Chapter 385: Heart-to-Heart Talk
Xue Qing held Song Xinshu's hand and involuntarily tightened, Song Xinshu felt that her whole mood seemed to be a little wrong, "Don't think so much, everything has already passed." Even if they didn't have time to save me, I would have figured it out myself. After all, there are more ways than difficulties in this world! β
With her relief, Xue Qing was in a much better mood, and at this time, the two people who went to prepare refreshments came back, but their faces didn't look very good.
"You two aren't going out happily, why do you look like someone messed with you now?" Xue Qing couldn't help but speak, these two girls are not so dull, and because they have been with her for the past two days, she is in a good mood.
Lu'er opened her mouth to say, but Orange pulled her clothes in a timely manner, "Madam, it's nothing, it's just that I said this girl just now, which made her unhappy, this is to lose her temper with me again!" β
It obviously seems that there is something going on between the two of them, and Lu'er is not the kind of person who can endure grievances, "Sister Orange, why don't you let me say, those people are really too much, our wife is obviously kind-hearted and hasn't done anything, why do those people say that about her!" β
Song Xinshu heard that there was something wrong with the words, when Wang Huaimin died, she thought that such a thing would happen, and the sins he had done would not disappear because of his death.
People will only selfishly vent its anger on the people related to him, which is why she came to visit Xue Qing before leaving, she doesn't want such a kind-hearted woman to be cornered by those gratuitous abuses.
If she has somewhere to go, she'll be happy to see it!
If she has nowhere to go, Song Xinshu wants to take her to the outside world to see and find a place where no one knows to start over.
Xue Qing's face did change slightly, she had already experienced such gossip, and this time it was just a repeat of the past.
"It's okay, the mouth grows on others, let them say whatever they like, we just need to live our own little life behind closed doors!" Xue Qing said indifferently.
"Ma'am, you can think so. When we came back just now, we met the girls who served Aunt Qing before, and they were miserable. Aunt Qing is now delirious, and she secretly ran out when they weren't paying attention, and was thrown a lot of rotten eggs and rotten vegetable leaves! Orange said, she said this to comfort Xue Qing, hoping that she could see a little.
Song Xinshu and the two of them glanced at each other, and could only say that the way of heaven is good for reincarnation, and the sky spares anyone!
"Sister, my sister came today to ask you what your plans are in the future? What kind of relatives are here? Song Xinshu said sincerely.
Orange They know some about Xueqing's past, Song Xinshu's question is undoubtedly poking at the pain in her heart, and she keeps giving Song Xinshu a look on the side, hoping that she won't ask again.
"You two go and prepare some wine and food, I want to have two drinks with Miss Xinshu!" There were crystal tears in Xue Qing's eyes.
Song Xinshu knew from the first time she saw her that she was a person with a story in her heart, "Okay, since my sister wants to drink two glasses, my sister will accompany my sister today without getting drunk and returning!" β
"I used to have a happy family, my father ran a cloth farm, although the family was not very wealthy, but also lived a stable life. Originally, all this was very beautiful, but it was changed after encountering the demon Wang Huaimin! β
"In order to force me to commit to him, he did not hesitate to use despicable means to bring down my father's cloth village, so that our family of three lost the source of livelihood. That's it, my father was going to take me and my mother to other places to start, but Wang Huaimin, the demon, didn't know where to find out about my marriage, and he was angry with my husband's family! β
"For this reason, both of our families were made by him to the point of almost ruining the family, and finally threatened me with the lives of my father and mother and my husband's family, forcing me to commit to him."
"My father was indignant about this matter, and he tried to seek justice from Wang Huaimin many times, but once he was seriously injured by Wang Huaimin's men. Later, I had a serious illness and died of depression. It didn't take long for my mother to follow him! β
"During that time, I thought about dying with Wang Huaimin every day and avenging my father! But did you know that he actually sent someone to threaten my husband's family that if I died, they would be buried with me! β
"I have no choice but to do this, I have already harmed their family, and I can't watch them lose their lives because of me! Xinshu, can you imagine how tormented I am every day? Xue Qing said that she couldn't help crying bitterly.
"What exactly did I do? Why do I have to go through all this pain? β
Song Xinshu could only hold the person tightly in his arms, hoping to give her some strength, but in fact, Xue Qing didn't do anything wrong, only blamed her for having a beautiful face.
Born in troubled times, it's not a good thing for a woman to be too beautiful!
She finally understood why all the people in the house were gone, but Xue Qing was still here? Because the world is so big, there is no place for her!
"Sister, you didn't do anything wrong. All this is just because of people's selfish desires, and you have done a good job in the face of such a situation! β
Xueqing cried for a long time, and fell asleep when she was tired, Song Xinshu and the maid gently put the person on the bed and walked out.
She sat on the steps of the doorway for a long time, and after the orange and the girls settled Xueqing, they also walked out.
Xue Qing rarely mentioned her former fiancΓ© when she talked about the past just now, and Song Xinshu was afraid that it would touch the wounds in her heart, so she didn't ask much.
"Orange, have you ever met Madame's fiancΓ©?" Song Xinshu asked.
After thinking for a while, the two spoke: "I once met him from afar, that person has clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, and he should be a good man." But it's a pity that I have nothing to do with my wife in this life! β
"And under what circumstances did you see him?" Song Xinshu didn't know why he was asking, even if the man was not married now, what could he do?
In such an era, not everyone has the courage to be with Moon Shadow even in the face of the ups and downs outside.
"Once, when my wife went out to buy rouge gouache, I met by chance, and the man was very surprised to see his wife, and he was a little excited. Madame talked to him for a long time, and finally came back with red eyes. β
"I don't know which aunt saw it, and sued in front of the master, and the lady was scolded by the master for this!"
Song Xinshu was a little moved in her heart, she felt that maybe the man didn't know the truth, but just thought that Xue Qing was greedy for glory and wealth and reneged on the oath between them.
In that case, everything Xue Qing did would be too wronged, a woman like her should have her own happiness!
Xue Qing woke up not long after she slept and it was time for dinner.
During the meal, Song Xinshu didn't know what was going on, and as he spoke, he turned the topic to Xue Qingfu's house, "Sister, have you ever thought about starting over with your childhood sweetheart in a place where no one knows you?" β
Xue Qing's hand holding the chopsticks paused unconsciously, "Xin Shu, this kind of joke is not funny at all, don't mention it again in the future!" I've ruined the first half of his life, there's no need for him to accompany me for the rest of his life! β
Song Xinshu put down the dishes and chopsticks in her hand and drank a glass of wine, from what Xue Qing said, she knew that that person had always been in her heart, and maybe it would not be erased in this life.
"But why didn't you tell him that you had done so much for him behind your back? It's a shame that he wants to be with you too, maybe he wants to be back with you? Song Xinshu muttered.
"Xinshu, you will never understand how I feel in my heart. His father and mother have already told him another family matter, and the two families are already discussing the details of the marriage, and he will definitely live happily in the future. I just need to know that he will be happy, and I am already satisfied to look at him from afar! Although Xue Qing said this, how could she hide the loneliness on her face.
Now that she has made a decision, it is useless to dissuade herself.
"Sister, I'm here today to ask if you'd like to come with me? Although I don't have any big skills, I can still do it to make you worry about food and clothing. β
"Anyway, there's nothing worth your nostalgia here, it's better to go to the outside world and start over!"
Xue Qing only knew that Song Xinshu was the daughter of the Taishou family, and she didn't know anything else about her, and now when she said this, it seemed that she had missed a lot of things.
"Xin Shu, I think you seem to be a person with a story, why don't you tell me about the past too!" Xue Qing looked at Song Xinshu and said.
Maybe it was because of drinking two glasses, Song Xinshu suddenly had the desire to talk, as if since Song Tianmin was sentenced to death, her heart was empty, and the memories that had pressed her breathless were slowly dissipating.
"Sister, do you know that the reason I'm here this time is because my father and mother were falsely accused of poisoning my grandmother, and do you know who the false accuser is? He is my second uncle! In order to get what I have in my hands, he disregards human ethics and brotherhood. β
"I didn't have a good time when I was young, and my grandmother and second uncle often bullied us. When I finally grew up, they calculated my family affairs again. If I hadn't happened to meet my current husband, maybe my life would have been ruined! β