Chapter 181: Like
When I woke up in the morning, it was still dark outside, and a painting boat sailed past the river outside the small building, faintly lit. At this time, the people on the painting boat should have already slept" but listening carefully, there was still a slight music over there, and I don't know who Lu Dao was, and at this time, he was still playing the piano.
"Sycamore trees, three rains, don't be separated from the love is bitter ......, is it a leaky tune, which ship?"
There was no light in the room, and from the window lattice, I saw the floating light, Nie Yunzhu had already woken up, wearing a moon-white coat and planning to sit up" Then he was hugged by the bed partner next to him, and lay back with a bang" Jin'er arched on her shoulder, like a sleepy piglet.
"Hmm" I don't sleep in the middle of the night, disturbing people's dreams......"
"It's dawn."
"I don't sleep at dawn, so I'm sure I'll doze off during the day." , Jin'er yawned, her closed eyes didn't open, and after a while, she muttered: "Sycamore tree, three rains, obviously it is said that autumn" is a strong word to say sad ......", Yunzhu laughed in the futon: "People are talking about divorce, but they want to talk about the ...... season, maybe there is something important left." ”
"Sister Yunzhu, you almost care about separation......"
"So take the opportunity to meet him."
"I'm really not ashamed," Jin'er muttered, "Sister Yunzhu, have you really thought clearly?" Everyone already has a wife, really...... No, it doesn't. ”
Similar words were actually exchanged many times a few months ago" Yunzhu has a firm attitude, Jin'er doesn't say anything these days, but only in action, he has been separating himself from Yunzhu and Ning Yi, so that they have not made much progress. But to be honest, even if there is no progress, "the two of them can be at peace with what they meet", play the piano, sing and sing, and feel satisfied when they get together.
Sister Yunzhu has such a heart, she understands, but after the open-minded man in the past won the favor of the woman, all she thought about was to enter the house and get the innocence of a woman. Ning Yi was able to remain unmoved by this, but it really made Jin'er a little admired.
In recent days, "it is said that Ning Yi will go to Suzhou and Hangzhou with his wife after the summer, and it is estimated that he will live for a few months." Sensing that there were not many days to get together, Yunzhu also cherished the opportunity to meet each other. When Jin'er saw it, she felt more and more troubled. A woman of their status can't be the wife of a man with status, let's just say it's fate, then admit it, but on Ning Yi's side, it's difficult to even be a concubine, it's too much.
For friends and friends, for enemies, or even if she was a benefactor who was able to cheer for her when she was in Jinfeng Building, in all fairness, she would appreciate a man like Ning Yi. But it was only in this matter that reason told her that Sister Yunzhu and Ning Yi might as well be separated, otherwise there would definitely be a lot of sadness in the future. In the early hours of the morning, she couldn't help but ask the question again.
Yun Zhu smiled: "It's already good to find a man who can be trusted in the world." ”
"How can you entrust me if I can't get married all the time? Raised like the outer room today? ”
"......, Jin'er, I'll tell you." , Yunzhu thought for a while, and Fang said, "Then he made up for it, "Don't laugh at me." ”
"Hmm."
"I thought about it for a while," but then one day I thought that by the time I was sixty, "I would have become an old woman, and I would have gotten up early," and then before dawn he came for a walk from there, and I was still waiting for him. That's a good thing. ”
"......" Jin'er fell silent.
"I knew that you were going to laugh at me, so I didn't say anything...... I sometimes think, "Maybe he comes to talk to me every day now, because I am still beautiful, he may not think like this in his heart, but it is inevitable that there will be such a reason, some literati are not all about writing poems in front of women, but writing poems in front of beautiful women is always more interesting than writing poems in front of an old woman." ”
Yunzhu smiled: "Maybe in a few decades, he won't like to listen to me, because I can't say anything interesting, but most of the time, I still want to believe him." He was willing to talk to me, not just because I was pretty. Jin'er, I always feel that if you are born a girl, you are only liked by people because you are beautiful, so when you are not beautiful, isn't it a matter of course to be disliked, there must be something else, just like Liheng quarrels with you, not necessarily because you think Jin'er is beautiful, but because you think Jin'er is interesting, I probably have other places that can be liked. ”,
"Absolutely!" Jin'er said, "But Sister Yunzhu, you don't have to bring me in, I don't think he's interesting at all." Stinky man! ”
"If you can have ten years, the accumulated feelings will naturally be twenty years, and then thirty or forty years, maybe he will pass here every day, and talking to me will become something that cannot be lost. Jin'er "I think that since I can have some self-confidence, I also know that Lu Dao Liheng is different from others" I will probably be able to have some confidence in the future, if this is not good...... At that time, I could only say that my life was miserable, but I only thought about giving myself to this person, so what can I do? ”
Jin'er was silent for a long time, and then hugged Yunzhu tighter, the two of them are women anyway "Sleeping together on weekdays, hugging and hugging is also a common thing, but this hug feels a little different, but Yunzhu can't feel what the difference is." Just a moment later, Jin'er muttered, "Then give it to me," ......
"Heh, Jin'er, you will also meet the man you want to entrust in the future."
"Don't, I'm going to accompany Sister Yunzhu" When that Ning Yi becomes a negative person in the future, we will become two old women together. ”
"I don't want to be discouraged. And Jin'er, you just didn't meet someone you like."
"I have."
"Huh?"
"I told Sister Yunzhu before, a few years ago, there was a boy from Bianjing, who was so beautiful and looked like a girl, but I'm sure he's not a girl, well, I liked it at that time...... But I'm still willing to accompany you, Sister Yunzhu. ”
Yun Zhu narrowed his eyes angrily: ", I am very moved." ”
"Well, Sister Yunzhu, you really talk like that hateful Ning Yi now, but I won't let you be together........................
As in previous days, after chatting in bed for a while, Yunzhu still got up first. At this time, the lights in the living room were actually lit up, and Jin'er's maid Buckle Er adapted to the work and rest of the two masters, got up earlier than them, boiled hot water for washing her face, and waited for Yunzhu to get up and use it.
After putting on his usual simple dress and dressing up a little, Yunzhu blew out the light, and then went to the living room. While waiting for Ning Yi to come over, she would make a pot of tea, during which she might read some books and figure out the score. As she said, what she likes about her is not just that she is beautiful.
In the past, in the Qinglou, she figured out and dabbled in all kinds of things" in order to make all kinds of people like herself, but at this time, her dabbling was to change from many people to one person. Although it is said that when Ning Yi did not appear, Sister Yunzhu also had these hobbies when she was alone, but at this time, in addition to her hobbies, she must have been thinking more about what Ning Yi would like, and she couldn't say utilitarian, but Jin'er knew that Sister Yunzhu cared about that guy like this.
The girl was lying in the quilt and was wrapped in warmth, feeling warm.
This warmth comes from the bedding and the body temperature left by Sister Yunzhu, but it also has emotions, from Sister Fang Yunzhu's speech. She felt relaxed physically and mentally, but she couldn't sleep.
She felt that she was in love with Sister Yunzhu.
In the past, she also liked it, Sister Yunzhu was very powerful, when she was in Jinfeng Building, when Sister Yunzhu had not opened a store, she felt that Sister Yunzhu was very powerful. can give herself a naturalization without hesitation and cut off the previous contact, such a Sister Yunzhu is really powerful. Later, she followed Sister Yunzhu to sell preserved eggs, "Of course, there is also a reason why selling preserved eggs is very profitable." She's not that strong, and she always has to think about reality in everything. But Sister Yunzhu is very powerful, "Although Mother Yang and others say that she is very weird", but Jin'er feels that she is like the sun, if she can follow her, she may be able to become almost powerful and reach a great place.
She has always liked Sister Yunzhu, there is no doubt about it. But after Sister Yunzhu said these words, she felt that she liked it, which was a little different from her previous liking, which was also close to her personal liking. Listening to her say that she likes another man here, she will feel warm, she should have been angry for her "lack of self-love", but at this time, she just felt like it.
I can't tell this feeling very well now, but in this warmth, she has decided. Sister Yunzhu and Ning Yi, the villain, are destined to have no results, but even if this is the case, it doesn't matter, I will give her my feelings.
At this time, Yun Zhu, who was outside the house, didn't know the decision made by Jin'er in the room, and estimated that the time was almost there, and Ning Yi might also get up. She sat on the steps for a while, her moon-white dress shining in the bright yellow light, her long skirt covering the embroidered shoes on her feet, and sometimes she would look at the end of the road, and from a distance she looked "like a fairy who has fallen into the dust." Since she met Ning Yi and met every day, her clothes are still the same as before, "but in terms of dressing, she is actually less thoughtful than before, just more attentive than before."
Inadvertently, something dripped on the back of her hand, and she raised the back of her hand to look at it, and then raised her head.
"It's raining......" The rain falling from the sky, before and after Qingming, it is the rainy season, and it is not a strange thing. It's just that summer is only a month away, and one morning after the rain, she has lost a chance to meet Ning Yi, so she can't help but feel a little disappointed......
After a while, Jin'er also got up, looked at the rain falling outside the door, and looked a little regretful: "Huh? Can't that guy be here today...... I had something to say to him. ”
In the spring rainy season, it is often a long time at once, "Fortunately, the rain stopped in the afternoon, and the next morning, Jin'er also got up with Yunzhu, and when Ning Yi came over, he was ready to talk to him." Of course, in her opinion, this should be called negotiation! ~!