Hearing that Shana will hold a funeral in the church, I vaguely felt the change of Shana in the last period of time, she was not a believer before, but after falling out with me, she began to believe in Jesus, probably to find some spiritual comfort.

In other words, Xana must have been unhappy before she left.

There were only a few days left until the 21st, and every day during the day I lived my life as if I had not been affected in any way, but at night, the thoughts came like a mountain of seas.

I've woken up in my sleep many times because Xana has come looking for me.

She had a lot of grudges against me, and she asked me to take her away.

I also dreamed back to the day I got married to Cai Mei, and I made another choice and left with Xia Na.

Every time I wake up from a dream, I always regret it.

I've done so many wrong things that I can't turn back.

The only thing I could do was to keep going and go through my life.

I thought of another woman who used to have a bad reputation, but because of me, she turned her face with her father and disappeared in the end, Ning Caijie.

I hadn't seen her since she was gone, but I had a gut feeling that she never left.

On this day, I went to the villa that Ning Gong gave me at the beginning, but I didn't go in.

Just taking a turn outside, the familiar scenery evoked a lot of memories for me.

Ning Caijie and I used to linger in it, and I also remembered her miserable life.

Her misfortune, I would love to take pity on her, so that she can live under my protection for the rest of the day, with a safe haven.

But Ning Caijie chose to leave and didn't give me a chance.

After going through a lot of things, she feels a little inferior and unworthy of me, I know that.

But if I have the chance, and she reappears in front of me, I'll tell her out loud that I don't care, whatever people say, fuck it!

After lingering outside the villa for a long time, I left and went to Guo's house.

Guo Tingting knew about the recent ups and downs, and she didn't say anything when she saw me, just asked me to take Guo Haoxing to the yard to play.

Guo Haoxing is still ignorant, even if Guo Tingting and I fight, he is most likely to giggle on the side.

It was his simplicity that made me forget all my troubles for a while.

At dinner in the evening, I told Guo Tingting that after a while, I would go to Biyun Temple.

Guo Tingting asked me when I would send Guo Haoxing to Biyun Temple.

I thought about it for a moment and said, "He's still too young, it's too cruel to send him now." ”

Although I have always felt that I can't spoil my children too much, I still don't think it's appropriate to see that Guo Haoxing doesn't understand anything and wants to go to a bitter place like Biyun Temple.

Now Guo Haoxing has to take a pacifier when he sleeps at night, and if he is sent to Biyun Temple, it may not be beneficial to his growth.

Guo Tingting nodded and said, "I think so too, let's talk about it for another two years." When are you going to go to Biyun Temple? ”

I said, "I'll go when her funeral is over." ”

Guo Tingting naturally knew who "she" was referring to, and when she mentioned Xia Na, the atmosphere changed instantly and became extremely dignified.

I didn't go back to my hometown that day, Cai Mei called, and I told Cai Mei that there was something I wouldn't go back at night.

……

In a blink of an eye, it was the twentieth, there was still one day before Xia Na's funeral, on this day I went to see Tie Ye, Tie Ye recovered well, he had already walked on the ground, I was very happy to see Tie Ye's situation, and helped Tie Ye to go to the garden of the hospital for a while.

Tie Ye is old and has a son, and I also have Guo Haoxing, so we have a common topic between us, and when it comes to children, there is no end to it.

When Tie Ye mentioned his son, he couldn't help but smile happily on his face, and finally Tie Ye faintly revealed the idea of wanting to quit the rivers and lakes.

I understand very well that Tie Ye will have such an idea, for so many years, he has also made a lot of money, and it is more than enough to support his family, so it is reasonable to want to accompany his family in the future.

No matter how Tie Ye chooses, I will choose to support.

When it comes to Da Niu, I don't hide my appreciation for Da Niu at all.

Tie Ye is also very fond of this godson, saying that the big cow was taught by him when he watched him grow up, but now he is still a little lacking in experience, and over time, he will definitely be able to become a big tool and be enough to take his place.

I agree with this point, Da Niu and Da Zhuang are also born with divine power, but Da Niu's IQ is much higher than Da Zhuang, and the upper limit will be higher in the future.

Although Da Zhuang is the most loyal to me, because of his IQ, I can't entrust him with important responsibilities and go out to be the master of the hall or something.

I then thought that Tie Ye was also an old man of the Brotherhood, and I wanted to tell Tie Ye about Ning Caijie, but in the end I didn't say it.

Ning Caijie's relationship was very chaotic back then, and she would be very sensitive when she was mentioned.

……

On the 21st, the weather was sunny and the wind was beautiful, and this day was also the day of Xana's funeral.

When I walked out the door in the morning, I felt that the sun was shining and giving people a warm feeling, and when I looked up at the sky, there were no clouds and the blue sky was endless.

There is a harrier soaring in the sky, so free and mighty.

I couldn't help but look down at my chest, as if the blood was surging there, as if I wanted to spread my wings and fly.

During this time, I gradually came out of the haze of Xana's suicide.

Today is the final goodbye, and after today, I will continue to embark on my journey.

The South Gate is marked by the Harrier, which has been like this since its inception, and once it joins the South Gate, it is equivalent to branding an eternal label on the body, immortal and immortal!

This is the spirit of the South Gate, and it is also one of the important reasons why the South Gate has always been standing.

I am proud to be the leader of South Gate, and I am confident to lead South Gate to the peak that I have never reached.

I want to make the prestige of the South Gate resounding in every corner of Dayan!

I swear to myself.

"Brother Kun, let's go."

Da Zhuang walked over.

I smiled at Da Zhuang, nodded and said, "Hmm." ”

I didn't plan to take anyone else to attend Xia Na's funeral today, especially Shi Zhao, Shi Zhao's personality is too impulsive, and it is very likely that he will fight with the people of the Fame Yang Club at the funeral scene and cause some trouble, which is something I don't want to do.

We got into the car, driven by a younger brother, and the car slowly drove towards the church.

There is still some distance from the church, and the huge cross hanging on the outer wall of the church shows a sacred and solemn atmosphere, which makes people can't help but be awe-inspired.

I wasn't religious before, but because of Xana, I had an inexplicable liking for the church.

My heart also became solemn, and I said to Da Zhuang, who was in the same car: "Da Zhuang, no matter what happens later, you can't do it without my order." ”

Although Da Zhuang had doubts about my orders, he still chose to obey.

That's why I only bring Da Zhuang.

There are not many cars parked outside the church today, because the Xia family wants to deal with it in a low-key manner and does not notify too many people.

When the car arrived outside the church, I just got out of the car and saw an acquaintance, Murong Majestic.

Although the relationship between Prince Yong's Mansion and the Xia family broke down, there was at least a long-term relationship, and Xia Na and Murong Xiongwei were friends themselves, and Murong Xiongwei still came to attend Xia Na's funeral in person.

Murong Xiongwei was talking to a person, and he didn't see me, so I took the lead in greeting Murong Xiongwei: "Shizi, you are here too." ”

Murong Xiongwei heard my voice, and when he turned around and saw that it was me, his expression was more surprised, he didn't expect me to come, after all, Xia Na's death was related to me.

Murong Xiongwei's companions also knew about me, and they were also very surprised, and then said to Murong Xiongwei and went to the church first.

Murong Majess greeted him and said with a smile: "Xiao Kun, I didn't know that you were coming today, otherwise I would be with you." ”

I smiled and said, "I also decided to come on the impromptu side. ”

said that he wanted to ask Murong Xiongwei how Murong Ziyan was doing, but in the end, after thinking about it, he still didn't say it.

After all, Murong Xiongwei is not very optimistic about me and Murong Ziyan, I asked Murong Ziyan, he would not say anything on his lips, and he would definitely not be happy in his heart.

Besides, it doesn't make much sense for me to ask.

Because the issue of Xia Na's death is very sensitive, people like Murong Xiongwei naturally won't talk about Xia Na's affairs in front of me, but just casually chatted with me about some Zhongjing matters.