After a busy New Year's Eve, the intermittent snow stopped, theoretically it was about to be spring, when walking through the streets, the sky was still lead-green, and between the courtyard walls on both sides, only a few plum blossoms were spitting out bright colors.

When he came to the courtyard where Yunzhu Jin'er lived, he usually didn't take a carriage. Today, I want to take a walk even more, thinking about the confusion in my heart, after coming to the capital, or what I did before. In the blink of an eye, it has been three years since I came here, and I think back to the mentality when I first arrived, and now I have adapted to the Zhumen deep courtyard and Mingwa green wall here. What you see during the day and what you think at night will pile up in people's hearts, giving people the real feeling of being in a certain place, and then more things will come over trivially and trivially, filling every gap that people can feel.

A lot has happened in the past three years, and he doesn't know if this beginning is good or bad. He is not a sentimental person, and he does not necessarily have too many sorrows that are moaning without illness, and it is a very simple pattern to press things over and solve them. Even if he encounters something that is difficult to solve, he can always sort out clues from his heart.

The chasing child ran by.

Yunzhu's letterhead was placed in the sleeve, slightly hot. After the thunderstorm half a year ago, Yunzhu had a relationship with him, and when he wanted to leave, he walked secretly, but this time it was different. Ning Yi could understand the difference in meaning, he thought about it for a while in the morning, and then came all the way like this, but walked to the door of the small courtyard, and when he raised his hand to knock on the door, he hesitated for a moment, and finally knocked down.

It was Jin'er who opened the door, looking at him with a deflated face. Door latch in hand. The two confronted each other for a long time, and Ning Yi nodded and said, "I know the truth, I'll go in first, if you have anything to say, okay?" Jin'er threw away the latch and turned around and walked ahead.

When passing through the courtyard, the plum blossoms on one side of the courtyard are still open, and outside the corridor in front of them, there are small snowmen piled up. Ning Yi asked clearly that Yunzhu was cooking in the kitchen at this time, and Jin'er was angry for a while all the way. Chased after him and wanted to kick him. was avoided by Ning Yi.

The sound of cooking came from the kitchen behind the courtyard, Ning Yi stopped by the door, took a breath, and entered through the door. Compared with the small building by the Qinhuai River in Jiangning. The kitchen in this compound is not small. Yunzhu stood by the stove in a plain white dress. The hair was pulled up at the back of his head, and he wore two simple beaded hairpins, and the kitchen smelled of vegetables and blood. There are various ingredients on the cutting board, and a bowl contains chicken blood. The kitchen has been broken down at this time, and everything here must have been made by Yunzhu alone.

Ning Yi looked at it for a while, walked over from behind, Yun Zhu tilted his head, and when he saw that it was him, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. Walking behind Yun Zhu, Ning Yi reached out and hugged her, the cheeks of the two were pressed together, and Yun Zhu closed his eyes.

"I received your letter......"

"Hmm."

"You want to go to Xuanzhou."

The dishes were still cooking in the kitchen, and the tones of the two were a little light, after Ning Yi let go of her, he smiled slightly, squatted aside, and threw a piece of firewood into the stove: "If I say...... If you are not allowed to go, what will happen to you? ”

Yun Zhu squatted down, folded his hands on his legs, looked at the fire in the earthen stove, leaned towards Ning Yi with a smile, and said softly: "Then I won't leave, you are my man, what you say, what Yun Zhu will do...... However, Yunzhu's Lang Jun is not such a domineering person. ”

"You're the first person to say that about me." Ning Yi shook his head, and when Yun Zhu got up to fiddle with the spatula, he was silent for a moment, "You know, if you really just want to go to your parents' hometown to see, I will definitely agree, but this time is different, isn't it...... I'm putting a lot of pressure on you......"

Yun Zhu was silent for a moment, but he also shook his head. Ning Yi rubbed the corners of his forehead, and Yun Zhu trotted to the side to bring him a small bench for him to sit down. After recovering from her illness, she asked for a few months of weakness, and as before, she showed a flexible and pure temperament. The kitchen was quiet, Ning Yi sat there and lit the fire, Yunzhu cut vegetables back and forth to cook vegetables, the ingredient was a chicken, and the dishes were made several times. There was actually quite a lot of tacit understanding between Ning Yi and Yunzhu, but this time, she made Ning Yi feel a little troublesome.

It's like a small family in the past, and in a short time, the meals are already cooked. Ning Yi and Yun Zhu brought it to the living room and had lunch with Jin'er, the dishes were exquisite, but Ning Yi and Jin'er's appetite was not good. After cleaning up and washing the dishes after eating, Yunzhu went upstairs, made tea for Ning Yi, and took the storybook that he hadn't finished a few days ago for Ning Yi to read. The room on the second floor was warm, and Ning Yi was halfway through reading, Yun Zhu was already lying on his lap and seemed to be about to sleep, but Jin'er didn't come in, I don't know if Lu Dao was listening to the door outside.

"We ate chicken ...... at noon today" Halfway through the book, when Ning Yi stopped to drink tea when he was thirsty, Yun Zhu, who was lying on his lap, laughed and whispered. Ning Yi pressed the book and waited for her to speak.

"Liheng...... We've known each other for almost three years, do you remember the first time we met, I was killing that hen......" she said softly, "Yunzhu thinks the best thing in this life is that when he pulled Liheng into the river together. ”

"yes, you saved you and gave me a slap in the face." Ning Yi reached out and stroked the hair on her head, plucked out the bead hairpin, Yunzhu closed his eyes, and lay down like a cat.

"Yunzhu is always your person, you can retaliate however you want." She pressed her cheek to Ning Yi's leg and shook it with a smile, "Later...... A lot has happened...... That cake stand, Songhua egg, bamboo record, I learned to kill chickens, learned to cook...... You run over to the river every morning, and you know that what I look forward to most every day is that you run over there and sit down for a while and say a few words to me......"

"And then what the hell is going on?" Ning Yi frowned, dragged her over, and asked directly, "Why are you leaving this time?" ”

"And then." Yun Zhu shrank into his arms and was silent for a moment, "Then...... Liheng put too much pressure on himself. ”

"Pressure......" Ning Yi frowned, then shook his head, "I have solved a lot of things, Yunzhu, in fact, there is nothing at all, I can handle it, of course there will be pressure, but it is nothing at all." Men are meant to be cruel to themselves......"

"So I'm weird, my man is a weirdo." Yunzhu laughed softly, she took a breath, and said softly, "Liheng, Liangshan is nothing in front of you, and the major affairs of the family and country are nothing in front of you, but just a few women, you are embarrassed, and the strangest place for you is here." For the people around me, you see it bigger than the major events of the family and the country, and I am actually very happy in my heart, but because of this, I want to go out and relax......"

"I'm not embarrassed because of you!" Ning Yi was a little distressed, and after denying it, he considered his sentence, "Actually...... I don't say that, but I don't think it's good enough for you guys......"

"Isn't it good enough?"

"It's not the same thing."

"It's good enough, in the past few months, you have accompanied me to see a doctor, accompanied me to relax, came to chat with me, read, and worry about ...... all day"

"So you feel like you're delaying my business, and I'm still putting pressure on you."

"Nope." Yun Zhu held his hand, lay there and looked up at him, and shook his head softly, "Liheng, you put pressure on yourself, can you listen to me?" ”

She smiled: "In Yunzhu's life, there are good things and bad things, if you want to say good things, I met a man worthy of trust." If it's bad, in the years in the Qinglou, I can't run away...... Liheng, I used to be a lady of the official family, in the Qinglou, they said that I had a high spirit, and after I came out of the Qinglou, they also said that I had a high vision. But my heart is not high after all, especially after following you, Yunzhu ...... It's okay to do anything, a good life, a bad life, but I also know the way, you won't bear me ...... anything."

"I want to stay with you, I don't want to go anywhere...... Whether it's your concubine or the woman you keep outside, I'm satisfied. Liheng ...... Women are very strange, maybe it's just me, I'm just worried, one day you really don't want me, I really become a burden to you, then I really can't live. When I think about it like this, I get sick......"

"But as long as I still have some use, whether it's this body, I can sing to you, I can talk to you to relieve my boredom, even if you are really unhappy outside, come back and lose your temper like the average man at home, beat me, and then you are happy, and I will be happy in my heart...... Liheng, I haven't told you about this before, I'm afraid you think I'm strange. ”

"When I was in the Qinglou, I also thought that one day I would be like everyone else, get married, be a concubine, maybe meet a man dozens of years old, spoil you when I like you, and beat and scold you when I am unhappy. I was so scared...... But then I thought of Liheng, I sometimes imagine that one day, you are unhappy outside, I try my best to make you happy, you get angry, and even beat me, maybe you hit your hands hard, and your head is bleeding, and then your anger disappears. When I think about this, I feel happy, and then I ...... Well...... Miss you......"

When she said this, she was slightly embarrassed, her face was slightly red, and her voice became softer: "Although I know that Liheng will never do such a thing to me, I want to do this for you." Woman, that's what ......."

Ning Yi lowered his head, frowned slightly, and sighed softly: "After all, the relationship is between two people, you can do this, of course I have to be better to you, I am under pressure, and it is normal." ”

"But I don't want that......"

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