Seeing Su Zhenzhen like this, the imperial doctor was a little anxious, "Mrs. Wei, you can't do this, I'm worried that my body won't be able to bear it." ”

Su Zhenzhen shook her head, "My child hasn't eaten, and I won't eat, so I'll just keep it until the day my child recovers." ”

After persuading Su Zhenzhen many times to no avail, the imperial doctor sighed and left helplessly.

"I'm afraid Mrs. Wei won't be able to wait for the day when the child recovers." Of course, the doctor couldn't bear to tell Su Zhenzhen this sentence.

However, this time, without waiting for the imperial doctor to speak, Su Zhenzhen saw it with her own eyes.

"Mrs. Wei, please mourn."

When he arrived at the palace the next day, the doctor found that the child had no pulse.

"You're lying to me!" Suzhen shouted, "No, my child can't leave me. ”

"Mrs. Wei, your child is gone......" Before the imperial doctor could finish speaking, Su Zhenzhen kicked them all out and locked herself and the child in the room.

"Mrs. Wei!" The doctors knocked on the door and shouted, but no matter what the doctors said, Su Zhenzhen ignored them.

Su Zhenzhen covered her ears and smiled bitterly uncontrollably.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault that this thing has turned out like this." Su Zhenzhen said in a daze, "If I had cared more about the child, he would not have contracted smallpox." If he hadn't contracted smallpox, he wouldn't have died. I have helped so many people, it stands to reason that I should have accumulated a lot of blessings, but why did God treat me like this? Did he think I wasn't qualified to be a mother, so he took my child away? ”

The more she said this, the more Su Zhenzhen fell into infinite self-blame.

Su Zhenzhen, who has always been strong and optimistic, completely collapsed at this moment.

Looking at the child sleeping quietly on the bed, with a shallow smile on his face, this is no different from yesterday.

Su Zhenzhen gently brushed the broken hair on her face behind her ears for the child, and said softly, "You know what? They all said that you are dead, so I don't believe it~ My child is so cute and sensible, so he will not be willing to leave me. They are just jealous of me. ”

Seeing that the child didn't take care of herself, Su Zhenzhen continued: "Why don't you speak? Did your mother do something wrong and make you unhappy? ”

Su Zhenzhen glanced at the child, but the child still did not speak.

Su Zhenzhen picked up the child and hugged her tightly in her arms.

The body that was supposed to be warm was extremely cold at the moment.

At this moment, Su Zhenzhen finally couldn't help crying loudly.

"Why is this happening to me and my children?" Su Zhenzhen cried, "I have always been easy-going and kind to people, but God treated me so cruelly as if he couldn't see it, and took away my child. ”

Su Zhenzhen locked herself and her child in the room, no one came, and she cried all day long.

"Mrs. Wei." A servant knocked on the door and whispered, "It's time to eat, if you don't eat, your body won't be able to survive, madam." ”

Su Zhenzhen shook her head blankly, "Don't eat it, you can take it." ”

Hearing Su Zhenzhen say this, the subordinates became anxious, "How can this work, madam, you haven't eaten for a few days, if you continue like this, something will happen sooner or later." ”

Seeing that Su Zhenzhen did not answer, the servant continued to knock on the door and said, "Madam, just let me beg you, you can open the door." ”

After the subordinate shouted for a long time and did not hear Su Zhenzhen speak, the subordinate put the meal on the windowsill on the side.

The servant walked back to the door and said, "Mrs. Wei, I have left the food in front of the window, if you are hungry, come out and get it." ”

Still didn't wait for Su Zhenzhen to speak, the subordinate sighed helplessly, and had to leave.

Su Zhenzhen quietly hugged the child and didn't say a word.

After a long while, Su Zhenzhen said to herself, "I know, these people just want to take you away from me when I open the door, so that I won't be fooled." ”

"You wait, my mother will go and pour you a glass of water." Su Zhenzhen put the child on the bed, and when she got up to pour water, her eyes suddenly went dark, and the whole person fainted directly to the ground.

Hearing a loud noise in the room, the people guarding the door were startled and hurriedly asked Su Zhenzhen, "Mrs. Wei?" Mrs. Wei, are you okay? ”

Seeing that Su Zhenzhen never spoke, the subordinate led someone to forcibly open the door and saw Su Zhenzhen who had fainted.

When everyone saw this, they hurriedly sent Su Zhenzhen to the imperial doctor for diagnosis and treatment, and took this opportunity to take the child away from Su Zhenzhen.

I don't know how long I slept, but Su Zhenzhen finally woke up.

Seeing a group of people surrounding her, Su Zhenzhen asked, "What's going on?" ”

The Imperial Doctor shook his head, "You fainted because of your depression and you haven't eaten, so you must not do this again in the future." ”

Hearing this, Su Zhenzhen suddenly noticed that the child was missing.

"What about my child?" Su Zhenzhen asked everyone.

Everyone avoided Su Zhenzhen's eyes, and they really couldn't bear to tell Su Zhenzhen at this time.

In the end, the imperial doctor couldn't stand it anymore and said, "Your child was taken away by us because he was infected with smallpox, and his body needs to be cremated. ”

Vera is a person who understands. Although for a mother, the loss of her child is undoubtedly the most painful thing in the world, but since this matter has become a fact, even God has no way to change it, and what should be accepted must be accepted.

How painful her heart is probably only known to herself, but it is not a solution for the child's body to be placed there all the time, and it should be cremated or sent for cremation. After some ideological struggle, she still agreed with everyone's statement and sent the child to the crematorium for cremation.

After making this extremely painful decision, Su Zhenzhen cried loudly again, crying so heartbreakingly, no one could comfort her at all, everyone tacitly stopped bothering her, and one or two made excuses to leave, just to let Su Zhenzhen be alone for a while.

When the county lord saw Su Zhenzhen's painful appearance, she was also sad to death, but she couldn't do anything and didn't know what she should do. She thinks that the best environment for Su Zhenzhen right now may be to let her slowly calm down and learn to accept reality. So she also left the room and waited outside, leaving Su Zhenzhen alone.

After staying alone outside for a while, the county lord still couldn't put his mind at ease, so he slowly pushed open Su Zhenzhen's door to see how she was feeling now. She opened the door a small crack, and vaguely saw that Su Zhenzhen was still there washing her face with tears, and kept wiping her tears with a handkerchief, as if she couldn't finish wiping them at all. After a while, the county lord finally pushed the door open and entered.

After she went in, she hugged Su Zhenzhen, and said to her while hugging her: "Don't cry, Zhenzhen, since the facts are already there, it's useless for us to be sad now, isn't it?" The child's spirit in heaven doesn't want his mother to cry so sadly for him, he will be distressed. You have to cheer up, you still have your own life to live, you must cheer up, promise me okay? After listening to the county lord's words, Su Zhenzhen felt that what she said had a certain truth, and the child definitely didn't want her mother to stay in the room all day and wash her face with tears, so her emotions eased to a certain extent.

After a while, someone came to inform the child that he had to be sent for cremation now, and when Su Zhenzhen heard the news, her emotions that had just eased up were stimulated again, and she began to cry again.

The county lord was worried about Su Zhenzhen's mood, so he decided to take the child's body to be cremated himself, and by the way, he also called a few people to accompany him. Because Su Zhenzhen has a good relationship with the county lord, leaving this matter to the county lord can make Su Zhenzhen feel at ease to a certain extent. After all, the relationship between the child and the county lord was also very good before his death, and the child also liked the county lord very much.

So the county lord took the people away, and after coming to the crematorium, the county lord watched the child being cremated, and the pain in her heart could not be expressed, and she also cried loudly. When the ashes were handed to her, she held them tremblingly and didn't say a word.

She knew that if she brought the urn back to Su Zhenzhen, her emotions would definitely be stimulated again, so she decided to put the urn in the crematorium for the people here to keep first, and then take it home when Su Zhenzhen's mood eased later.

When the lord returned home, he returned empty-handed and did not bring anything back. Su Zhenzhen may not have remembered the urn at all because she was still emotionally unstable, but as soon as she saw the county lord coming back, she immediately hugged her, and cried loudly, she knew that her child had completely left her now, and she cried extremely painfully. The county lord has been holding her, so as to give her a sense of security.

Since the child was sent for cremation, Su Zhenzhen felt like she had lost her soul for the next few days. I can't listen to what others say, I still wash my face with tears every day, I sit in the room alone and cry, no matter who comes, I don't see anyone, no one can do anything about her, and the county lord comes to comfort her and help her adjust her emotions, but she doesn't care.

As the saying goes, "People are iron, rice is steel, and if you don't eat a meal, you will be hungry." Su Zhenzhen didn't have the heart to eat anything for a few days, she didn't eat when the maid brought her to the room, and even fed the food, she still refused to eat, except for the occasional little porridge under the persuasion of the maids, she really didn't eat anything else.

This went on like this for more than a week, and Su Zhenzhen finally fell ill due to her physical strength.

The county lord was very worried when he learned that Su Zhenzhen was sick, so he hurriedly ran over to ask what was going on, and the maid told the county lord that she was not eating, and the county lord was also very helpless, so he decided to take care of Su Zhenzhen in person these days. It was to supervise her to take medicine and eat on time, and she knew that if she continued like this, Su Zhenzhen's whole person would have to collapse.

She came to Su Zhenzhen's side and said to her earnestly: "You don't want to go on like this anymore, I told you last time that since this is the case, we can't change anything, now what you have to do is to live your own future life, do you want to see you like this all day with tears on your face?" Live well and cheer up. "Su Zhenzhen really listened to the county lord the most, and after listening to the county lord's words, she began to eat something.

Wei Han heard outside that his child had been sent to be cremated, and the whole popularity was angry. A child who was good at his own did not say anything, and he did not even inform him of the cremation, he did not see the last face of his child, and he jumped to his feet in anger, so he ran to the palace to make a fuss and asked the people in the palace to give an explanation.

When he came to the palace, he broke down the door directly, rushed in to ask for an explanation, and asked whoever he caught: "What happened to my child?" "It's like I'm crazy. He didn't go to Su Zhenzhen to inquire about the situation, as if he had forgotten about the existence of this person.