Chapter 230: I'm afraid that it will heal, and the scar will forget the pain

"Hua'er, this palace not only wants to be your aunt, but also wants to be your mother-in-law." The queen smiled lovingly. "My aunt has watched you grow up since I was a child, and the girls around Shuo'er, you are the only one I know and can trust."

"Aunt, Hua'er will live up to her aunt's trust, and she will love and assist her sixth brother." Xie Yinhua was moved.

Being able to get the queen's assurance to her makes her happier than everything in the world. What kind of thing is that Chu Nanyue, she needs to care?

Xie Yinhua's eyes showed a look of victory.

The two people who came out of the Tai Hospital had no idea that their whereabouts had been "sued" by Xie Yinhua to the queen.

Tanglin Shuo saw that Chu Nanyue had been depressed because of Tangling Jue's affairs, so he was also worried, thought about it, and took people to a palace.

Chu Nanyue was puzzled, seeing that this palace was so deserted, as if no one lived in it, but the courtyard was very clean, and the owner of the palace was extraordinary at a glance.

"This is where I lived before I lived separately." Aventurine Road. "After leaving the palace, although there is no owner here, it was also left behind by my mother."

Chu Nanyue knew in his heart that this quiet residence was originally the temple of Donglin Shuo.

After he was crowned as an adult and left the palace for a few years, it was still well preserved here, and there were special people to cook it, which was enough to show the queen's heart for this.

Donglin Shuo loves pine and bamboo, and the corners of this hall are all pine and bamboo, and a piece of emerald green.

Chu Nanyue followed Dongling Shuo all the way to the palace, and met a few old people on the way, all of whom pulled Dongling Shuo and said happily, the six highnesses are long, and the six highnesses are short.

Seeing that these old people in the palace loved Donglin Shuo so much, Chu Nanyue was touched.

If it weren't for the preferential treatment given to them by Tanglin Shuo when they were here, they would never miss Tanglin Shuo so much now.

Donglin Shuo looked at these people and scenes in the past, and sighed in his heart, but he didn't say a word, and led the people to a tree of begonias in the hall.

"Here, I haven't been back for years." Aventurine Road.

When he came of age, he had to leave the palace and have his own separate residence.

Donglin Shuo never came back to see it, and no matter how late he attended the palace banquet, he did not stay in the palace, but hurried back.

Chu Nanyue raised his eyes: "Could it be that the Sixth Highness is coming here for the first time?" ”

She could see that Tanglin Shuo's doing this was of great significance, but since Dongling Shuo missed this place, why didn't he come back for so long?

"Yes." Tanglin Shuo is concise and to the point.

Chu Nanyue looked at the sadness in Donglin's eyes, and knew that the troubles in his heart were far from being as simple as he said.

Chu Nanyue really saw that Tanglin Shuo lowered his body and used a small shovel leaning next to the begonia to dig out the small box in the soil under the begonia.

It seems that this thing is well preserved, and the box is made of special materials, which is neither rusty nor damp.

Tanglin Shuo opened it in front of Chu Nanyue, Chu Nanyue had guessed countless things, but he never thought that what was lying inside was a small puppet.

Chu Nanyue knew at a glance that this was a child's thing, and looking at the fabric, it was a little yellowish and old, and the biggest possibility was that this was Tanglin Shuo's childhood toy.

Thinking of this, Chu Nanyue smiled softly: "Sixth Highness, this thing is very exquisitely made, and it seems that a lot of thought has been put into it." ”

"This is what the queen mother did." The corners of Donglin Shuo's lips also flashed with an unconscious smile.

When it comes to his childhood, Tanglin Shuo almost seems to be doing a kind of reminiscence.

Chu Nanyue originally thought that Dongling Shuo's childhood was not as painful as hers, and she should have been loved by thousands of people.

But as soon as she saw Tanglin Shuo's lonely eyes, she doubted her judgment a little.

"The Queen loves you deeply." Chu Nanyue said.

Whether it was Tanglin Yu or Tanglin Shuo, the queen's whole heart was full of them.

"I never doubted the love of my mother." Aventurine Road. "There are actually two puppets in this one, and the queen mother made one for me and my eldest brother. She did what we did, to coax us to play. At that time, she was still very fond of ordinary women's things. ”

The queen married into the royal family from the Xie family.

She retains a lot of the characteristics of the Xie family, and she was originally a woman who was free and easy.

At that time, she could still try everything that might make them happy for Tanglin Shuo and Tanglin Yu. It doesn't matter if the palace or the people, the queen is the favorite.

For example, those gadgets in Tanglin Shuo's memory.

For example, the little puppet in Tanglin Shuo's hand.

But the atmosphere in the palace, as well as the queen's gradually poor body, gradually became a kind of resistance.

Tanglin Shuo could feel that between their mother and son, they were gradually separated.

Maybe it started when he left the palace. Tanglin Shuo has her own space, but the queen herself does not want to do so.

She wanted to control Tanglin Shuo, although out of love, it was far against Tanglin Shuo's intentions.

"The puppet was a beautiful childhood, but then this puppet, one was buried under the tree by me, and the other went into the ground with my eldest brother." Tanglin Shuo Liang Liang Road.

His tone was cool and cool, but Chu Nanyue couldn't feel his coldness.

"Maybe mothers all over the world are for the good of their children, but they always forget the method." Chu Nanyue said.

Tanglin Shuo said casually: "Is General Chu too?" ”

But he soon knew that he had lost his words, and he shouldn't forget what happened to Chu Nanyue and the Chu family.

He mentioned Second Mrs. Chu in this way, what would Chu Nanyue think?

"I'm sorry." Tanglin Shuo said heavily.

For a moment, he was comparing himself with Chu Nanyue in his heart. He even felt that now that he was still complaining, he really didn't intend to hurt Chu Nanyue.

"Your Highness Sixth don't be nervous, I do have a wound in my heart, but the wound has already scabbed, if no one mentions it from time to time, I'm just afraid that the scar will heal and forget the pain." Chu Nanyue said half-jokingly.

"But Sixth Highness, since you cherish the puppets, you should keep them well. Its significance is far from being buried so far. Chu Nanyue said.

"Since the death of my eldest brother, the queen mother has become more and more concerned about my thoughts." Tanglin Shuo smiled bitterly.

The unfortunate death of Tanglin Yu changed many people at once. After the queen was sad for a while, she tightened her grip on Donglin Shuo.

In front of others, the queen always looks so graceful and luxurious, thoughtful and gentle. But here in Tanglin Shuo, in addition to a kind of doting itself, it has become a kind of control and arrangement.

She is no longer the one, Donglin Shuo begged a few times when she was a child, and she was anxious to respect and satisfy her own person.

The queen loves her children, but she is more worried that her children will one day lose her control.

She thought that the paths she chose to help Tanglin Shuo were the best and best paths, but she really forgot to ask Tanglin Shuo what it meant.

Just like Xie Yinhua, who the queen saw with her own eyes, even decided that she would be her daughter-in-law in her heart, but she never asked Tanglin Shuo's intentions.