I feel that Murong Yan has suffered a lot of grievances, but she rarely cries, because for her, self-esteem is very important, even if she is wronged, she will break her teeth and swallow it in her stomach.

Murong Yan was able to show her grievances, which shows that this kind of grievances have not been accumulated for a day or two, but for more than 20 years, I feel creepy when I think about it, her hatred has been buried in her heart for so many years, and she can still hold on to it.

I PATTED MURONG YAN'S HEAD AND SAID, YOU HAVE SUFFERED A LOT OF GRIEVANCES OVER THE YEARS, I THOUGHT I was quite pitiful, but i didn't expect that your life is also so unfortunate, it seems that people who become gong often experience unknown bitterness, but some people are willing to say it, and some people don't want to say it.

Murong Yan belongs to the kind of person who doesn't want to say it, she just treats me as her man, so she shows it in front of me because she can't control her emotions, if it weren't for this relationship, I would never know in my life that this glamorous Miss Murong actually has such a pitiful and unfortunate life.

Murong Yan smiled and didn't speak, she lifted her legs, turned over and sat on my lap, at this moment, the bright moon was in the sky, the bright moonlight shone in the car, the moonlight made Murong Yan's little face look so snow-white, and her muscles were a little crystal clear.

The pink sexy little lips opened slightly, the big watery eyes were a little drunk, and the quiet suburban night seemed a little quiet, dyed with Murong Yan's kiss, the car was boiling, she was the kind of woman who was as passionate as fire.

Cold on the outside and hot on the inside, only those who approach the depths of her content can experience the heat in her heart, like a flame, endless, like a snake, reckless, like an angel, melting the darkness, like a queen, making people's blood surging.

I had no intention, but I was tempted, I couldn't help myself, I fell into it, struggled, escaped, it was useless, I only had crazy feelings, crazy experiences, and unscrupulously accepted this unreserved gift.

Maybe it's because of a reward for today's things, or maybe it's because your own needs are not met, or maybe it's because today's moonlight is too tired, and it doesn't matter what the reason is, the important thing is that we have done it, as for what the result is, whether the two people will be together, who can say for sure.

Life is inherently impermanent, and no one can know what the future will look like.

When all the madness was vented, Murong Yan and I hugged each other tightly, the temperature in the car had risen to a new height, my forehead was full of sweat, Murong Yan was so tired that he couldn't move on me, of course, he was still reminiscing about the madness just now.

I closed my eyes and took a few breaths, and I felt that the car was full of Murong Yan's smell, it smelled very good, and that smell seemed to have been engraved in my bones.

After a few minutes, Murong Yan raised her body, and I dared to take a big breath, she looked at me condescendingly, and wiped the sweat on my forehead with her hand.

I smiled and said, in fact, I think that in front of you, men and women are equal.

Murong Yan frowned and said, What do you mean by this?

I whispered that I felt as if I had been bullied.

Murong Yan's face turned red all of a sudden, she glanced at me, pursed her lips and said, Then I see that you are enjoying it a lot, isn't this good? No, I wasn't arguing and tired just now, since I'm tired, then I'll take the initiative so that you don't have to work so hard, anyway, that's it, come and go, that's it.

I couldn't help laughing, Murong Yan was really funny and cute, I didn't expect to hear such words from her mouth.

I don't know if it's beautiful, just when Murong Yan and I were talking and laughing, it was snowing outside, this is not the first time it has snowed, but under this moonlight, the snow is very beautiful, especially when it is still a suburb, when it snows, the field of vision is very wide.

Murong Yan and I hugged each other, I didn't feel cold at all in the car, and I was even sweating, this visual and physical contrast made people feel very wonderful.

I patted Murong Yan on the shoulder and said, Come down, I'll smoke a cigarette, you can also lie down and rest for a while, it's hard enough to work so hard just now.

Murong Yan made a grimace at me, she turned over and sat next to me, I lit a cigarette and wiped it with a tissue.

Murong Yan was not like me, she put on the black lace pants on the steering wheel, and also lit a cigarette, but she didn't lie down like me, but lay on the steering wheel, which was very beautiful.

After the breathing in the car stopped, only the sound of cigarettes burning could be heard, and after the J love retreated, the repeated feeling was not as strong as before, and I now prefer to keep a distance from Murong Yan, and Murong Yan seems to be the same.

There is a kind of tacit understanding between the two of us, and of course, when we are very close, the first thing we do when we meet is to do something meaningful, which I find very similar and agree.

So in my current judgment and feeling, it is unlikely that Murong Yan and I will become husband and wife, because we don't have much trust in each other, and we don't have time to fall in love, and the way for two people to communicate together is to do that.

So this kind of communication seems to be more like a lover relationship between a boss and a secretary, but the only difference is that the relationship between me and Murong Yan is not superior, it seems to be similar to a friend and confidant. After smoking a cigarette, I sorted out my clothes, looked at the snow outside the window and said with a smile, let's go back, the snow is not small, I don't know when I can stop, it's not a good thing to be here for a long time, this sports car doesn't know if it can be driven for a while.

Murong Yan shook his head and said, Wait, when I finish smoking this cigarette, I am not in a hurry, and there is nothing to do when I go back, we have already done what we should do in the car, if you are not satisfied, we can do it again.

I smiled and said, eldest sister, don't make trouble, I still want to live a few more years, if you can't be satisfied, you can find a man who can satisfy you, I have limited ability, and I don't want to do this every day, I feel a little unprofessional, I still have a lot of brothers to eat with me, so I have a good body.

Murong Yan said with a smile, In this way, what other men like to do has become the thing you hate the most, I took the initiative to give it to you, but you feel that it is a burden, you are really interesting, and your mind is different from others.

I smiled and said, it's not different, it's just that the starting point is different, so the landing point is different, I just don't want to be left behind, and I don't want to be killed, you also know how difficult it is for a person to get up, when you fall, only the person who falls down will feel sorry for you, will understand you, and the person who stands up doesn't like you to stand up at all.

Although it didn't take me long to get up, I felt like I was burning my life and doing things, so I was afraid of losing all this, and I didn't want to lose everything I had now, and you were just a part of what I owned, let's put it bluntly, if I didn't have the status I have today, would you still do it with me in the car?

I turned my head to look at Murong Yan, in fact, I don't know if Murong Yan really loves me, because the most difficult thing to guess is forbearance, seeing people's hearts over time, this day is talking about days, not anything else.

Murong Yan didn't speak, she didn't seem to want to answer this question, I smiled and said, don't you often like to ask me, are you telling the truth, I will ask you once today, you tell me the truth, if I don't have today's position, will you still be like this with me in the car?

Murong Yan closed his eyes and said, I don't want to answer such hypothetical questions, don't ask me these boring questions, I refuse to answer.

I smiled and said, okay, I won't ask, because I'm also afraid that you will be honest, after all, we are all smart people and know what we need from each other, and as for love, it didn't belong to the two of us from the beginning, what existed between us was just J love.