032 Withdrawal

After Hugo had exhausted his body, he also fell into a deep sleep, and the intense physical labor made him fall into a deep sleep very lightly, and he did not dream anything, but fell asleep comfortably, until the urgent physiological needs made him wake up from his sleep.

Opening his eyes, Hugo looked at the faint sunlight behind the thick curtains of the hotel, and realized that it was already dawn, no wonder he was habitually awakened by urine. Turning his head to look at Charlize lying beside him, his cheeks were glowing with a faint oil, but they didn't look wolf, but exuded the air of a happy little woman, and the smile on the corner of his mouth made this pretty face even more radiant.

Hugo retracted his gaze and hurriedly ran into the bathroom to solve his physiological needs first. But when he came out of the bathroom, his head was hit by a wave of dizziness, which made him almost fall, but fortunately he grabbed the washstand to stabilize his center of gravity. But the dizziness in his head was not over, and then Hugo felt a churn in his stomach, as if he was about to vomit at any moment, he quickly turned around and went back to the toilet, retching into the toilet, but nothing came out.

Hugo leaned on the side of the washstand to support his body, his stomach churning and his head dizziness erupted at the same time, and his body began to sweat and cry continuously, making his limbs a little weak. Hugo paused for a moment, and immediately realized: it was the damn withdrawal that had exploded.

The so-called withdrawal reaction is simply to stop smoking. Sea. Lowe. As a result, the body has all kinds of uncomfortable strong reactions, creating a large number of extremely painful physical reactions, prompting inhalation. Poison. In order to avoid this pain, they do everything possible to maintain the sucking. Toxic status.

This happened once in the past ten days, and for the first time Hugo was completely unprepared, and he collapsed to the ground, completely dominated by pain, and even lost the strength to roll. Fortunately, Joseph was next to him at the time, he had seen Hugo in such a situation before, and with Joseph's help, Hugo almost gritted his own teeth, which was the first difficulty.

In fact, poisonous. Addiction more often occurs on the spiritual level, because the person's spiritual will is too weak, so there is a sense of dependence on this momentary pleasure. But it comes with falling into poison. The longer the addiction, the more severe the sense of dependence will be, and the painful physiological response will make people feel more addicted. The product produces a stronger dependence, forming a vicious circle that completely destroys a normal person from the mental to the physical inside and out. This circulation, in the sea. Lowe. Because the body has been vividly embodied.

After Hugo crossed over, his soul was not only against poison. There is no dependence on the product, but also resolutely resists, which also makes Hugo ring. Poison has become relatively simple. And judging from the situation of the predecessor, although the body also has a certain dependence, it is still only a preliminary stage and is not strict, so as long as Hugo persists, it is poisonous. The problem of addiction can be overcome without the need for abstinence. Poison. or sanatoriums.

It's just that Hugo didn't expect that today this skin would break out again with a withdrawal reaction. It's not good news for Charlize to see such a situation, Hugo doesn't want his bad side to be seen by Charlize, because this is not him, this is not the real him, whether Charlize is willing to accept it or not, this is not the real Hugo, so there is no need for her to see it.

Hugo took a deep breath, turned on the faucet at the sink, rinsed his face twice with cold water, and rinsed his mouth. Then he returned to the room with little strength, resisting the growing withdrawal reaction, found his scattered clothes on the carpet, put them on while he still had the strength to do so, which took him at least three minutes, and then staggered out of the room.

The pain in the joints of the limbs and the tightness of the muscles were mixed with wave after wave of headaches, which swept over Hugo, making Hugo feel as if he had been fished out of water, nausea and tangled colic rolling in his stomach and abdomen, and his body's strength was losing little by little. Before he walked to the elevator entrance, Hugo fell because of his unsteady pace, but fortunately he had already taken precautions and grabbed the handrail with both hands to cushion it, so it was not too strict, but it took Hugo more and more strength to stand up again. Hugo no longer had the heart to complain about the stupidity of his predecessor, and he had to focus all his energy on overcoming his body's withdrawal reaction.

This time, the withdrawal reaction was actually not as strict as the first time, and the first time Hugo couldn't even stand up, and was completely dominated by terrible pain, if it weren't for Hugo's spiritual level against poison. There was no dependence on Pin, and he almost couldn't hold on. After surviving the last difficulty, today's reaction was obviously a little weaker, so Hugo still had the strength to leave the hotel.

Stumbling all the way to the lobby, a sweaty Hugo walked to the front desk and startled the staff. Fortunately, Hugo was strong enough to appease the other party in time, and then asked the front desk to call a taxi for himself, and after waiting for ten minutes, with the help of the front desk staff, he finally got into the taxi, Hugo was relieved, he gritted his teeth all the way, and persevered with one breath, as long as he relaxed a little, he was afraid that he would fall to the ground - like the first poison. It's the same when addiction hits. This damn withdrawal reaction!

Hugo closed the door not loudly, not waking the sleeping Charlize. Last night was Charlize's first time, and it was very taxing for her body, so she was in a deep sleep all the time, and she didn't feel much about the changes in her surroundings.

When Charlize woke up, she only saw the empty room, and she couldn't find Hugo anyway, which made Charlize a little stunned and a little caught off guard. In Charlize's opinion, last night's qiē was smooth, even perfect, but now it seems that this is not the case: the man does not say goodbye, which is not a positive sign.

Charlize searched the entire room in disbelief, inside and out twice, there was no figure, no note, not much trace, as if last night's qiē was just a dream, except that the messy sheets on the bed showed that it was not a dream. Charlize was even wondering if Hugo had gotten up early to buy himself breakfast, but he was just making a fuss. Because as long as he recalls Hugo's warm and sunny personality, Charlize does not think that he is the kind of man who will eat and wipe clean and then say goodbye.

Although she only saw Hugo twice, Charlize had a certain trust in Hugo's character, otherwise she would not have been confused yesterday. Even if it's a moment of chaos and kissing, but as long as she feels that something is wrong, she will overcome it with the rest of her reason, at this point, Charlize has never been an impulsive person, she has absolute confidence, otherwise the chaotic New York dance world, the dark Los Angeles modeling industry has come all the way, Charlize has already fallen, and it will not be held out until last night.

In Charlize's view, Hugo is different from most men, he is humble and polite, gentle as jade, and energetic, but he will not be too arrogant and sharp, nor will he only think with his lower body, let alone treat any woman as a simple night. Object of love. What happened last night, all the time, came too quickly, in fact, it was also beyond Hugo's expectations, and Charlize could feel it.

Charlize wasn't saying she wanted to have a solid relationship with Hugo or anything, but at least she didn't want to see herself left alone when she woke up - not even a hello, which made her feel cheap. What's going on here? Or did she see Hugo wrong, and in the end, Hugo was also an ordinary man? Is it really that difficult to find a normal emotion without any purpose in the colorful dye vat of the entertainment industry?

Charlize felt that her mind was a little confused, and she sat in her hotel room for an hour and waited, but nothing came of it. She wanted to believe Hugo, but the empty room in front of her didn't give her a chance. Charlize smiled self-deprecatingly, "You're still too naïve." He took a deep breath, took another deep breath, calmed down the turbulent feelings in his heart, and then quietly told himself, "Don't make a big fuss, don't." It was just one night, nothing special. It just so happened that I was worried about how to get along after waking up, but now it's easier to communicate, and I don't have to communicate awkwardly and jerky. ”

Charlize looked at the hem of the red dress that was torn by Hugo, she stood in front of the bathroom mirror and looked, and finally tore the pieces of the skirt apart, and lowered the skirt to show an irregular arc, making the skirt a little less formal and more eclectic design, she turned around and looked, and after confirming that it was correct, she returned to the room, picked up the coat from the ground and put it on, adjusted her breathing again, suppressed all the intricacies in her heart, and regained her confidence, and left here with his head held high.

Hugo, meanwhile, was lying motionless on the ground like a homeless man on the street, lying motionless on the ground at the top of the staircase of the building where Joseph's apartment was located. After Hugo got out of the taxi, the short journey consumed all his body, and he finally couldn't hold on any longer, so he was defeated by the pain and collapsed into the filthy hallway where garbage and bacteria were infestation.

Hugo gritted his teeth fiercely, in fact, he did not feel any addiction dependence, and he did not want to resort to any material help to relieve it, but this wave after wave of pain consumed his body, tears and sweat turned his whole face white and white, his stomach kept rolling, he kept retching, but he couldn't vomit anything, as if even bile had to be vomited out to be willing.

"I will never bow my head, I will never admit defeat, absolutely!" Hugo tensed the muscles of his body, stubbornly supporting, he was unwilling to compromise with this withdrawal reaction, no matter how strict he was, he would not! Then Hugo's consciousness gradually blurred, and all the qiē around him emitted a halo of light, and finally disappeared into a hazy white light.