Wang Yingli is not destined to be a fox spirit like Xia Wanyu, and the fox charm that stays for a moment is destined to make me linger. In fact, if I think about it, I can also understand that along the way, although Wang Yingli is very cruel to me, there is always a kind of hatred for iron and steel. I asked her, do you regret it? Actually, I want to ask her why you chose me in the first place.

But I think everyone has a secret in their heart, just as I won't say what I said to him in the last ten minutes of Hu Wenxiang's study.

Sun Xiaoqing and I moved into a new home. This is a second-hand housing community adjacent to the city center, not luxurious, but absolutely clean, the house is not big, two bedrooms and a very large study, there is an empty bookshelf in the study, there is waiting for me to fill with countless books, the decoration style of the house is not special, nor petty bourgeoisie. It can be said that the house is very ordinary, but if you look closely, through the photos of Ben Ben on the TV background wall, the small blackboard above the kitchen door feels a little warm.

Ben Ben didn't come with us to live in this new home, Wang Yingli said that she wanted to recognize Ben Ben as her godson, so she took Ben Ben away, and said that she would send her over in two days. Sun Xiaoqing agreed with a smile, in fact, I know that Wang Yingli is just giving us two people a two-person world.

Two years is not a long time, but it is not a short time. Two years have given us one more child between the two of us, two years have made me no longer see this society as clearly as before, and two years have only made the originally beautiful Sun Xiaoqing a lot more mature. But what about the relationship between the two of us!

I don't know how Sun Xiaoqing's feelings for me have changed in the past two years, but at least I can tell Sun Xiaoqing that in the past two years, my feelings for her have only increased and not decreased.

The day after moving into the new house, Sun Xiaoqing told me that I wanted to go to Madame Tussauds to have a look. I then remembered that I had lived in this city for three or four years, and had never been to this wax museum that outsiders had to visit after coming, and the two of us went to the new world of Nanjing Road together, and saw all the wax figures like a horse, and she never stopped in front of all kinds of wax figures, just passed by in a hurry.

Then the two of us went to the bustling Bund, Tianzifang, and the Old City God's Temple. The day almost covered the entire city, and when night fell, Sun Xiaoqing finally stopped. She stood at the mouth of the Yangtze River, looking at the entire river, and looking at the vicissitudes of the sea in the night.

She closed her eyes and inhaled the air.

I hugged her from behind, and let myself lie on her shoulder, and for some reason, Sun Xiaoqing told me about everything she had done in the two years since she left.

She said to me, "After I left you, I went first to Hangzhou, then to Wuzhen, and then all the way down from Wuzhen, and then all the way to Lijiang. After arriving in Lijiang, Ben Ben was about to be born, Ben Ben's name was begged by me in a temple in Lijiang, I gave money to the old monk, but the old monk didn't want it, saying that it was enough to be able to name others. After Ben Ben was born, I rested in Lijiang for two months, and then I took Ben Ben to climb Wuyue, then went to Beijing, and then went to the Daxing'an Mountains in the northeast, and then went to the grasslands of Inner Mongolia, and then to Gansu, Sichuan, Xi'an, and finally to Xinjiang, after staying there for a day, I went to Tibet, I didn't go to the Potala Palace, I just took Ben Ben on the plateau, to see the most simple Tibetans, to experience their parents, I went there to the city, and lived on the road for a month, just because of a Ben Ben fell ill, I just went to Lhasa once to see Ben Ben. Finally, I went to Jokhang Temple, in front of the Buddha statue, I told everything, and then I closed my eyes and asked the Buddha statue where I was going next, and the Buddha statue naturally couldn't speak, so I came back. ”

I was a little surprised by Sun Xiaoqing's experience in the past two years, but listening to her words, I could imagine the hard work of a woman carrying her belly and holding her child from city to city. Traveling is easy, but long journeys can be tiring, especially mountain climbing. And he also climbed Wuyue with a three- or four-month-old child.

The sea breeze blew on my face, and I hugged Sun Xiaoqing in my arms and said, "Have you ever been afraid of walking all over China alone?" ”

Sun Xiaoqing straightened the bun on her sideburns and said, "I don't know, I was scared when the train was delayed because of the heavy rain, but when the rain passed and the sky was clear, sometimes I could see the stars, and it felt good." Just like before the sun goes down, on the shore of Qinhuangdao, the sparkling scales on the sea surface. It's like the water of a lake in the mountains, so clear that it reflects the entire sea and sky on the ground, as if there is another sky. And in the desert of Xinjiang, when the sun rises, I can't tell where the sky is and where is the earth, it feels good, so that all loneliness and fear disappear into the magical nature. ”

I listened to Sun Xiaoqing's words, and the whole person was stunned. I can think about the beautiful scenery that Sun Xiaoqing said, I hugged her tightly again, and I said, "I really hope to be with you at that time." ”

Sun Xiaoqing broke free from my embrace, turned to look at me, a pair of big dark eyes flashed in the darkness, and she said to me, "You are here." ”

At this moment, I froze in place.

Sun Xiaoqing said to me: "I have wanted to see the whole world since I was a child, but I have been struggling for life, I studied hard, was admitted to university, I worked hard to help my younger brother heal, but looking back, I put my original dream of seeing the whole world on hold, when I learned that I was pregnant with Benben, I wanted to take Benben to fulfill my childhood dream, so I set off, from the small bridges and rivers in the south, to the beautiful mountains and rivers in the middle, in the northeast of the Great Xing'an Mountains, the vast grassland of Inner Mongolia, the vast desert of Xinjiang, the contact sky of Tibet, you are all accompanying me, because you have Benben. ”

Sun Xiaoqing got into my arms and hugged me on the beach.

I don't know why, my eyes are moist.

Sun Xiaoqing said to me: "Are you willing to accompany me out of China, to see kangaroos in Australia, to have a big dinner in France, to see Cambridge in England, to see Lady Liberty in the United States, to watch football in Brazil, to see temples in India, to see lavender in Provence, to see God in the Vatican, to go to Venice to see opera, to go to Dubai to see luxury, to go to Africa to see elephants, to travel all over the world, to see the whole world?" ”

I choked up and said, "I do." ”

Sun Xiaoqing pursed her lips and asked me the last question that I should have asked her: "Are you willing to marry me?" ”

My mind was in turmoil, this was more chaotic than letting me kill ten people, it was worse than letting me get billions of dollars, it was more chaotic than letting me have all the beauties in the world, I trembled my voice and said three words in an almost instinctive voice: "I do." ”

"That's good." Sun Xiaoqing answered my answer like this.