I nodded, and I have been thinking about it for a long time, for me, there are some things that still need to be bravely faced, I don't fully believe Xu Jiao's words, because of the events of this month, what she has experienced, I don't know.

Maybe it's because she wasn't with me that she lost her sense of security about me, people are at ease with their encounters a lot of the time, but I still can't cut off these love threads like Gao Ming, I'm not a person who is empty, I have a lot of emotional entanglements.

I've cut off everything I can, but there's a lot left that I can't give up.

Gao Ming personally sent someone to send me, he let him enter the WTO again, as for the result, he didn't dare to judge, just hope that I can cut off everything, calm down, it is best to come back here to discuss life with him, I think this kind of life is good, but after a long time, it may not be a good thing.

Life still has to be experienced, I think so in my heart, but I don't say it, maybe I can't change the essence of hypocrisy, the car slowly drove into the road, today's weather is exceptionally good, obviously it's a hot summer.

Driving is a cultivator who has been with him for a long time, he has no nostalgia for the world, and he seems to be very afraid and disgusted, feeling that the world is a terrifying existence, and how can this kind of person understand the world.

After a long time, I feel that many people have distorted the Buddhist scriptures, the so-called reincarnation cause and effect, are inevitable things, people can not escape, do good deeds and accumulate virtue, this is also a good thing, but there is no good cause in cause and effect, if you bear good results, how can you do good if you don't believe in goodness.

This practitioner is very high-minded, and he feels that the world is full of evil people, and he wants to enter the kind of paradise where all good people are, but there are all kinds of sufferings in the world, and the so-called heaven is all illusory, and he may not be able to enter it.

The car was parked outside a villa, according to reliable information, Xu Jiao has been in this villa all the time, of course, after she went to the hospital for examination, the result was pregnancy, but she didn't tell me that she really wanted to, she had been deceiving me.

I rang the doorbell, and out of it was a middle-aged woman, she looked very energetic, when she walked to the front of the door, asked me what was the matter, I told her that I was looking for Xu Jiao, she took out her mobile phone and made a call to report work.

"I'm sorry, the hostess said she wanted to have a good rest and didn't want to see anyone."

"You give me the phone, and I'll talk to her."

Without the consent of the middle-aged woman, I took the phone directly.

"Why are you lying to me, why are you not keeping the agreement."

"Then why do you want to be so clear with me, I have thought about it for a long time, and I don't know if there is any way to convince myself to marry you, for so long, you haven't cared about me, do you know, I feel very uncomfortable, I feel very wronged."

Xu Jiao's voice was choked, and she could hear it, she really wanted to cry and couldn't cry, she was also a very strong person, after hearing our conversation, the middle-aged woman opened the door very smartly.

After I came to the living room, I pushed open the doors of several bedrooms, and finally saw Xu Jiao lying on the bed, her hair was a little messy, and the bedside table was full of some food, it seems that she has been loving to eat recently.

"What are you doing here?"

After Xu Jiao saw me, she hurriedly wiped the tears on her face.

"Didn't I come here to keep our agreement, didn't I say yes, get married?"

Xu Jiao smiled and nodded, I walked to her bedside, lowered my head and kissed her little mouth, I don't know why, I think it should be her, between Zhong Siyuan and me, there may be no result.

"Of course I'm happy that you are married to me, but I'm really afraid, we will divorce, marriage is meaningless, there are still people in your heart who can't let go, Siyuan is so good, you are willing to let her be wronged."

Xu Jiao is still a smart woman, I still have people who can't let go, one is Zhao Yun, the other is Zhong Siyuan, being Zhao Yun is impossible, her stubborn temper, as long as she doesn't forgive me, it means that it is impossible in this life.

"Zhao Yun gave birth to the child, but she didn't adopt the child, she brought the child to me, Sister Siyuan knew that I was pregnant, so she has been helping to adopt, this Zhao Yun is really ruthless, she said that if she wasn't afraid that the fetus would affect her fertility, she would definitely kill the child, she gave birth to the child, not for you, but for the sake of being able to have children when she married another man."

I smiled and nodded to show that I understood, this is what she said, and there is nothing wrong with it, after all, she is such a person, once she is not in love, there can be no nostalgia, and I also know that the relationship between us is gone.

"You're not going back to be a monk, are you?"

I shook my head and said, "Don't get me wrong, I have a lot of knots in my heart that can't be untied, it's just to let Gao Ming help me solve my questions, now that it's almost all figured out, there won't be so many things, okay, you can raise the baby here with peace of mind, don't worry about the rest of the things, I'll take the time to see Siyuan." ”

"No need, just let Siyuan come over, I'll call her, she will come over to take care of me when she has time, to be honest, we have a good temperament, and now we are very good girlfriends, she tells me everything, I tell her anything, including talking about how I met you."

Speaking of which, Xu Jiao seemed to be in a much better mood all of a sudden, when Zhong Siyuan and I met, we were still a guy with nothing, so our relationship was very innocent and innocent.

It's too hard to think about it now, when I met Xu Jiao, she first showed weakness, and then imprisoned me, this woman made me experience the taste of life is worse than death, and also let me remember forever, it's enough for two people to discuss these things together.

After making the call, Xu Jiao said with a smile: "Sister Siyuan said that she will come over tomorrow, you don't leave tonight, sleep here, and surprise her tomorrow, by the way, do you know that Dong Qiushui's company is going public, and she and Jax are also engaged." ”

"I've heard it all, although I've been over there, but the news from outside can be received, and I know it for the first time, which is a good thing, after all, people get true love, and I don't have any qualifications."

Speaking of Dong Qiushui, I don't feel any regrets, she has everything she has, and I didn't take anything away, I left everything she needed to her, let her become the protagonist of the limelight, and I silently played a supporting role.

"Look at your sour speech, are you uncomfortable, you feel very aggrieved, you have been together for so many years, and finally became someone's wife, I can understand your thoughts, but you have to be clear, it's too late to say anything."

I nodded and said, "Yes, but it doesn't matter, I don't still have you, you lost to Dong Qiushui in business, and you are a winner emotionally." ”

I helped Xu Jiao cover the quilt, she held my hand and smiled, I fell asleep with her at night, the next morning, Zhong Siyuan drove over, she brought some nutritious things, and there was a child by her side, this child should be Zhao Yun's child.

When I saw Zhong Siyuan, my mood suddenly became excited, she seemed to be more energetic than before, and seemed to be very doting on children.

"How's it going, can I hug this kid?"

Zhong Siyuan smiled and said, "It's good, you have to be careful with this child, you are more afraid of life." ”

When Zhong Siyuan put the child in my arms, the little guy didn't cry, but laughed all of a sudden, what a cute child, but it's a pity that there is a ruthless mother.

This can't be blamed on her, she has the life she wants, what can I do, I've tried my best to keep it, but I still can't keep it, I just hope that Zhao Yun can find a man who really loves her, I hope she won't be hurt.

"She shouldn't treat the child like this, this child is very pitiful, and I will be the mother of this child when I grow up."

"But a child must always have a father, I think his father is responsible, you can be so generous, you are qualified to be his wife."

When Xu Jiao said this, I almost understood a truth, and now I have a problem, Zhong Siyuan and Xu Jiao, whoever I choose without eggs will hurt the other person.

"I really don't know what to say, you two discuss, I can marry whoever I want, anyway, I'm a poor person now, you're not afraid that I'm a burden, just marry me."

I walked to the yard with the little guy in my arms, now I am relaxed, I feel good to be an ordinary person, such a happy and happy day, it is very refreshing, there is not so much pressure, and I feel free everywhere.

The little guy is my child with Zhao Yun, of course I will like it very much, although I have no relationship with Zhao Yun, but the previous feelings are still in memory, it is impossible to forget it.

After more than an hour outside, the sun was already strong, I took the little guy to the living room, and slowly walked to the door of the bedroom, Zhong Siyuan and Xu Jiao didn't know what to talk about, they chatted very happily, watching them laugh, I felt so good.

"Are you done talking, I'm hungry, and this little guy seems to be hungry too."

"Then feed him."

Zhong Siyuan put the prepared bottle in my hand, she taught me how to breastfeed, and when I saw the brand of milk powder, I was also full of emotion, whether the brand was played, or the name we originally thought, but now it has nothing to do with me.

The little one stopped crying after drinking the milk, and I put him on the side of the bed and laughed and said, "I can't believe that things will turn out like this." ”

"Dong Qiushui, she wants you to go to her wedding, not only you and us, Jakes also wants us to come over, they want you to be a witness."