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I heard that Empress Dowager Dong said that at that time, because Queen He was so jealous, her mother Wang Meiren was ready to have a fetus, but he still seemed to feel something in his womb, and he moved, Wang Meiren felt the fetal movement, so she decided to give birth to him no matter what.

But as soon as he was born, his mother was killed by Empress He, and his father, Emperor Han Ling, was very angry at first, but when he saw the large amount of money sent by the eunuchs, he got carried away and forgot about the poor and weak woman.

Despite this, looking at the crying and struggling little life, Emperor Han Ling handed him over to his mother, Empress Dowager Dong, to raise him just in case.

Subsequently, his father, Emperor Han Ling, only came to see him a few times a year, until his father's death.

After his brother Liu Bian ascended the throne, Liu Xie himself was named the king of Bohai, and he originally thought that his future life would be like a pool of stagnant water, and he was not happy, but he didn't expect that He Jin's death and Dong Zhuo's entry into Beijing were like several boulders smashed into a waterhole, stirring up monstrous waves.

What he had experienced in the previous nine years seemed to be a fraction of what he had experienced in less than a year.

The first time I left the palace, the first time I stepped out of this Luoyang City, it was under the sharp sword, stepping on a bloody road and escaping like a lost wild dog!

The familiar faces that had accompanied him and cared for him before had turned into pale corpses, mixed with the mud on the side of the road.

Together with his brother and himself, who were wearing clothes that represented the royal family, they all fell into the yellow mud, dusted, polluted, and trampled......

On the way back to Luoyang, he met Dong Zhuo, who came to lead the army, his brother couldn't speak because he was nervous, and he couldn't bear to be bullied by his brother at that time, so he stepped forward and scolded Dong Zhuo loudly......

Sometimes he even thinks that if he hadn't had his own troubles, his brother might not have been deposed, he would not have been killed, and he would not have to suffer such seemingly boundless pain.

Every time I sit on this chair, it's like an ordeal.

The shadow cast by Dong Zhuo's broad body in front of him almost overwhelmed him.

Sometimes he had a hallucination, as if the court was covered with dust, and the walls of the hall were full of spider silk, and behind the kneeling tables under the court, it was like a statue made of rotten wood, and it looked like a food-eating beast in a garment......

And he just came here to sit, wiped the dust off this chair with his own body, came silently, walked quietly, and maybe shouted "Zhongqing Pingshen......

He was in pain, not because he was alive, but because he couldn't become a statue of rotten wood, and he couldn't become a beast that ate Lu.

He hated Dong Zhuo, because it was Dong Zhuo who single-handedly smashed his original life, as if overnight, those so-called joyful and happy emotions seemed to be deprived of everything, and all that was left was endless sadness, pain and fear, these negative emotions were like fertilizer mixed with poison, eroding his soul and rapidly urging him to mature.

He also has a little gratitude to Dong Zhuo, if it weren't for Dong Zhuo popping the colorful bubbles, maybe now he still thinks that these important ministers of the Three Princes and Nine Emperors under the steps are all loyal, and they will not hesitate to shed their blood for the Han Dynasty......

He still remembers that when his brother was helped up, it was Yuan Kui, the prince of the Yuan family who was blessed by the Han family, who was under the steps, and personally stepped forward to untie the emperor seal of Liu Bian's brother, and then tied this seal to himself.

He still remembered that the complex emotions on his brother's face at that time were difficult to describe in words, and the expressionless face of Yuan Kui, the wife of the Yuan family, as if he was not taking something from a living person, but treating a dead object or a dead corpse......

He still remembered that in the temple at that time, the dim candle flames, the silent spirit cards, the words that pierced directly into his heart, and the sharp blade that slashed deep on the table and the rampant laughter that still echoed in his mind today......

Who is right and who is wrong in all this?

Who is responsible for all this?

Is it me?

Is it my father?

Is it the brutal Dong Zhuo?

Or these wood-carved ministers kneeling down the steps?

The glory of the Great Han is now in my hands, but it is so broken, like a broken candle in the wind, which may be extinguished at any time.

This majestic and majestic hall was originally like the heart of the entire Han Dynasty, and countless decrees in the past were discussed and implemented here one by one, but now this heart is abandoned, as if this heart is to be dug out of the body of the Han Dynasty.

The heart was still beating, but it was as if it was dead.

Liu Xie felt that the blood on his body seemed to be flowing, but it couldn't bring any temperature, and although the clothes on his body were soft and fitting, they couldn't resist the cold in his heart.

Looking at the figure bathed in the sun at the door of the main hall, Liu Xie seemed to feel a little warmth, like the only trace of warmth he had obtained in that biting cold night of blood and iron......

“…… Come in, come in! ”

Liu Xie, who has always been like a puppet, suddenly said in a ghostly manner.

Dong Zhuo, who was sitting on the side, slowly turned his head, and his blood-red eyes swept over.

Liu Xie shrank back, stood up again, and explained, "...... It's so far away that you can't see it clearly......"

The Deyang Hall is seven or eight zhang wide from east to west, about thirty zhang long, from the emperor's throne to the entrance of the main hall, this distance is indeed a little far.

Dong Zhuo rolled his eyes, perhaps thinking that this kind of trivial matter was not worth caring about, so he nodded slightly.

Seeing this, the eunuch standing on the side stretched out his voice and shouted sharply: "Give the cavalry commander Zhang, and the left office waits Lang Fei approaching!" ”

Then four eunuchs ran over in small steps, and the two mats originally prepared for Zhang Liao and Fei Qian at the entrance of the Deyang Hall rose flat, walked about ten zhang into the main hall, and then put them down again.

Zhang Liao and Fei Qian hurriedly shouted thanks, and then entered the hall with their heads down, walked to their respective mats, and after a long bow again, they knelt on it upright......

Everyone's eyes gathered, the light in the hall was not as good as outside the hall, and there were fewer people in the hall at this time, for some reason, Fei Qian had a gloomy feeling, and the cold hairs on his body stood up.

For a moment, no one in the hall spoke, and there was a brief silence......