Looking at those Western portrait painting masters, writing hard in the sunset, Tang Zhangwei felt a different kind of beauty.

For Tang Zhangwei's interest, Fei Xuechun also saw a thing or two.

Fei Xuechun smiled and said: "It's better to do these things yourself, so that you can also get closer to them." ”

Tang Zhangwei said: "Your heart is so fine. ”

Fei Xuechun said: "I can't do it if I don't care about it, because this is what I do. ”

When Tang Zhangwei was about to say something, he suddenly noticed that the scar on his body began to scab, but when the wound began to heal, he felt much more comfortable. It's just that the wound is still a little itchy, Fei Xuechun sensitively felt that Tang Zhangwei was uncomfortable, and she said to Tang Zhangwei: "Are you unhappy because of Bao Ziyu's matter?" ”

Tang Zhangwei said: "Yes, how did you guess? ”

Fei Xuechun said: "I have been a smart child since I was a child, I have to look at other people's faces to live, and now although our family is rich, but when dealing with dignitaries, I am even more careful and careful, so I can't take it lightly at any time." ”

Tang Zhangwei said: "It seems that your life is really not easy, I used to be kind to you." ”

"I never imagined that my life would be like this, I have a lot of subordinates and a lot of money, but I can't find a bed where I can sleep peacefully," Fei Xuechun said. ”

glanced at everyone, and smiled again: "I came to celebrate Lao Qi's birthday on a whim, but I didn't expect to see so many people." ”

The young man suddenly said beside him: "Uncle Huang, your guests here are half of the court meeting, half of the country. It turned out that many foreign officials had recently taken leave and returned to Kyoto for this matter. ”

Xiao Cai just got up, and his expression turned grim when he heard this: "The minister didn't know in advance. ”

The emperor smiled warmly, waved his hand, and said: "This is their heart, you can accept it with peace of mind." He turned around and ordered someone to serve wine, and poured a glass for Xiao Cai with his own hands: "Old Seven, I am also fun, I will give you a glass." ”

Xiao Cai took it, stared at the emperor for a moment, and finally raised his glass and drank it all.

Soon after the emperor left, the old lady could not sit for a long time and went back to her room to rest.

The scene suddenly became deserted, and everyone seemed to have a heart disease and left one after another.

The feast is no more, and the house is brightly lit.

I hid in the bamboo forest outside the Wind Cave and secretly explored Xiao Cai's whereabouts.

He sent the last guest away and stood quietly at the front of the steps. Soon after, the chief steward Liu Ye came behind him.

"You go back to your room first." Xiao Cai said lightly.

"Lord ......"

"I'm just going to walk around the house."

Liu Ye retreated.

Xiao Cai stood for a moment and walked towards the back of the house.

I didn't dare to get too close for fear of being noticed by him.

The full moon this night was half bright and half ambiguous, and it was gloomy and shining.

His figure under the moon makes people feel lonely and thin, and he is in a state of interest.

He kept walking towards the back of the house.

He passed by Yicui Pavilion, he passed by Paiyunfang, and he passed by Kuaixue Building.

He still didn't stop.

Then I knew that what he was going to was Ning Bi Chi.

I think of the embroidered statue in the Weeping Rainbow Pavilion by the Ning Bi Pond, the woman with a radiant face.

I knew it wouldn't be anyone else, it would just be his princess.

He missed her on this night. On the night of his thirty-fifth birthday.

I saw the blue smoke condensed on the pond in the distance, and the long bridge winding like a rainbow in the sky. I saw Xiao Cai walking along the long bridge to the water pavilion, where he sat alone by the railing for a long time. Then, he lit the lamp and put his hand into the pool.

Which soul is he shining the way for, is it for her?

Could it be that she was buried in this pool of condensed blue color?

Xiao Cai stared at the boat lamp and stood up.

He slowly walked to the Rainbow Pavilion by the pool, hesitated for a moment, and opened the door to enter.

I waited for a long time and he didn't come out. So I gently approached and walked around to the front of the Weeping Rainbow Pavilion.

The darkness inside the building was so deep and distant that the moonlight could not illuminate it.

And he was caught up in it.

All the light came from the flickering lamp in his hand and the woman in the embroidered image he gazed at silently.

He looked at her, and she squinted at him.

Her eyes seemed to be happy and happy, as if there were a thousand words, all of which told her deep affection for him.

She loved him like that.

I know.

She loved him.

The man she had once loved was now standing in front of her. And that is also the enemy I grit my teeth and hate, standing with his back to me, standing deep in the building.

I've dreamed of this countless times over the past seven years. My enemy has his back to me, and in my dreams he is always a back, always dressed in white. I knew I should kill him at this point, because all his mind was occupied by something else. I touched my knife, the blade that became warm in my sleeve. The cold sword light reflected his back, and I approached him step by step, and he didn't notice it, I approached him, and approached ......

Then I woke up sweating.

It was as if all my dreams had come true at this moment.

He was facing away from me, staring intently at the embroidered portrait of the woman he had loved.

I felt the knife in my sleeve, but the blade wasn't as warm as I had dreamed. My fingers felt freezing, even on such a warm July evening.

I held the handle of my knife, and I held it so hard as if I couldn't grasp it without that.

I should have approached him, I should have approached him gently, I should not have raised a speck of dust for him to notice, I had to walk close to him, no, I didn't have to be that close, I just had to walk behind him and rush forward five steps to pierce him in the back......

It's not that hard and I can do it.

I hate him so much, I want him to die.

I will kill him from the day I know I am destroyed.

I must kill him, even if I exhaust all my energy in this life.

I'm going to go over and kill him.

I'm going to walk over, walk over, go over! Kill him! Kill him! Kill him......

However, I couldn't move.

I can't move!

It was as if I had fallen into a deepest, darkest, most desperate nightmare. My whole body was screaming and screaming with all my might, shouting and screaming to kill him, kill him, kill him, and yet I couldn't move an inch.

In front of the curtain, the dust is like flying arrows, and cold arrows are shot from the distant past.

In the afternoon of the spring court in April, the flowers flew in the afternoon, and my father, who played against Su Wei Xinxin, taught me the piano skills in a leisurely and shallow voice; The moon is dark, the wind and the cold are coming, my father pushed me out of the door and buckled the door, my mother was blurry and tearful, Su Wei's warm palm; Broken homes, broken ruins, scorched earth, dried bloodstains, broken clothes, broken bones, and my vows of immortality. All of a sudden, I saw all this, and love and hatred rolled me up and down like a raging wave, and I was crushed to pieces.

But how can I, how can I go to him?

When my feet seem to have taken root, it is difficult to move?

When he was there as if I could never reach the end of the world, where there was the last glimmer of light in the world, and then there was endless darkness?

(End of chapter)