When I saw Cai Mei again, she gave me the feeling that she was not so beautiful anymore, there were some crow's feet at the corners of her eyes, and a few more spots, although they were very small and couldn't be seen if you didn't look closely, but they were still not as beautiful as before.

But in fact, this did not affect my feelings for her, I have known her since childhood, and I used to see her as a sister until I had a relationship later.

For her, there may be more family affection than love factors.

And what touched me the most about her was that she was able to endure loneliness and help me take care of my parents in obscurity.

Without her, it would be difficult for me to develop outside with peace of mind.

When the old people are old, they will inevitably have such and such diseases, and only Cai Mei can take care of them.

Cai Mei and I were walking on the road in the village, but we thought a lot in our hearts.

The road in the village has been rebuilt, and the monument of Xiaokun Road still stands on the side of the road.

I did some good things for the village, and I actually wanted to make a name for myself, but looking back now, I was a little too narrow-minded.

"What are you thinking?"

Cai Mei asked.

I smiled and said, "When I come back this time, I feel like not much has changed here." ”

Cai Mei said: "That's the case, there is no capital investment, the people here still do some farm work as always, all year round to have food and clothing, and the younger ones start to want to go out to work." ”

I laughed and said, "It's not bad to go out and break in, at least you can broaden your horizons." ”

Cai Mei said: "Have you been quite busy lately? ”

I said, "Yes, Suizhou Island and Liangchuan City run on both sides, and there are opponents on both sides to create pressure on me, and sometimes I feel that I am not skilled. ”

Cai Mei said: "I believe in you, no matter how much pressure you have, it won't be difficult for you." ”

I laughed and said, "You have so much confidence in me? ”

Cai Mei smiled: "You have been stubborn since you were a child, others see you as gentle on the surface, in fact, I know that you are very strong and will not easily admit defeat to anyone." ”

I said, "You know me." I haven't been back for so long, you must have had a hard time. As she spoke, she couldn't help but reach out and pull Cai Mei's hand.

Probably not together for a long time, when my hand touched hers, she instinctively shrunk back, and then held my hand tightly, interlocking her fingers.

Just walking on the path and chatting with Cai Mei, the estrangement between us disappeared little by little.

I was very happy, even if I didn't take advantage of her at all, just walking with her like this, I felt very comfortable and relaxed like never before.

Some people say that home is a man's safe haven, and this feeling is even more obvious when he is used to wandering outside.

But I know we actually have a latent contradiction, and that is that I have children outside.

Cai Mei is not stupid, when she saw Guo Haoxing, she must have understood, but she didn't mention it, so I could only choose to find the right time to talk to Cai Mei.

We arrived at the pond on the back hill, and the water in the pond was so clear that you could see the bottom of the pond and the fish swimming freely in the pond.

Cai Mei picked up a small pebble and threw it into the pond, the pebble jumped a few times on the water surface before falling into the water, she then turned back to me and said, "I remember you played well when you were a child, are you okay now?" ”

I smiled and said yes, picked up a small pebble, drew a scoop on the gourd, and threw the small pebble out.

The stone jumps over the surface of the water five times before falling into the water.

Cai Mei said: "You are still playing so well. ”

I walked up to Cai Mei and said, "Let me hug you." ”

Cai Mei nodded, a little shy.

I reached out and hugged Cai Mei and hugged her tightly in my arms, I had a lot to say to Cai Mei, but I couldn't say a word.

In front of Cai Mei, I feel more and more that I am a scumbag.

I haven't been back for so long, and as soon as I came back, I took the child I had with another woman.

Although she didn't say it, she must have felt sad in her heart.

We were in the middle of the mountain, relatively high, and when the wind rose, it felt like the wind was stronger, and it ruffled her hair and my heart.

I'm still hesitating how to talk to Cai Mei.

When I come back this time, I already plan to confess to Cai Mei that Guo Haoxing is my child, and I hope she can accept it.

After a while, Cai Mei suddenly asked me, "The child you brought today looks like you." ”

I felt a pang in my heart and said, "You know him? ”

Cai Mei said: "Actually, I already knew, my mother often called to ask about his situation, and I heard it several times. ”

I let go of Cai Mei, looked at Cai Mei, and said, "You already knew?" ”

Cai Mei nodded and said, "Well, in fact, you don't have to deliberately hide it from me, I just need you to have me in your heart." ”

When I heard Cai Mei's words, the pressure in my heart disappeared immediately, I thought Cai Mei would be angry, but I didn't expect that she already knew about Guo Haoxing's existence, and she didn't mean to mess with me.

At this moment, in addition to being moved or moved, I reached out and hugged Cai Mei into my arms again, saying, "You are so good, I am very lucky." ”

Cai Mei said: "Don't laugh at me for being stupid, in fact, I know that if you mix better and better, there will definitely be more and more women who like you, and you can't stop it." Xiao Kun, I just want a child, our child. ”

Cai Mei has always wanted to have children before, but my miraculous odds have always been unlucky, and I have never conceived.

I said, "Of course, let's work together." ”

Cai Mei said: "If I can't get pregnant again, I want to go to the hospital to check it out and see if there is something wrong with me." ”

I said, "Probably not." ”

Cai Mei said: "If you can't say for sure, it's more reassuring to check it, and if there is a problem, you can also find a way to solve it." ”

I hummed and agreed.

But I began to think in my heart, Cai Mei is so considerate of me, I am always like this, and it is not a way.

I think it just happened that during this time, Suizhou Island and Liangchuan City were relatively stable, and there should be no trouble for the time being, did you have a wine with Cai Mei?

As long as you don't get a license, if you simply hold a banquet, there will be no problem, the most important thing is to block other people, as well as Cai Mei's father's mouth, so that he can find an excuse to come to my house to make trouble in the future.

But although I thought so in my heart, I didn't rush to mention it to Cai Mei, and planned to go back and discuss it with my parents before making a final decision.

We stayed in the mountains for more than two hours, Cai Mei suddenly mentioned something to me, saying that the town's middle school student dormitory collapsed in the torrential rain, and now the students can only rent a house in a nearby farmer's house, which is not conducive to school management.

I know that Cai Mei has a good heart, and before I was in front of me, she must have wanted me to help the school solve the trouble.

After thinking about it for a while, he said, "Do you want me to donate money so that the school can rebuild the dormitory?" ”

Cai Mei said: "There is this idea, but depending on what you mean, if you think you can donate, you can donate, if you can't, don't donate." ”

I said, "Well, you can talk to the principal and donate in your name." There are also donations, the money must be realized, and every penny can only be used to build student dormitories. ”

When Cai Mei heard my words, she wondered, "Donate in my name?" ”

I smiled and reached out to hold Cai Mei's little hand and said, "You are my wife, in whose name is it the same?" ”

I actually want to compensate Cai Mei, and I don't want her to live in my house because she is not married yet, and be gossiped about, and it is time to give her a name.

Cai Mei was very happy to hear my words, kissed me on the face, and said, "Xiao Kun, you are so good." ”

On the way home, we all held hands and met a few villagers, who were very happy to see me come back and took the initiative to greet us.

I don't put on a show, I used to call it whatever I wanted, and when I met my uncle, I sent two cigarettes and chatted casually.

My parents were very worried about us after Cai Mei and I went out, they liked Cai Mei from the bottom of their hearts, they were filial, and they were more diligent, they were afraid that we would collapse, and they were relieved to see us walk in affectionately.

Guo Haoxing has woken up, and he has been making trouble for a while, and he is finally coaxing himself and is watching cartoons.