Chapter 6: A dilemma
Bear's paws and fish are incompatible, and Qi Hao finds himself in a dilemma.
Qi Hao was very conflicted in his heart, Lin Xiaoxia had already settled in his heart, her voice and smile, her body temperature and breath, and her affection had penetrated deep into his blood and bone marrow, and it was not easy to remove her from his body. Besides, the two have just clarified the relationship, and they lost this relationship because of the selection of students, how can it be justified?
A real man should be responsible, and he must not forget his righteousness, Qi Hao knows the fundamentals of being a man.
However, Qi Hao also understands that a man, especially a man with no background, has fleeting life experiences, and he can't pick one of the selected students, how can he give up? However, he is also unwilling to give up Lin Xiaoxia, Lin Xiaoxia is a beauty who can't be picked in thousands of miles, there are so many boys in the school, and being able to pick the school flower alone is also the capital of his future life.
In the next few days, Qi Hao's heart has been struggling fiercely, and the dilemma is in front of him, either the future or the beauty, it's really hard to choose!
People in their twenties are sleeping and eating well, but Qi Hao can't sleep well and eat well these days, and he has a lot of worries all day long, and it is difficult to make a decision in front of the future and beauties.
Qi Hao hadn't been to the radio room for a few days, and there was his beloved in the radio room, but he couldn't go. When he had the idea of going to the radio room, he immediately felt that the eyes of Teacher Yu and the organization were staring at him, the school rules were there, he was an outstanding college student in the country, a role model for all youth schools in the country, how could he violate the school rules when he was selected for the current selection of students!
Qi Haoxin stopped taking a step towards the broadcast room.
Qi Hao went to the restaurant late when he started lunch these days, and he was afraid to see Lin Xiaoxia, especially Lin Xiaoxia's eyes. The love between the two of them has just begun to encounter a mountain that cannot be bypassed, Qi Hao still looks like he is usual, but who knows that he is in a dilemma.
Qi Hao wanted to see Lin Xiaoxia very much, Lin Xiaoxia's voice and smile, Lin Xiaoxia's breath and warmth had already been integrated with his body and thoughts, and had become a part of his body and thoughts, how could they be stripped away? But Qi Hao was afraid that Lin Xiaoxia would see his eyes, eyes were the windows of the soul, and he was afraid that Lin Xiaoxia would see his worldly heart through the window of his soul. In front of love and career, what is pure and sacred?
People say that love is pure and sacred, and career is dirty and worldly, but when pure and holy and dirty worldliness are placed in front of him, he must choose one of them. He felt the difficulty of being a man, and it was rare to be in pain!
Qi Hao saw Lin Xiaoxia in the dining room.
There were few people in the dining room, and in the corner, Lin Xiaoxia sat alone at a table, burying her head, whether to scoop a spoonful of rice and send it to her mouth, it could be seen that she had a lot of concern.
Qi Hao finished the meal and looked around, the restaurant was empty, and the waiter was cleaning. The matter of the selection of students haunts his mind, Lin Xiaoxia eats silently alone, when it comes to love, the future is opposed and irreconcilable, Qi Hao has to consider whether to go to Lin Xiaoxia's side to eat at the same table with Lin Xiaoxia, which is also involuntarily.
Qi Hao stood in front of the window of picking up the food with the food, undecided.
Lin Xiaoxia turned her face to look at Qi Hao and turned her head, burying her head in eating her food, eating faster than at the beginning, and she could see that she had the intention of finishing her meal and leaving.
Qi Hao saw that Lin Xiaoxia saw him, so he had to walk over and stand in front of Lin Xiaoxia: "Eat?" ”
Knowingly asked, Qi Hao didn't know what was wrong with him, so he opened his mouth and asked for dinner? Dead man! The things that people who have things to do and say are inevitably contrary to common sense, and he stunned himself in front of Lin Xiaoxia.
"Aren't you here for dinner?" Lin Xiaoxia didn't raise her head and asked.
Qi Hao sat down, but Lin Xiaoxia stood up to leave, and it could be seen that she was deliberately avoiding.
"Xiaoxia, why did you leave?"
Lin Xiaoxia stood stunned and whispered: "How can love love be so fragile, and it can't withstand the teacher's criticism for work mistakes, what if I don't leave?" ”
Qi Hao didn't go to the radio room these days, and at first Lin Xiaoxia thought that Teacher Yu criticized Qi Hao for temporarily avoiding it, but she didn't expect to go for a few days, and she couldn't see the shadow of people, could it be that Qi Hao ...... You can't be so timid, right?
In the past few years of reform and opening up, love and love were regarded as ugly and unsightly behaviors in that era are gradually being corrected, but people are still cautious about love, but in general they have begun to open their minds to welcome, especially colleges and universities, although the school rules are not allowed to talk about love, but the school turns a blind eye, as long as it does not cause an accident, it will not be taken seriously.
Lin Xiaoxia didn't understand Qi Hao's behavior.
Qi Hao, he can't tell Lin Xiaoxia about the school's recommendation for him to be transferred, he is a party member, deputy secretary of the Youth League Committee of the college, often meets to study, organizational discipline, organizational principles still understand, he said: "Xiaoxia, our business is not put aside, I love you, I love you now, I love you forever!" But not now, I hope you understand. ”
"What? Love can also be put aside, and it is divided into now and forever, do you want me to understand? You say, how should I understand it? Lin Xiaoxia was furious, "You hypocrite, you are also worthy of saying that you love you!" ”
"Xiaoxia, listen to me, I really love you......"
Lin Xiaoxia's eyes turned red, and she turned around and rushed out of the restaurant, leaving Qi Hao stunned.
"What's the matter, there's a conflict?"
Qi Hao turned his face to see Pu Yuanqing, vice president of the school's student union. Pu Yuanqing's father is the secretary of the county party committee, and he is already a high-ranking cadre in school.
Although the party and the state proposed to revitalize Chinese education first, due to economic constraints, the policy was still limited to staying on slogans, and many promises made by the party and the state could not be fulfilled at all.
After his son entered the school, Secretary Pu signed a cooperation agreement with the school and the county, saying that it relied on colleges and universities to enrich the people and strengthen the county, and the county was a national-level poor county, and the county sponsored a lot of scientific research funds from the school, and the school's scientific research results supported the county free of charge, so it made the people rich and the county strong.
To put it bluntly, in a school like a normal college, who can clearly say how many scientific research achievements can be given to the party school, but it is easy to find out some scientific research results.
Pu Yuan is a high-ranking cadre of the school, and he is a little great in front of his classmates on weekdays, and of course he also attracts many girls. He went around among the flowers and picked some flowers to play for a few days and was not satisfied, and then saw the school flower Lin Xiaoxia, so he offered great hospitality to Lin Xiaoxia. Lin Xiaoxia didn't take him seriously, his brain was on fire for a while, and he found out the reason only to find out that Qi Hao had taken the lead.
Qi Hao is what the, Pu Yuanqing can't help but get angry!