Chapter 603: It's All My Fault?
Lu Xiangxiang, who came out of the room, was unusually quiet, and the silence made me feel a little scary...... Looking at Lu Xiangxiang, I was very uneasy in my heart, Lu Xiangxiang, who was too crazy, made me worried, and Lu Xiangxiang, who was too quiet, made me afraid.
At this time, Lu Xiangxiang's long hair is still messy, obviously because she had a fight with Shen Wanru before; Her clothes were untidy and even stained, which showed that Lu Xiangxiang hadn't sorted out her clothes in the room just now, but was just adjusting her thoughts and adjusting her state. At this moment, Lu Xiangxiang looked at me, her eyes were empty, Lu Xiangxiang at this time was completely another person, another Lu Xiangxiang I didn't know, or rather, Lu Xiangxiang at this time was Lu Xiangxiang whose heart was dead.
Shen Wanru was behind Lu Xiangxiang, she also looked at me, nodded slightly, and her eyes told me that Lu Xiangxiang's mood had stabilized for the time being, and she could agree to take her to meet her parents.
"Okay, I'll take you there later...... However, you go wash up first and then eat something. "I feel sorry for Lu Xiangxiang, who came down after this night.
Lu Xiangxiang didn't speak, she turned around and returned to the room with no owner in her eyes. I was worried and wanted to go up to her and ask her, but Shen Wanru on the side stopped me, I looked at Shen Wanru, and my eyes showed worry about Lu Xiangxiang. Shen Wanru glanced back at the room, and after she couldn't see Lu Xiangxiang's back completely disappearing into the room, she whispered to me, "Xiangxiang is still a little repulsive to you...... At least when I mentioned the things you did for her this morning, the things she did for you, she didn't have a noticeable reaction...... So, for the sake of her emotional stability, you still try not to be alone with her now, and try not to take the initiative to talk to her, and wait for a few days, she will fully accept everything that has happened in the past few years, and then go to get close to her. ”
These words hit my heart hard, so hard, so hard...... My body trembled slightly, Shen Wanru felt my body trembling, she held my hand slightly and said, "Chen Yang, don't worry, Xiangxiang needs a process of adaptation now, and when she gets used to it all, she should slowly accept your ......"
I was in a trance for a while, feeling that the whole person's soul was about to dissipate, thinking about what the two of them said, and after coming back to my senses, I nodded and said, "I know......" Saying, I looked at Shen Wanru's eyes and said: "Then you can only take care of her these days, if there is an inconvenience, let Xiaohan ......"
"Brother Mo, don't worry, Sister Wanru and I will take care of Sister Xiangxiang, so don't worry too much." Luo Xiaohan looked at my eyes, her eyes were full of pity for me, I was feeling sorry for Lu Xiangxiang, she was distressing for me.
"Okay, I got it...... Then you look at the fragrance first, I'll wash it, and then I'll wait for you downstairs. With that, I turned around and went to my room.
After a quick rinse, I went downstairs, and in the courtyard outside downstairs, I saw the thunder and thunder that were practicing, and Li Ziang was using small stones to shoot some small things next to him, no matter how accurate the marksmanship was, it also needed some small training to maintain accuracy, and the brothers saw me walk out, and immediately stopped what they were doing and walked over, and they felt my mood was low. Li Ziang glanced up at the hotel, then looked at me, and asked, "How is Xiangxiang's condition?" ”
I shook my head slightly and said, "She just learned about everything, and the situation is not very optimistic now......"
They glanced at each other, and Lei Ming comforted me and said, "Don't worry too much, they all say that Jiren has her own natural appearance, Xiangxiang is such a kind person, and she has done so much for you, she will definitely be fine." ”
"Lei Ming is right, don't worry too much." Li Ziang nodded in agreement.
As he was talking, Lu Xiangxiang, Shen Wanru and Luo Xiaohan came out of the hotel together, they all changed into clean clothes, I saw them, took the car keys from Lei Zhan, and walked towards our car. Lei Zhan called out to me from behind, and he asked, "Do you need us to go over together?" ”
I didn't want them to go with me, but considering what happened at the Shaolin Temple before, I nodded and agreed, I looked at Lei Zhan and said, "You follow us and keep a distance." ”
"Okay, got it." Lei Zhan answered, and the three of them were also ready to go, and when I got in the car, I saw Jiang Nan also come out and get into the same car with them. With the four of them here, even if a master comes to attack us, we can leave with Lu Xiangxiang first, so, for the sake of safety, I still agreed to let them go with me.
After getting into the car, Luo Xiaohan sat in the passenger seat, and when she fastened her seat belt, she smiled at me, which was signaling me to let me relax. Shen Wanru accompanied Lu Xiangxiang in the back seat. I didn't dare to look at Lu Xiangxiang head-on, I glanced at her from the rearview mirror, Lu Xiangxiang looked out of the car window quietly, with a calm face, I was very unaccustomed to this calm, and I always felt that Lu Xiangxiang was holding a fire in her heart.
I drove to the place where Lu Xiangxiang's parents were buried, which was also the place where Lu Xiangxiang shot me in order to save me...... When I arrived at the foot of the mountain, I remembered Lu Xiangxiang's tears when she shot me that day, and I couldn't help but look at her from the rearview mirror again, and I was so hopeful in my heart at this moment, and the pain and torture that Lu Xiangxiang endured in my heart happened to me.
"Xiangxiang ......" I muttered inadvertently, because I was too distressed, because I was too worried, I called out inadvertently.
But Lu Xiangxiang in the back of the car ignored me, as if she hadn't heard. Luo Xiaohan beside me glanced at me, and she smiled and said, "Brother Mo, has it already arrived?" "I knew she was trying to defuse my embarrassment.
I nodded lightly and said, "Well, it's here...... The next part of the road can only be walked up, so let's get off. With that, I opened the door.
The three of them also got out of the car one after another.
"I still have a little impression of this place, I'll lead the way in front!" It was Luo Xiaohan who spoke, Luo Xiaohan had no strange impression of this place, I escaped death here that night, all thanks to Luo Xiaohan and his men who came over to help.
I agreed, Luo Xiaohan led the way in front, and Lu Xiangxiang and Shen Wanru walked in the middle. I sent a text message to Lei Zhan before I followed, telling them to wait at the bottom of the mountain. We came to visit Lu Xiangxiang's parents this time, it was a temporary decision, no one else knew, and there could be no ambush on the mountain.
"Got it." Lei Zhan replied to me quickly.
I followed, watching her behind Lu Xiangxiang's back, and I never took my eyes off her until I walked to the grave of Lu Xiangxiang's parents.
This is not a public cemetery, but the cemetery of Lu Xiangxiang's parents was carefully built, so there was no overgrown scene, but there were a lot of fallen leaves and bitter grass.
Before Lu Xiangxiang completely walked in front of the tombstone, she had already seen the names of her parents on the tombstone, and when she saw the names of her parents on the tombstone, Lu Xiangxiang was stunned, and the whole person lost her soul in an instant, and a cold wind blew. The trees on the mountain creaked, and Lu Xiangxiang looked so thin.
Lu Xiangxiang's eyes were red, tears couldn't stop dripping, and Shen Wanru stood beside Lu Xiangxiang inch by inch, for fear that Lu Xiangxiang would do something terrible. Lu Xiangxiang slowly walked towards her parents' tombstones, one step, two steps, three steps...... She walked very slowly, very slowly, after walking in front of the tombstone, she suddenly shook her legs weakly, followed by her legs, her legs fell, kneeling in front of her parents' tombstones, in an instant, Lu Xiangxiang tears fell like rain, crying silently......
Looking at Lu Xiangxiang who was crying, Luo Xiaohan and Shen Wanru glanced at each other, and then they looked at me, obviously, they were worried about me, worried that I would be uncomfortable because of Lu Xiangxiang's pain, and even blame myself.
"Mom, Dad...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you...... I'm sorry for you......" Lu Xiangxiang's voice was very vague, but we heard it clearly, her hand was tightly grasping the tombstone, and she didn't care about the coldness on the tombstone, she directly put her face over, hugged it tightly and said, "It's me who is bad, it's me who is not good...... I'm the one who hurt you, it's the ...... It's me ......" Lu Xiangxiang cried and shook her head, shaking her head very hard, shaking and shaking, and suddenly she slammed her head on the tombstone hard, once, twice......
"Xiangxiang!"
"Sister Xiangxiang"
The three of us shouted at the same time, I went crazy, rushed over first, and grabbed Lu Xiangxiang at once, I said anxiously and loudly: "Xiangxiang, don't you do this, don't do this!" ”
Lu Xiangxiang screamed "ah......, trying to break free of me, and then, she suddenly glared at me fiercely, with eyes full of hatred, Lu Xiangxiang's body began to tremble, she glared at me and said, "It's you, it's you!" That's right, it's you! You hurt my parents, and it's all because of you...... If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have had so many things, and if I hadn't met you, my parents and I wouldn't have had an accident......"
"Buzz......" sound, my mind instantly went blank, I never expected that Lu Xiangxiang would blame my head for the death of her parents, admittedly, if it wasn't for Lu Xiangxiang for me and her parents, many things may change, and even her parents won't die, but to blame all this on my head, isn't it too wrong for me?
At this moment, my heart felt like it was being cut one by one, and I looked at Lu Xiangxiang in front of me in a daze.
"Xiangxiang, Xiangxiang, you can't blame Chen Yang, it was Chen Yang who saved you in the first place! It was Chen Yang who broke into the tiger's den alone and rescued you from Ye Xiong's clutches! Shen Wanru ran over quickly and grabbed Lu Xiangxiang.
"I don't know, I don't know any of those things! I just know that my parents are no longer in this world, and the parents who love me the most are not in this world! It's him, if it weren't for him breaking into my world, if it weren't for him, none of this would be like this......" Lu Xiangxiang cried, she was in great pain.
At this moment, although I was extremely uncomfortable in my heart, I still didn't blame Lu Xiangxiang, I didn't blame her, I didn't blame her at all, because there was no me in her memory, for him, I was a stranger, and a stranger was naturally insignificant compared to her parents.
I only hate the Hong family father and son, I only hate the two of them! It was the two of them who made me and Lu Xiangxiang suffer such pain!
"Brother Mo, Brother Mo!" Luo Xiaohan saw that I was slapped by Lu Xiangxiang, and immediately felt distressed, Luo Xiaohan quickly ran to my side and helped me up, she looked at Lu Xiangxiang with some anger at this time. Luo Xiaohan, who has always been very gentle and gentle, felt unfair for me in her heart, and finally broke out at this time, she asked angrily at Lu Xiangxiang: "Sister Xiangxiang, do you know how much Brother Mo has done for you!" Do you know that he fought with his life to get you out, you ......"
"Xiaohan!" I interrupted Luo Xiaohan.
Luo Xiaohan looked into my eyes, her eyes were red, she shook her head slightly and said, "Brother Mo, I know that you love Sister Xiangxiang very much, you are reluctant to say a word about her, but I can't let her do nonsense!" There are some things I have to say! ”
After saying this, Luo Xiaohan didn't care about me anymore, walked directly in front of Lu Xiangxiang, and said to Lu Xiangxiang a little angrily: "That night, it was here, Sister Xiangxiang, in order to save Brother Mo, you shot Brother Mo's body, and you couldn't cry at that time, because you didn't have a choice!" In order to save the man you love the most, you shoot at the man you love the most! Sister Xiangxiang, do you know, once, you loved Brother Mo so much, for you, he is your whole world, and you can give up everything for him...... Sister Xiangxiang, do you know, when Brother Mo once mentioned you to me, how happy he was, he always said that you stood beside him when he had nothing, and when he had nothing, you were willing to elope with him and wander, you were willing to fight against the whole world for him, even your parents! ”
Hearing Luo Xiaohan's words, Lu Xiangxiang was completely dumbfounded, her eyes widened, she looked at Luo Xiaohan in a daze, and then glanced at me again.
"Xiaohan, don't say it again!" I was worried that it would irritate Lu Xiangxiang, so I shouted at Luo Xiaohan.
"No, I'm going to say, I'm going to say it!" Luo Xiaohan ignored me, he continued to say to Lu Xiangxiang: "Such a man you love deeply, you are now because of amnesia, because you don't remember him, because you heard Sister Wanru say what has happened in the past few years, you blame everything on him, blame him for entering your world...... Sister Xiangxiang, don't you think you're too cruel like this? ”
"Xiaohan!" I had already stood up and walked towards Luo Xiaohan, and in the past I stopped Luo Xiaohan, who was about to speak again, Luo Xiaohan turned his head and looked at me. I said, "Xiaohan, it's okay!" It's not Xiangxiang's fault. ”
"But it's not your fault, why do you have to bear so much from you!" Luo Xiaohan looked at me with a little heaving chest because of his emotion.
On the other side, Shen Wanru looked at Lu Xiangxiang and said, "Xiangxiang, you really misunderstood Chen Yang, you really completely misunderstood him...... You calm down first, if there is something about Chen Yang, I will tell you slowly. ”
Lu Xiangxiang didn't yell or cry uncontrollably, she fell silent, looked at the tombstone in a daze, looked at it, Lu Xiangxiang's tears flowed out again, she sobbed softly, slowly, she hugged her legs and buried her face between them...... She was shaking.
"Xiangxiang ......" Shen Wanru hugged Lu Xiangxiang and hugged her tightly.
The whole cemetery was silent again, except for the sound of the wind and the trees being blown by the wind......
I glanced at Luo Xiaohan, in the past, if Luo Xiaohan did something wrong, she would be afraid to see my eyes, at this time, she didn't, she looked directly into my eyes, her eyes were full of distress......
After a while, Lu Xiangxiang got up, she kowtowed quietly to her parents, and then went to a place next to her where the broom was stored and took out the broom...... Lu Xiangxiang went over to clean up the cemetery, and she said while sweeping the cemetery: "Dad, Mom, I miss you very much, I really miss you......" As she spoke, her tears couldn't stop flowing out again.
"Let's get out of here first......" I know that Lu Xiangxiang wants to be alone for a while, this is probably because I like her for so many years, a subconscious feeling.
Hearing what I said, Lu Xiangxiang, who was cleaning, was stunned for a moment...... At this moment, maybe she would wonder why I knew what was going on in her heart.
"But ......," Shen Wanru was a little worried.
I shook my head slightly and said, "It's okay, it's safe here, and our people are guarding the only way below, no one can come up." ”
As soon as I said this, Shen Wanru was more relieved, she said a few more words to Lu Xiangxiang in the past, and then turned around and walked down the mountain with us.
However, I didn't go down the mountain directly, I stopped at a nearby place and let Luo Xiaohan and Shen Wanru go down the mountain first, I said: "I don't worry that she is alone on it, you go down first...... I looked at her. ”
Shen Wanru looked at me, looked at me again, nodded lightly and said, "It's okay, someone is looking at her, and I'm more relieved." ”
Luo Xiaohan also glanced at me before turning around, I nodded lightly, signaling her not to worry about me, and she left with confidence. And, not long after the two of them left, I vaguely heard Lu Xiangxiang's voice coming from the mountain, and she seemed to be talking to her parents about me.