On a certain day, the weather was fine, cloudless, and breezy, and on this sunny day, I received good news.

My little sister, with her practical actions to prove to the world, she is a qualified, proud descendant of the dragon, in the face of alien evil, for the sake of the safety of sixteen compatriots, she endured humiliation, did not hesitate to commit to the gangster leader on the surface, after the great wisdom of the battle of wits and courage, with the help of Fusu and other warriors, successfully out of danger.

Sixteen hostages other than her, no less.

Unfortunately, I could not be present and proud, cheer, and even worship my sister.

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On a certain day, today, Monday, the south wind is three to four, and the entire Qingshan City is full of joyful scenes.

It may be a bit false to say this, but it is true on the side of the Aoyama Hotel.

Many, many people, from half past six in the morning, gathered in the hotel parking lot, in anticipation that their hero, my dear little sister, would arrive soon.

To be honest, I have a great sense of loss at this moment, just because no matter where I went before, I was the protagonist in the limelight, but today's absolute protagonist can only be Tong Tong.

I was lost and jealous of her.

What's more, it's indescribably happy.

Today belongs to Tong Tong, and her brilliance overwhelms everyone on the scene.

I quietly left in loss and jealousy.

Just because, I was afraid that I would not be able to control it, so I rushed to the rostrum and grabbed her neck, shouting, Xiaoxiao, you are proud? Thanks to the new sister, I am a woman, and if I were a man, I would have to do you on the spot.

Hehe, I have such feelings, thoughts, isn't it ridiculous?

I can't help it, I'm a woman.

Isn't that how it should be, women?

couldn't stand the limelight of the good sisters overpowering him, so he could only grit his teeth secretly......

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Today, Friday, the weather is great.

It is always said that on a day with good weather, the mood will be good and good things will happen.

But what happened to me today?

I actually took the medicine and wine by mistake, and was pressed on the sofa by a duck, and worked from ten o'clock in the evening until early in the morning, and the bottom was very swollen......

When I woke up, I was furious.

I swear that I will find him, kill him, and break him to pieces!

But why, when I lie in bed full of pain, staring at the ceiling with my eyes wide open and gritting my teeth, why am I always attacked by bursts of heart palpitations, to miss the sour taste to the bone?

Could it be that I am a slut, and after suffering a heavy blow, I still want to be ridden by that duck and trample me madly?

I'm so scared.

Who can save me from this irresistible suffering?

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Today!

Today, Tong Tong actually told me that the scum who greatly tarnished my innocence of my new sister was actually her little nephew and fiancé!

God, all living beings, allow me to explode my mouth.

I will shout three times to this day, to this earth, to this man, to this god and demon, grass, grass, grass!

I don't know what to do.

How can a scumbag who has tarnished my innocence be the fiancé of my best little sister?

How can I still kill him?

That's my sister's fiancée.

But he actually rode a horse and galloped me!

Grass, grass, grass!

Kill him, or, not kill?

God, tell me, what should I do?

Pain, confusion, deep sadness.

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Today is another sunny and good day.

I've found that I hate the good days especially now.

What's more, when Li scumbag asked me and Tong Tong to go to the south with him to relax, I was still very happy.

Hell knows, I already knew that the two of them were a pair made in heaven, so I went with them, and I had a super big light bulb, but I was still very happy.

I love being with him.

But I never dared to think about why I liked to be with Li scum.

Perhaps, Zhang Ailing's words can solve my doubts, men conquer women through yin and Tao......

I may have been conquered by him.

But I didn't dare to show it, because Li scum is the fiancé of my best sister, my brother-in-law, I am his sister, his eldest sister-in-law, how can I get along with my brother-in-law?

I was even more afraid that Tong Tong would find out that I might be conquered by him, and I dreamed of being galloped by him.

The feeling of having to hide the true thoughts of the heart is really painful, and it is indescribable.

On one side are the best sisters, and on the other side are knights who need me to worship, and I can only ask for the same.

Choosing a knight is a betrayal of Tong Tong.

I chose Tongtong, but I betrayed myself.

Is it betraying Tong Tong or betraying himself?

This question is more difficult to choose than when a man is asked by his girlfriend, she and her mother-in-law both fell into the river, and who the man should save first.

Naturally, it is also more painful.

Fortunately, Li scumbag used his stupid actions to make me make a choice!

He actually pressed my head into the water in front of Tong Tong and tried to drown me.

Just because, he thought I was ruining his collaboration with Elf Impression.

How could I possibly do something like that?

I am a good sister of Tongtong and brotherhood, he is the knight I desire to ride my horse and gallop, no matter how much I have no conscience, I can't destroy his career.

But he thinks so, and wants to drown me.

At that moment, I saw the capital city at the end of Huangquan Road, saw the ghost gate, and saw the flowers blooming on both sides...... I knew that I was going to die, to be drowned in the water by my knights.

Tong Tong is coming.

My best sister, save me.

At the moment when I was embraced by Tong Tong, no one knew that my view of love had changed.

I may still love men, but I've also come to love women.

After I came back, I thought about it for a long, long time, and I was afraid for a long, long time, after all, after I found out that I suddenly liked women, I knew that this was a pathology, and there was a problem with my sexual orientation.

I want to change myself, I have to change.

I, Helan Xiaoxin, am a standard proud girl of the sky, and I can only have my own knight - but I became fond of women, what's going on?

The night was already deep, deep.

Tong Tong and Li scum didn't come back.

The thought of the two of them together and I being alone in the empty room gives me a madness that wants to destroy the whole world.

This indescribable madness completely broke me, prompting me to slowly walk to the child's bedroom.

My tears were flowing, my hands were shaking, but I finally picked up Tongtong's black silk, curled up on her bed, closed my eyes and enjoyed the scene of hugging her and resisting death...... It's a sour feeling than being ridden by a man.

I understand, I'm done.

I have fallen.

I'm no longer the emotionally pure Helan Xiaoxin, I've become a slut full of male thieves and female prostitutes!

I cried for a long time, the sky was cloudy, and the tears were still flowing.

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How many days have I not had a good night's sleep?

These nights, I've been reflecting on how I can free myself from this unhealthy obsession.

I don't want to, don't, don't want to take Tong Tong into my arms when I see her, trample on her fiercely, crush her, stuff her into my own body.

I ramped up the amount of drugs!

I hope that this white devil can make me only like men, and not hide in the bed every night, holding the black silk of the child, and doing the ugly thing of crying and moaning.

I had to change myself, first try to give all my love to a man, hoping that his crazy male behavior would change my deformed sexual orientation.

Who to look for?

Who else can I go to besides Li scum?

Who else can you find?

I, Helan Xiaoxin, am not a slut with a pair of jade arms and a thousand pillows and two vermilion lips, and I can't ride it with just one man.

But Tong Tong definitely didn't want to.

No matter how good the sisterhood is, it is not as good as giving her man to share, although she once said that we two women serve the same husband.

That's a joke, and it's.

Do you really think, new sister, that I can't see that the little girl is sometimes staring at me viciously?

But I don't have any other choice, I have already said that I am not a good man, since I have been galloped by the Li scumbag, then the man I entrust to make me a normal person can only be him.

I'd rather serve with Tong Tong!

I'd rather be small for Li scum!

So, I had to take him to southern Xinjiang.

I hope that during my trip to southern Xinjiang, he can make me a normal woman.

As long as I can become a normal woman, when I come back, I will plead guilty to Tong Tong.

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Waiting, it's painful.

Time, why did it pass so slowly, and the date of the trip to southern Xinjiang was not reached?

I gritted my teeth and risked my life to increase the amount of white powder again.

But the white devil didn't give me what I wanted.

It's just more cruel and takes away ...... I have the right to be a mother.

As soon as I got to work this morning, I was extremely nauseous and vomiting.

I thought I might be pregnant.

After all, that night, I was ridden by Li scum for a long time, many times, and it filled me to the brim.

I hesitated, and I rejoiced.

Before, I never intended to be a mother.

But when I could be a mother, I felt that I was a normal woman.

The time for stealing joy is not long.

As soon as the results of the hospital test came back, I knew that I was abandoned by the whole world.

Hehe, just when I was grief-stricken, I overheard my dear little boy calling Dean Lu and saying that he would ask him to help him falsify a case for Li scum, so he refused to promise me a trip to southern Xinjiang a long time ago.

Tongtong, why are you so cruel?

Your man caused me to be psychopathic, caused me to increase drugs to resist, but I lost my qualification to be a mother...... But you don't care, you just rack your brains and don't allow me to get close to Li scum.

Tong Tong, you only guard against me, why don't you guard against other women?

Do you know that Sui Yueyue, who was once expelled from the Kaihuang Group by you, is your fiancé's thirteenth wife.

You shouldn't forget the fact that your man was once a red-card duck in the Golden Emperor Club!

He rides so many women, why don't you care?

But alone, take care of me!

Why?

I, Helan Xiaoxin, am your best sister.

In order to help you, I dug out my heart and showed it to you!

What about you?

Still cold to me, ignore it.

I hate you.

Little girl, I'm dying of you!

I want to kill you and dominate Li Nannan.

But...... No way.

I bowed my head dejectedly, tears fell on the letterhead, and listened to the cry in my heart, Tong Tong is your best sister, her fiancé is a man in your true sense, how could you poison her because she guarded against you?

Kill, and can't kill.

If I don't kill, who can I tell my suffering?

Tong Tong, tell the new sister, what should I do?

Tears were still flowing, wetting the paper.

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After seeing the last word, Yue Zitong's trembling right hand and five fingers were placed on the diary, caressing those bits and pieces of tears.