Originally, according to the previous practice, Kavin didn't read the book review area very much, but today he ran to Weibo after confirming that he couldn't post it, and someone said that the book review area was messed up, and there were trolls or something, and he ran over to delete the post and ban it, and as a result, he killed a person, which is a pity.

Since I'm here, I'll send a post to inform me, just right, there is something to say, by the way.

As far as I'm concerned, when I think of a plot, a momentary inspiration is not trustworthy, I don't record inspiration like other authors, I think of a lot of ideas every day, there are many touches, they are not a book, they are not a subject, I will keep it in my mind, a few days or a few months later, I will touch again, think again - if an idea does not stay in my mind for too long, they are usually not trustworthy, Because it shows that they don't touch me enough.

There are many big inspirations for this book, which has been brewing since the beginning of writing the book, and has been brewing for several years, and the end of the seventh episode is of course the most typical feeling. However, in the middle of a big node, a lot of things are uncertain, every time I finish writing a big plot and a new clue begins, I need to take time to brew, and spend time every day thinking about the latest thing, often brewing for a week or half a month or ...... Much later, there were episodes that had been pondered for days before they could be used—which is the main reason for Calvin at the moment.

For me, Kavin is a painful thing, and that means that I have to work non-stop every day from waking up in the morning, and this work is to use my brain, and my brain is not resting. I've said more than once that I'm the hardest working writer at the beginning, and that's because there aren't many people who work more hours than me. On the contrary, when I was able to write a book, the time after the update was my relaxation time, and I was really able to get off work.

Of course, there are all kinds of writing states in the world, and I change them every time. When the popularity rises, there are new people coming, which is of course gratifying, but every now and then, there will be such and such people saying such and such things, how others write, how others are doing...... But no matter what others do, I wrote it like this.

An author once said to me in some places, "Bananas, I like your style." I want to imitate your article. I was amazed: just like playing the piano, the works of the masters abound, and the standard of perfection is so clear, why do you find a half-bucket of water as the standard? If the intention is not enough, the achievement is also limited. I've seen works that are almost perfect, Chinese, foreign, Lu Yao, Haruki Murakami, Stetson, Hugo, Balzac, Tolstoy, the standard is there. There was a long time when I couldn't measure the distance between myself and them. I only know that it is far and wide. As I keep writing and thinking, trying to express myself, now I know where the part I can exercise is, and I need to expand, compress, deepen, and refine it several times to be able to roughly touch that line. Everyone else can do whatever they want, but that's none of my business.

Writing books is for me. I don't make a lot of money - more than a normal job, of course, and now that I'm married, I haven't saved enough money to renovate my new house with my wife. I sometimes tell her that I have lived a hard life, and it is not that I don't understand reality. But the current manuscript fee is enough, if one day, it is really not enough, I can turn to making money to write a book, I keep this possibility, and I don't panic. Fortunately, my wife can always understand this.

Some people always say that Wenqing is Wenqing, such as bananas, it seems that as long as he speeds up, he can become a god at any time, but in fact, he can't add it at all, if he speeds up, the quality is gone. Maybe that's the case, but to be honest, after all these years of writing books, I'm so familiar with YY, for the cool points that everyone wants to see, and the way to mention these cool points, I can't be more familiar, if I give up the structure and expression, and just repeat them, it may not be difficult - at most I will change a group of readers. The possibility of earning ten or even a hundred times the current remuneration is actually at hand for me, and it may be more accessible than anyone else. I've always been here.

I say this not to show off, nor to complain, but to illustrate a simple thing: when I give up these things, what else can I make my book compromise?

Not long ago, an old book friend who probably read my book a long time ago came to speak.,Banana has been playing games all day since the beginning of the hidden kill.,No matter how much he writes.,He has a subscription.,I directly deleted him and banned him.。 God will testify, the biggest problem for me over the years is that I can't immerse myself in the game anymore, the anxiety of writing books makes me unable to immerse myself in anything, my brain can't relax at all, such people, running over and saying that they understand - it's not a big deal, but, of course, it's more refreshing to delete the post and ban it.

I went home to sweep the tomb on the Qingming Festival, and I took the green car, and when I posted a status on Weibo, some people ran out to question it, saying that I was making excuses for breaking off. It's also a pity that I never make excuses and just blacklist.

Writing a book is too much brainwork, and in the early years I was interested in debating, but now I don't even have the energy to be open-minded.

So as you can see, I'm not a good writer, on the Internet, I like to be friends with ideas, and I like any posts with thoughts. But since a few years ago, I no longer consider being a bosom friend on the Internet and mud, the only thing I will show this attitude on the WeChat public platform is probably when some high school students say that they don't want to go to college, I will persuade for a while, but at other times, whoever behaves like a fool in front of me, or a guy with bad intentions, I will directly delete the ban, block, blacklist, I will not make a reciprocal response to such people - here specifically refers to the guy who runs to the book review area to make trouble, Or the guy who behaves superficially in the book review section.

In the past few years, some people have begun to say that I have any talent for writing, but I have never had a talent, and when I was studying, the worst talent was language. But if there's anything I've really been proud of over the years, it's frankly: I've worked so hard, and I've worked this matter that even I couldn't have imagined! Writing this book, there are times when I am happy, and more often, I am very miserable.

But for now, this is the only way to write this book, and I feel guilty for readers who can understand me in such a process, and I can't do anything about the complainers. Sometimes readers say, you write a book for a lifetime, I read it for a lifetime, that may not be, maybe at some point, I can't go on, I will give up the bottom line, change a group of readers, and make more money. At the moment, I can go like this, just because I can hold on, I'm glad I can hold on, and it's a pity that I can.

When the road is too narrow, take a step back, widen a little, and have to squeeze forward, the so-called life, after all, is such a narrow slit.

There's half a chapter available today, and maybe an update tomorrow - but I'm not sure. (To be continued.) )