After eating and leaving the restaurant, Murong Ziyan and I got into the car, started the car and asked, "When are you going back?" ”

Murong Ziyan said, "I have to leave tomorrow." ”

She misunderstood me, I asked her tonight, and immediately said, "I mean tonight." ”

Murong Ziyan looked at the time and said, "It's already past nine o'clock, I have to go back." If I let the queens know that I won't go back at night, it will have a very bad impact. ”

This time I came to Suizhou Island, many members of the royal family came, and it was impossible for Murong Ziyan to stay all night like before, even if it was a little later, it might cause criticism.

I nodded, but I felt very depressed in my heart, obviously she liked me very much, but we couldn't date like a normal couple.

In the past, the relationship was better if it was not exposed, and it could be said that it was a friend, but now it is not good.

The people of the royal family attach more importance to reputation, after all, every move may become the focus of attention, and if there is any scandal, the sensation will be even greater.

Driving in the car, I was very depressed, there was an English song playing in the car, I couldn't understand the lyrics, because my English level was too scummy, I didn't pass when I was studying, and the exam was all confused, but I could hear that the song mainly expressed things.

The slow tone, the sad mood, spread in the car.

After a while, I asked Murong Ziyan: "When will I go back to Zhongjing this time, when will I be able to come to Suizhou Island again." ”

Murong Ziyan had a confused expression on his face, and said, "I don't know anymore, my dad is very tight with me now, unless you come to Zhongjing, I can still find an excuse to come out to find you." Can you come to see me in Chukyo? "Look at me.

I said, "I'll come when I have time." ”

Murong Ziyan said, "You are so busy, when will you have time?" After speaking, he smiled bitterly.

I sensed what Murong Ziyan wanted to say, so I said, "Say whatever you want." ”

Murong Ziyan said, "Brother Kun, why do you think I feel so hard? There was already a feeling that it was hard to stick to it. ”

I said, "Maybe you don't have anything else to do, maybe you find something that interests you to do, and it will be distracting." ”

Murong Ziyan didn't speak again.

But I already sensed that she was already thinking about breaking up with me.

It's normal to have such thoughts, after all, she's a woman, not like me has such and such things.

To be honest, she occupies a relatively small place in my life, and I only think of her when I am free, or very rarely.

But she is different, she can't stand the pain of lovesickness, which is like a lot of long-distance relationships, and it is a truth that they all end in failure.

If I had nothing to do and she was the only one, I would probably be like her.

I didn't say the word "break up", and she didn't say it, so she went outside the Great Prince's Mansion.

I pulled over to the side of the road and said, "Here we are." ”

Murong Ziyan snorted and looked at me.

I said, "What's wrong?" ”

Murong Ziyan said, "It's nothing. He opened the car door, got out of the car, closed the car door, and slowly walked towards the gate of the Great Prince's Mansion.

I'm very afraid of looking at people's backs now, Xia Na used to be, and now Murong Ziyan is too, because every time I look at their backs, it means separation.

I wanted to stop Murong Ziyan and give her a kiss fiercely, but in the end I didn't scream.

It's not that I don't have the courage, it's that I'm afraid that I may not be able to give her what she wants.

I can't revolve around a woman, I still have my brother, and I have ambition that is destined to give her very little.

After eloping with Xana, I saw it very thoroughly and understood what kind of person I was.

Women are not what I want, what I want more is power and wealth.

I want to stand on top of the world and be proud of the whole Dayan.

I want to be crowned king and have power over the world.

I'm already halfway there, my child with the eldest princess has been born, and as long as I assist the eldest prince to ascend the throne, then success is just around the corner.

In other words, I am getting closer to success step by step.

Turning the head of the car, on the way back, I was very irritable, the car was like a ghost speeding in the night sky under my rough driving, shuttling through the city, and like a beast of prey, roaring and venting!

What you gain, you have to lose!

……

The next day, the members of the royal family took a special plane back to Zhongjing, Murong Ziyan also took a plane back, and only Mrs. Xiao was left to take care of the eldest princess on Suizhou Island.

Actually, I still hope that Mrs. Xiao will go back with her, because if she is not there, as long as the eldest prince is not there, I will have the opportunity to be alone with the eldest princess.

I understand her hard work, a woman giving birth to a child is definitely the most painful thing, not to mention seeing it at the scene, just hearing their screams when giving birth can make you imagine how unbearable the pain is, not to mention that the situation of the eldest princess this time is even more special.

Compared with the eldest princess, I feel more sorry for the newborn child, who has not yet come to this world, he has been tortured, and after he was born, he has to face the threat of jaundice, he has only been a few days, and he has to spend every day in the oven.

Originally, under normal circumstances, doctors advocated that the child should stay with the mother after birth, and breastfeed, and no matter how good milk is, it is impossible to replace the role of breast milk.

In addition, breast milk also has the effect of improving the child's immunity, especially colostrum, but he does not enjoy these things.

Although he was born with a golden spoon in his mouth, he went through more painful ordeals than any other child.

On this day, the situation is still the same, I can only rely on blue light to maintain the jaundice value, and not let him rise above the cordon, I feel very irritable, is it just to let the jaundice torture him all the time?

The doctor had no choice, even if he racked his brains, he could only maintain it.

The eldest prince contacted several pediatric experts through people in Zhongjing, and the answers they got were the same, the cause was not clear, and it was impossible to completely solve it.

On the hospital side, all the tests that should be done were done, and the same was true when they were sent to Chukyo.

On this day, the doctor did a brain examination on the child, and the results were very shocking to us, the child's brain waves were abnormal, and it could not be ruled out that he had been affected by jaundice.

When I heard the doctor's words, I was shocked into a cold sweat all over my body, and my brain was almost confused.

Oh, my God!

The eldest prince was also anxious and asked, "Doctor, if it is affected, can it be remedied?" ”

The doctor shook his head and said, "It's impossible with the current medical skills, but don't worry, it's not sure yet, it's just a little abnormal, wait for another re-examination in three months, and it will be clear." ”

Although the doctor said this, we were still uneasy, and I immediately said to the eldest prince: "Your Highness, you must not tell the eldest princess about this, I am afraid that she will not accept it." ”

The eldest prince nodded and said, "I understand." ”

When I came out of the hospital, I searched the Internet for relevant information, and also asked some experts on the Internet, and I came to the same conclusion.

If you can't find out the cause because of the abnormality of the brain waves, you can only wait for three months for a follow-up examination.

In addition, it cannot be ruled out that the child has been affected by jaundice and has suffered brain damage.

On this day, I was almost on the verge of a breakdown.

How could this happen?

Is this retribution? I've been mixed up for the past few years, and there are a lot of lives under my hands, and there is no retribution on me, but on my son?

I can't recognize him, but it's hard for me to ignore him.

I have been thinking about it all day, but this matter is too confidential for me to share with anyone, so I can only hold it in my heart.

……

As time passed, all my attention was focused on the children, and the affairs of the club, Xu Yuanshan and his son, all seemed to disappear in my world for a short time.

But what I didn't expect was that after 20 days, the child's condition gradually improved, and although the jaundice value was still increasing, it was not too high.

After the doctor finished measuring this day, he personally announced the good news to us, saying: "The eldest prince, the situation has improved, his jaundice value today is not high, this is the case that we stop shining blue light, and we are expected to stabilize it." ”

When we heard the doctor's words, we were so happy that I almost danced with my hands.

The eldest prince couldn't wait to ask, "Doctor, can the child be discharged from the hospital now?" ”

The doctor nodded and said, "I also want to suggest to His Highness that I take the child back." However, after His Royal Highness takes the child back, he should pay attention to a few points, one is to feed more water, and the other is to bask in the sun, which will help eliminate the jaundice value. ”