All along, almost every time I call Luo Xiaohan, she will be a little surprised, sometimes she is surprised because I haven't called her for too long, and she is a little flattered when I call her suddenly; Sometimes she was surprised that she thought I knew some bad news in China, and she came to her to ask why she didn't tell me in time.

I couldn't tell what Luo Xiaohan was surprised about, so I asked directly, "What's wrong, is something wrong?" ”

"Brother Mo, I ......" Luo Xiaohan was a little hesitant, her stumbling made me more and more worried, and I asked a little anxiously: "Is something really wrong?" Xiaohan, don't be in a hurry, you say slowly. ”

Hearing that I was a little worried, Luo Xiaohan hurriedly comforted me and said, "Brother Mo, don't worry about it first, I will tell you everything, don't worry about it first......" After saying this, Luo Xiaohan seemed to adjust his emotions again, and then said: "It's about Sister Xiangxiang...... Sister Xiangxiang, her memory has been getting worse and worse recently, especially two months ago, many things she began to slowly become blurry, and her instantaneous memory ability is also weakening, she only needs a short time to remember a short paragraph of text before, but now it takes a while to remember it. ”

Hearing this, I was dumbfounded for a moment, and I stood up from behind my desk! I asked anxiously, "Do you mean that the toxins in Xiangxiang's brain are getting more and more out of control?" ”

Luo Xiaohan let out a soft "um" and said, "Brother Mo, it's useless for me...... Not only did I not be able to take care of Sister Xiangxiang, but because I didn't want you to worry too much, I didn't tell you about it in time, it's my fault, it's all my fault......" Luo Xiaohan choked up a little as she spoke.

I know in my heart that this is not Luo Xiaohan's fault, Luo Xiaohan is already doing her best to help me treat Lu Xiangxiang, as for saying that she is hiding this matter from me, the main thing is that Lu Xiangxiang's current situation can't do anything even if I know it, and she knows that I have a lot of things to deal with in the United States now, so in order not to distract me, so she has been hiding it from me. I persuaded Luo Xiaohan and said: "Xiaohan, Xiaohan ......" shouted several times in a row, Luo Xiaohan stopped choking, and I said: "I know that you are for my good, so that I can seriously deal with the matter at hand so as not to distract me...... You don't have to blame yourself too much, you know? ”

Luo Xiaohan, a stupid girl, continued to blame herself and said, "But ...... But I'm really useless, if I can have a little more ability, if I ......"

"Xiaohan, you've done a good job!" I interrupted Luo Xiaohan again, I looked at the date on the table, and said, "You help me take care of Xiangxiang for a while, and I'll go back soon." Worried that Luo Xiaohan would continue to blame himself, I said: "Xiaohan, listen to me, don't blame yourself anymore, you have really done well enough, without you, maybe Xiangxiang's situation will get worse." ”

Luo Xiaohan's mood calmed down a little, and after a while, I continued: "Okay, Xiaohan, you remember to help me take care of Xiangxiang, I will go back in a few days, if there is anything to talk about when the time comes, I still have some things to deal with, so I won't talk about it for now......"

"Wait a minute, Brother Yang, there is one more thing......" Luo Xiaohan on the other end of the phone hesitated, I didn't rush to urge, I knew Luo Xiaohan, since she wanted to say it, then she would definitely say it. After a while, Luo Xiaohan spoke: "Sister Xiangxiang, she also knows her own situation, and asked me to record a video for her before. ”

"Recorded a video? …… Why don't you let her talk to me on the phone directly? "Since Luo Xiaohan can find an opportunity to shoot a video for Lu Xiangxiang, doesn't that mean that it is completely okay for me to talk to Lu Xiangxiang?

Luo Xiaohan said: "That's what I told Sister Xiangxiang, but Sister Xiangxiang said that she was afraid of hearing your voice, and she was afraid that she would collapse as soon as she heard your voice...... She... She, her eyes were red when she said that. In an instant, I remembered Lu Xiangxiang's appearance when she cried, and remembered Lu Xiangxiang's crying appearance that made me feel distressed.

I was silent.

"Brother Mo......" Luo Xiaohan called me softly.

"I'm ...... Send it over. "I was still thinking about what Luo Xiaohan just said, about Lu Xiangxiang's words that she was worried that she would not be able to control her voice when she heard me.

Not long after I put down my phone, I received a video from Luo Xiaohan, I adjusted my mood and turned on the video.

When I opened it, I saw Lu Xiangxiang, the Lu Xiangxiang I thought about for a long time! At that moment, my heart beat faster, I missed and anxious, the miss for Lu Xiangxiang has always existed in my heart, and the anxiety is because I haven't been able to rescue her, she is still suffering from Yanjing, and her heart is still tormented by the days when she lost those memories of me......

The video was taken in the bathroom, you can imagine how strictly Lu Xiangxiang was monitored, and she had to be so sneaky to even shoot a video. Looking at the haggard Lu Xiangxiang, my heart was faintly a little stuffy, that stuffy feeling.

"Chen Yang......" Lu Xiangxiang's lips moved slightly, just calling out this name, her eyes were slightly reddened, this name, maybe she secretly called countless times...... Lu Xiangxiang in the camera quickly adjusted her emotions, she laughed softly and continued: "Chen Yang, I miss you very much, I miss you very much, I miss you very much............" Saying this, her tears finally fell out, and I, my nose was also pantothenic, my eyes were slightly hot, I whispered: "I miss you too, I miss you very much" When I said this, it was as if Lu Xiangxiang was sitting in front of me.

"I know you don't like what I'm doing now, but that's the only thing I can do for you, you've done so much for me, and I want to do something for you before I completely lose my memory......" Lu Xiangxiang choked up, she kept controlling herself from letting her tears fall, but the tears kept falling from her eyes, she continued: "Chen Yang, I have a lot of things to say to you, but the things I can remember about you are getting less and less, I don't want to forget, but I just can't remember, I ...... I really don't want to forget, I really don't want to! The more Lu Xiangxiang spoke, the more anxious she became, as if she was about to collapse, and her tears became more and more uncontrollable...... Looking at her like this, my heart was dripping blood.

"I used my pen to record the bits and pieces of me and you, those bits and pieces in college, the nights you secretly protected me, every moment I bullied you, and the few moments after I was with you...... I've written it all, I've written it all down...... But when I went back to see it in a few days, I couldn't remember a lot of things...... That feeling, that feeling, as if the heart had been hollowed out! ”

My fists were clenched unconsciously, looking at Lu Xiangxiang's falling tears, I seemed to understand the pain of not being able to remember things, especially the pain of not being able to remember the past events with me. Lu Xiangxiang wiped away her tears, squeezed out a smile, her mood slowly fell, and she said: "Chen Yang, I'm so worried that one day I will forget you, I don't want to forget you...... Chen Yang, I'm so scared that I'll forget you, I don't want that day to happen, I don't want to, I don't want to ......"

When he said this, there was a knock on the door in the video, and then Luo Xiaohan's voice: "Sister Xiangxiang, the person who followed you is coming, hurry up." ”

"Okay......" Lu Xiangxiang raised her head and responded.

Then, Lu Xiangxiang's eyes, the big red eyes that were already crying, looked at the camera, one second, two seconds, three seconds...... It was as if I was using my mobile phone to make a video call with her, and after a while, Lu Xiangxiang said: "Unlucky, you have to remember, you have to remember a little, I will always love you, no matter what, I will always love you......" Here, the video ends!

I was stunned, looking at the video that had ended, and was stunned......

The three words "unlucky" instantly reminded me of many past events, especially the time in college, when Lu Xiangxiang was coquettish to me, savage to me, and loved me more and more...... My hand held the phone tightly, my heart was very uncomfortable, when I closed my eyes, tears slipped down, and a worry suddenly appeared in my heart, will I wait for me to return to Huaxia, Lu Xiangxiang has forgotten me?

It was like a knife in my heart at this moment!