Miaoyu's eyes froze, but her heart became more and more disdainful.

Duplicity, but the other party seems to admit that he likes beauty, and obviously covets his beauty, but he still refuses to admit it, and pretends to be generous.

"Master Feng, whether I am a monk or not, my father once told me, although I don't agree with my father's opinion, but I also promised my father not to leave home, but I can also live in Buddhism as in the past, as for saying that you are entrusted by your father to plan for my future livelihood, I don't think it's necessary, although Miaoyu is a woman, but living in Buddhism is nothing more than coarse tea and light rice, and I don't need too many things outside my body,......"

For this pretentious woman, Feng Ziying really felt like a stone in the toilet - smelly and hard, if it wasn't for Lin Ruhai's promise, and Lin Ruhai repeatedly mentioned in the letter that she must take care of Miaoyu to make up for the debt to her mother and daughter, Feng Ziying really didn't want to care about it.

As for her mother's side, Feng Ziying believed that the raw rice had been cooked and cooked, and at that time, it would be impossible for her mother to abolish a marriage because of such things.

"Miss Miaoyu, I think we may still have some differences on this issue, but it's nothing, after you go back to Suzhou next, do you want to go back to Beijing?"

Feng Ziying also knew that if she argued with the other party at this time, the other party was afraid that she would be more arrogant and add to the trouble, so she simply let her go.

After being beaten by reality and hitting countless walls, she can also feel that the so-called Buddhist world of life outside the world is not as pure and flawless as she imagined, let alone a paradise.

"Miaoyu plans to stay in Suzhou for a few days after Fu Ling returns to Suzhou, and then she still has to go back to Beijing to meditate with Master." After hesitating for a moment, Miaoyu still said her future plans.

"That's good, Uncle Lin left a lot of family assets for Miss Miaoyu, well, it is also a dowry, I will keep it for the time being, and I am entrusted by Uncle Lin to make a plan for Miss Miaoyu's future, I know that Miss Miaoyu has some prejudices against me, but it doesn't matter, it's best for you to go to Beijing, and I will return to Beijing after the matter is dealt with in Yangzhou, I believe we will meet, well, I will also have an arrangement for Miss Miaoyu, of course, all this is based on the premise that Miss Miaoyu accepts, if Miss Miaoyu is unwilling, Then I won't force it. ”

Feng Ziying's frank and natural attitude still made Miaoyu a little moved.

She also couldn't tell where the resentment in her heart came from, whether it was a resentment against her father or resentment towards her fate. Or is it a sense of loss compared to his sister's future? Or is it an indescribable faint envy and jealousy that understands the life and environment of Daiyu and the girls around her?

No, no, no, Miaoyu subconsciously wanted to deny it, but this couldn't hide her own heart.

It is a concubine woman like Yingchun and Tanchun, who can enjoy the life of Miss Gonghou in Jiafu, but she has been fostered in the temple since she was a child, and even her mother is the same, she can't return to her home, and now she has to marry into Fengfu as a concubine, but Daiyu, who is her sister, is a wife, how unfair is this?

Although she knew that this was fate, this strong sense of resentment and humiliation still shrouded her heart, making her unwilling to accept such a reality, and making her feel an indescribable resentment and hostility when facing this man who she could not get rid of in the future.

But even so, Miaoyu had to admit in her heart that in fact, this young man's conversation style was not as bad as she thought, and she still behaved calmly in the face of her own provocation and hostility.

"So be it." Miaoyu tried her best to control her emotions and not show them, stood up, and served tea to the guests.

Feng Ziying smiled slightly, got up and nodded, and then left.

Miaoyu relaxed, but suddenly faced Yu Chu'er's pouting cheeks full of displeasure.

Although she has a very complicated feeling about Feng Ziying, she likes Yu Chu'er Miaoyu from the bottom of her heart, and the relationship between the two has become very close in the past few months, seeing the anger on Yu Chu'er's face and even a little hostile, Miaoyu was also a little flustered for a while.

"Yu Chu'er, I'm ......"

"The girl actually understands better than anyone else, who is my uncle for, with the girl's intelligence, it will not be clear, why is a good heart becoming a donkey's liver and lungs?" Yu Chu'er's inner dissatisfaction was overflowing, "The slave doesn't understand why the uncle just recruited you like this, is it wrong for Master Lin to entrust the uncle?" Although Master Lin was a little wrong, his heart for the girl was real, and the uncle was entrusted by him to be sincere, why did he provoke the girl to be so cynical? ”

Miaoyu was speechless.

"In the past, the slave maid didn't think that the girl had anything to do with Miss Lin and Miss Yun, even if they were not as close as Miss Lin and Miss Yun, but they have known each other since childhood, and that is normal, Miss Bao, Second Girl, and Third Girl They also liked the girl very much after they came, but the girl was always unwilling to be close to them, and the slave didn't understand why."

Yu Chu'er's frank and honest words made Miaoyu even more silent, she didn't want to answer Yu Chu'er's question, but she couldn't bear to hurt Yu Chu'er's heart, and after hesitating, she said indifferently: "Maybe it's because I'm born with a cold temperament and doesn't like to be close to people, so I said that I'm a person who is suitable for practicing in the temple,......"

"No, the slave doesn't believe it." Yu Chu'er retorted unceremoniously: "The girl actually likes Miss Lin and Miss Yun very much, but the slave maid doesn't understand that the girl is unwilling to get too close to them, as if she intends to keep this situation with them, and the same is true after Miss Bao and the second girl come, and the slave doesn't know what the girl is thinking,......

"Yu Chu'er, they are all family, I am not." A touch of coldness floated at the corner of Miaoyu's mouth, slightly provoked, but her cheeks, which were as warm as jade, were even colder.

"Why isn't it a family? You and Miss Lin are sisters, you don't treat them as a family, and if you have prejudices in your heart, it will naturally be difficult to become a family. Yu Chu'er pouted disappreciatively, "I remember my uncle said that if you can't treat others fairly, then it may be that if you treat him as something, he will become something." ”

This philosophical Buddha words came out of the mouth of Yu Chu'er, which made Miaoyu, who had been in the temple for a long time, stunned, "What did your uncle say?" ”

"yes." Yu Chu'er didn't care, she had been by Feng Ziying's side for a long time, and she could hear a lot of strange but reasonable words every day, and several girls were used to it.

chewed carefully for a long time, but Miaoyu stopped talking, and Yu Chu'er also spoke, just accompanying.

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"Ziying, this kid, after returning to Yangzhou, he didn't care about it, I went to talk to him, and he also said a few words lightly, and then said that it was all our business, and then let it go,......" He Fengsheng glanced at Fan Jingwen, "What do you say is wrong with him?" ”

Fan Jingwen smiled leisurely, "What's wrong?" Isn't that what we're looking forward to? Such a rare opportunity is nothing to Ziying, who came to Jiangnan twice in the early stage of going to Western Xinjiang, doesn't he also say that everyone collects firewood and the flame is high? He also hopes that we can learn more from it. ”

He Fengsheng pondered for a while before he slowly spoke: "Mengzhang, Ziying has talked to you?" ”

Fan Jingwen nodded silently, "It's talked, well, it's been talked about twice, what do you think?" ”

He Fengsheng let out a long breath of turbidity, walked to the door, and looked into the distance outside the door: "Although many of his ideas may not be consistent with mine, I still have to admit that he convinced me, well, or he gave me an answer to many of my questions, of course, I don't know if these answers are correct, as he said, it takes time or history to verify." ”

"Brother Jun Yu is such a calm and calm person, isn't he just as restless during this time?" Fan Jingwen laughed, "I know where Ziying's ideas come from, but if you think about it carefully, many of them are not unreasonable, as he said, when we can't find another better way out, why don't we give it a try?" ”

"Actually, a few of us may be more easily persuaded by Ziying, but not necessarily with Luyou." He Fengsheng shook his head.

He is a native of Huguang, Lian Guoshi and Fan Jingwen are from Henan, and the other is from Beizhi, both of whom are from the north, and they are more consistent with Feng Ziying in terms of interests, but Wu Fu is an out-and-out Jiangnan scholar, and it is not easy to convince Wu Fu.

At this time, Feng Ziying was sitting opposite Wu Fu, the cup of purple sand pottery shook slightly, Feng Ziying took a sip, "Lu You, do you think I am the kind of person who narrowly determines interests based on geographical demarcation?" ”

Wu Fu held the pottery cup in his hand and was silent.

"The road knows the horsepower, and the people will see it for a long time; The wind knows the strength of the grass, and the board swings to see Chengchen. Feng Ziying looked very casual, "After a long relationship, I believe that everyone can see the truest side of each other, but at least many things are on the surface, but it can't be faked, the strategy of opening the sea, who benefits the most, it goes without saying, even if there is a disaster in eastern Liaodong, but what is objectively brought, Lu friends should be able to understand it." ”

"Ziying, you have talked to me a lot, and I understand, then Ziying, I want to ask, when the conflict between the interests of the north and the south of the Yangtze River is in your hands and you are in charge, what will you do? When the interests of the imperial court conflict with the interests of your Northlanders, which side will you stand on? Wu Fu raised his gaze and asked leisurely.

Feng Ziying smiled dumbly, and asked herself about topics that have been repeatedly debated thousands of times in later generations?

"Luyou, you are rudely antagonizing the relationship between the part and the part, the part and the whole, in fact, if you can carefully study the dialectical relationship of the unity of opposites, you will find that this is an inseparable ......, then in the end, I can still answer you clearly, the part obeys the whole, and the whole serves the part."

It's so simple.