"It's such a thing, but I'm unwilling, although I'm also an ordinary man, but I can't make compromises, I want to make compromises, but I can't do it, I really can't do it!"

Put down the wine glass in your hand.

Ji Yuchen stroked his long hair that was blown by the wind.

Immediately, he leaned on the protective railing with one hand, looking down on the people below who were intertwined with laughter and sorrow.

In Qin Fan's silence, he continued, "If love can be controlled, what is the use of that heart, what is the use!"

Laughing at himself bitterly.

Ji Yuchen raised the wine jug in his other hand and poured it directly from the mouth of the bottle to his mouth.

Drink it all!

"Spare yourself!"

didn't stop Ji Yuchen from drinking like crazy, and Qin Fan, who pursed his lips, said in a positive voice.

And yet the next moment.

Ji Yuchen, who blushed under the stimulation of alcohol, turned around suddenly.

Throw down the empty flask in your hand.

His hands directly hooked Qin Fan's neck.

"Let me be willful once, let me be cheap once, okay?"

Under Qin Fan's stunned bewilderment.

Ji Yuchen just slammed towards Qin Fan's lips.

In an instant, Qin Fan escaped into the blank of his head.

Just as he was about to push Ji Yuchen away and calm her down.

After taking the initiative to kiss him, Ji Yuchen let go.

"It's been my dream for more than ten years to be your woman!

Let go of the hands that were hooking Qin Fan's neck.

Ji Yuchen looked at Qin Fandao half-drunk and half-conscious.

"Be sensible!!Is it worth it?" Qin Fan exhaled.

"It's because of reason that I think it's worth it!"

Say this.

Ji Yuchen suddenly knelt down slowly.

The next moment.

The slender ten fingers that seemed to be born for the piano stretched out to Qin Fan's pants.

"Ji Yuchen, you're crazy!"

Not being denied by Ji Yuchen's intentions, Qin Fan quickly dodged, turned around and picked her up from the ground, "Is this interesting?"

"Yes, yes, I'm crazy, I'm crazy! I should have been crazy more than ten years ago, but I didn't, I didn't! I hated myself, I hated my own cowardice, I hated my own backwards!"

Under Qin Fan's words, Ji Yuchen cried hysterically.

turned to hug Qin Fan fiercely.

"You know, this retreat will be a lifetime, this farewell, will be a lifetime, Qin Fan, I just want to have more memories of the past for the rest of my life, that's all! Also, I'm still clean, he- he has been married to me for a few years, but I haven't let him move, so, I let him look for a woman outside, because- I just want to leave my most precious to you! I know that I am crazy, I am obsessed, and I know that I have been living in a false fantasy that is destined to have no results for more than ten years, but I just can't help it, I just can't control myself!"

Ji Yuchen, who hugged Qin Fan tightly and cried into tears, seemed to be vomiting the bitterness and suffering of all these years.

Although she knew that this was self-inflicted, as she said before, if she can control herself, what is the use of her heart!

Over the years, she is sorry for the man who entered the marriage hall with him, and she is sorry for her parents' expectations, but she really can't go against her heart!

"Qin Fan, I want me, but my bad relationship with you allows me to let go of myself, so that I can find my new life without regrets!, okay?"

In the midst of crying, Ji Yuchen gradually let go of his hands and looked at Qin Fandao with teary eyes.

When Ji Yuchen's words came to this, Qin Fan suddenly felt extremely complicated.

He didn't expect that he would play such a role in Ji Yuchen's world.

At this moment, he really wanted to wash away all Ji Yuchen's memories of himself!

He really wanted to!

looked at Qin Fan and struggled to say a word.

Ji Yuchen kissed him again.

"Grass, damn it!"

With Ji Yuchen's kiss, came.

The heat in Qin Fan's heart seemed to follow.

Although the demonic nature of Amaterasu said was a bit generalized, it was undeniable that Qin Fan was not a cold master, as can be seen from his five hundred years of career in the Firmament Continent in his previous life.

It's just that after he was reborn and returned to Earth, he has been restraining himself.

When the struggling heart was told in Ji Yuchen's sad words, he seemed to have been picked up the most primitive heartstrings.

Stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Ji Yuchen's waist and turned around.

In a trance, Ji Yuchen, who only felt dizzy, opened his eyes again, and found himself in a hotel suite.

At this time, she didn't want to investigate this magical happening.

I don't want to wonder if this is my hallucinations and dreams.

The action was a little jerky and threw Qin Fan down on the bed.

A few minutes later.

"Hmm!"

She grunted in pain.

More than an hour later.

looked at Ji Yuchen, who was almost in prostration, lying on the bed and falling asleep.

Qin Fan, who had mixed feelings, gently covered her with the quilt, and then walked to the bathroom.

Under the icy water, he laughed bitterly at himself.

When people have been in charge for a long time, it seems that they are more and more human in the word emotion.

Fluffy Simmons.

Listen to the sound of water in the bathroom.

Ji Yuchen suddenly opened his eyes.

Pain and discomfort in the lower body.

She gritted her teeth weakly and flipped up.

After putting on the clothes slowly.

Then he silently walked to the desk not far from the bed, picked up the pen and brushed down a few lines, and tore off the paper with a hissing sound and put it on the bed.

Glancing at the bathroom in front of the side.

She smiled a contradictory smile of relief and happiness.

Endured the pain, and slowly walked out step by step.

He tiptoed open the door and disappeared into the hallway.

in the bathroom.

Qin Fan had already sensed Ji Yuchen's movements.

But he resisted the urge to go out.

It wasn't until after Ji Yuchen left that he walked out.

Go back to the bed, pick up the piece of paper, and look at it.

"Don't be, my majesty! This farewell will be a lifetime! Don't feel guilty, you don't owe me, thank you for letting me have no regrets about the past half of my life's bitter love, this more than an hour will be a happy and beautiful time that I will engrave in my heart for the rest of my life! If there is a reincarnation, I will not drink that Meng Po soup, but in front of the bridge, I will keep it for you for a thousand years for that memory will not be extinguished! Your Majesty, in this life, the minister has retired, if there is an afterlife, let me fill the miss of this life!"

Juanxiu's font exudes the elegance of relief with every stroke.

Just read these lines.

Qin Fan exhaled a long breath.

The paper in his hand also evaporated out of thin air.

After getting dressed.

He appeared on the rooftop of the hotel in a flash.

Under his eyes, it is Ji Yuchen's figure that is gradually moving away under the street lamp.

Looking at the somewhat painful pace, for no reason - he suddenly felt a little distressed.

But in the end, reason prevailed over impulse.

"For the rest of your life, may you be warm in three winters, may you not be cold in spring, may you have a light in the dark, an umbrella in the rain, and may you be on the road.. With a loved one!"

Looking at the graceful figure in the distance, Qin Fan muttered to himself silently.

(End of chapter)