Chapter Eighty-Four: Drunkenness
Chu Qingli took steps and walked forward without a purpose, she was afraid that as soon as her feet stopped, her mind would start to work, she wanted to know the truth about her mother's death, but now that she knew it, she didn't want to face it.
Chu Qingli didn't see Xiao Pan in front of him at all, and even Xiao Pan had already shouted at her several times, but she didn't hear it. Chu Qingli walked past Xiao Pan's side, her wrist was held in the palm of her hand, and there were bursts of warmth from the skin she touched, making her heart no longer so cold.
Chu Qing turned his head to look at Xiao Pan blankly, his eyes were like a winter river, lifeless, "My lord, why are you here?" Chu Qingli's mouth opened and closed, and he asked emotionlessly.
Chu Qingli came to ask about such an important matter, how could Xiao Pan ignore it, he was worried that Chu Qingli would be stimulated and do something stupid, so he kept following behind him, so to speak, how long Chu Qingli entered the Chen Mansion, Xiao Pan waited outside the door.
"Something is passing by, what's wrong? You...... Are you okay? Xiao Pan looked at Chu Qingli's face, obviously he was not sick, but his cheeks were as pale as paper, which made people feel at ease. But Xiao Pan won't open his mouth to comfort people, if he is asked to do something, he can still do his best to do it for her, but now he can only ask these painless words.
Chu Qing didn't focus from his eyes, "My lord, there is wine, I want to drink." "People say that getting drunk relieves a thousand sorrows, and I don't know if I can leave all my troubles behind.
Xiao Pan frowned, wanting to say something to comfort, but after thinking about it, it was not a way for her to say nothing and hold it in her heart, and it might be a good thing to vent all the pain in her heart.
"Then let's go back to the house first, I'll let the next person prepare." Xiao Pan lowered his eyelids, and the shadow on his cheeks hid the softness of his heart.
Chu Qingli nodded, she had no superfluous reactions to the affairs of the outside world now.
Xiao Pan went back to the house and asked his subordinates to prepare warm wine in the room, as well as some of Chu Qingli's favorite foods on weekdays, Xiao Pan personally poured Chu Qingli's wine glass full of wine, Xiao Pan's wine jug had not been put down, Chu Qingli drank a full glass of wine.
Xiao Pan snatched the wine glass from Chu Qingli's hand, "Let you drink, not let you drink like this." ”
"Give it to me." Chu Qingli regained it, and wanted to snatch the wine jug in Xiao Pan's hand again.
"I'll pour it for you." If she gave the wine jug to Chu Qingli, she was afraid that she would directly take the jug and pour wine.
Xiao Pan had an extra heart, and only poured half a glass of wine for Chu Qingli every time, "You drink slowly, if you drink this way, I won't give you wine." ”
Chu Qing was overwhelmed by alcohol, and he didn't drink often in the first place, but now he drank in a hurry, and before he had a few drinks, his face was already abnormally flushed.
Chu Qingli's eyes were a little confused, and he looked at Xiao Pan and laughed stupidly, "My lord, why do you have so many faces?" Chu Qingli pointed at Xiao Pan, and a warm smell of wine erupted from his mouth as he spoke.
Xiao Pan sighed, "You're drunk, don't drink." ”
"I don't, I can still drink!" Chu Qingli's hand waved wildly, "My lord, you say, are things in this world really fair?" ”
Xiao Pan's eyes were misty, what Yun Niang said to her must have hit her hard, "There is justice in the world." Xiao Pan wanted Chu Qingli to know that as long as there was justice in his heart, justice would always exist.
"Heh," Chu Qing hooked the corner of his mouth, smiling very sarcastically, and with sad heartache, "Justice? Then what did my mother do wrong, she was killed in vain, and Aunt Hua killed someone and lived freely, then I asked my lord, where is this justice? Chu Qingli's eyes were red, Chu Chu looked at Xiao Pan pitifully, the moisture in his eyes began to accumulate, Chu Qing's mouth ached, so the feelings hurt the most, although Chu Qingli has changed now, but the previous emotions are still retained, she grabbed the clothes on her chest tightly with her hands, wanting to reduce the pain.
Looking at Chu Qingli's sad appearance, Xiao Pan's heart was also tortured with a dagger, "Qingli," which were these two simple words, but Xiao Pan shouted out infinite friendship.
A tear slid down his cheek in his left eye, "What? Adults can't say it, can they? Chu Qingli wiped a handful of his face with the back of his hand, "My mother is gentle by nature and never quarrels with others, but she was poisoned to death by the villain, how do you want me to believe that there is justice in this world?" In her remaining memories, the original owner's mother always smiled gently, and treated her subordinates very kindly.
Xiao Pan listened silently, the joys and sorrows in the world were different, although Xiao Pan could see Chu Qingli's grief, he couldn't really understand the feeling of losing a loved one.
"Qinghan and I have been bullied by Aunt Hua since we were children, everything was pressed by Qingyun, and every day was spent in panic, if my mother was there, I always felt that there was a relative, but now I am helpless, even if I have grievances, I don't know who to talk to." After Chu Qingli drank, she talked more, suppressing her emotions on weekdays, and only in a drunken state did she expose what she thought in her heart, although it was not her own experience, but it was vivid.
Xiao Pan only remembered the first time he met Chu Qingli, he didn't know anything about her past, he thought he was good at observing people's hearts, but now he found out, what did he know?
Xiao Pan's hand on the table clenched into a fist, and for some reason, his eyes were a little astringent. Chu Qingli is such a strong person, but she has endured humiliation for so many years, I really don't know how many sins she suffered in those years.
"Qingli, what happened in the past, let it pass." Chu Qingli has always been entangled in the past, how can he live a good life in the future, live in the hatred of the past, he is the most painful and stupid person.
Chu Qingli looked at Xiao Pan with wide eyes: "What did you say?" Never mind? Absolutely impossible, I must make her pay for it with blood. "If Aunt Hua hadn't killed her mother, she might still be able to turn a blind eye to her, but now, the hatred of the original owner is so strong, Chu Qingli will definitely not let Aunt Hua have a good life.
Chu Qingli said and stumbled towards the door. Xiao Pan looked at him nervously, Chu Qingli was unstable under his feet, afraid that she would fall. Xiao Pan walked over in two or three steps and grabbed Chu Qingli's arm. Chu Qingli didn't have much strength in her body, and as soon as she was dragged by Xiao Pan, she fell into Xiao Pan's arms, clinging to his solid chest.
"Why are you going?" Chu Qingli straightened up and pushed Xiao Pan away.
"I'm going to kill her and avenge my mother, don't stop me." Chu Qingli's words were drunk, otherwise with her character, she would never do such an impulsive thing.
Xiao Pan's brows twisted into the word "Chuan", and he pulled Chu Qingli's hand and increased his strength a little, making Chu Qingli unable to break free. "You're going to kill her now, have you ever thought about the consequences?"
"The consequences? She killed my mother, what consequences do I have to consider? Chu Qingli looked at Xiao Pan and screamed viciously, like a little beast, his eyes were red, but it was not because he wanted to cry, but the anger in his heart was all poured out, and the cage in his heart could no longer be closed.