Volume B Section 121 The life story is like a mystery

Feng Ziying turned over and jumped up from the bed with a harrier, her head was still a little dizzy, but her spirit was vigorous.

Walking out quickly, he heard a sound in the upper room opposite, and Feng Ziying walked over quickly.

saw that the two little maids had already entered the house and helped this Baoyu in Jiafu up from the bed, only to see him caressing his chest with one hand, his face was dazed, and he looked a little uncomfortable.

Feng Ziying asked, "Baoyu, what's wrong?" ”

"I didn't know it, so I fell asleep, dreaming, and suddenly I felt a pain in my heart, and I was so uncomfortable that I almost couldn't breathe, and I woke up all of a sudden."

Jia Baoyu also felt a little embarrassed, as if his reason was too far-fetched, but he did it before.

I only dreamed that the sister and sister seemed to be suddenly blown by a gust of wind, and suddenly disappeared, and he was about to chase after him in a hurry, but he only felt a pain in his heart, and woke up.

There was an indescribable sense of loss in his heart, as if something most precious had suddenly been lost from him and no longer belonged to him.

But he didn't know what it was, he just knew that it was important to him.

Seeing Jia Baoyu's faint and sad appearance sitting on the bed, Feng Ziying shook her head.

This is also the sentimentality of the rich son, who has changed to a farmer, but I am afraid that he has long forgotten the things in his dreams, and it is time to plow the field and plow the field, and it is time to water and water.

It seems that I had a dream just now, and I seem to have done something terrible in the dream, but why is my mood so happy, and even a little bit of beauty in my hands?

Maybe dreams can really reveal their hearts?

When she learned that this embroidery room incense couch was actually owned by the Qin family alone, Feng Ziying's brain was really a little buzzing.

Such a coincidence?

So weird?

Could it be that the sweet fragrance I smelled earlier was really some kind of ecstasy incense, which can urge people to dream about what they thought during the day?

If there is really this kind of fragrance, you might as well get some, even if you let yourself dream once in a while, you can also feel relaxed and feel the existence of a dream.

At this time, Feng Ziying really noticed Qin's appearance.

Before, he didn't realize that his attention was on Xue Baochai, and there were too many warblers and Yanyan, so he didn't care too much, but now when he looked carefully, he saw that this woman was really extraordinary.

The eyebrows are as beautiful as Daiyu, but the cheeks are plump and somewhat similar to Baochai, that smile and frown, between gestures, there is a charming and graceful grace, no wonder they usually wear hats, and rarely go out, which is too easy to attract bees and butterflies.

However, Feng Ziying also had some doubts in her heart, how do you look at this, this Qin family is not like the ashes written in some versions of "Dream of Red Mansions", but I feel that this Jia Zhen and Jia Rong have an indescribable indifference to the Qin family, and it is not like a family at all.

Feng Ziying didn't know if this was his own personal feeling, whether other people felt this way, but he did feel that this woman was a little cold and cold, and even had a faint taste for everyone who wanted to reject people thousands of miles away and keep a distance from the living.

I slept in the other party's embroidery room, as a person of Jia Lian and Jia Zhen's generation, even if he was two or three years younger than the Qin family, this was obviously an abrupt move, and Feng Ziying could only apologize honestly.

As expected, this Qin clan is indeed a gentle person on the surface, and he speaks softly, only saying that it is okay, but the coldness between his eyebrows is always revealed.

That's fine, but Jia Zhen and Jia Rong disappeared, and when I asked later, I found out that someone invited the two of them to the theater in the afternoon, so they took advantage of the time when Feng Ziying and Baoyu were asleep, and they had already confessed their sins and went happily.

Feng Ziying also has nothing to say about the two masters, but thinking about it, this meal was originally dominated by female dependents, and Jia Lian and himself were crossed to let the two of them accompany them.

People may have already made arrangements, so naturally they can't delay that side because of themselves.

This trip into Jiafu is also refreshing, after a meal, two of them are drunk, and three of them are drunk, Jia Lian has already been carried home, leaving only the ignorant Jia Baoyu and himself.

In the end, it was the mandarin duck who came over and asked Feng Ziying and Baoyu to go back to Rongguo Mansion together.

Seeing Feng Ziying's figure disappear at the end of the arrow path over there, Qin Keqing's face slowly recovered from the previous elegance to the usual slightly melancholy thinking color.

"Grandma, it's starting to snow outside again, so let's go inside." The little maid Baozhu stood behind her and whispered.

After coming to this mansion for two years, Qin Keqing's only satisfaction is these two maids, one Ruizhu and one Baozhu, both of whom are smart and honest children from poor families, naturally someone bought them and sent them into the mansion, but I am afraid that the inside of Jiafu will not know.

But even if they knew, this Jia Zhen and Jia Rong didn't dare to say anything, thinking of this, Qin Keqing sneered in his heart.

Until now, Qin Keqing didn't know who was manipulating all this behind this, that is, she turned her face and forced Jia Zhen and Jia Rong to ask, and these two could only say with a bitter face that this was the master's marriage, and no one could resist.

This old man is the only Jinshi of the Jia family in these generations - Jia Jing, the father of the nominal father-in-law, is still practicing in Xuanzhen Temple, and he has not returned home for many years, even if he marries into the Jia family, he has never shown up.

Growing up in the Qin family, Qin Keqing felt that it was like an invisible hand manipulating her fate, Qin Ye was not her biological father, but she loved herself very much, she raised herself with hard work, and to be honest, she married herself like the Jia family, and even she didn't expect it.

What kind of family is the Jia family, how could they marry the daughter raised by a small Yinglang? And he is also the concubine of the Duke of Ning Guo who will attack Jue Ning in the future, and I am afraid that it is a little unqualified to let myself be a concubine.

This question has always haunted Qin Keqing's heart.

She was an extremely intelligent woman, and after she was aware of this question, she repeatedly asked her adoptive father, but her adoptive father was a sincere person, and no matter how he asked, he couldn't tell one, two, or three.

Just say that after taking yourself back to raise, there are all kinds of inexplicable things, such as occasionally someone will send silver, but never know who sent it, never see anyone, occasionally there will be a piece of paper left, saying that it is not well-known.

Therefore, Qin Keqing has always suspected that he is afraid that he is from an outer room that is not accepted by the master mother of a large family, because even if it is a concubine, it does not seem to be like this.

But it wasn't until she was about to marry into the Jia family that she really felt incredible, and she realized that her life experience was probably far from being as simple as being born in the outer room of a big family.

A concubine like the Jia family, even a daughter from a famous family, will never marry home, let alone a daughter raised by a young man who is not enough to worry about, even if it is a big family, it is impossible.

It wasn't until he later married into the Jia family that he asked his father-in-law many times, and his father-in-law was anxious, and he only said that he was just acting on his father's orders, everything was arranged, and he didn't know anything else, and even they didn't want to do this, but they didn't have a choice, and this answer made her feel desperate.

As for the titular husband Brother Rong, he didn't know anything.

For more than a year, she rarely walked out of this small courtyard, even on the nominal husband's side, she only went occasionally.

Previously, she also thought that since she married into the Jia family, no matter what family she came from, she would honestly be a good daughter-in-law of the Jia family, and a wealthy family like the Jia family itself was an unattainable goal for a poor woman like her before.

But on the first night after she got married, she knew that this was not what she imagined at all, that she was just a bodhisattva to be enshrined, to be visited and used to decorate the façade, and both the nominal father-in-law and her husband were afraid of herself like a snake and scorpion.

A heart has slowly cooled down in the past two years, and it doesn't matter if it's cold to the extreme.

She originally wanted to go to the Xuanzhen Temple to question, but after thinking about it, she knew that it was impossible, and even if she went, she would not get any answer.

It's just that for how long will this life last? When will it be an end? She is a living person, a young woman, and she does not want to live like this for the rest of her life.

For more than a year, in the entire Ning Guo Mansion, no one can really talk to her, even the nominal mother-in-law, who only pretends to say a few words in front of people, and once there is no one, she is not willing to say more than half a word.

That is, Wang Xifeng in the Rongguo Mansion is her aunt, maybe she thinks she is too lonely, and occasionally walks around and talks, but she also knows that this second aunt is also a strong person, so she is good friends with various families, I am afraid that there are some ideas and attempts.

Qin Keqing didn't know how long this kind of life would last, she felt like she was abandoned by everyone, no one cared about what she wanted and wanted, and the mysterious person who occasionally showed traces before she got married has never appeared again.

This situation has continued to this day, until the Feng family eldest who had been lying in his bed for an afternoon saw him.

Intuition told her that this Feng family elder looked at her with a strange gaze.

It's not the kind of gaze that admires and covets the look, although there may be a little wisp, but it belongs to the normal gaze of a man, but the kind of look that seems to know something, some inquiry, pity and thought.

This kind of look of gaze has never been seen by Qin Keqing before, Jia Zhen and Jia Rong's fox friends and dog friends also come to the mansion occasionally, and sometimes they will take a look, but the eyes of those men are all the same, and they have never had the expression of the Feng family man today.

Intuition told her that this Feng family elder might know something about herself, well, or her own background.