I couldn't prevent it, I looked at Lin Qianqian with some tears and laughter, she told me so much, it turned out that the real purpose was to hear my story. But my stories are so dark that they are not suitable for such a sunny beauty as her, and telling her is afraid that it will only affect her mood.

So, I talked about it left and right, and he talked about other topics. Lin Qianqian directly interrupted me and said, "Don't you want to say it? ”

"It's not a good thing if you don't listen to what I do." My fists clenched slightly, and the thought of them made my heart burn with hatred.

Lin Qianqian's eyebrows furrowed slightly, and her eyes showed a sympathetic light and said: "Since you don't want to say it, forget it, in fact, I want to listen to your story because I think you have a lot of things on your chest." From the perspective of future famous doctors, patients have worries blocked in their chests, which is very bad for the recovery of the body! ”

It turned out that Lin Qianqian was afraid that the sorrow would affect my injury, and I couldn't help but feel a little moved in my heart, I looked at her gratefully and said: "When I really can't solve it, when I need it, I will definitely talk to you." "But in fact, for me, my sorrows are not to be able to help me by saying them, and if those things are not resolved, I will not be able to resolve the pain and hurt in my heart even if I tell people a thousand times, ten thousand times.

"Okay." Lin Qianqian smiled slightly.

Slowly, Lin Qianqian would push me downstairs in a wheelchair to bask in the sun, she was very patient with me, and told me a lot of interesting things, from her childhood to the present, such as how she secretly gave laxatives to those boys who bullied him when she was in kindergarten, how to catch hares and dig birds' nests in the mountains after not studying, I smiled and asked her if this is not what boys do, Lin Qianqian muttered and said: "I hated being a girl at that time, and I looked like a little boy all day long." ”

"And then, how did you come to accept your identity?" I asked curiously.

Lin Qianqian smiled brightly and said: "I thought later, girls are also very good, why should I envy boys, the average life expectancy of girls is longer than that of boys, this world is so beautiful, it's good to live a few more days!" ”

The world is so beautiful? Is the world really still beautiful? I looked at Lin Qianqian again, her face was so pure, probably she had never encountered anything particularly dark! Come to think of it, here in the Dragon Group, his uncle is the vice president of the Dragon Group Hospital, who would dare to mess with her easily!

I accidentally saw Lin Qianqian sneaking a glance at me, and I suddenly understood, Lin Qianqian was persuading me again, making me chicken soup for the soul, the world is very beautiful is actually for me, she is trying to relieve the sorrow in my heart, asking me not to think about sorrows, and to think more about beautiful things.

With Lin Qianqian's company, the injuries on my body recovered quickly, and it took more than a month for the wounds to basically heal, and at the same time, I also got the news from the big head about Aunt Pei, Aunt Pei is still alive, but she is gone!

After Aunt Pei was rescued and recuperated from her injuries for a short time, she disappeared and no one knew where she went. I didn't feel so surprised to know that Aunt Pei had disappeared, because from the time Aunt Pei confided everything to me and apologized to me, I already knew that she regretted using me for revenge. That day, she blocked the gun for me on the one hand, maybe she really loved me, on the other hand, she also wanted to atone for her sins, after she came back to life, she had regained her conscience and didn't want to continue to follow his eldest brother, so she chose to leave.

Maybe my guess may not be right, but I think it's not far from ten.

After all the injuries were recovered, I started to do exercises to restore my right leg. With Lin Qianqian's support, I began to walk with my right leg, but who knows, my right leg can't walk normally at all, and I can only limp. After a few steps, I looked at my right leg and became a little irritable.

"Chen Yang, don't be anxious, take your time, recovery always takes time." Lin Qianqian gave me encouragement, she looked into my eyes, very sincere.

I calmed down a little and nodded, and continued to try, this attempt is nearly a week, the gunshot wound on the leg has completely healed, however, I still can't walk normally, I can only limp, when I do rehabilitation training in the park behind the hospital, the limping figure always attracts a lot of eyes, these eyes make me more and more broken, finally, I can't help but explode.

"It's okay, let's go again, my uncle said, as long as you train slowly and recover slowly, there will always be hope......" Lin Qianqian is by my side every day to encourage me.

Standing motionless, I looked down at my right leg, Lin Qianqian was just about to continue to comfort me, I suddenly became angry for no reason, and shouted at her: "Impossible is impossible, don't say it again!" Tell me every day to take it slowly, do you know that I don't have time to recover slowly, do you know what my legs mean to me! Don't lie to me again, I know I'm a waste, I know I'm a cripple in the future! "Lin Qianqian and I were on campus behind the hospital, and my angry roar attracted the attention of many people.

After roaring at Lin Qianqian, I raised my head to the sky and shouted, the voice was so sad and desperate! Without this leg, and I can't practice qigong by nature, how can I avenge my brothers, the bloody appearance of the brothers on that rainy night flashed in front of me one by one, they looked at me, shouted at me, and firmly believed that I could avenge them, but now I am a complete waste!

How can I avenge them, how can I let them rest in peace!

I didn't want to limp and run, I wanted to run normally like before, however, before I could run a step, I fell down and fell heavily on the ground.

"Chen Yang!" Lin Qianqian ran over.

"Go away, you go away!" I don't know what happened to me, as if I had lost my mind, out of despair.

"You're the patient I'm going to take care of, there's no way I'm going to walk away from you!" Lin Qianqian ignored me at all.

I looked at her with self-deprecation, "You're going to lie to me when you're going to lie to me, you're going to lie to yourself until the time!" My leg can't be cured at all, I'm a waste, a waste! ”

Suddenly, I remembered what Hao Yang said when he looked at the ground in the heavy rain: Waste should not exist in this world. My hand gripped the grass of the lawn all at once.

"My grandfather said that even if the patient has just swallowed his last breath, there is still the possibility of being saved, and people are not afraid of being given up by others, and the most afraid is to give up on themselves." Lin Qianqian still wants to come over to help me, I want to shake her off, who knows, Lin Qianqian suddenly grabbed my wrist, I looked at her in surprise, Lin Qianqian will consolidate her kung fu.

Her words also reminded me of what my grandfather said to me, never give up on yourself!

Lin Qianqian looked at me and said, "I can understand your feelings." Chen Yang, I have seen a lot of situations like yours in this hospital. So, no matter what happens to you, I won't give up on you. Now I'll send you back, you go take a shower, calm down. Probably worried that I would break out, she warned: "Chen Yang, if you mess around again, you're welcome." ”

After Lin Qianqian's "training", I was slowly calmed down by her. Accompanied by her, I returned to the ward, Lin Qianqian helped me find a set of clean clothes, let me take a shower, and then she took me out to eat, after saying this, she went out of the ward first.

I sat stunned, looking at my leg, my hand grasping it hard, my heart slowly sinking, sinking......

After taking a shower, when I came out, I saw that Lin Qianqian was already waiting for me, she had changed into a very simple set of clothes, a loose white sweater, tight dark blue jeans, the jeans outlined her long legs and hips, and when she saw me coming out of the bathroom, she said as if nothing had happened: "Let's go, I'll take you to eat something delicious." ”

I remembered that I had just yelled at her downstairs, and my heart was very unpleasant, and people always regretted it after being impulsive.

The eldest husband can bend and stretch, I walked in front of Lin Qianqian and sincerely apologized to her: "I'm sorry just downstairs, I ......"

"Okay, I'm your personal nurse, if I can't bear such a little thing, how will I take care of patients in the future!" Lin Qianqian smiled brightly, went over and opened the door and said, "Let's go, I'm dying of hunger." ”

Her smile is very contagious, and the sunny smile is like the sunshine on the horizon, trying to dispel the gloom in my heart.

The Dragon Group base is not in a deserted place, here is about five kilometers outside, there is a small town, this town is simple and friendly, Lin Qianqian rode an electric car to carry me to the town, during the period, we also entered and exited a level, this level must have a special identity card to enter and exit.

I was worried that I didn't have a card, but Lin Qianqian took it out, I looked at her in surprise, Lin Qianqian smiled and said, "Brother Big Head put me here, saying that he would take you out to breathe when you are well." ”

Thinking of the big head, my heart was full of gratitude, and I silently put away the identity card.

Lin Qianqian took me to a game shop in the town to eat game, I originally thought that a girl like her was not like a person who would like to eat game, but I remembered that she said last time that she had caught hares and dug out birds' nests when she was a child, and she thought it was normal. Lin Qianqian knew the proprietress of the store, and the proprietress joked: "Qianqian, where did you find your boyfriend, so handsome!" In a trance, I remembered the night when I went to have supper with Luo Xiaohan in the southwest.

Lin Qianqian's face was slightly red, and she snorted softly and said, "Aunt Wang, you have to talk nonsense again, I won't come to you to eat in the future!" ”

Aunt Wang laughed and said, "Okay, okay, don't talk nonsense, come on, come on, you want to eat something today, my family's mouth just hit a wild boar this morning." ”

"Then stew the boar's trotters." Lin Qianqian smiled and looked at me, leaned over and whispered, "Eat and make up!" She was not shy about mentioning the injury on my leg, and I gradually looked away, smiled and said, "Can eating pig brain make up for the brain?" ”

It was probably me who yelled an hour ago, and suddenly laughed at this time, which surprised Lin Qianqian, she looked at me with some impress, sunny smile, bright teeth and bright eyes.

After eating, Lin Qianqian carried another pound of braised wild boar meat and asked me to help carry it, I asked her where she was going, she said: "Go see my grandfather, my uncle can't cure your leg, maybe my grandfather has a way." ”

"Will your grandfather have a way?" I felt a little excited in my heart.

Lin Qianqian nodded vigorously, started the electric car, and drove me out of town.

There is a mountain not far from the town, and after entering the mountain road, I saw several mud houses, and there was a large courtyard in front of the mud houses, and herbs were planted on both sides of the mud houses, including the back. After getting off the electric car, Lin Qianqian shouted with a smile: "Grandpa, grandpa......"

I followed behind her, limping inside, and when I was about to reach the door, I heard a hearty voice from behind the house: "Qianqian, I'm behind." ”

After a while, I saw an old man dressed in a very gray cloth coat, with gray hair and dark skin, coming out of it. He is not really old, his eyes are so bright, and the way he walks is not as weak as many old people, on the contrary, he is more energetic than many young people.

"Hello Grandpa Lin." I bowed slightly to Lin Qianqian's grandfather, Lin Guodong, which was the most basic courtesy.

Lin Guodong glanced at me, hummed softly, and then said very kindly: "Sit down, sit down." ”

"Grandpa, I brought you your favorite braised pork, or wild boar!" Lin Qianqian's voice came out from inside, and soon, he ran out and said, "Grandpa, he is ......"

"He's the kid you said he had a broken leg, wasn't he?" Lin Guodong asked.

"Grandpa!" Lin Qianqian snorted, and immediately looked at me and said, "Don't be surprised, my grandfather is like this, straight to the point." ”

I shook my hand again and again and said, "No, that's fine." "I'm fed up with the deceit in society, and that makes me feel very comfortable.

Lin Guodong took a sip of tea, glanced at me, and nodded quite satisfied, and I nodded to him slightly, which was a greeting.

"Girl, take my silver needle, your uncle's disease can't be cured by the West, I just want to use Chinese medicine to cure him!" When Lin Guodong said this, he had a somewhat competitive tone of young people, and I understood a little, these two brothers, one studied Western medicine and the other studied Chinese medicine, and neither of them wanted to lose to each other.

"Great!" Lin Qianqian smiled, turned around and went into the house, and after a while, she came out with a small medicine box, he put the small medicine box on the table, took out the alcohol from it, and disinfected those silver needles.

I pulled up my trouser leg and put my leg on the chair next to me, Lin Guodong's hand pinched my kneecap realistically, and asked me if I felt it, I nodded, he pinched it all the way, and I shook my head when it was almost to the middle of my calf. Lin Guodong nodded slightly, took a silver needle, and pierced it on my calf, one, two, three, a total of rootless before stopping.

"And now?" Lin Guodong looked up at me, his eyes flashing with anticipation.

I didn't want to shake my head, but the truth was that I didn't feel anything. I shook my head and said, "I don't feel ......"

Lin Guodong frowned slightly, which gave me a bad premonition.

"Grandpa, how's it going?" Lin Qianqian asked in a low voice.

"This leg should be nerve necrosis...... However, it is not impossible to cure. Lin Guodong's words made my heart flutter all of a sudden.

Lin Qianqian was also a little excited and said, "Grandpa, can it be cured?" How long will it take? ”

Lin Guodong suddenly stopped talking, but slowly pulled out the silver needle. I looked at Lin Qianqian anxiously, and Lin Qianqian said, "Grandpa, say it quickly!" ”