272 Emotions brewing
In fact, Hugo's situation is very different from Sam's, Sam's wife Maggie left this world because of cancer, and the two of them were forced to separate; Hugo and Uma disagreed because of the entanglement of trust and betrayal, emotion and career, and finally stood on different paths.
But Hugo knew Sam's mood, whenever he dreamed back at midnight, he would involuntarily start to recall, the bits and pieces of the past came to his heart, and even the details of what he thought he had forgotten were so vivid, the clothes she wore when they met for the first time, the perfume on her body, the smile on her lips and the shyness in her eyes on the first date, her sudden accelerated heartbeat when she kissed for the first time, and the breeze around her...... And then every detail of this is like a sharp blade, hurting itself all over the body.
It's just that what Hugo is afraid of is that he suddenly fell into a daze, and even began to wonder if his trust was too unreasonable, so that he put too much pressure on Uma; He even began to make excuses for Uma, hoping to prove that this qiē was just a misunderstanding...... How pathetic.
And what Sam is afraid of is that his life is stuck in an endless cycle, and without Maggie's life, day after day does not seem to be any different, and he begins to wonder if this is the end of his life, just to live for the sake of living; He begins to question that he no longer has the ability to love people, and does not think that he can find a 'woman' like Maggie...... How sad.
Thinking of this, Hugo only felt that his breathing was a little short, and the feeling of boredom that swept over him blocked the entire 'chest' cavity, so that his brain became blank due to suffocation, and Hugo had to open his mouth and breathe heavily, only in this way could he feel the life flowing in the blood, and he could not let the pain in his heart spread.
The beat of his heart beat on his eardrums, which made Hugo's tendons tense up and down, and the noise of his temples was like a precursor to an imminent earthquake. Hugo's hands gripping the balcony railing strained hard, his knuckles glowing with a layer of blue due to excessive exertion, as if the wooden railing in his hand would be crushed in the next second.
Joseph looked worriedly at Hugo, who was deep in thought, and suddenly heard the creaking sound of the floor in his ears, and looked back suddenly, and saw Nora coming over, he shook his head lightly with a straight face, Nora saw Joseph's bad expression, stopped in place, and did not continue to move forward, but looked at Hugo's bleak back with a worried face.
Hugo slowly let go of his hands, buried all the bitterness in his heart, let out a long breath, and then said in a deep voice, "Joe, you tell Nora, I'm ready." ”
"Hugo......" Joseph looked at the deep loneliness between Hugo's eyebrows, and always felt that he wanted to say something more, but found that the words were stuck in his throat and he couldn't say anything.
Hugo turned his head to look at Joseph, the corners of his mouth hooked tiredly, a small invisible arc, almost missed in the dark, "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”
Joseph stood still and did not move, Hugo looked at him like this, did not speak, although the amber eyes were dyed with a navy blue because of the night, heavy and tired, but the firmness in them was the familiar light of Joseph. In the end, Joseph could only sigh helplessly, looked back at Nora who was standing in the floor-to-ceiling window of the balcony and waited, and nodded.
After Nora got Joseph's affirmative answer, she snapped her fingers back and the whole crew began to get busy.
"The Earth is still moving, isn't it?" Hugo looked at Joseph, whose face was tense, and chuckled, but there was no smile on the corner of his mouth, "Life is still going on, so don't worry, I can do it." With that, Hugo turned and re-entered the house, ready to continue shooting.
Joseph looked at Hugo's emaciated shoulders, and his whole back was dyed with a light gray 'color', as if it would be swallowed up at any moment in the night, this was not the Hugo he knew. Thinking of what Uma had done to Hugo, Joseph couldn't help but clench his fists, but even that was not enough, and his teeth clenched, making his already stern face even harder.
Hugo returned to the crew and apologized to the staff, "I'm sorry for delaying everyone's time, I'm not in very good shape, I'm really sorry." It's close to midnight now, and Nora has been worried about rain in Seattle tomorrow for the sake of the scene, so if possible, it's best to shoot this scene in one go tonight, so Hugo knows that he is delaying the progress of the entire crew, so he apologizes.
After experiencing the big-name suspicious incident, Hugo's mentality has returned to the period before the release of "Smell the Fragrance and Know the 'Woman'", he hopes that he can always maintain a humble and polite heart, only half a bottle of water will be a person who wants to win with momentum, and hopes that others will know that they are a big name; Truly powerful actors rely on their performances to earn respect, and Hugo has done so in both films before, and he intends to continue to do so.
The crew of "Sleepless in Seattle" did not have any rejection of Hugo, the so-called big-name rumors, the staff can clearly feel it through the cooperation process, and they all know whether Hugo is a big name or not. So seeing that Hugo took the initiative to apologize, the staff hurriedly joked to liven up the atmosphere of the scene, and one of them shouted loudly there, "You will be responsible for the supper in a while".
The corners of Hugo's heavy mouth hooked slightly, "No problem, this is as it should be." Then he turned to look at Joseph, who was still standing on the balcony, and made a telephone gesture with his right hand to his ear, and said, "Food." Joseph immediately understood what Hugo meant, nodded, took a deep breath, and walked into the house, "If you want to have a supper, you can come and order." ”
The crew immediately became lively, looking at the active everyone, Nora 'revealed' a helpless smile, and then raised her voice and said sternly, "Quiet! Be quiet! What do you want to eat, discuss it yourself, don't make a sound, the next scene still depends on Hugo's table, you guys are 'disrupting' Hugo's performance rhythm like this, it seems that you are planning to stay up all night today? ”
Someone among the staff suddenly shouted, "For the sake of supper, it's quiet now!" The result caused everyone to burst into laughter.
After laughing, everyone finally quieted down, but no one really started ordering supper right away, and everyone started their work first, ready to start the next shooting. Joseph looked at Hugo, who was walking to the camera, took a deep breath, and then walked to the drama to discuss the matter of supper for a while.
Rose, who had fallen into a deep sleep, was woken up, and sat on the bench in a daze and 'rubbed' his eyes, Hugo walked over, sat down on the bench, and gently patted Rose's shoulder, "Go back to sleep." ”
"Haven't you finished filming yet?" The little one lay down on Hugo's lap again, and muttered to himself.
Hugo gently stroked the little guy's head, "Well, it's going to be soon." Then watching Rose's breathing gradually become steady again, he looked down at Rose like this, as if this was really his own child, and slowly substituted his feelings into the role of Sam.
Nora didn't urge, just stood next to the camera, watching Hugo brew love, and when Hugo picked up the phone receiver again, Nora knew that Hugo was ready, so she looked back at the scene. The reporter walked up to the camera with the clapperboard in hand, and after talking about the number of scenes and the number of shots, he typed the clapperboard, and then heard Nora's conversation ring again, "I want to ask a question." ”
Hugo Sam held his left hand and leaned on the back of his chair, and his right hand gently stroked Jonah's little head, who was asleep on his big 'legs', and chuckled and said, "Oh, you ask." Perhaps, he could not bear to refuse a radio host; Perhaps, he was for Jonah's Christmas wishes; Perhaps, he was really too lonely and hadn't 'communicated' with others for too long, so he insisted on holding the microphone and continuing this ridiculous 'communication' conversation.
"It's hard for anyone you've really loved to fall in love again, Sam, do you think there will be someone in the future who will make you devote yourself to love again?" The doctor spoke.
These words made the helpless smile on the corner of Sam's mouth slowly let go, and the sadness in his eyes swelled up like this, "Hmm...... Dr. Marcy, it's hard to imagine. Sam just felt that it was so difficult to speak, as if every word was so heavy.
"And what are you going to do?" The doctor continued.
Sam's gaze gradually lost focus, as if caught in his own memories, his expression was so calm, no frowning or smiling, but the loneliness and sadness between his eyebrows slowly slipped from the bottom of his eyes, hanging on the corners of his mouth, making the last trace of curvature at the corners of his mouth dissipate.
"Hmm...... I'm going to get up from my 'bed' every morning and keep breathing all day, and after a while, I'm ...... You don't have to remind yourself to get out of bed and breathe. Sam's voice seemed to come from the depths of his throat, trembling slightly, but he tried to keep his composure, the faint light under his eyes flickering like starlight, "In a little while, I'...... I won't remember those sweetnesses anymore. ”
Sam was so tired, his words were so plain, he just wished he could live day after day, remember to get out of bed, remember to breathe, but the weight of his words seemed to consume what little energy he had. Just from these simple words, one can imagine how difficult Sam's day is, and the heavy sadness weighs down people's breathlessness.
The whole crew was silent, just watching Hugo quietly, and even the sound of the film running.
Everyone was infected by Hugo's simple words, there was nothing to say "I really miss her", there was no mountain alliance to say "I will never forget her", there was no sweet words to say "she is the love of my life", just to say "I don't have to remind myself to get up and breathe" Such simple actions for ordinary people are expressed in the most "turbulent" way.
The heart involuntarily began to 'twitch' pain.