed, he coughed uncomfortably twice, looked away, and then changed the subject in a hurry, "I still keep your mother's address in New York, 'hand' it over to you for safekeeping." ”

When Hugo heard this, he shook his head, "Do you think the address from more than ten years ago is still valid now?" That's New York. "In the past seventeen years, New York has already been turned upside down, not to mention, it is unknown whether Lena is still in New York.

Adam was stunned, "But ......"

Hugo interrupted his father, and continued, "Dad, you know, I'm an actor, and if my mother really has the heart to come to me, it's not a difficult thing at all. For ten years, it has been the same. It has been the case for eleven years since he first starred in "Little Restaurant". "She gave up on me when she left, thinking I was a burden; And now, since she didn't come to me, why should I insist? ”

"At the beginning, she was only twenty-seven years old, just like you are now, just a child." Adam explained somewhat awkwardly.

Lena got married and had children at a young age, but in the 'spring' years of twenties, it is understandable to want to go out and 'wander'. At first, Adam couldn't understand it, but after all these years, Adam was relieved, he couldn't give Lena the life she wanted, but he didn't have the power to stop her. All faults have been gradually annihilated in time.

Hugo was silent for a while, not speaking. In fact, in the depths of his soul, Hugo, like Lancaster, had no way to let go, Lena knew that her son was closer to her, but she still did not hesitate to abandon the child when she left, and on the contrary, she still needed to let Adam lie. But now Hugo is glad that Lena didn't take him with him, otherwise Adam would be truly alone.

"I don't want to know what's happened over the years, maybe she has a hard time, maybe she doesn't, but we have to look forward, don't we?" Hugo knows that in fact, Lena has never looked for her own business in the past seventeen years, and there may be countless explanations, you can think about the good, but you can also think about the bad, but as Hugo said, there is no place for Lena in Hugo and Adam's life now.

"She's your mother." Adam's temper came up again, and he spoke irritably.

But Hugo was not at all afraid now, and said lightly, "You are my father." ”

This made Adam cough violently again, Hugo hurriedly handed the glass of water on the counter to Adam, Adam pushed Hugo's water away, and then picked up the cigarette case on the counter, wanting to light a cigarette, but when his eyes were raised, he saw Hugo's calm face, and the movements in his hand were a little stupid, and finally he reluctantly took Hugo's water cup and drank two large sips, which can be regarded as a temporary stop to coughing.

Adam looked at Hugo with some unnatural looks, and then asked in a rough voice, "How's your work lately?" Nothing bad, right?

"Don't you know all about the newspapers?" Hugo's words suddenly made Adam smoke again, and he was so embarrassed that Hugo laughed, "You don't object to me continuing to be an actor now?" I thought you'd want me to come back to Lanches. In fact, seeing Adam alone in Lanches, Hugo was still very worried in his heart, all these years, Adam was left alone in this small town, Hugo could hardly imagine how he persevered through those countless nights.

"You are a young man, what are you doing here, waiting for death? It's not the 60s anymore, you have to go out to develop, and if you are a man, you have to go out and 'swing'. Adam said with a look of hatred that iron is not made of steel, as if if Hugo dared to come back to Lanchez, he would directly kill Hugo.

"What about you? Why are you staying here alone. Hugo's words choked Adam again, and he could only mumble, "I'm not like you." ”

Hugo looked at his father and said with a smile, "Why don't you go to Los Angeles with me?" ”

"Don't don't," Adam said categorically, "I've lived here all my life, what am I going to Los Angeles for, that kind of big place is a lot of trouble, I don't want to think about it."

Seeing Adam's strong repulsion, Hugo was speechless for a while, "Aren't you going to go over and see me?" ”

Adam's eyes widened, and he looked at Hugo fiercely, "It's not that I haven't seen you, what are you doing when I run over to see you?" "This old man is really ...... Stubborn.