Chapter 983: Go with the flow

"People say, birds fly against their hometowns, foxes will die on the first hill, old and old, knowing that death is coming, unbearable. There is a regent in the court, everything is on the right track, the wise men of the world are like flowing water, and the last bit of concern for the old decay is gone, and I hope that the regent will allow the old man to return to his hometown and bury his bones in his homeland. ”

Heifu kept it three times, but Li Si had already made up his mind, and finally had to let go: "Since the old lady has made up her mind, and wants to go to Cai Dongmen with her eldest son to chase the cunning rabbit with the yellow dog, it is leisurely and happy, then I won't stop it." But the old lady's hometown Shangcai is still in the hands of the Xiang thief, and it is broken, how can the old lady return? ”

"The regent will go east, it is tantamount to falling a thousand pounds, gathered on the bird's egg, Chu will not be lucky, and the regent can quickly determine the world. But I am afraid that time is running out, and I am afraid that I will not be able to wait for that day, so I just want to go to a place closer to home and see old things with similar water and soil customs to relieve homesickness. ”

"When the regent expels the thief from Shangcai, if the old man is still alive, he will immediately rush over to appease the people for the regent and make them submit to the king...... The love of this bird, hill and fox, I would like to pay homage to the watch"

Heifu Jia Qicheng, said that Li Si had made great contributions to the unification of Qin, on top of the former Marquis of Che, plus 1,000 households, and gave 500 guards, escorted Li Si south to live in Nanyang Li County - the Li family is a rich man, there are some industries in all parts of the country, and Li County also has a large manor, it seems that Li Si has prepared a back road, and personally ordered that the counties along the way provide Li Si with food......

Heifu gave enough face, and it is needless to say more about the details such as personally bidding farewell to Weiqiao, but Li Si said in a low voice after the car crossed the Baqiao and gradually left Xianyang:

"Heifu will go east, if the old man doesn't leave, I'm afraid he won't be able to rest assured, he is going to do something to my family, Li Si will not repeat the death of the Montessori brothers......"

Exiting at the right time is the culmination of all great performances, and this is something that Li Si is proud of.

But the driver didn't respond, Li Si frowned, stretched out his foot and kicked the door of the car: "Ah Yan, don't you have your ears behind your ears, why don't you answer?" ”

After a while, a weak voice sounded: "Junhou, the eldest father has passed away, and it is the villain who drives for you, and I ......"

Li Si lifted the curtain of the car, but saw that the driver in front of him was no longer the familiar white-haired back, but a young and strong descendant with a worried face.

Only then did he remember that he had been driving for himself for more than 30 years, and some time ago he was even ordered to play a "car accident", the old emperor Ah Yan, had passed away, and the work of driving had also passed on to his grandson, who was more than skilled and loyal, but he didn't dare to have any response to Li Si's muttered whispers.

"Yes, things are not people......"

Li Si was silent, and then closed the curtain again, from the failure of the coup in Xianyang, Heifu became the master, and after he completely grasped the situation, he understood.

His time has passed......

The convoy went out of Wuguan Road and went to Nanyang, which should have been a familiar scenery for Li Si, the name of almost every pavilion, he had the impression that Li Si was the right-hand man of Qin Shi Huang back then, almost every time he traveled with the car, several times to the east, this road went several times, but this time, the feeling was different.

"This is the last time the old man walks on this road, right?"

This reminded Li Si of the scene of the first time he came to Xianyang, he also entered Nanyang from the Chu State, and then went north along this road.

At that time, he was accompanied by only a trustworthy old servant who drove the car, two pack horses pulled a simple chariot, and there was no gold or silver on the car, only a lot of books copied by Li Si when he was in Lanling, cloth and brown clothes, and nothing else.

At that time, the most valuable thing was only the strategy in the chest......

In addition to the personal ambition of "getting ahead" and transforming from a toilet rat to a hamster, there is another thing that drives Li Si to Qin, or another person, Li Si's enemy.

Wang Juan? Feng goes to disease? Zhao Gao?

Oh, they don't deserve it.

Li Si has only one enemy in this life, his dear junior brother, Han Fei!

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Li Si remembered that the first time he met Han Xin was in Lanling, when Xunzi was invited by Chun Shenjun to make the Lanling Order, and in addition to handling government affairs, he opened a lecture on the altar.

As the "sacrificial wine" of the Jixia School Palace for three consecutive terms, Xunzi was the most famous scholar in the world, and the number of taxis who rushed to Lanling to study was innumerable. And Xunzi is very picky about students, only the elites who can become successful are qualified to enter the room, so Mao Heng, Gongsun Ni, Fu Qiubo and others gathered together, but they all learned etiquette, music, poetry and books, but Li Si came to the "imperial technique", which is the essence of Xunxue!

And he also relied on his talents and studiousness, and was most valued by the Master.

That year, the red autumn leaves fell all over the Lanling Academy, and a weak crown child surrounded by many followers and dressed in splendid embroidery came to Lanling, and stammered and said that he wanted to worship in Xunmen.

At that time, Li Si didn't care too much, he thought that he was another noble son who was trying to gain fame in the name of asking Xunzi for advice, and he didn't learn anything, but he didn't expect that although this young man named Han Fei was not good at words, the eloquent writing he wrote was amazing!

The stepping stone he offered to apprentice is "Solving the Elderly", which is a little experience of reading Lao Tzu in his spare time.

When Xunzi first read this article, he also smiled slightly and disagreed.

But see the first sentence of the opening "virtuous, inside." The winner, the outside. Virtue is not virtuous, and it is said that its gods are not obscene outside. If God is not outward, then he is whole. Then he smiled less and became serious.

Again, "Where laws and regulations are changed, the interests are easy, and the interests are changed, and the civil affairs are changed, and the civil affairs are changed and the karma is changed." Therefore, from a rational point of view, if the public shakes it, it will be less successful", Xunzi was already full of surprise, Lao Tzu was already difficult to understand, such a young descendant, how could there be such a profound interpretation?

After reading the article twice, Xunzi looked at Han Fei with a serious face carefully, and said the core of the whole article in one sentence.

"Dao Shengfa!"

But he also criticized: "Although you lead the rope and ink, cut things, and know right from wrong, it is extremely miserable and unkind." It was originally based on the meaning of morality, and Lao Tzu was far-reaching. ”

Han Fei was convinced, not only Xunzi was testing him, he was also testing Xunzi.

After that, in Xunmen, the most popular student of the master changed from Li Si to Han Fei.

Competition with the same door is the norm, such as Pang Juan and Sun Bin under Guiguzi.

"Obviously I came first......"

Li Si was not convinced, and secretly made a comparison, and even made his own experience of reading "Lao Tzu".

After handing it in, Xunzi commented with a smile that this article is really a good word, a good writing, and a well-crafted good idea.

"But, it's too superficial."

And Han Fei handed in the second interpretation of Lao Tzu's article "Yu Lao", perhaps because he stuttered and couldn't speak, and pinned all his thoughts on writing, with clear logic, and was evaluated by Xunzi as:

"Bony physiognomy!"

Li Si had to be convinced, after he read it, he found that Han Fei's article was indeed as sharp as a knife, pointing directly at people's hearts!

At that time, Li Si understood that he was inferior to Han Fei in terms of writing books and writings......

Only from somewhere else, compete!

For example, assist the emperor and achieve eternal achievements!

So after completing his studies, when Li Si said goodbye to Xunzi, he bluntly stated his ambition:

"Si Wen has no slackness, and now ten thousand times are fighting, and the travelers are in charge. Now the king of Qin wants to swallow the world, call the emperor and rule, this cloth gallops and the autumn of lobbyists! The king of Chu is not enough, and the six countries are weak, and there is no one to make contributions, so he wants to enter Qin in the west! ”

Back then, Xunzi once changed the tradition of Confucianism not entering Qin, visited Xianyang, and praised the Qin system, but he felt that the only thing missing was the warmth of the young Confucian, he sighed:

"Pure and king, refute and hegemon, and die without any of them, which is also Qin's shortcoming."

"I'm not worried about whether Qin can dominate the world, because it is destined, with you, as long as you meet a male lord, the world will be unified, but it will be a matter of thirty-four years. What I'm afraid of is that it can be both and not condensed, and it can be unified but not peaceful, when Qin dominates the world, it will be the beginning of its demise, Li Si, I just hope you can bring some changes to Qin......"

It's a pity that Li Si didn't take it seriously at that time, and he didn't want to change anything in the Qin State, he just wanted to change his life and status. All the energy was focused on being valued by Lü Buwei and gaining the trust of Qin Wangzheng.

He didn't expect that the master would become a prophecy.

More than ten years after entering Qin, when Li Si had become a court captain, received the weight of the Qin king, and realized his life ambition, one day, after the release of the scroll, Qin Wangzheng suddenly sighed: ァ新ヤ~(8)~1~Chinese 網ωωω.χ~8.~1zщ.còм

"The book of "Lonely Anger" and "Five Worms", it is really strange and the text is also read, the widow reads it, and he does not feel that the wax torch is gradually exhausted, and the night will be bright, sigh, the widow can see this person swimming with it, and he will not hate it!"

Li Si naturally knows that this is his masterpiece, who is determined to "write books and speak, and watch the changes of gains and losses of those who observe the past"!

I don't know what kind of mentality it was, or the jealousy when Pang Juan took the initiative to recommend Sun Bin, or the fact that he couldn't stop King Qin from getting what he wanted after all, Li Si suddenly began to praise Han Fei and urged him to summon this Han Fei to Qin State.

Troy and the Greek states fought for a beautiful Helen, but Qin Wangzheng did not hesitate to start a war for a man and a countryman who had moved him between the lines, forcing Korea to hand over Han Fei!

When Han Fei entered Qin, either his stuttering and unspeakable communication disappointed King Qin, or the things he got were no longer tempting, King Qin never trusted Han Fei.

However, the King of Qin still often reads more than 100,000 words of Lonely Anger, Five Worms, Inner and Outer Reserves, Saying Lin, and Speaking Difficult, and discusses with Han Fei how to become the kind of powerful and unique monarch described in his book......

And afterwards, he often sighed: "Today, I know that Xun Ziguo taught the emperor's learning." ”

The implication is that Li Si is not a real emperor, Han Fei's is......

Jealousy brewed in Li Si's heart.

"Obviously, I came first...... Li Si felt a huge sense of crisis, he understood that his and Han Fei's knowledge overlapped, and only one person could get ahead and stay by King Qin's side!

Fortunately, Li Si knew this junior brother too well, and deliberately recommended Han Fei to Qin, just because he knew that Han Fei had a fatal weakness.

"He loves his country too much!"

The opportunity soon came, when the king of Qin made the ministers discuss which country to destroy first, Li Si and Yao Jia advocated the death of Han first, but Han Fei stood up and tried his best to persuade the king of Qin to save Han.

"Han Shi Qin has been in Qin for more than 30 years, and when he goes out, he is covered, and when he enters, he is recommended. 秦特出锐师取地而韩随之,怨悬于天下,功归于强秦。 ”

Han Fei is very smart and must understand King Qin's desires, but he still can't let go of his identity as a Korean and Han Gongzi, and is obsessed with protecting the motherland.

From then on, Li Si knew that he had won!

Win in the pattern, win in the position!

In the end, as expected, King Qin began to suspect that Han Fei was not Qin after all, and even remembered what happened to Zheng Guo, and sent Han Fei to prison, and finally decided to execute Han Fei under the performance of Li Si and Yao Jia with a red face and a black face!

Not only did he not want Han Fei to be used by others, but also because Qin Wangzheng's intuition had thoroughly understood Han Fei's imperial studies, he was no longer needed, and he no longer needed someone who analyzed the power struggle so straightforwardly......

When Li Si was ordered to go to Yunyang Prison to give Han Fei death, he couldn't help but sarcastically mock Han Fei.

"Senior brother, do you know why you were defeated?"

"You are defeated by the inconsistency of words and deeds, while you want to make King Qin a unique and all-encompassing emperor who is not controlled by anyone, but you do not show your loyalty, blindly protect Korea, and obstruct the great cause of reunification!"

"Do you regret it now?"

Han Fei was very calm, and said word by word: "I am talking about the book for the emperor of all generations, but I myself have my own mother state, and I dare not forget it!" ”

"Where it is difficult to say: in the heart of knowing what is said, I can say what I deserve."

"I know that King Qin will not accept Han's strategy, but I don't regret it, at least I tried."

In other words, drink the poison in one go!

Liston felt bored, and could only make Han Fei die:

"Han."

"Thou shalt live."

"I will destroy it!"

Han Fei closed his eyes, bleeding from the corners of his mouth, but he didn't say a word.

That scene has become a nightmare that Li Si has lasted for a long time, fratricidal brotherhood, after all, he is ashamed, he can only comfort himself, no one can be soft-hearted, and only by winning one party can he have the final say!

"Wait, I will assist the king to become the holy monarch of the three emperors of Gonggai and the five emperors of Dechao, so that Qin can live forever, and I will also become the eternal praise of Zaifu!"

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The past ended here, the dream woke up, Li Si opened his cloudy eyes, and with the shaking car, he had already left Wuguan and arrived in Nanyang.

Li Si is sick, after all, he is a man who is nearly eighty years old, and it has taken him a lot of energy to calculate the organs, but when he puts down his power and dignity, it seems that the whole person has collapsed.

Closing his eyes again, half-asleep and half-awake, Li Si saw his master again, he was still so thin, sitting under the big mulberry tree in the Lanling Academy, closing his eyes and playing Zhao Di's music style, singing the song of Chengxiang.

Li Si walked over, knelt down in front of him, and after listening to a song, interrupted:

"The disciple learns and achieves better than Han Fei, but why does the master love Han Fei more?"

"Is it because he comes from a noble and prominent background, and I am poor?"

"Is it because he is quick to talk and quick to act? The article I wrote has a bony physiognomy, and I only have a skin physiognomy? ”

"Nope."

Xunzi stopped the piano and looked at Li Si with some sadness, this disciple is now gray-haired, his eyes are full of confusion, and he no longer bids farewell to the ambition he had when he entered Qin.

"Han Fei is a stone, hard, heavy, silent."

"What he recognizes, he will not turn back, and when he enters the water, it will set off earth-shattering waves, which are unforgettable."

"And you, Li Si, are like a flat boat, walking on the sea, chasing the waves......"

He didn't have a definite direction, he followed whichever side the wind was strong, and all principles were left behind.

"But the wind and waves stirred up by the stone are fleeting."

Li Siqiang argued: "Only by chasing the waves can the still water flow deep!" ”

"Really?" Xunzi asked with a smile and looked behind Li Si.

Li Si was stunned for a moment, and when he turned around, he found that the sea in his dream had dried up and subsided, and the ship had run aground, withered after the wind and rain.

And the reef next to the remnants of the wood is always standing!

Yes, Li Si remembered that the struggle between the two did not end with Han Fei's death.

Emperor Qin Shi Huang has been abiding by Han Fei's imperial technique, and from time to time he turned out "Han Feizi" to read it, and even asked Fusu and Hu Hai to read it.

In order to study what the First Emperor liked, Li Si also had to study Han Feizi thoroughly and eat human blood steamed buns......

This made Li Si feel that it seemed that he had won Han Fei and forced him to death, and he had also realized his long-cherished wish to help Emperor Shi dominate the world, under one person and above ten thousand.

But Han Fei's ghost has been lingering on the pillars of Xianyang Palace, and even sits on the majestic steps of the ruling ideology.

Han Fei died, but "Han Feizi" became an enemy that Li Si could never defeat, a big hurdle that was difficult to cross in his life, a reef lying on the road.

Although the waves stirred up by Han Fei are only temporary, Li Si, as a tide maker, is only for a while, when the sea water is gone, and the boat also withdraws from the stage of history with the water, but the reef lies quietly and sees the light of day again!

What's even more tragic is that Li Si can't stick to his own opinions like Han Fei after all, but becomes a slave with three surnames.

He was also abandoned by the times.

"It's me...... Lost? ”

Suddenly, everything felt indifferent, those mechanisms were exhausted, those who went with the flow, those who compromised, those who retreated, those who forbear, those who betrayed.

Li Si only felt that everyone was looking at him, it was the high hope of the master, it was Han Fei's sigh, it was Lü Buwei's white silk, it was the entrustment of Qin Shi Huangdi, and even Feng Quji's trust.

Yes, countless waves and storms, in the end, he chose to go with the flow, left the Chu State, betrayed Lü Buwei, compromised with the great desire of the First Emperor, and betrayed his edict, never insisted to the end.

And now, they are all dead, and he alone survives, standing on the right side for the last time, and can make the family rich, and Heifu does not dare to be embarrassed easily.

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Li Si muttered to himself:

"Qin Shi Huang wanted to possess everything forever, but when the order came, he couldn't take anything with him."

"And I wanted to leave something, but in the end, I didn't leave anything, and in the second half of my life, I actually lived by chewing on your doctrine and constantly betraying the old master......"

"It's me who loses." Li Si finally admitted this, and this long struggle still came to an end.

"But if we judge the ultimate success or failure, we all lost, and the one who won was the latest junior brother to go to Lanling and the latest to enter Qin, Zhang Cang......"

Lees let out a wry laugh, but his voice grew lower.

"Junhou, Lixian has arrived."

The car stopped, and the royal called out, and opened the curtains, only to smell a foul smell.

pinched his nose and approached, but found that Li Si's eyes were wide and tears were rampant, but he had long since lost his breath and died in the car, and he died an undignified death, even before he died......

Pulled a bubble, what a stinky!

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PS: Chapter 2 is at night, it will be late.