Chapter 631: It's Hard to Cry When the Heart Is Sad, Evil Is Deep, and It's Innocent (II)
"Liheng has a future, so it's disheartened?"
Ning Yi had never told everyone about wanting to leave before, but when he opened his mouth at this time, Yao Zunian, Jueming, Wenren Fuji and others were all a little stunned.
Among the several people in the Qin Mansion, Yao Zu is very old, accustomed to the ups and downs of the Huan Sea, Jue Ming was a royal family before he became a monk, and he was a rich idler who was in the middle of the match, even if the situation is turbulent this time, he can always go back to leisure, at most he will be cautious in the future, and he can't give full play to his residual heat, but since he is the Zhou family, he can't give up on this court. And he is one of Qin Siyuan's disciples, and he is too deeply involved, and there are not many people who come to oppose him.
Relatively speaking, Ning Yi's room for maneuver is much larger. Tong Guan and Cai Jing have successively shown their goodwill, even if they are a little idle at this time, they can go to the world next. Although the Qin family's career was suppressed, when it was in crisis, it would not be said that it was a setback and would not do it.
Of course, after so many years of officialdom, there are many young people who quit doing it after being frustrated. It's just that Ning Yi's skills are great, and his heart is different from ordinary people, and if he wants to withdraw, it makes people feel pity.
Ning Yi shook his head: "Earlier, when I read the legendary Zhiwei novel, I saw a story about a ...... The thugs of the brothel in Yangzhou arrived in the capital and did something great for the country and the people......"
At this time, there was a sad atmosphere outside, and several people were in a resentful mood, but since they were sitting here talking and chatting, there were occasionally one or two smiles, and Ning Yi's smile was also a little mocking and tired, and everyone waited for him to continue, and he paused.
“…… said that this little gangster is a cheating and slippery guy in Yangzhou, who likes to listen to stories and admire the deeds of the heroes of the green forest in the book. One day, he really met the Green Forest thief......"
Ning Yi told the story in a flat tone, naturally it was only approximate, saying that the little gangster was entangled with the thief, and then he actually bowed to him, although the thief looked down on him. In the end, he also brought the gangsters to the capital, the purpose was to meet people in the capital, who knew that by mistake, he met the hidden old eunuch from the palace.
“…… In this way, he took the identity of the little eunuch, and the old eunuch was blind, but he couldn't see through him. He was thinking about how to get out in the palace every day, but the palace was strictly forbidden, how could it be so simple...... It's going to come one day. The housekeeper and eunuch in the palace asked him to clean the study, and he saw a dozen little eunuchs fighting together......"
“…… By mistake, he and the little emperor became a brotherly friendship. Later, with the support of the little emperor, he killed all sides, and there was no disadvantage......"
His story is simple, and when everyone hears this, they probably understand what he means. Yao Zunian said: "The idea of this story. It's also interesting. Jue Ming smiled: "That's not so simple, it has always been among the royal family." It is not for nothing that friendship is like a brother, or even more so, ...... Hey, if you want to be more proper, like Dong Xian in the Han Dynasty, if you have great ambitions. Maybe you can do the next thing. ”
Jueming laughed a little rashly in the second half, Dong Xian of the Han Dynasty was the protagonist of the word broken sleeve. said that Emperor Han Ai liked him, and he was favored by him, and the two were inseparable. Sharing the same bed, one day the emperor woke up and had something, but found that his sleeves were pressed by the other party, he was worried that taking away the sleeves would disturb his lover's sleep, so he cut off the sleeves with a knife. In addition, Emperor Han Ai gave Dong Xian countless rewards, and even said to Dong Xian: "I want Fayao Chan Shun, what is it?" "Even the emperor's seat wants to be given to him.
A few years after the death of Emperor Wai, Wang Mang usurped the throne.
Jue Ming said narrowly, like Yao Zunian, Wen Ren and others, and they also smiled slightly.
Ning Yi also smiled: "It's just that if everything has to be like this, then it's not interesting to do things." ”
Several people were silent for a moment, and Yao Zunian looked at Qin Siyuan: "When His Majesty ascended the throne, he actually attached great importance to Lao Qin in general, otherwise, it would be difficult to have a plan to cut down Liao." ”
Yao Zunian said this, Qin Siyuan also sighed slightly: "Actually, when His Majesty had just ascended the throne, he wanted to cheer up, and the old man often acted resolutely, so he was just right for His Majesty's appetite." Things are different now. In the heart of His Majesty, there are also ...... There are more considerations. It's just that he swept you in, but the old man failed to understand the holy will, which led to mistakes in every step, and Shaohe's death can be regarded as a ...... It's a punishment for the old man. ”
To talk about Qin Shaohe's death in such a tone, the tone of the old man in the second half of the year became more and more difficult. Yao Zunian shook his head: "Your Majesty's thoughts in the past few years...... Alas, no one expected it, and you must be blamed. ”
"Now that Taiyuan has been lost, if the Jurchens come again, it will be too late to say this." Ning Yi took a sip of ginseng tea, "Let's put aside the matter of the left and right, I will go back to Jiangning, or ask some friends to take care of it, and then open a bamboo record, be a rich man, a local snake, or put away the burden and go further south." Bianliang's matter, I don't want to participate in it anymore, although I'm not a gangster, but I'm a big deal, this world's affairs, I try my best to get here, it's enough. ”
"Since it is a matter of the world, Liheng is a person of the world, where can he escape." Yao Zunian sighed and said, "If the Jurchen comes again, Liheng also knows that it will be a ruined life, and he will return, how innocent is the common people." Although this incident is chilling, my generation of Confucians, staying here, may be able to fight for a chance to survive. It's just a trivial matter to get into the bag, and it's just casual to get rid of your identity, Liheng is a great talent, and he shouldn't go. ”
"Amitabha." Jue Ming also said, "After this incident, the monk is in the capital, and it is difficult to play any role." Liheng is different, the monk also wants to ask Liheng to think twice, so he left, and the capital could not escape the catastrophe. ”
"I'm here, I'm afraid that the capital will not escape the catastrophe, this is the catastrophe of the Wu Dynasty, let alone the capital."
"Always have more strength, before Liheng said, going north to do things, is to see people miserable, for the sake of compassion in the heart. When you go, how can compassion be appeased. ”
"A gentleman cooks far away, sees his life, and can't bear his death; Hearing its voice, I can't bear to eat its flesh, I have inherent compassion, but that's just me. In fact, heaven and earth are not benevolent, with all things as dogs, tens of millions of people in the Wu Dynasty are really going to be slaughtered and slaughtered, that is also the sin and karma of tens of millions of people, and when the external rebellion comes, it is tens of millions of people who want to resist together. I have done my best, the Cai and Tong people in the capital cannot be trusted, and if the Jurchens go down to the north of the Yangtze River, I will also resist. As for tens of millions of people going to die, let them die. ”
Jueming frowned: "But those old people, women, and children in the capital, how can they resist?" ”
"But heaven and earth are unkind, how can they let you go because you are an old man, a woman, or a child?" Ning Yi's gaze remained unchanged, "I'm in the middle of it." I have no choice but to make a contribution, and so do you, but you contribute because of the people in the world, and I contribute because of my own compassion. As far as the truth is concerned, no matter the elderly, women, or children, in this world, how can they protect themselves except to resist themselves, they are violated. I'm upset, but even if I'm uneasy, maybe that's the end of it. ”
Then he smiled slightly bitterly: "Of course, the main thing is naturally not them." Hundreds of thousands of scholars, millions of people's courts, do something wrong, naturally everyone will be beaten. Then fight and run...... I have done my best, and I have done my best. Maybe when you are injured, you will fall into the root of the disease, and it will be difficult to recover in this life. Now the situation is like this again, and I have no choice but to flee. If there are dead people, even if they can't bear it in their hearts, they have to be treated as if they deserve it. ”
His words were indifferent, and the crowd fell silent. After a while, Jueming also sighed: "Amitabha." The monk remembered those things in Hangzhou. Although it seems unkind, if everyone has the intention of resisting, if everyone can really understand this meaning, the world will be peaceful and peaceful. ”
Ning Yi laughed: "Master Jueming, you resist one by one. It's not like a monk. ”
"Liheng's thoughts are different from ours." Yao Zunian said, "That's good, if you can write a book and talk about it in the future, it will be a university question." ”
Although Ning Yi's statement is indifferent, Yao Zunian, Jueming and others are ordinary mediocre people: a person can save tens of millions of people because of compassion, but tens of millions of people should not wait for one person or a few people to save them, otherwise they just deserve to die. Behind this concept, what an unyielding and precious will is revealed. It is not an exaggeration to say that it is the true intention of heaven and earth to be unkind.
He didn't owe anything to this being.
Ning Yi shook his head: "It's your business to write or something." When I went to the south, I would run the Bamboo Record, the Bookstore, the Private School, etc., but I was interested in running it, and I would print the set of books of the Xiangye, and if the Nian Gong and the master had any writings, they would also allow me to earn some silver. In fact, this world is the world of the people of the world, I am gone, you have retired, and I know that others cannot support him. Maybe I'm a little too arrogant. ”
"I wish so." Yao Zunian said with a smile, "When the time comes, even if you are just an idle man, your heart will be at ease." ”
"It's just that the situation in the capital is still unclear, and Liheng wants to retreat, I'm afraid it's not easy." Jueming advised, "Being valued by Master Cai and the prince, if you want to retreat now, it won't be easy, Liheng knows it in his heart." ”
"I know."
"If this matter is realized, we still have the strength to spare, and naturally we will also help Liheng." Jue Ming said, "It's okay, the road is not good, take the pole to float in the sea." Just take care, he will see you again one day. ”
They talked a little more about these things and those things. The ups and downs of officialdom and the ups and downs of power are sighing, but for big people, it is always a common thing. With Qin Shaohe's death, the Qin family will not be forced aggressively, and then, even if Qin Siyuan is dismissed and blamed, there will always be a chance to rise again. And even if you can't get up again, what can you do now except accept and digest this matter? Scolding a few words about the unfairness of life, the darkness of the court, and the use of wine to drown sorrows, what can be changed?
After all, now is not the age when the powerful ministers can be in power, there are many forces above the court, if the emperor wants to take Cai Jing's position, Cai Jing can only watch and suffer.
After the memorial to Qin Shaohe on this day, the sky was already slightly bright, Ning Yi returned to the bamboo record, sat on the roof of the building, and thought about what he had come over all the way. From the spring of Jing Han's seventh year to this era, to now, it has just been seven years, from an outsider to gradually going deeper into this era, the breath of this era is actually seeping into his body.
From Jiangning to Hangzhou, from Qian Xiwen to Zhou Tong, he went north because of compassion, and he also thought about doing something, if he couldn't do something, he would leave. With his understanding of the darkness of society, he is not without psychological expectations of what kind of resistance he will encounter. But when he was in the period, he always couldn't help but want to do more and better, and for this reason, he did put his life on the line in many cases, wanting to fight a way. In fact, this is already an act that is far beyond his original thoughts.
In the original plan, he wanted to do something that would never endanger his family, and at the same time, he definitely didn't want to take his own life.
If a qiē can really do it, that's really a good thing. Thinking back on this now, he often thinks of the development zone he messed up in his previous life, and the once bright intentions that finally distorted his path. Here, of course, he had a lot of extraordinary means, but at least the road did not bend. Even if you write it down, it will be enough to comfort future generations.
If it can be done, it would be a perfect thing.
But of course, nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory. When Yunzhu wanted to do something, he told Yunzhu not to forget his original intention, and now looking back, since he can't walk anymore, just let go. In fact, as early as a few years ago, when he calculated these things with the mentality of a bystander, he had already thought about such a result. It's just that the deeper you deal with things, the easier it is to forget those sober warnings.
It's just that the promise of the Red Ti has not yet been done - it will be done later.
As for this side, Jingkang will be Jingkang......
One side loses power, and next, waiting for the power dispute between the emperor and the court, the next thing is complicated, but the direction is set. Xiangfu may have some self-preservation actions, but the whole situation will not make people feel good, for these, Ning Yi and the others already know in their hearts, what he needs to do is to try to preserve the really useful part of the bamboo record during the separation between the secret investigation department and the bamboo record.
Now that you've decided to leave, it's probably not too difficult.
That's what he estimated.
If you look at the past in hindsight, if the Yiqiē at this time is really as Ning Yi, Qin Siyuan and others speculated, maybe after this, the Jin people will still come again, and even later, Mongolia will still rise, and the demon named Genghis Khan Temujin will still ride the iron horse to sweep the world, and the lives will be ruined, but during this period, the fate of the Wu Dynasty may still be slightly different, or prolong the life of several years, or establish the basis for resistance.
However, even if the tide does not change, there are always unexpected waves that crash and rise from the torrent. In March and April of this year, as the situation continued, all kinds of things appeared, which still made people feel a little frightened. And just like the astonishment caused by the sudden change of the emperor's intention when the prime minister's spirit was in high spirits, when the hints of some evil thoughts appeared frequently, Ning Yi and the others suddenly discovered that the evil thoughts had become so dark, and their previous estimate was still too simplistic.
Waves crash against the reef. The water burst apart.
At that moment, the sunset was so gorgeous. Then there is the long night of iron hooves trampling, long dances, Shura fighting, blue dragons splashing blood, karmic fire burning, and tens of millions of living beings in the world falling into hell......
The disappearance of the last ray of sunshine began from this miscalculation. (To be continued......)