I hugged Xu Jiao and said with a smile: "Then what I said just now, isn't it a bit excessive, I take it back?" ”

Xu Jiao blinked, with a smile on her face, obviously satisfied with my decision, she is also a little woman, I think I will still pay some for feelings, I didn't understand it before, but then I thought about it, she wasn't completely using me.

If she really uses me, she has many times, there is no need for me to be there, she wants to show her ability, there is no need for Dong Qiushui to be bad, this should be one of her thoughts, although she doesn't seem to be very important now, but maybe this is what she is showing at this time.

A woman's mind is unpredictable, but I can perceive that Xu Jiao has a lot of undeveloped value for me now, she can treat me as a chess piece, but in turn, I can also treat her as a chess piece, this is the deeper meaning of no eternal enemies and no eternal friends.

"Do you think we're tired like this?"

I looked at the ceiling and smiled bitterly, Xu Jiao smiled and said: "It's okay, I'm used to it, I knew before that I was born in a different family, such a big family, although I have lived a superior life since I was a child, but the price to pay for it is too much, if I really have the opportunity, I also want to be like an ordinary girl." ”

I know that this is Xu Jiao's true words, I can understand her so-called giving, some things are intangible giving, material things, can be seen, so they can be seen, but there are some spiritual things that cannot be seen, so many people think that some people's good lives do not need to be paid.

Those things hidden behind them, they will never understand or understand, successful people, must have their own bitter past, but few people are willing to take it out, and what they say is usually false, and no one wants to tell the truth to unfamiliar people.

This time the Xu family opened their hearts for me, she made me feel safe by doing this, and she began to be worthy of my trust, only people who are willing to negotiate with you are qualified to be your friends, Xu Jiao, this woman should really need friends.

"You can see that others think that you are both talented and beautiful, and you can find a good man to marry, but you know that the so-called good men have stories and pasts, and if there is no story and no past, it is impossible to be a good man, you know very well that everything that shows society is imperfect, and it is not as false as in TV."

Xu Jiao sat up from the bed, she nodded with a smile, took out a lady's cigarette from her jacket pocket, and after lighting the cigarette, she shook her head and said: "What about me, I have seen too many men, including those popular male stars and models, these people are either very mentally retarded and have not experienced things, such people are not easy to train, and they may not stay by your side if they are trained. ”

Xu Jiao said that when it comes to choice, in fact, I can fully understand that she doesn't like me, in fact, it is similar to Dong Qiushui, it is all out of a purpose and choice, people's choices are very important, and if you choose to stand in the right line, you will definitely get a qualitative leap, and if you choose the wrong one, you will regret it for life, and even be arrested.

"You're not going to be upset, are you?"

Xu Jiao looked at me with an embarrassed expression, the reason why she didn't tell me the truth was that on the one hand, she didn't trust me, and on the other hand, she knew that I would be angry, because the words were contrary to the ear, and the people who told the truth were destined to say things that were not good.

"No, I'm okay, you can tell me this, it means that you regard me as a real friend, so I won't be angry, I just feel that the world is impermanent, in this life, it is not easy to meet a few confidants, I and you are not enemies, so I actually don't hate you."

Xu Jiao nodded and said: "You can say such things, in fact, I am already satisfied, I know, you know that I am using you, so you will not really love me, but you can still remember the relationship between us, which makes me very ashamed, I have pestered you again and again, you have not hurt me, but I have done things that have disappointed you again and again, think about me I am really not a thing." ”

I held Xu Jiao in my arms, and for the first time I fell in love, and now she is charming, because a sincere and beautiful woman will make people fall in love, because the real thing makes people grasp.

I talked a lot with Xu Jiao, I think tonight is the best moment for me to talk to her, only after talking, can I really understand a person, when a person is willing to take off the mask of hypocrisy and dance with you, then she is qualified to go through your life with you.

It's just that this person who took off his mask and danced with me is really a bit much, so I don't know how to choose for a while, and now I want to use Xu Jiao, so I can also deceive for a short time, she lied to me once, and I lied to her once, so it's fair, and no one suffers.

In the course of the conversation, I understood that Xu Jiao is also very fragile, many things seem to be very strong, and Yao Shun is inhumane, he is very powerful in doing things, and he belongs to the rudder of the wind.

There are many such people, basically all of them who have made money over the years are such people, because they are smart and witty, although they can't be trusted by others, at least they can protect themselves, Yao Shun is thinking, if Xu Jiao fails and he doesn't leave, then he is likely to become cannon fodder.

Xu Jiao is now an isolated and helpless woman, the Xu family is like that, she naturally can't become a refuge, those men who have repeatedly supported her and said they love her have no news, which makes her feel very stressed.

A woman's self-confidence often comes from the money and status in her hands, as well as the man who likes her, although she knows that those faces are false, but once those real things, including false things, do not exist, that fear is suffocating.

Xu Jiao has never been so honest as she is today, she told almost everything she could tell me, of course I know that she has a lot of secrets and has experienced a lot of things, it is impossible to finish it in one day, I need her to tell me all the things she knows, I need to understand Dong Qiushui through her now.

In order not to make Xu Jiao sensitive, I didn't ask her too much, but hugged her and let her go to bed early, the next morning, after I woke her up, I took her to run, she was also happy to run with me, the two of us put on sportswear, and she ran with me in the position of Dong Qiushui before.

The sky is bright, and it has been warmer than the previous season, but the arrival of spring is destined to be not as hot as summer.

Xu Jiao and I ran along the road for more than an hour, we found a garden with a good environment to sit down and rest, sitting in the pavilion, she leaned on the wooden pillar, gulping mineral water, I watched her from the side, such a day is really good.

"I really didn't expect that your physical fitness would be so good, we have been running for more than an hour, and you are not tired at all."

"I usually exercise, you have to know that relying on others is better than relying on yourself, this sentence is my motto, in my worldview, no one is reliable, the world is like this, all are selfish, do you know why?"

I shook my head and said, "I really don't know, you tell me what people are selfish about." ”

Xu Jiao coughed and said very formally: "It's very simple, if you think about it, people are all composed of cells, including trees, how cells are formed, they are formed by division, continuous division, which shows that people are selfish in nature, so through selfishness, cells can continue to divide and become bigger, so people are more selfish." ”

"Your explanation is very interesting, can't you see that Miss Xu is still a biologist."

I stood up and put my hand on Xu Jiao's shoulder, she grabbed my hand and stood up and said: "Biologists can't talk about it, they just look down on the world, I want to work hard to fight for a piece of the sky, but when I look back, I find that I am really tender and powerless, and now the Xu family has become like this, I have my credit, but seriously, I regret it when I think about it." ”

I know why Xu Jiao regrets it, when the Xu family was fine in the past, even if she was not very valued by the family, but after all, she was Miss Xu Jiao, but now the Xu family is not good, everything has collapsed, she is just Xu Jiao in the eyes of others, and even a broom star, no one wants to take care of her, nor does she treat her as a VIP.

People are so realistic, all feelings and emotions are in interest many times, and they are not really things that come from the heart.

Xu Jiao now regrets that she clearly understands this, and she has a bit of a sense of seeing through Hongchen.

"There is no regret medicine, or don't think about those things that can't be changed, I think you should be happy, at least you won't go back to the past, those days, do you think you are really okay, or fake happy? Those people's faces are all fake, they are all bubbles, and the only one who is with you is now the only one who can be consistent. ”

Xu Jiao stretched out her hand and put her two hands on my shoulders, she put her arms around my neck and said with a smile: "Okay, you can see this, I have nothing to say, in fact, it is false that I said that I am unhappy, I still open it, because I know that the previous world is over, and now I am not the eldest lady of the Xu family, just a very ordinary girl, do you want to be with me?" ”

I frowned and said, "Didn't we care all the time now?" You say I want to do it or not. ”

"That's not what I mean, I want to ask if you'd like to marry me, I'm pregnant with your child."