Banquet (6)
He had always felt that he was good, and he had always been confident that he would protect her for the rest of her life, but now he ......
After all of this happened, he felt like he was a joke!
Seeing her trapped in the poisonous Tibetan Mountain, he was powerless, and even her corpse was not found after entering the mountain, even if he kept telling himself in his heart that no result was the most good result. The body can't be found, maybe she's still alive!
But my heart is still very uncomfortable, especially now, it has been a full month and a half, and if I live, I should come back.
Shen Xiao longed for Wen Renya to come back and appear, but he was afraid that she would come back and her appearance.
Not only did he not protect her, but he married someone else a month and a half after she was declared dead! Whether he wanted it or not, he betrayed her trust.
"That's it! Since you can't let go of it, don't get married! Don't marry Aiwan! Take all your stuff and go find her. Yuan Nanfei gritted his teeth and said loudly: "Didn't you always believe that she was still alive?" Then go find her! Tell her you can't live without her! ”
Shen Xiao looked at Yuan Nanfei with such a hideous face in a daze, not at all like the person he knew, but more real than the person in his memory.
Shen Xiao looked at Yuan Nanfei like this, and suddenly laughed, no longer the kind of laughter that makes people guess based on their feelings, but really and completely loud!
It doesn't matter if he laughs, it really scared Yuan Nanfei, you must know that my brother has never seen this kid laugh like this for more than ten years, this can't be crazy!
Thinking about whether to give him a pill to calm down, Shen Xiao had already stopped laughing.
It stopped abruptly as suddenly as before he didn't laugh, and Yuan Nanfei was so shocked by him that he almost choked!
"What are you doing? Don't take you so scary! I don't know if it was Shen Xiao's previous nervous laughter that washed away the depression and alienation during this time, and Yuan Nanfei unconsciously changed back to his usual appearance.
Shen Xiao is no longer so rejecting people thousands of miles away, he said lightly: "Nanfei, you are right, I will not marry Ai Wan, and I will go to her, but not now." ”
"So what are you today...... Do you still want to enter the palace? Yuan Nanfei asked tentatively.
Shen Xiao nodded, "Go, weishenme won't go." They don't all want to see how bad my life is, so let them see it and satisfy their curiosity. With his hands behind his back, he continued: "There are some things that should be completely resolved. ”
Yuan Nanfei's eyes widened in shock, "You don't want to ......"
Shen Xiao looked at him silently, but smiled silently.
There are some things that should really be solved once and for all.
It has been more than 20 years since the mother concubine arrived at him, and no matter what happened at that time, it should be paid off.
What's more, he never owes anything to the man who sits on the throne and directs the life and death of others!
When I was a child, I still longed for a fatherly love like other princes, hoping that he could give himself a look, even if it was just a faint sweep, but now it is no longer necessary. Everything about him, whether it is rivers and mountains or treasures, he is not rare!
In the past, he was allowed to make things difficult in everything, and that was also for the sake of his father, but after this incident, Shen Xiao decided not to recognize this father anymore, presumably he never thought that he was his son.