123 The dilemma of love
Wang Zixi has been accompanying Lu Qianqian in Pingcheng for the most difficult fifteen days, and she didn't go home until after April Fool's Day, and it happened to be time to sweep the tomb on Qingming Day. Her father is newly mourned, and he must pay tribute this year.
Lu Qianqian has been running to the police station and detention center this month, although she has been a criminal police officer for a period of time before, she doesn't know anything about follow-up processing. She has a lot of things to ask, can she send things to her dad, how to apply for a meeting, when will the court be held, and what else will she do?
The lawyer came to the door by himself, and introduced himself that Bao Zhan had found him, and the fee would be paid from there, so she didn't have to worry. Every time I went to see Lu Weiguo, the lawyer would meet with Lu Qianqian to talk about the situation, which was all good words.
Although I heard from the lawyer that my father was doing well in the detention center, Lu Qianqian couldn't see it himself, and he couldn't rest assured.
She can't leave Pingcheng for a while, and it will take at least a month to wait for the court to open, and Lu Qianqian doesn't have the heart and inspiration to draw, so she wants to find a job near her home and do it first.
She could guess who would pay for the lawyer's fees, but she didn't plan to take the favor, so she wanted to save enough money to pay for it before the case was decided.
And in her current state, she can adjust her mentality when she has a job, so that she will not always be uncomfortable squatting at home.
At first, Lu Qianqian worked in that cake shop for a while, and the little brother of the clerk who once sent her home wanted to chase her seriously. The child was two years younger than her, and he came out to work after graduating from high school, and Lu Qianqian quickly quit the job in the spirit of not harming others.
When Wang Zixi came back at the end of April, she found that Lu Qianqian had moved, and she still rented a two-room house, and there were only boxes in the master bedroom, and she did not open the layout.
"Shallow, you've been studying art for so many years, is that what you're doing?" At the cash register of the convenience store, Wang Zixi ate what she had just paid for and complained about her friend.
"Sister, you buy it and go out to eat, or don't you go there are small tables and chairs over there, which is very obstructive to people who enter the door and pay the bill."
"How come, I'm so beautiful, boys passing by will come in and buy it when they see it, didn't I help you attract business?"
Lu Qianqian was speechless: "I am only responsible for the cashier, it is none of my business to sell more or less, and I will not be given a salary increase." ”
"Shallow, you have no pursuit, since you are a cashier, of course, you have to look at yourself as a store manager, so that you will have a future." Wang Zixi used to run the sales field, and his sense of competition was extraordinary.
Lu Qianqian smiled awkwardly: "Zixi, do you really plan to make me famous in this industry?" ”
"That's right. You should still marry a good family as soon as possible, and when the time comes, you should paint whatever you want, isn't it good to be your wife? ”
Lu Qianqian didn't answer, she still didn't want to talk about that person.
"I didn't say Brother Ying, I said that little Kaiye Shaojun. His family conditions are good, and he is not sorry Uncle Lu, he will definitely come to you with a phone call, do you want to try? ”
"Less nonsense."
"If you don't beat me, don't you bet?"
"Don't!" Lu Qianqian was in a hurry, and almost pushed the scanner out of the cash register, "I finally made it clear to him, don't provoke him again." ”
"Really? How do you make it clear? I guess it's supposed to be Brother Ying's help, right? Now that you don't have this gold medal 'fake boyfriend', don't you give him a chance? ”
Lu Qianqian shook his head: "I don't like him again, I'm already sorry for him before." ”
"It's really good for you to be a man, those stupid men like to chase you, you can bully them for fun, why take it too seriously."
"I don't think my mom would have gotten that far with my dad if she hadn't had this attitude."
"On the contrary, your parents love each other too much and take love too seriously, so they will be like that, right? If everyone was just having fun, there wouldn't be so much love and hatred. ”
Lu Qianqian puffed his cheeks and replied, "But you are playing, can you be sure that the other party is also playing?" In case he has real feelings, your play may cause you a lot of annoyance. ”
Wang Zixi was stunned, it was the first time that she was replied by Lu Qianqian and had nothing to say.
After a while, she changed the subject: "You must be serious about Mingyu, what about you?" ”
Lu Qianqian was speechless again, didn't someone just say that he didn't mention Ying Mingyu?
"I really don't understand, you don't have to miss each other, why did you make it like this?" Seeing that his friend didn't answer, Wang Zixi revealed the latest news, "I heard Brother Bao say that Brother Ying didn't know whether he resigned or was transferred, and he never returned to the provincial capital after returning home in April." ”
Lu Qianqian glanced at her, he didn't even know what he was doing?
The place where Ying Mingyu went to the special training, and the place where he was going to go on a mission can be said to be in the south and the north, but he chose a venue with the same climatic conditions, in order to adapt to the environment as soon as possible in the future.
Although Ying Mingyu was born in a police academy and has learned some martial arts as a hobby since he was a child, he has never been a soldier after all, and the training methods of the army are still different from the school. In addition, he has been working in school for many years, and it is inevitable that there will be times when he is busy with work, and this mission hopes that they can get closer to the direction of special forces as much as possible.
In order to come back alive.
At first, it took countless screenings from the national criminal police team to screen only ten people. After explaining the difficulty and needs of this task in some covert ways, only three people took the initiative to apply to participate in the special training. In order to have more opportunities to choose and improve the chance of completing the mission, the boss persuaded the other two to come to the training together, so there were a total of five of their competitors.
In the end, two people will be selected and released at the same time, as for whether the task can be carried out smoothly, it is necessary to see the actual situation at the time, and at least one person must be guaranteed to succeed.
Now that they are here, everyone has the same mentality, wanting to win and accept this mission.
The training is undoubtedly very hard, although they are talents in criminal investigation, and they have also picked good skills, but compared with special forces, they have no training at all.
After a week of hard work, there was a person who quit, his physical condition was really not up to it, and the too hard training made him a little psychologically depressed.
Another week later, Ying Mingyu became the only one who could hold on to all the training, the instructor looked at the fallen batch, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Who dares to say that the training I set is perverted, isn't this someone who can complete it?" ”
Ying Mingyu almost collapsed under his Hercules palm, barely holding on.
They lived in a four-person room like the other soldiers, and when there were originally five people, Ying Mingyu lived in one by himself, and then he moved in together after leaving one.
However, he doesn't like to talk, and other people have observed and analyzed his curiosity, and from their inferences, Ying Mingyu feels that he is really the most suitable person for this mission.
Because the others knew that they were all transferred from the criminal investigation side to do special training, but they still had to wonder if he would not.
Although the person who walked lived in the lower bunk, the lower bunk was already occupied when Ying Mingyu moved over, and he slept on it. One night, when the brother who slept on the top bunk with him saw him take a drawing from a scroll and look at it, he suddenly jumped out of bed and peeked at the head of his bed.
Ying Mingyu was speechless, although most of the people who do criminal investigators are very curious, but it is rare to be so lively and active.
"Isn't this a thing that doesn't allow you to bring your personal belongings in? You really have the privilege, tell me, how the hell did you get in, did you want to make a big contribution and assign work? ”
Ying Mingyu put away his things and closed his eyes and went to sleep.
It is true that you are not allowed to bring personal belongings here, and it took a lot of thought for Ying Mingyu to get this thing back. The coach didn't negotiate terms with him at first, but after he left, his perseverance made the coach afraid of him.
After completing the designated training, he and his coach went through three nights of additional challenges, and in the event of a complete victory, the coach returned the painting to him along with the scroll.
"It's okay here, but you can't bring this kind of personal thing with you when you go on a mission." The coach didn't expect that he would lose, and when he was willing to gamble and lose, he still warned this man who was a little too much beyond expectations.
Ying Mingyu didn't answer at the time, he knew what to do right, but knowing and doing it were two different things.
He also knew how to deal with Lu Weiguo's case, but he knew that there was too much between it and the final signing.
Ying Mingyu told his father that he wanted to take on other tasks to change his mood, and it had nothing to do with emotional failure. This sentence does not say that his father believes it or not, and he himself can't deceive himself.
He couldn't stay in the provincial capital, let alone in that once warm and comfortable home. When she was at the police station, she would remember sitting behind his desk, drawing a picture of the murder weapon in a serious and slow manner; When you see an empty kitchen at home, you think of sitting at the bar and watching her busy little figure.
Ying Mingyu once thought that he could easily turn everything into an eternity that would not be lost, as long as he opened his mouth to tell her, she would smile and nod in agreement.
Reality gave him a big slap in the face, he made a mistake for saying it or not, and after saying it, he met with a response that was worse than rejection.
Ying Mingyu thought that was her most ruthless appearance at the time, and said goodbye and wrote in the letter that she would never see each other; Unexpectedly, his unwillingness and desire to take another step forward drove her to a dead end.
He can understand what Lu Qianqian didn't say, and if she wants to be with him, she must first solve the psychological barrier - she is sheltering a murderer. And the murderer was her father, who she had been silent to protect for fifteen years.
He wanted to be with her, and he should have loved and respected her family, but the first thing he had to do was to bring her father to justice.
Otherwise, how can a person who lives with a murderer stay with a criminal police officer? But what qualifications does a person who personally sends the father of his beloved to prison have to pursue his sweetheart?
In fact, they couldn't get together at all, which was the reason why Lu Qianqian was avoiding from beginning to end.
So it doesn't matter if she likes him or not, no matter how good she is to him, it's useless.
So far, Ying Mingyu has already thought about it very clearly, but what about thinking clearly? People's hearts are not a matter of right and wrong, saying yes yes, saying no is not. In many things, it is even more impossible to give up when you say you give up, and you can forget it when you say it.