Chapter 163: What is the need to continue to live
Tanglin Shuo's tone was firm and tender, as if he was begging for an answer for a long time.
But Chu Nanyue avoided that sentence and only said in a low voice: "My thoughts don't matter, as long as I can keep Donglin stable, I have no regrets in this life." ”
She had lived enough in this life to talk about her own self-suffocation. can make Chu Nanxin unstable in the Qi Palace, can get rid of Zhao Jingyu, and can break off with the Chu family.
And the most gratifying thing for her is that she can successfully serve in the court, and she can also be valued by the emperor by virtue of her status as a woman.
Chu Nanyue formed a deep friendship with the soldiers in the army in his last life, and now he can continue to contribute to Tanglin and defend the Donglin River and Mountain, which is very happy and gratifying.
However, Tanglin Shuo heard the meaning of evasion, and said in a low voice: "I have always known that General Chu has a big ego, not a small ego. But please also ask General Chu to think carefully, if all the thoughts in his heart are only listened to by others, whether it is reasonable. ”
Seeing that Chu Nanyue still didn't mean to answer, Donglin Shuo sighed and said, "It's not early today, General Chu should rest early." ”
After speaking, Tanglin Shuo got on the horse and went to his house. Only Chu Nanyue was left standing outside the gate of the General's Mansion.
Qingshuang had already heard the sound and ran to pick up Chu Nanyue at the gate of the mansion, but saw Chu Nanyue stunned there alone, not knowing what she was thinking.
"General, don't stand here, it's almost autumn now, it's not good to stand at this outlet." Qingshuang persuaded.
Chu Nanyue raised his eyes and saw that Dongling Shuo's figure had long since disappeared. She didn't say anything, only sighed, and went into the house with Qingshuang.
"General, is it the Sixth Highness who just left?" Qingshuang asked, seeing that Chu Nanyue's face was extremely bad, she didn't ask anymore.
And she suddenly remembered the matter next to her, so she first told Chu Nanyue: "General, the green girl from the Qi Palace, please go to the mansion." ”
"For what?" Chu Nanyue's heart tightened, "Did she say it?" ”
For Lu Qi, she has always been concerned about the fetus in Lu Qi's womb, although the people in the entire Qi Palace's mansion are concerned, and they will not let Lu Qi have any mistakes.
But after all, Chu Nanxin has always held a grudge against Lu Qi, and now he has no possibility with Zhao Jingyu, so it is inevitable that he will not hold a grudge because of this, and want to seek revenge, even if it is to die with Lu Qi.
"Miss Luqi didn't say anything, the general should go and see for himself." Qingshuang replied.
She just accepted the letter, but now that Lu Qi can't leave the house, the news is limited, and Qingshuang can't make up her mind for a while, so she simply let Chu Nanyue go over.
Fortunately, Chu Nanyue is now on the surface friendly with the Qi Palace, and she is a sister with Chu Nanxin, so when she entered the palace, she was not blocked.
As soon as Chu Nanyue entered the Qi Palace, he saw Dongling Yan walking out, as if he was going out.
But as soon as Dongling Yan saw her, he stopped and said, "General Chu will even go to my mansion?" It surprised me. ”
"His Royal Highness King Qi, everything must be done thoroughly, isn't it?" Chu Nanyue said with a smile, "If I suddenly stop interacting with the Qi Palace, wouldn't it be too strange to outsiders." ”
Dongling Yan's face was gloomy, and a pair of eyes flickered slightly, but he did not deny Chu Nanyue's words.
Because Chu Nanyue was right, Chu Nanxin's ugly incident had been sealed in the Qi Palace, and Zhao Jingyu had never mentioned it.
But I don't know that no one will suspect that if Chu Nanyue is no longer in the palace of King Qi, then in the capital, the news of the discord between Chu Nanyue and Chu Nanxin's sisters is speculated, I am afraid that it will be boiling again.
If everyone pays attention to this, then Chu Nanyue is not pregnant now, but I am afraid that sooner or later she will be exposed.
So Dongling Yan said in a good voice: "Then I am here, thank you General Chu for your kindness." ”
"Where, where, His Royal Highness King Qi go and get busy! Don't delay. Chu Nanyue replied.
Dongling Yan looked at her as if she didn't care too much, and she was no longer polite, after all, Chu Nanyue herself had been involved in this matter, and if she didn't help cooperate, she would be involved in that crime sooner or later, so she said goodbye to Chu Nanyue and went straight to the door of the mansion.
And Chu Nanyue came in from the mansion gate, and went directly to Lu Qi's house. But she didn't want to be intercepted by Lu Qi's people in the middle of the way, and only led her to Chu Nanxin's courtyard.
Chu Nanyue had a consideration in her heart, and she thought that something might have happened to Chu Nanxin.
And when he arrived at Chu Nanxin's courtyard, he saw that Lu Qi and her people were already waiting there.
"General Chu, you're finally here." Lu Qi said anxiously.
Chu Nanyue saw that she was already pregnant, and wanted to salute her, so she hurriedly helped her up and said to her, "Miss Luqi, get up quickly." What's wrong? What happened? ”
Lu Qi pointed to the bed, and Chu Nanyue saw that Chu Nanxin was lying on the bed, her face was pale and weak, and Chu Nanyue approached and pulled her cuffs, and saw a blood mark on Chu Nanxin's wrist!
I only heard Lu Qi trembling and said to Chu Nanyue: "General Chu doesn't know, with the body of a slave, he shouldn't have sent people back and forth, but today he was really scared, so he rashly let General Chu come to the mansion." Princess Qi looked for a short sight today, but His Royal Highness King Qi actually didn't know. I knew about it, and hurriedly invited the doctor in the house, which saved Princess Qi's life. ”
Only then did Chu Nanyue understand that Chu Nanxin was intending to commit suicide, but he was accidentally rescued by Lu Qi.
Lu Qi must be worried, because once Chu Nanxin dies, the Qi Palace's mansion will only encounter greater disasters. And it will be difficult for Luqi to continue to survive.
Previously, it was just for a child, and it was possible to make trouble to that point, if Chu Nanxin, the princess who was marrying Ming Media, suddenly committed suicide in the Qi Palace......
How much turmoil it would cause, Chu Nanyue couldn't even think about it.
Without waiting for Lu Qi to continue talking, Chu Nanyue waved her hand and stopped her words, Chu Nanyue walked straight to Chu Nanxin's bedside and asked her seriously: "Princess Qi, why did you kill yourself today?" ”
Chu Nanyue never thought that Chu Nanxin's greed for life in the previous life, Chu Nanxin would really commit suicide. Maybe she really underestimated Chu Nanxin's love for Zhao Jingyu.
"General Chu told me, why am I still alive?" Chu Nanxin smiled, but his voice was extremely hoarse, sounding strange. "Brother Yu is now disgusted with me to the extreme, and he is afraid that he will not even look at me again in the future. Now in the house, the slut Lu Qi has ridden on my head, I'm just a tool, what's the need to continue to live?! ”
Chu Nanyue's words were mixed with an indescribable anger. It seems that even Chu Nanxin herself didn't realize that she actually said such a thing to Chu Nanyue.
They are sisters, and they have never been close to each other, and she will not tell Chu Nanyue everything in her heart like now.