Painful struggle\uff083\uff09

"But\uff0c, we still have a lot of books to read." Wen Renya thought of the books in the house\uff0c, and felt a little uneasy\uff0c, always thinking about reading them quickly, and finding a way to make Shen Xiao change back\uff0c, but she was afraid that there was no way to finish reading.

Every day when I read a book, \uff0c's heart is constantly struggling\uff0c\uff0c's discomfort is very uncomfortable.

Wen Renya's thoughts\uff0c, Shen Xiao actually has\uff0c\uff0c, because he is the one who has the deepest understanding.

Maybe it was Wen Renya's injury today that made him feel very chaotic\uff0cMaybe it was such a quiet night that made it easiest for people to let go of their defense\uff0cIn short, he sighed\uff0c said what he had been hiding in his heart but didn't dare to say.

He said: "Ya'er\uff0c, have you ever wondered\uff0c\uff0cIf we read all the books\uff0c and don't find a way for me to go back\uff0c, maybe I can only do this for the rest of my life until I die." ”

Wen Renya's heart tightened by his words\uff0c said lightly: "What nonsense\uff0c\uff0cWe haven't finished reading yet\uff0cDon't think nonsense." ”

Shen Xiao shook his head\uff0c, he has become smaller\uff0c, but his mind has not become smaller because of this\uff0c, all this is very likely to happen\uff0c, he knows very well in his heart.

"Ya'er\uff0c, you listen to me. Until there is no result, we can only prepare for the worst, so that even if it happens, it will not be too far from what we expected, and we will be too disappointed. ”

"I'm not going to let you become the worst." Wen Renya swore that she wouldn't let Shen Xiao do this\uff0c, but swearing didn't have much effect\uff0c, everything still needs the right restoration method\uff0c, but they didn't have this method.

"Silly girl\uff0c, where is this kind of thing, you can say no\uff0c, I don't want to\uff0c, but it will always come\uff0c, we can't escape him\uff0c, we can only do a good job of dealing with it before he comes."

"What do you want to do?" Wen Renya listened to Shen Xiao's meaning\uff0c felt as if he had already thought of something.

Shen Xiao hummed lightly\uff0c, but his voice was much lower\uff0c, and he didn't say a word\uff0c, Wen Renya thought he was asleep\uff0c, she also began to be sleepy, \uff0c, and felt that in the drowsiness, \uff0c, his voice was faintly heard in his ears.

The low \uff0c has a sense of ethereal that can't be grasped.

He said: "If I have no hope of changing back\uff0c, let's separate\uff0c, you're still young\uff0c, find a new husband\uff0c, live a normal life\uff0c, and I ......"

After that, Wen Renya didn't have any impression \uff0c, and I can't remember whether he didn't say \uff0c or if he said that he didn't hear it.

She wanted to open her eyes and yell at him\uff0c, you idiot\uff01

But \uff0c, she seemed to be in a nightmare, \uff0c couldn't move no matter what.

Even if she can't move\uff0c, she can't open her mouth\uff0ccan't speak\uff0c, she has a firm idea in her heart.

No matter what Shen Xiao becomes\uff0c, she will not abandon him.

This man is the man she identifies in\uff0c, and she won't leave him alone.

Even the end that \uff0c waits for may not be loneliness\uff0c, but self-destruction.

These two results\uff0c, no matter which \uff0c is not allowed by her\uff0cEverything in the world has cause and effect\uff0c, he can become like this\uff0c, and he can change back\uff01

Shen Xiao listened to the sound of elegant and shallow breathing in his ears\uff0c, steady and long\uff0c, knowing that she was asleep\uff0c, and the bottom of her heart was slowly warm\uff0c, but with some bitterness that she couldn't say.

I don't want to be separated from her at all\uff0c, but I don't want to be the one who delays her life selfishly.

Sometimes I wake up from a dream \uff0c in a cold sweat.

From love to hate\uff0c, this is not the ending he wants.

He didn't want her to hate him\uff0c didn't want to.

Reaching out and wanting to hug her into his arms\uff0c, but he couldn't hold \uff0c at all\uff0c.