Seeing Jin Shengyuan smoking, who was hit the hardest? It's not Yoon-a, it's not Seo-hyun, it's not Jessica, it's Taeyeon! There was no reaction at the time because her brain was so blank that she had forgotten what she was supposed to do or say!

Yuna is full of attachment to Kim Sung-won, which can almost be described as "no desire and no desire"; Xu Xian's love for Kim Sung-won is because of his strong brother-sister affection; Jessica has a sincere and strong love for Kim Sung-won. The three are the members of Girls' Generation who have the deepest feelings for Kim Sung-won, except for Taeyeon.

Taeyeon truly loves Kim Sung-won as herself! It's like everyone is to themselves, the actions and care they give seem to be not much, and even a little casual, or make all kinds of mistakes, but her heart has been unreservedly giving.

Although she had heard the news from Xu Xian's mouth, the moment she really saw Jin Shengyuan smoking, she was still inevitably shocked! It felt like someone punched me in the heart, and my breath stopped!

Since then, she has been shaken by her beliefs and wonders if she has gone too far. However, Yuna's outburst next made her emotions further devastated, and the entire Shijie seemed to collapse, and even doubted her feelings!

I don't know him as well as Jessica, I'm not as selfless as Yun'a, I'm not as caring as Seo Hyun, and I even often make him angry, except for being coquettish and convulsive, blindly demanding, what did I do for him? Why do you demand so much from him? How can his identity be something that a little female artist can want...... The pressure is too great! So big that Taeyeon is on the verge of collapse.

Because of himself, he can't feel at ease in the United States; Because of himself, he even learned to smoke; Because of himself, his cheeks have become so thin...... Taeyeon gradually goes to the other extreme, taking all the blame on herself.

At a birthday party. The better Jin Shengyuan behaved, the more pressure in her heart would be, and the closer she would be to a complete collapse! That's why she made that crazy decision and avoided Jin Shengyuan's embrace.

She couldn't convince herself to accept that reality, so she thought she was no longer worthy of Kim Sung-won!

Jin Shengyuan found the abnormal calm in her eyes after the extreme madness, so she didn't dare to go further, so it was really possible to break the limit of what she could bear.

……

The next day, when Taeyeon gets up, she suddenly finds that her pillow is half wet! But. She didn't know anything about it herself.

"From today on, you're on your own!" After self-hypnotization and comfort, Taeyeon gets up and washes up, packs her things and prepares to go. Puppets, lighters, and other things were locked in a box by her, along with the ring. The dust is sealed.

However, at this time, Taeyeon realized that there were too many traces of him around her! He bought the jewelry, the bag, and even the clothes were all his favorite styles!

Shoe? What about my shoes?

Tiffany and the others originally thought that the relationship between Taeyeon and Kim Sung-won had initially eased, but just as they were about to leave, they found that Taeyeon suddenly rummaged around like crazy, and after many things were turned out, they no longer paid attention to them, and their expressions were sluggish, as if they were in a demon.

"Taeyeon. What's wrong? Tiffany hurriedly stepped forward and hugged her, asking anxiously.

Yori and others also came around, including Yoona, Seo Hyun, and Jessica.

"Shoes! My shoes! Taeyeon suddenly cried and exclaimed, "I don't even have a pair of shoes of my own!" Tears flowed uncontrollably, like a child who couldn't find his mother. I can't put it into words.

"Shoes? Aren't there a lot of them at the door? Tiffany and the others were stunned for a moment and said.

Taeyeon just cried.

"Pani has a pair of shoes you used to wear." Just as everyone was anxiously guessing Taeyeon's mental state, Jessica suddenly spoke.

"You said that Taeyeon gave me shoes after wearing them once? It's like ......" Tiffany was stunned. I just wanted to say something more, but I was gently poked by Yoo-ri, and then I realized that everyone's expressions were wrong, and Taeyeon also looked at herself, so she hurriedly ran to find the shoes.

After Taeyeon put on these shoes, she finally stopped crying.

Tiffany looked at her worriedly, and when she saw that she didn't even have her favorite microphone with her, she suddenly realized, "It turns out that she is looking for the shoes she bought!" "The shoes at the door and in the bedroom were all bought by Jin Shengyuan for her.

However, then a thought came out of Tiffany's heart: "Hasn't the relationship between her and Shengyuan OPPA eased?" Yesterday, I calmly accepted the birthday gift of Shengyuan OPPA! ”

"Gone, Pani!" Hyoyeon pulled Tiffany and said.

"Oh." Tiffany was dumbfounded, and a sudden panic appeared in her heart, could it be that Taeyeon and Sungwon OPPA have officially broken up?

……

Throughout the day, Taeyeon's performance was unusually calm, and she couldn't see the helpless, pitiful, and almost demonic mood of the morning. But in the eyes of everyone, they were so worried, sad and pitiful for some reason, this little man gave them the feeling that they were overdrawn or something!

Over lunch, Taeyeon occasionally talks to everyone as if it's the same as usual, but the members prefer her to act like she did some time ago. Keeping everything in her heart, did she want to torture herself like Jin Shengyuan?

However, she simply didn't have the tenacity of Jin Shengyuan.

"Yun'a, eat more meat, many fans are worried about your health!" Taeyeon took a slice of meat and sent it to Yoona's bowl and said.

"Sister Xiexie Taeyeon." Yuna was slightly stunned, and then thanked softly.

Taeyeon's state is abnormal, something like that happened yesterday, even if Yoona did the right thing and stood in her position, it shouldn't be this performance!

"Pani, why are you in a daze again? After a while, you'll be left with yourself. Taeyeon said to Tiffany, who was in a daze.

"Oh." Tiffany reacted and hurriedly lowered her head to eat. Unconsciously, she complied with Taeyeon's wishes.

In the time that followed, a mountain of pressure appeared in the hearts of each member. Taeyeon's appearance looks good now, but I don't know how long she can last it? And the longer you survive, the more severe the sequelae will be in future outbreaks.

But there was nothing they could do! Obviously, in Taeyeon's current state, she couldn't listen to anything.

Han Seung-ho has already received a call from Kim Sung-won asking him to help take care of Taeyeon, and mentioned that Taeyeon's current state is the most dangerous, and he will be notified if there is any "wind and grass". But Han Shenghao only now understands what he means by "danger", which is even more tricky than some time ago! It can even be said that there is no room for meddler altogether! Because Taeyeon behaved impeccably, could he still forcibly interfere with Taeyeon's thoughts?

Looking at Taeyeon's unusually "relaxed" appearance, but the rest of the members were silent, Han Seung-ho felt that his head was about to explode! Now he just wants to find someone to take care of himself.

……

In the afternoon, the members of Girls' Generation continued their respective trips.

As the lead singer, Taeyeon generally can't be absent from music programs, and at the same time, she also has the recording of two programs, "Kiss the Radio" and "Ride the Victory", and the schedule is very tight.

However, every time she goes on a solo trip, she feels extra relaxed because then she doesn't stress the members! Nowadays, she always likes to think about problems from an extreme perspective.

……

As a day passes, Taeyeon finally discovers that there is a missing person by her side, which is such a taste.

When eating, you don't have to say that name again; Holding your phone, you don't have to look forward to occasionally glancing at whether you have received a text message; Before going to bed, no one will text you, call you, or listen to your nagging again; I can no longer enjoy the silent tenderness of waiting for myself to hang up first; No one "dislikes" their big feet but helps them wash and massage their feet because of their foot pain......

It's all gone!

Another nightmare has passed, and when it finally dawns, Taeyeon, who used to like to lie in bed the most, can't wait to get up and wash. The busy announcement during the day can make her more comfortable.

……

"It's not easy to be a woman!"

"That's the way South Korean society is, and now the good men are extinct!"

"That Lee Eun-joo, who is twelve years younger than Yang Hyun-suk, has been an underground secret lover for nine years, and the news was not announced until she was pregnant recently."

"She's been very lucky in comparison! At least Yang Hyun Suk didn't abandon her. ”

On this day, Taeyeon overhears a chat between two female staff members at the TV station. All her attention was because the topic of the two gradually turned to her.

"You say, is that Taeyeon from Girls' Generation Kim Sung-won's girlfriend after all? Did she and Jessica split because of Kim Sung-won? "There are rumors flying all over the Internet, some true and some false.

"Didn't you say that Jin Shengyuan had already abandoned the two of them? At yesterday's birthday party, Kim Sung-won didn't interact with the two, but just played a song in Zuihou. "The images of the birthday party have been uploaded to the Internet, and there will always be some people who verify their disgusting thoughts from various "clues".

"That's right! If I were Kim Sung-won, I wouldn't be looking for a female idol to be my wife! What a shame! There is no culture at all. ”

After that, Taeyeon couldn't listen to it anymore, and she just felt uncomfortable in her heart. Not going to college is a pain in her heart forever!

"Isn't a female idol worthy of him? He doesn't care about it himself, what qualifications do you have to ......" The thought just rose and was gloomily put down by her. Now I am no longer qualified to think about this! (To be continued.) )