Why did Kurt Cobain choose to commit suicide? No one knows what he really thinks, but the tip of the iceberg can be glimpsed from his suicide note.

This is the voice of a fool who has experienced the vicissitudes of life, and who prefers to be a weak and childish complainant...... It's been years since I couldn't feel the irritation from listening to music, writing music, and reading and writing. I feel a sense of guilt for these things that I can't put into words...... In fact I can't deceive you, I can't deceive any of you...... The biggest sin I can think of is deceiving people and pretending...... I had to be mildly numb to regain the enthusiasm I had as a child...... There is kindness in all of us, and I just love people too much. Loved so much that it made me feel really too melancholy, a slightly melancholy, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces Jesus-like figure! Why don't you enjoy it with peace of mind? I do not know...... I don't have any passion anymore...... Rather than lingering, it is better to burn calmly......"

Since the band Nirvana made history in l991, all the journalists' pursuit and fan frenzy have made Kurt feel at a loss, he feels that he is not understood by the world, and the world he knows always seems to be staggered from the real world, which makes Kurt very painful. And the long-term pain from the stomach made Kurt unable to help himself, losing all control.

There are only two ways for Kurt to relieve his pain, one is to take an anesthetic drug, and the other is to stand on the stage and scream wildly. The former put him at sea. Lowe. Because of the sinking in the middle, the physical condition is getting worse and worse; The latter disappeared because of his passion, and his connection with music was also severed. Palace. Inside" is evident in the confusion and confusion of this album.

In order to regain his passion for music, Kurt must become addicted to drugs. In the world of products, but after sobering up, he found that he was more out of touch with the world and became more strict, thus forming a vicious circle, and finally he couldn't find an outlet, so he chose to end himself.

This qiē is just Hugo's own conjecture, he is not Kurt, and he can never know what Kurt really thinks in his heart. In fact, this is also the confusion and confusion of the world of genius, which reminds Hugo of Vincent Van Gogh: he once cut off his own ear and eventually shot himself. Their madness, their trembling, their struggles, their pain, are out of step with this world.

So Kurt didn't like Hugo, he thought Hugo was insulting music, or even playing with music; So Hugo would have retorted so much to Cotter, poison. Pin became Kurt's safe haven, but completely cut off his connection with the world, and finally made Kurt escape into a dark world, unwilling to come back to his senses.

In fact, in addition to anger, in addition to absurdity, Hugo is also angry, not because he wants to be a savior to save Kurt, but because Zhang Xiaoye, the guitarist of the band before the crossing, died in this way, Hugo is poisonous. Pin Shen hated, at that moment just now, what appeared in front of Hugo's eyes was not Kurt's appearance, but Zhang Xiaoye's pale cheeks, and those black eyes seemed to say, "Hugo, I don't want to die." ”

The pain in his heart is only understood by Hugo himself. Therefore, Hugo did not speak in his usual manner, and in anger, he fought back with Kurt without hesitation.

Hugo's response was full of force, as if it was a loud slap in the face of Kurt, which immediately angered Kurt, although he almost fell down because of his weak feet just now, but at this time he couldn't care about his body, and rushed up in a desperate posture.

Henry only felt that both Fokine and Hugo were not afraid to fight hard, and what was worse was that Pedro could still be seen in the corner of his sight, how could he stop so many people alone, in an emergency, Henry couldn't care about it so much, and roared directly, "Grass!" Give me all the silence! Shut up! Shut them all!"

Henry's roar made the whole classroom quiet in an instant, and Henry usually looked lazy, as if he was a kitten who had just woken up, but suddenly Henry was furious, and the roar was not only loud, but also amazing, and even Kurt who rushed over on the opposite side was stunned.

"What the are you doing! If you don't like each other, roll to the stage to divide the winner and loser, a person who can't even stand on his feet, and still wants to fight, and if he wants to die, he will say it clearly, there is no need to play tricks. Although Henry didn't name him, his words were like sharp arrows, so that Kurt didn't have the power to fight back at all, "What's the matter with you, you used to always say that dogs bite people, people can't bite dogs, isn't it funny to look at you like this now, with a mouth full of dog hair?" The second half of the sentence was talking about Hugo, and by the way, he glared at Fujin fiercely.

It's just that...... Henry's second half of the sentence was not a good taste, but the group of people standing opposite couldn't say anything, and saying it was tantamount to admitting it.

Kurt with his head in a state of chaos doesn't care so much, "Who are you talking about!" He yelled out, but before he could say anything more, Quies and Dave had already walked up, and the two of them carried Kurt together, and then dragged Kurt to the door.

How could Kurt, who was already weak, be able to withstand the strength of two people, so he could only be dragged out directly. And when Dave left the classroom, he also glared at Henry, Hugo and others viciously, although the incident just now was made by Kurt, but they can say that Kurt's is not, but others can't, not to mention, the Nirvana band is in an inexplicable competitive relationship with glory to death.

The hot-tempered Fujin didn't care so much, he glared back without any timidity, and even raised his fist directly and waved it twice, the meaning of the demonstration was too obvious.

Fujin's action immediately caused a burst of dissatisfaction among the staff of the Nirvana Band, and several people impulsively waved their fists and prepared to rush up, but this time the agents, assistants and others of the Nirvana Band also calmed down, and hurriedly grabbed the group of people who were about to make trouble and left the classroom.

In an uproar, a group of people in the Nirvana Band retreated like a tide, but the tense atmosphere on both sides seemed to have not dissipated, everyone who remained in the classroom did not make a sound, still waiting for the classroom door viciously, and if someone appeared at the door in the next second, it was estimated that ten thousand arrows would pierce the heart.

This is the narrow road encounter that the media reporters are looking forward to, the Nirvana band and the glory to death meet head-on, and the curtain comes to an end with a verbal sword and a scuffle in swaddling clothes. It's just a pity that the reporters didn't capture this scene, and they can only stay in the market forever.

After seeing that the members of the Nirvana Band had left, Pedro immediately exploded, "Henry! They are so rude, why give them face, just roll up their sleeves and fight, although they are more than us, but we will not be afraid! I don't know who suffers when it comes to the real fight, and I beat them to the point that their noses are blue and their faces are swollen!"

Not only Pedro, but this time Alfonso couldn't help it, "Didn't you see how that bastard just now despised us?" If you don't teach them a lesson, you think we're easy to bully!"

Fujin didn't speak, still clenched his fists, looked at Henry angrily, and expressed his dissatisfaction with practical actions.

Hugo was also excited at this time, he didn't expect that his encounter with the Nirvana band would end like this, if nothing else, this was not only the first time he saw Kurt Cobain, but also the last. This made the anger in Hugo's chest slowly extinguish, and he looked at the door of the classroom again, but he was a little more embarrassed.

"It's not the fists that prove you, it's the music, and you're not gangsters or action stars." Henry straightened his clothes, and regained his usual lazy appearance, as if the person who suddenly went crazy just now didn't exist at all, this face-changing kung fu was amazing, "It's very easy to teach them a lesson, just look at Kurt's appearance, you can know that Big Harry has sucked too much, and it doesn't take much effort to beat him." You have what it takes to make them look at each other on stage!"

Nirvana, the most popular band in the world today, is also second to none in live performance, and it is certainly not that simple to fight it out on stage.

Henry's words made Alfonso's tense shoulders slacken, indeed, it was impossible to win with his fists against Nirvana. Although Fokine still glared at Henry fiercely, the hand holding his fist slowly relaxed, but Pedro was still fierce, "That guy looks like a ball of shit, it's best if he can still stand on the stage." ”

Hugo looked back, Neil, Samora and others were also nervous, if there was a real fight just now, it is estimated that everyone would rush up, which made Hugo see a different side of the band, especially Foquin and Henry.

Henry didn't say anything more, the young man was already impulsive, and it was normal for him to be angry, he turned his head to look at Samora, "Are the instruments ready?" There's nothing wrong with it, is it?"

Samora is still a little absent-minded, he is a fan of the whole world, and his feelings for the Nirvana band are naturally different, but the brief meeting just now made him very confused. Of course, Samora is now undoubtedly on the side of glory to death, but seeing the chaos and decadence of Nirvana, as a fan, he still feels relatable.

Hearing Henry's words, Samora took two deep breaths to sober herself before she said, "I'll make sure." Then he turned and threw himself back to the work that had not been done.

Henry stood in place, but he held his chin and thought, although the confrontation between the Nirvana Band and the Glory to Death just now was short, and it was only a matter of a few minutes before and after, but there were many people in the school today, and the news must not be blocked, he must think about it, if the news breaks out, how should he deal with it.

It's just that Henry didn't expect that there was no need for him to worry at all, and the overwhelming news a few days later would be enough to divert his attention. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to Kazakhstan to read and vote for the work to vote for the monthly ticket. Your support is the biggest motivation for me to continue creating! ）