Chapter 81: Life History
Lin Chenwan felt like she was in a dream. All sorts of dreams. Sometimes it's as if you're being pressed against your chest by a boulder. I can't even breathe; Sometimes I feel like my bones are broken. The pain is unbearable; Sometimes it feels like you're being burned in a raging fire......
Over and over again. Lin Chendui felt that he was awake and fell asleep. Then I had a vague sense of it. It was as if I had vaguely heard something. It seems like a lot of things have happened. Many people came. But he couldn't remember any of them. Soon he fell into a deep slumber again. I don't know how many times I've experienced it over and over again.
I don't know how long it took. When Lin Chendui slowly woke up. I found myself lying in a hospital bed. Mother Lin Yanyu sat on the edge of the bed, looking at him with red eyes. I saw him wake up. Holding his hand, the tears flowed out uncontrollably. He also said, "Twilight." You. You're awake. Scared my mom to death. If you have something that is long and short. How can I live my mother? ”
Lin Chendui couldn't help but feel ashamed in his heart. He grew up without a father. and my mother depend on each other. Mom poured all her heart and soul into herself. But I've grown so big. But it didn't make her worry. I feel very sorry for my mother.
Lin Chendui wanted to speak. only to find that his voice was hoarse. I couldn't make a sound. I couldn't help but feel a little anxious.
Lin Yanyu seemed to see his anxiety. comforted him and said, "Twilight." Don't worry too much. The doctor said you'd be fine. As long as you care more. It won't take long to recover. ”
"Sister-in-law. Xiaohui is not a little better today. "At this time. The door to the ward was pushed open. A beautiful woman hurried in from outside. Dressed in a grass-green spring dress. Stepping on a pair of water-colored sandals. It gives people a feeling of spring breeze. Age seems to have faded in her. There is no trace of the years.
I saw Lin Chendui wake up. The beautiful woman's face suddenly showed a look of surprise. Three or two steps forward. grabbed Lin Chendui's arm. said: "Xiaohui." You're finally awake. This. It's great. Great......" Speaking of which. The eyes are not red. The voice was also a little choked.
Lin Chenwan didn't know this woman. But I somehow felt a little intimate. glanced at Lin Yanyu suspiciously. The look on Lin Yanyu's face was a little unnatural. But he also smiled. Introduced: "Twilight. This is your aunt. ”
"Auntie." Lin Chendui was stunned for a moment. In his memory. There has never been such a concept as an aunt.
Then. The beautiful woman choked up and said, "Xiaohui." I'm an aunt. When you were young. I've hugged you too. I gave you a bath. You don't remember. Over the years. You and your mother must have suffered a lot. I'm looking for you all the time...... It's good now. The family can finally be reunited. You are in peace and healing. This thing. My aunt will call the shots for you. Make sure they check it out. Here you go. Give our Jiang family an explanation. "At the end of the day. She was dumbfounded. Stop. It's really a bit palpitating.
"Xiaohui." Lin Chenwan couldn't help but feel a little strange. This is the second time that a beautiful woman has called him that. The first time, I thought it might be that the other party called me by the wrong name. It can be done twice in a row. It made him suspicious. But the name. But it was also like awakening a long-dusted memory in his mind. Suddenly, a lot of mutilated images appeared.
"Wan Lin. He is not called Xiaohui now. It's called Twilight. Lin Yanyu corrected unhappily.
"Huh. Xiaohui Xiaodu. It's all the same. Same. Jiang Wanlin smiled. But he didn't think it was a pestle at all. said to Lin Yanyu again: "Sister-in-law." Xiaohui woke up. The old man didn't know how happy he would be. I'm going to call him to report the good news. "Say it. He hurriedly turned around and walked out.
Lin Chendu's neck hurts. Even moving your head is difficult. But he still looked at his mother with some surprise.
Lin Yanyu sighed. Said to Lin Chendui: "Twilight." Originally, I didn't plan to go back to the capital for the rest of my life. But this time you're attacked. Nearly killed. I couldn't help it anyway. To avoid something like this in the future. I have to tell you today. Your background. ”
Speaking of which. Lin Yanyu's face couldn't help but show a look of sadness and remembrance. said: "Actually, you must know a little bit. You don't have the surname Lin. Instead, the surname should be Jiang. It's called Jiang Yunhui. Your father's name is Jiang Jimin. He is the best and best person in the world. Me and him. I met at the Wuqi Cadre School. He is smart and capable. Nothing could bother him. He is handsome again. Also likes to help people. There were a lot of people who liked him at the beginning. ”
"Those days were hard. It was the happiest time of my life. Especially after you are born. We are a family of three. Life is a joy and a happy life. My biggest dream at that time. is able to live a life like this. Lin Yanyu's face was filled with a happy smile. Can be fast. His face darkened. He said in a deep voice: "It's a pity that the good times didn't last long. We weren't married long ago. Your grandfather was rehabilitated. Work was implemented. After he learned about us. It is strongly opposed. Because I don't come from a good background. It will hinder your father's future. ”
"Your dad is for our two mothers and sons. resolutely gave up the opportunity to return to the capital. Instead, continue to stay with us and live in the countryside. If not. He won't have any accidents. Once at night. You're terribly sick. Your dad is going to get you a doctor. accidentally fell off a cliff...... "Speaking of which. Lin Yanyu couldn't cry.
Lin Chendu's eyes were also full of tears. From small to large. He had resented it more than once. thinks that his father abandoned him and his mother. So much so that my mother was displaced with herself. Move around. But I didn't expect it. His father died for himself. in this world. What could be greater fatherly love than that. But myself for so many years. But they have always misunderstood their father. Come to think of it. His heart was filled with guilt.
"After your father's death. Your grandfather is very sad and sad. But he thinks. It's because of me. That's why you killed your father. That's why you've always been angry with me. refuses to admit me as a daughter-in-law. Just sent someone to try to get you back to the capital. Your father is dead. You are my lifeline. So I can't afford to lose you again no matter what. So. I'm just going to take you away from home. I also changed your name. In order not to let your grandpa find us. I every once in a while. It's going to take you to a different place and start a new life. Twilight. It's mom who is selfish. You don't blame me. If not. You won't suffer so much since you were a child......"
Lin Chendui shook his head desperately. Tears flowed down my face.
Then. Jiang Wanlin came in excitedly from outside the door. smiled and said, "Sister-in-law." The old man heard that Xiaohui had woken up. I'm so happy. He said he was going to come over soon...... but he didn't finish speaking. And I saw that the two men in the house were crying like weepers. I couldn't help but sigh. said: "Sister-in-law." Xiaohui's awakening. The bones of the body have not yet recovered. Why do you just tell him these sad things? It's been more than 20 years. What are you talking about it for? ”
Lin Yanyu wiped her tears a little embarrassed. said: "Wan Lin. You're right. I shouldn't have told Twilight about these sad things. ”
Jiang Wanlin took out a handkerchief. Gently wiped the tears on Lin Chendui's face. And he said, "The old days." It's the old man who is narrow-minded. But it's been so many years. I know. He didn't say it, though. But in my heart I was full of remorse. If there weren't so many portals. Let the eldest brother come back with you. There will be no future. ”
"It's me, I'm sorry for the Jiang family......," Lin Yanyu said in a choked voice.
"Sister-in-law. Don't say that. Jiang Wanlin said with red eyes: "You are alone." Raised Xiaohui with hard work. It's not easy. Xiaohui is so capable now. It's all because you teach well. Every time the old man hears about Xiaohui's glorious deeds. How happy she was. Sometimes, when the mood comes, I will hum a few little tunes and drink some wine. I had one time. I also overheard him say. Xiaohui is good. It is worthy of our Jiang family's species. And his dad was carved out of the same mold. ”
"Same as his dad. It's also a temper. Lin Yanyu couldn't help but laugh.
"Sister-in-law. Don't be in the midst of blessings and don't know blessings. Jiang Wanlin said: "Those two little things in my house." I don't do my job all day. Full troublemaker. Compared to Xiaohui's well-behaved and sensible. It's really a heaven and an earth. I'm worried. I don't know what to do in the future. ”
The two of them are talking about family things. It didn't take long. I heard the sound of hurried footsteps outside the door. Then soon the ward door was pushed open. Old Man Jiang hurriedly walked in.
Meet Old Man Jiang. Lin Yanyu's expression was a little unnatural. When he got up, he called out, "Dad." ”
Old Man Jiang hummed noncommittally. But he didn't even look at her. His eyes fell on Lin Chendui on the hospital bed. I can't help but light up. Walked up quickly. The hand gently rubbed against Lin Chendui's bloodless face. The eyes couldn't help but moisten a little.
"Xiaohui. Grandfather. Grandpa is here to see you. Grandpa, I'm sorry for you......" At this time, the old man Jiang was teary-eyed. Where is there still a little bit of momentum to dominate the field and look down on the heroes of the world. No matter how you look at it, it's just a kind and helpless grandfather. The heart is full of heartache, anxiety, and self-blame.
Lin Chendui couldn't speak. But my heart was like a stormy wave. Shocked.
As a government official. Of course, Lin Chenwan knows this person, who can often appear on TV news. A central leader who has a pivotal position in domestic politics. Lin Chenwan also studied the spirit of his speech. But I never dreamed of it. He would be his grandfather.
But at this moment. Many doubts that have accumulated in the past. But it was also suddenly enlightened. If you don't have such a prominent background. How could my mother know the director of the Department of Policies and Regulations of the Ministry of Land and Resources. He also calls others Xiao Deng. Cai Yuanfeng, director of the National Development and Reform Commission, would not look at himself differently.
Lin Chenwan is not without fantasies. If you are the so-called "***" with a big background. What would it be like? But now the fantasy has come true. in his heart. But he became confused again. I couldn't find the direction for a while.