Chapter 0013 There is no worst, only worse

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Bu Feifan's childhood experience made him like to pretend to be mature in front of everyone, Ruan Qingshuang's words made Bu Feifan stand in place and look at her stupidly for a while, finally, he mustered up the courage and shouted in front of Ruan Qingshuang: "Aunt Shuang......"

Ruan Qingshuang was the second person to give Feifan such a name, the first was Ye Fala, and the two of them made him feel care and warmth in different forms. Bu Feifan felt that maybe he could really fit in with them, and it would always be better to have a family than to be alone. He'd already experienced the feeling of being alone. And Ruan Qingshuang and Guoguo made him feel at home again.

"Call Daddy!" Xu Yun said triumphantly as he rushed to Feifan.

Bu Feifan's face changed, if it weren't for the fact that the other party was Xu Yun, he would have turned his face a long time ago, and the classmates who had joked with him like this at school before were almost beaten to death by him. In Bu Feifan's dictionary, this kind of joke can't be made, maybe the word dad is a taboo word that can't be mentioned at all in his dictionary. Maybe he saw the ugliness of Bu Feifan's face, Xu Yun didn't continue to tease him, although Bu Feifan was a child, but at this time, his self-esteem was strong, and some jokes could be stopped immediately, if he really provoked a child of this age, it would be difficult to coax him again.

Guoguo didn't think so, she saw the struggle in Bu Feifan's heart, but her perspective on the problem was from the perspective of a little girl, Guoguo smiled and grabbed Bu Feifan's arm: "Brother Xiaobu, in the future, my mother will be your mother, my father will be your father, and you will be my brother." I don't know why you're resistant, but I'm sure you have a past that you don't want to talk about. ”

For this little sister, Bu Feifan loves it very much, and he smiled kindly at Guoguo: "Guoguo, you haven't experienced what happened to me, so you can't understand my heart." I am a child who has been scavenging on the streets since I was a child, and I have endured more shame, humiliation, and insults than you can imagine...... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that, I ...... I'll go back to my room first. ”

The inhuman experience that Bu Feifan endured in his small body made people feel heartache, and those who could live with his parents would never be able to understand the pain in his heart. Ruan Qingshuang couldn't help but cry, how could she bear a child's childhood experience when she was soft-hearted.

"Wait a minute!" Guoguo said sharply: "Are you really ready to leave like this?" Do you think that you are the only one in the world who is pitiful? I'm the same as you, I don't even know what my parents look like, they left me, the misfortune that happened to my family is also something you can't imagine, my grandfather loves me so much, I have been pampered since I was a child, but it's not the same as Qiu Yan's sister living on the street, and then I can't even find Qiu Yan's sister, I am even hungry and want to go to the garbage bin to find food...... If my mother hadn't picked me up at the scrapyard that day, I might have actually eaten the piece of bread that had just crawled over the rats......"

As he spoke, Guoguo's voice became lower and lower, and Bu Feifan's eyes widened wider and wider, he couldn't believe that the little sister in front of him, who was "glorious and rich" no matter how he looked at it, had such a miserable experience.

She never said anything about what happened to Guoguo, and she never said that she was so hungry that she even had to pick up discarded junk food. The first time Qiu Yan heard these words, her heart felt like someone was clutching her! The pain made her can't help but turn her face to the side of no one, and her eyes quickly turned red and she didn't want others to see it.

Ruan Qingshuang couldn't care about it so much, tears fell directly, this distress was speechless, she treated Guoguo as her own daughter, she picked up Guoguo next to the scrapyard that day, and she didn't think that Guoguo would be so hungry at that time.

Even Xu Yun, who almost didn't know what tears tasted like, couldn't help but feel a strong sourness in his nasal cavity. How many things that even adults can't bear in Guoguo's small body make it impossible for them as adults to imagine and experience.

Maybe this is the fate of Xu Yun and Guoguo, or maybe this is also the fate of him and Bu Feifan......

"No one can have smooth sailing all their lives, and I can't." Xu Yun smiled slightly: "I'm also an orphan, although my parents may not be dead, but I have never seen them, I don't even know what they do, and I don't know where they are, this feeling is better than knowing that they are dead." I'm more of an abandoned ...... At least your parents can't choose to leave you, if they are still there, they will definitely protect you, and although my parents are here, I can't find them, haha...... After all these years, I haven't survived the same. ”

Xu Yun's confiding voice made both Guoguo and Bu Feifan forget to breathe, and in comparison, Xu Yun seemed to be even less lucky than them. Xu Yun wants them to know that they should never think that they are miserable, there are more people in the world who are worse than you.

"Your parents just don't know where...... Much better than me. Qiu Yan, who has always been a man of few words, even took the initiative to speak today: "At least they didn't sell you to human traffickers with their own hands and be trafficked to that dark place...... There is only fighting and blood, and if you want to survive, you have to kill all the friends around you who were sold to that place...... I don't remember what I did when I was a kid, but I remember that for a few years, I just kept doing things that I didn't want to do, against my will, at the behest of someone I hadn't even met. ”

Ruan Qingshuang suddenly felt that she was the luckiest, she was only forced to marry by her parents when she grew up, at least she had a complete family when she was a child.

"Someone once said that no matter how great you think you are, there is always someone in this world who is more amazing than you. No matter how unfortunate you feel you are, there will always be someone in this world who is more unfortunate than you. The world is very big, everything will exist, anything will happen, and our unluck is just a drop in the ocean. Xu Yun looked at the night sky outside the window: "The universe is so big, maybe there are people on other planets who are struggling to survive." ”

The smog in China has made people realize that they should wake up, and the blue sky and white clouds when they were children have now become a luxury. It's foggy almost every day...... Just like someone said that in ten years, the three major cancers in China will plague every family, liver cancer, lung cancer, and stomach cancer. , liver cancer is most likely because we are contaminated with severe groundwater, lung cancer is because we continue to breathe deteriorating air every day, stomach cancer, is now full of chemical additives and all kinds of black-hearted business food......

It's a blessing to be able to live now. When the last drop of water of the earthlings is their own tears, that is called real misfortune.

The feelings that had been accumulated in Bu Feifan's heart seemed to have been liberated in an instant, he was able to stand here, he could be adopted by Ye Fara, he could know Xu Yun, and Guoguo These people are God's great attachment to him. Compared to the really unlucky people, his little things are nothing. It's just a drop in the ocean.

"Thank you." Bu Feifan raised his head, which had been bowing deeply just now, "I must have reminded you of a lot of things that you don't want to think about. I'm really sorry. It's me who is too hypocritical, it's me who is too selfish, it's me who is too irresponsible, and I don't have the ability to bear it. I complain every day about God's injustice to me, but I don't see God's care for me. I was really too wrong too much......"

Xu Yun stepped forward and patted Bu Feifan's shoulder: "Okay, don't blame yourself, you are also hypocritical." Guoguo, what did Concubine Hua say? ”

"A slut is hypocrisy." Guoguo said without thinking, and after everyone in the room was silent for a few seconds, they couldn't help but laugh from the bottom of their hearts, and even Bu Feifan, who was scolded as a hypocritical slut, was silent in this joyful atmosphere.

The good times always pass very quickly, Guoguo fell asleep unconsciously, Ruan Qingshuang picked her up and went back to the room to sleep, Bu Feifan also obediently went back to the house, and he was not ready to go out to the bar to drink and enjoy the nightlife, even if his friend called more than a dozen times, he politely refused.

Waiting until everyone else was asleep, Qiu Yan came to Xu Yun's room, Xu Yun, who had just taken a shower, was only wearing big pants, but in front of Qiu Yan, Xu Yun didn't care, they were all his own family, why were they so restrained: "I still think again, if you don't come again, I'll go to you." ”

Qiu Yan shook her head: "I'm in a mess right now, I didn't expect that Guoguo's matter would provoke Leng Chen, today it was Miao Dao who wanted to take us to Hades Island, maybe next time it would be the poisonous ant Huang Yu, or even the bloodthirsty mole Yang Yi These more powerful characters......"

Xu Yun shrugged his shoulders: "It's already like this, time can't go back, otherwise I must see the green ghost die with my own eyes before fainting and closing my eyes...... Hehe, maybe now Leng Chen already knows the secret of Guoguo's body, but he can't be sure yet, I don't know if the green ghost will lie to him again. If he really trusted the green ghost 100%, I'm afraid he would have already come to trouble us by now. ”

"So what are we going to do?" Qiu Yan really didn't have the slightest choice: "You can't just sit back and wait for death." ”

"That's why I said to go to the hotel first, no one can say whether this place is safe or not, in case Leng Chen really throws Yang Yi and Huang Yu these fierce people over, I'm afraid we won't be able to parry it at all." If we can't afford to provoke it, we can't hide it. There will always be a way, at least for now we are safe. I don't know how Hadron is getting off his addiction now, but I'll call them tomorrow and ask them all to come over. ”

Qiu Yan knew that Xu Yun had his own ideas, so he didn't say anything, but he suddenly walked to Xu Yun's bedside, sat down with his back to Xu Yun, and took off his shirt without the slightest hesitation. The entire back, which was as white and flawless as mutton fat white jade, was revealed in front of Xu Yun.

Xu Yun didn't reflect for a while, he couldn't help but feel angry, and there was a hot feeling in his nose: "This ...... It's too sudden, isn't it? I...... I'm not mentally prepared yet......" (To be continued)