415 heart-to-heart dance.

"At birth, her name was Helena Jenny. Jane), with a weary soul, traveled west to California and became a magazine cover girl. ”

Hugo's hands on the keyboard are still not very skilled, but the uncomplicated chords convey a faint sadness, the coldness in the keys is matched in Hugo's voice, there is no prelude without any preparation, so the sudden breaking of the silence sounded leisurely, but just two lyrics let the irritability in the heart precipitate, and people involuntarily stayed on Hugo's body.

Hugo's warm and mellow voice always has an imperceptible magnetic 'nature' in the thick night 'color', so that the silence and loneliness of the night slowly exude the charm of 'fascination', and all the voices have lost their sound, so the love xù has also lost its living 'sex', and it is just silent.

Helena Jenny, the name Hugo came out unconsciously, without any reference to 'sex', as if it was a name occasionally heard on the side of the road today, ordinary and simple, but at this time Hugo hummed it, but gave the name a different meaning, and the lyrics outlined the life of this 'girl' child: she went to California with a tired soul and became the cover 'girl'.

Such lyrics have a deep meaning for everyone in the band of Glory to Death, because including Hugo, the five members are like this, with dreams, after a bumpy road to Los Angeles, just to realize their dreams, they are "Helena Jenny", to be precise, "Helena Jenny" is everyone who has a dream of stardom, full of hope, hoping to realize their dreams in Hollywood

However, listening to Hugo's soft humming, "But as soon as you change your name, the fragment of your soul fades, and now she can barely recognize herself." Standing in the center of Hollywood, changing a name seems to be commonplace, just choosing a stage name that can please the audience and can be easily disseminated, but in Hugo's 'chanting' it makes people realize: when you lose your name, you are actually losing yourself, and you are 'lost' in the colorful 'color' of Hollywood.

As he sang the lyrics, Hugo closed his eyes and remembered the movie "Spirited Away", "Once the name is taken away, you can't find your way home." "The little white dragon forgot his name, so he was left in this magical world and could never go back, when at the end of the story, Chihiro finally helped him remember his name to help the amber lord of the morning, the little white dragon in the blue sky faded all over his body and became a human again, and the emotion of that moment trembled slightly at the tip of Hugo's heart.

Hollywood is like the mysterious town where the bathhouse is located in "Spirited Away", and the name is the proof of one's own existence, but after entering Hollywood, he changed his name, and then gradually forgot who he was, and then became a part of this circle and this world, and he could never leave, and if he lost his name, he lost his identity and survival basis in the original real world.

The fragments of the soul slowly dissipated in the blue sky like the scales of a little white dragon, so that one day when I looked at myself in the mirror, I didn't know myself at all. This is Hollywood, a colorful black 'hole' that silently devours everyone's soul and then never finds their way home.

Hugo's voice trembled slightly, and although it was only two lyrics, it awakened so many thoughts about Hugo, about himself, about the band, about Joseph, about Hollywood...... In the future, one day, he will never remember his name, and he can only be trapped in the world of Hollywood, unable to find a way out.

"The precious rain 'dew' will never appear when you need it, and you have won the little game of Hollywood, trying to find the 'excitement' only to find that you are tired of it."

Hugo's song danced like fireflies in the night, the brilliant light made people can't take their eyes off, but the light was too faint to dispel the darkness around them, as if they would be swallowed up by the dark night 'color' at any moment.

Pedro quieted down, he held his guitar and stood quietly, but found that his feet seemed to be a little weak, so he could only lean back and find the iron sheet of the carriage to support his body. Hugo's state of mind, Pedro can't understand, but he can understand, full of enthusiasm came to Los Angeles, hoping to break out of his own world, but the world is not so simple to operate, not to mention the countless bumps on the road to realize the dream, even if it is successful, there are still endless 'fog' waiting for him in the future.

Fokine sat behind the drum kit and quietly looked at Hugo playing the keyboard, in fact, from a technical level, Hugo's keyboard really didn't have much brilliance, it was decent, and the gap was too obvious compared to his guitar level; But the melody flowing under Hugo's fingertips is so moving, and the love of every key and every note is so full and profound.

Fokine remembered a new day, his former band, they were infinitely close to success, but they fell in the sprint before they succeeded, why? On the surface, it seems that the members of the band are jealous of each other, and there is a difference in the desire for popularity, strength, and attention; But after digging deeper, it's actually the law of Hollywood. A new day to 'lose' yourself in the spotlight of Hollywood, so what about glory to death?

Fokine looked at Hugo in front of him and fell into deep thought.

"After a long time, put on your blue denim pants again, girl, go home, and remember that Hollywood is not America (hbilverica); After a long time, put on your blue denim pants again, girl, go home, and remember that Hollywood is not America. ”

Hugo's voice soared in the sound of the piano keys, and the notes that flew upwards tore and destroyed the emotion, worry, confusion, fear, hesitation, hesitation, sadness, and disappointment...... The coldness in the melody is catalyzed by the lyrics, and is deeply and movingly interpreted by Hugo.

Go home, but what if you can't find your way home? Maybe you can only stand in place, look around, overwhelmed, and then panic and tremble because of loneliness, loneliness, fear, and fear, so what, even if there is more light around you, how many cheers, how many people, so what? Without a home, Vanity Fair will never find a way out.

Neil stood next to the passenger seat of the car, listening to Hugo's mellow voice in the car, his heart was trembling slightly, he was worried and afraid, and he was reflecting. Glory to death from San Francisco, all the way to Philadelphia, the hardships of this journey are only understood by the band members themselves, and now they have gradually begun to approach success, with the support of loyal fans, the growth of the band's strength, and the favor of music managers, the future seems to be clear, but today Hugo's melody is the first 'stick', so that Neil clearly understands that the real beginning is after the album, and then they will face a more terrible and cruel world.

In Hollywood, dreams are valuable, but they are also not worth mentioning, because in the face of commercial interests, no matter how great a dream is, it is not worthless, if it is not for the Beatles, not Michael Jackson, not for Nirvana, if it is not successful, under the weight of commercial interests, there is no possibility of persistence. Unless you give up, unless you quit, your dream can only give in in front of life, and how many people can really stick to yourself to the end?

The dissipation of the soul is nothing more than a finger pinch in the palm of the giant hand of Hollywood.

"Oh yes......" Hugo didn't think about the rest of the band at all, he had already devoted himself to the creation of the song at the moment, his disappointment and his worries were clearly expressed in every word, and even for a moment, Hugo still wondered if it was worth it to stick to his dreams? Or should he give up his friendship with Joseph, give up the delusion of finding true friendship and love in Hollywood, Vanity Fair, and focus on his work in a down-to-earth manner. Hugo didn't know, and he didn't know, that infinite 'confusion' was vividly released in a humming.

"People from all corners of the world come here, you can make a million dollars, but you lose yourself, you can feel the heat of the crowd but your heart grows cold, they say acting is just a disguise, but what about after the passage of time?"

Alfonso was standing at the 'door' of the room, he had just hung up the phone with Joseph, and the communication did not have much effect, because Joseph did not listen to anything at this time. Just when Alfonso was at a loss, he was attracted by Hugo's singing, and when he heard the lyrics, tears welled up in an instant, not because he was too vulnerable, but because the lyrics were too direct, like a dagger to his heart.

"You can make a million, but you lose yourself", Alfonso instantly understood the contradiction between Joseph and Hugo, and he also understood Hugo's persistence. Alfonso wept because he realized that he had to be on Hugo's side, because Joseph seemed to be moving away from him little by little, and was no longer the best friend he had ever known. So, what does the future hold?

"I know how to do it, I know you can accomplish the one of your dreams"

Hugo's confusion gradually dissipated in the song, and he found his direction again and became firm. Yes, the big dye vat of Hollywood will make people gradually forget their names, and forget the hardships they have traveled all the way, and they can't find a direction in the drunken cheers, but this qiē is just an external force, and it really depends on the future direction of oneself.

As long as you are really firm in yourself, as long as you remember your name firmly like Chihiro, as long as you never forget to look back at the way you came, as long as you don't forget the www.biquge.info of Biquge where you first embarked on this road, then the future is still in your own hands.

Hugo's singing gradually became firm, spreading his wings wantonly in the sound of the piano keys, and soaring freely, "Remember that Hollywood is not America, Hollywood is not America, not America"

(To be continued, provided.) If you like this work, you are welcome to go to Genesis to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support is my biggest motivation. ）