I don't know how to communicate with Zhong Siyuan, in her eyes, my disguise has lost its effect, she seems to have seen me through, and my heart is also very uncomfortable, the original version thought that she would still be deceived by my appearance, it seems that I am still whimsical.

Zhong Siyuan lowered her head and calmly poured tea for me, she took out a pack of men's cigarettes from her bag and put it on the table, she said that she saw that the cigarettes I smoked before were of this brand, so she bought two packs when she saw me, one pack was in my hand, and the other pack was placed under the coffee table.

I opened the cigarette, took out one from it and lit it on fire, I didn't think about confessing to Zhong Siyuan, I asked her curiously, why are you so sure, I did it, what is the basis.

Zhong Siyuan told me that some things are destined, she helped Zhang Baoqiang calculate, and in the end she will die in my hands, that is to say, no one told her about this matter, she calculated it herself, and I finally understand why she is so sure.

It seems that Zhong Siyuan has also learned the real skills from Chen Blind, but she is so powerful, and now she will do this, I am also very curious, has she helped me calculate, maybe she has seen through my mind, Zhong Siyuan told me that Chen Blind told her that my fate is not accurate, and I can't calculate it.

I'm a little upset, why can others still calculate it, mine can't do it, these things, I feel upset when I think of them, and now Zhong Siyuan is not the same as before, I asked her what she thinks of me, is there no feeling anymore.

Zhong Siyuan told me that she didn't know, in fact, there were some things that were inaccurate, no one knew what would happen in the future, I pointed to Zhong Siyuan and said that she could, she could know, she said that she didn't help herself calculate, fortune tellers never helped themselves calculate, because once they helped themselves calculate, then it would be inaccurate to calculate things in the future.

I originally planned to use Zhong Siyuan to find out if we would come together in the future, who would have thought that she wouldn't help herself calculate, I asked Zhong Siyuan if she could find Chen Blind to help her calculate, she said that it was not possible, and she would not help Chen Blind do the calculation.

After smoking two cigarettes and drinking a few cups of tea, I feel that my physical condition is much better now, and when I looked at Zhong Siyuan, I didn't have the mind just now, in fact, she and I are no longer what we used to be, and the relationship between us has faded a lot over time.

I don't have any qualifications to hug her, she already knows that Zhang Baoqiang died in my hands, she will definitely be a character, I am a villain, a wolf in sheep's clothing, this adjective is used very subtly, as if the villain will not admit that he is a bad person.

I stood up and tidied up my clothes, looked around, and said with a smile, "I think I should still get out of here, I don't have any qualifications to stay." ”

Zhong Siyuan frowned, she didn't say anything to keep me, I was also very interested in planning to leave, but when I stood up to leave, Zhong Siyuan grabbed my hand, she didn't want me to go, but she didn't say it and let me stay.

This is very in line with her character, my heart is entangled, in fact, I have a strong self-esteem, I should have left, but I don't know why, this time I know that she has me in her heart, I am willing to let go of that worthless self-esteem, maybe self-esteem is such a thing, in front of her should be worthless.

I turned my head and held her in my arms, she didn't struggle, but hugged me with her hand, she was telling me that she still loved me, even if she knew that Zhang Baoqiang was killed by me, she still didn't mind, I looked down at her, she frowned at me.

I smiled and kissed her little mouth, she didn't open her mouth, she just pushed my chest open and said, give her a little time to think about these issues, she doesn't want to develop so quickly, and she also knows that there are other women around me, she can't be sure if she can accept it, and she doesn't want to be abandoned at one time.

Maybe other women don't have such qualifications to ask me, but Zhong Siyuan she has, I will give her time to think about it, and I will let her think about our future, if she can't accept it, I don't want to force her to do what she doesn't want to do, after all, we are not children before, we all have our own ideas.

After being separated for so long, who knows what each other has experienced, everyone can guarantee that they are the same, there is no such person, unless the time is delicate and different, otherwise people will change, change less and less know themselves, become less cowardly and simple, maturity means giving and suffering harm.

I slept with Zhong Siyuan at night, she didn't take off her clothes, maybe because she didn't trust me, or maybe it was inappropriate, although she was face to face with me, but the clothes on her body made us have a diaphragm.

I hugged her, I felt that she should wear less, she shook her head and said no, she had no way to guarantee that she would control herself, she hoped that I could respect her, and I also hoped that our relationship would not develop so fast, slowly adapt to each other, and see if we could be together, because time has passed so long after all.

Although I didn't want to, but in the end I agreed, and there was no way to disagree, I couldn't really just be like an animal, have a relationship with her, I had to get her consent, even if I lied to her, I couldn't force her, that belonged to the Inglourious Bastard's doing, I was a bad guy, but not a bastard.

Zhong Siyuan leaned on my arms, she began to tell me about her previous days abroad, she studied hard, and now she has a good education, and she has now begun to have her own things to do, in the early days of entrepreneurship, the company is not bad, but she didn't tell me what to do.

When talking about this, she also said that there are several foreign men who are pursuing her and want her to be their girlfriend, I am very unhappy, but I can't help it, I have to be generous, and I can't be angry because of this little thing.

Girls still like men with grace, but seeing that I was not angry and calm, Zhong Siyuan pouted and asked me, what did I think in my heart, did I want her to come together with those men.

I shook my head and said definitely not, but I respect her choice, and I believe in her person, and I won't do anything like that, just like I hold her now and I won't have a relationship with her, even if she has been in a relationship with another man, I won't mind, I'm not that kind of man.

Hypocritical words, speaking of which, do seem much taller, but I don't think so in my heart at all, if Zhong Siyuan has a boyfriend, I think my feelings for her will probably disappear, I can't accept that kind of woman, I won't really love that kind of person, I have a habit of cleanliness.

Zhong Siyuan told her about it, and I naturally had to tell her about my experience, I told her what happened after she left, especially when I was abroad, I was almost killed, and it was a bit terrifying, and it was a bit exaggerated, but it was all the truth, at that time, I was like a lost dog, but now I am lucky, the enemy has fallen, and my life is a little more comfortable.

When Zhong Siyuan heard these words, her eyes had already turned red, tears slipped down the corners of her eyes, she lay in my arms and cried, I knew that she was feeling sorry for me, at that time she knew what kind of small character I was, although I looked very powerful, in fact, I was just a garbage that did not enter the stream, a guy who could be killed anytime and anywhere.

I really didn't have enough strength to love her at that time, and I could only let her leave, and when I asked her to leave, in fact, a large part of the reason was for her consideration, she told me that she knew and understood, so she kept waiting for me, always looking forward to me, always thinking about me, just because she understood me.

Hearing this, I was finally relieved, even if in the future, she and I can't go together, I don't love her in vain, I sighed and said that the world is impermanent, life actually sounds ridiculous, and she also feels the same way as me.

We chatted like this, and kept talking, and when it was dawn, we felt a little sleepy, and I saw that she couldn't open her eyes, so I told her to sleep.