Zhong Siyuan's words made my thoughts gradually clearer, now I can only pin my hopes on her and Xu Jiao, no matter what woman I used before, she was almost just a passerby in my life, life was in a hurry, just a few decades, which can make people struggle, that is, in their twenties, the people who have experienced love are also accumulated during this time period.

Time flies quickly, I once thought that I was persistent and didn't let go, but in the end I let go, people are destined to be just a person, even if they have the right to be powerful, they can't escape the choice of fate, originally I thought that people would win the day, and now I think about it wrong.

People can't all live in the sky, that's just bragging, heroes and heroes are all cast by God, no matter how powerful they are, their abilities are also limited, and I have always thought that I am an ordinary person, and what I want to have is also the life of ordinary people.

"Well, I remember your words, and if I could, I would like to stay here tonight."

I stroked Zhong Siyuan's cheek with my hand, she grabbed my hand and shook her head and said: "No, before you are sure who you marry, don't look like this, it will hurt her, it is equivalent to hurting me, we are not children anymore, we must be responsible for our own behavior, if you still like to do what you want, then you can go to those women who can be with you as you like, things are like people, people are grouped, you have to recognize your position, so that you can know what to do and what not to do." ”

This little request, she refused to meet me, which made me feel a little uncomfortable, but I can understand, she doesn't want me to be wrong, she is a strong girl, we have been separated for a few years, she misses me no less than I do to her, not to mention that there are so many women around me, she only has herself by her side.

I respected her, nodded at her, said okay, waved goodbye to her, she took the initiative to send me away, all the way downstairs, and when we came to the front of the car, she stopped and looked at me for a while.

Although there is still reluctance in her eyes, she can no longer speak, I know what she is thinking, but those things can only be thought about in my heart, it is impossible to say it, she has matured, and she has become no longer as naïve as before.

The feelings that have been paid can't be recovered, especially for a girl like her, she doesn't want to pay more, of course, if I can marry her, she is willing to give everything, and the reason why she is afraid is because she has been hurt.

I sat in the car, started the car and looked at the people in the rearview mirror, I felt a little melancholy, Xu Jiao or her, in fact, the two of them are very good, Xu Jiao is an interesting and smart girl, she cut off the disturbances with the world, and finally turned herself.

The current Xu Jiao is very suitable for being with me, and Zhong Siyuan is also very suitable, but Zhong Siyuan is more suitable for living, and Xu Jiao is more suitable for traveling around the world together.

I understood this from the beginning, but until now, I haven't done it, and that's where I failed the most.

Zhao Yun's attitude towards me made me have no attachment to this city, but I just wanted to see Chen Blind, when I came to the alley and got off the car and knocked on the door, I found that there was no sound of a dog barking, and no one responded.

After a long time, when I left dejectedly, I came to the alley and saw the proprietress of the hotel, and she told me very enthusiastically that Chen Blind had moved away, and the dilapidated house behind it was going to be demolished.

Now everyone is looking for a new place to live, and he also said that Chen Blind's dog had died a few days ago, saying that it was not to mention dog meat, and Chen Blind was reluctant to sell it.

I didn't ask where this woman Chen Blind had gone, and when I knew that this place was going to be demolished, I was in a sad mood, as if all this was telling me that people should learn to grow up and mature and forget everything in the past.

Looking at this familiar place, I knew that in the near future, everything would be gone, and when these things disappeared, when I came here again, it would be difficult to remember what had happened in the past.

Seeing things and thinking about things, there are no more things, what else is there to miss, I smiled and waved goodbye to the proprietress with a smile, and when I sat in the car, I smiled and lit a cigarette, in fact, there is nothing bad about these.

People always have to learn to face life, living in the past is really tiring, in the past few years I have experienced too many things, in fact, should have learned to change, since Chen Blind is not here, it should be with Ergou, or in Yanjing has come to the company's design department, began to design the so-called beads and other things. I took out my mobile phone and made a call to Ergou and asked about the situation of Chen Blind, and Ergou told me that Chen Blind went to Yanjing, which was arranged by Dong Qiushui, and as for where he lived, he still didn't know, because he had been abroad all the time, and she went through immigration procedures with Xiaocang in Canada, and he planned to immigrate to Canada.

Hearing this, my heart was even heavier, I couldn't cry or laugh, originally I used to discuss with the second dog, but now it seems that I have really become a loner, he is far away from me, maybe because after knowing about Baoqiang, he is also afraid.

I may have scared a lot of people, and I personally killed a brother who was born and died with myself, such a reputation is indeed shocking, and the relationship between Ergou and me is no longer what it was at the beginning, he has his own opinions, after all, he has become a father.

I smiled and hung up the phone with Ergou, the moment the phone hung up, I had the urge to cry, what did I do wrong, why punish me so much, now Ergou is also gone, my only relatives are gone.

As if for a moment, I was the only one left in this world, the taste of loneliness, very poignant, I lay on the steering wheel, and began to recall when I was a child, when the second dog was very obedient, he recognized everything I said.

Later, he mixed with me, or what I said, he listened to and did anything, and took the initiative to discuss with me about anything, and he would think about my feelings in whatever he did, so I treated him like a brother.

It's just that this time, he didn't discuss with me, he made his own decision, maybe time has really changed a lot of people, and it has become more and more blurry, but I can't see it clearly.

The feeling of sadness made me uncontrollable, I cried on the steering wheel for more than half an hour, and the feeling of crying slowly made me gradually understand that I should be strong, at least Ergou is still alive, but Baoqiang has died forever.

There is nothing wrong with him doing this, I shouldn't be angry, I can't blame him, I didn't wipe the tears from my face, drove across the road, came to the intersection, rushed all the way, rushed to Yanjing in one breath, and after getting off the intersection, I stopped at the side of the road to rest, looking at the familiar city, with a wry smile on my face. This terrible city, like a huge beast, devours everything around it, talent, economy, everything, is surrounding this city.

This makes Yanjing the most insuitable place for people to live, of course, whether you can live in Yanjing has become an important criterion for measuring a person's rights, perhaps in the hearts of many people, there is such a concept, so everyone's feelings about Yanjing are extremely complicated.

I don't like this place, I hate it, I can't talk about it, speaking of which, it's not as good as the Canadian number, I began to feel that Ergou made the right decision, that place is very suitable for life, what a good place.

Xu Jiao said before that she had returned to Yanjing, I took out my mobile phone and called her, but she didn't answer, I was a little irritable, because Yanjing is very big, I don't know where to look for her.

Looking for someone always has to have a location, now there is no place, I don't know why, I opened aimlessly, I saw the hotel I had stayed in before, next to the hotel is a place for fitness, the project is still stranded, has not been sitting.

In fact, as long as I put some thought into it, that project can be done, the Maserati is parked not far away, she should still be on it, should I take the time to go over and sit with her.

Just when I had this idea, a man and a woman walked out of it hand in hand, and after seeing the familiar faces, I knew that I had missed it, she had someone she liked, and she also had a shoulder to lean on, and no one would always wait for an unknown.

Even if the unknown is excellent, it is not necessarily worth waiting, I overestimate nature, and at the same time I feel that I am not a thing, I don't have the mind to marry her, I don't have the mind to deal with the object, but I want something to happen.

Maybe it's because the atmosphere here is so bad that my magnetic field has changed, and I'm starting to think the same way as those bastards, she's doing the right thing, she's not going to be happy with me, she's happy now, and I'm really blessed for her.

After watching the Maserati drive away, I was relieved, fortunately she didn't find out, so I quietly watched her leave, which made me feel a little more comfortable.

Not long after she left, my mobile phone rang, I glanced at Xu Jiao's number, after I connected the phone, Xu Jiao told me that she had just finished talking to a customer in a café and was going to go back to rest, and asked me what was the matter.

I told Xu Jiao that I had come to Yanjing, she told me the address of the café, I told her to wait over there and not move, and I would go over immediately.

After the car started, that is, half an hour, I came to the café to stop the car, strode inside, there were not many people in the café, so I saw Xu Jiao sitting on the stool very leisurely at a glance, not far away a foreigner kept throwing flattering eyes at her, that look of no, let me seem to see Jakes, I directly opposite Xu Jiao, blocking the foreigner's sight.