Chapter 57: Extra Children
Perhaps in order to vent the grievances he had suffered in the past few days, Ning Ruan did not intend to hide his true thoughts at this time, and directly said what he had always wanted to say to Jishan.
"If you think I'm holding you back, you can leave me alone. But now that I'm involved in these things, even if you don't want to admit it, we're teammates, grasshoppers on a leash. You don't even trust your partner, you have to play, so do you still expect me, a partner, to stand on the same front as you sincerely? ”
When she said these words, Ning Ruan was very aggrieved in her heart.
It seems that after so many years, there are really not many people who can really treat her as a partner and friend.
Since she was a child, Ning Ruan has no friends. Even the brothers and sisters of the Ning family, who are members of the family with her, can't say that they are friendly to Ning Ru'an, and she can rarely even feel the warmth from the family, let alone the love from the outside world.
And Ouyang Yin, for Ning Ru'an, was an extremely beautiful accident.
This unreal beautiful accident, for Ning Ru'an, is worth her life to protect this friendship and beauty.
Although Ning Ru'an has known since she was a child that for her, the friendship of others is really an extremely luxurious thing, and she herself does not have any extravagant hopes for this matter, but when there is really an opportunity to create friendship with others in front of Ning Ru'an, she is still willing to fight for it and try it.
This time she expressed her deep dissatisfaction with Jishan, which is not to say that Ning Ruan is delusional about having any friendship with Jishan, but she always feels that Jishan is not just a person who is evil by nature.
Many of the things he did, although they were very bad in nature, but fundamentally, Ning Ruan believed that even goodness was worth saving. In other words, if you want to make friends with this person, there is actually a certain degree of feasibility.
Anyway, she has to stay with Jishan for many days, and this mutual suspicion and vintiveness are also these days, trying to build friendship and fight against difficulties together, that is also a way to get along!
With such thoughts, Ning Ru'an is actually getting along with her heart for being kind.
It's just that the attitude of being good is really angry.
"I'll explain to you today, I want to treat you as a friend, I know that you are not bad by nature. But I think that you don't have my attitude and true feelings towards me at all, so if you continue to perfunctory me like this, I, I ......."
Ning Ru'an said this, because of the emotional fluctuations in his heart, he couldn't talk anymore when he was excited.
In fact, after saying this, Ning Ruan himself didn't know what to say.
She revealed her true feelings, but Jishan still had a selfless and irrelevant look, and she didn't have much reaction at all.
In the face of such feedback from Jishan, Ning Ruan didn't know how to continue.
She wanted to just stop there, but Ji Shan, a disgusting guy, suddenly opened his golden mouth at this time, and asked Ning Ru'an with such a tone full of indifference:
"What do you want to express after such a long time?"
Hearing Jishan's words, Ning Ru'an almost vomited blood on the spot.
Good guy, is there no emotional touch at all for her to confess her true feelings for so long a day?
This guy is now asking her what he said in the past half a day.
Is there anything more infuriating in this world?
It's just that the more annoying ones are still to come, that is, after Shan asked Ning Ru'an such a sentence that made her vomit blood, this guy spread his hands at Ning Ru'an again, his face was calm and indifferent:
"Don't think about it, you can't even handle things with your family, and you are trying to move me with your little white lotus thoughts? You also make friends with me, Ning Ru'an, I will tell you the truth now, there are no friends in this world, only interests. ”
Seeing that Ning Ru'an was stunned, even if he didn't mean to stop, he still continued to say things calmly to Ning Ru'an, which made people's hearts panic.
"You've just been walking in the rivers and lakes for a few days, and you haven't experienced the real big scene at all. The world is not as beautiful as you imagined, and the rivers and lakes are not the children in the book you read. The reality is often much more cruel than you think. ”
Ning Ru'an listened to Jishan say these words, and she suddenly realized that when Jishan said these words to herself, there was no emotion in her voice.
Even the tone of mockery and ridicule in Ning Ru'an's familiar voice, which was unique to Shan, she couldn't hear it at this time.
It seems that for Jishan, he is really nothing.
Don't say it's a friend, I'm afraid it's not even a companion.
"I know, maybe you are because Wen Shi is different from others to you, and you feel that you are different from the woman next to you, but I have to kindly remind you that Wen Shi is a ghost knife without a shadow, the first thief god in the world, if there is no interest, you really can't get into his eyes. Ning Ru'an, even if you don't want to tell me, I can guess that there must be some big secret on you, which is needed by the ghost knife. ”
That is, the words of kindness are not fast or slow, but they fall on Ning Ru'an's heart, and every word is an ice cube with edges and corners.
These days, such things, even if she Ning Ru'an and the ghost knife are not in a shadow at the beginning, it is true that she will not have anything to do with it, but after going through so much, Ning Ru'an still believes that there is actually a bond between her and Wen Shi.
Ning Ru'an thought so, as if he really ignored what Jishan said, Wen Shi's purpose of keeping himself by his side in the first place.
It seems that the beginning of all this is really only about profit.
Yixi's death, Ning Ru'an was mistaken for the murderer, and Wen Shi arrested her because he violated the interests of the ghost knife; Later, because of the treasure map, Wen Shi maintained himself so much.
Although Ning Ruan herself is very aware of these things, she has never given herself a chance, and she is unwilling to think deeply about these things.
After more than ten years of cold life in the Ning Mansion, although Ning Ruan has not resisted, she is really fed up with this kind of life of being ignored everywhere and being bullied all the time.
Now that someone is finally willing to show a little affection for herself, what reason does she have not to cherish it?
"Once the value in you is gone, then you no longer have the value of existence."
When Ning Ru'an thought back to all this he had experienced, even Shan did not stop his words, still saying the most chilling words word by word, and there was no intention to stop at all.
"It's like I have you with me now and protect you all the time, it's just because Wen Shi cares about you at this time, and I just want to know why he cares about you so much. Ning Ru'an, all this I did only had something to do with Wen Shi, and it had nothing to do with you. ”
Listening to the words that Ji Shan said, Ning Ru'an's heart slowly sank little by little.
"As a hostage, or just a tool, you are not qualified to talk about feelings and friendships with those of us who hold the power of your life and death. Feelings are such a thing that needs interests as bargaining chips. What qualifications do you have to say this? Ning Ru'an, I sincerely advise you, don't take everything too seriously, and don't be stupid enough to invest in your feelings. ”
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