Volume 2 Finding Fang on the Hundred Flowers Continent Chapter 96 Farewell
In the early afternoon, Lin Jue was already in Songshan Academy. He first found Xue Qian to report that he needed to take a month off, in order to prevent Xue Qian from getting mad, Lin Jue could only lie and lie to him that a close relative of his mother's family was sick, so he had to visit.
Xue Qian frowned and said: "You shouldn't be distracted by these things, next year's autumn exam, if you don't work hard now, then you will hate the examination room, I, Xue, is nothing, your teacher's face can't be hung up." Don't look at him all the time saying that he doesn't care about the imperial examination, but if his student is named Sun Shan, wouldn't it be a big joke. ”
Lin Juewei nodded submissively, his attitude was extremely sincere, but he was determined to ask for leave, but Xue Qian had nothing to do, so he had to agree.
Lin Jue went to the back mountain to see Fang Dunru and his wife and Fang Huanqiu, Fang Dunru didn't say anything, Fang Dunru didn't worry about Lin Jue at all, because only he knew that his disciple's talent and learning were more than enough to deal with the imperial examination, and he didn't have to worry about him wasting time or anything.
However, Mrs. Fang told a lot of words, telling Lin Jue what to pay attention to when he went out. What do you say, 'It's good to be at home, but it's hard to go out.' "What's the rain and dew in the deserted village to sleep early, and the wind and frost in the wild shop to get up late"; Something like that. Lin Jue didn't feel verbose when he heard it, but felt motherly warmth. This is the emotion he cherishes the most, from the previous life to this life, what he said is to ask for this kind of love and care that cannot be obtained in the Lin family. For many people, this is a constant nagging, but for Lin Jue, this is a valuable emotion.
Knowing that Lin Jue was going to leave Hangzhou for a while, Fang Huanqiu was a little sullen. During this time, after the relationship with Lin Jue was secretly clarified, Fang Huanqiu had reached a situation where Lin Jue was not seen for a day. As long as he didn't see Lin Jue for a day or two, Fang Huanqiu's mood was very low, and he was lazy and unintentionally groomed. And when Lin Jue came, she seemed to be a different person, and she became full of vitality and radiance. Witnessing their daughter's condition, Fang Dunru and his wife, who were both people who had come over, naturally knew what it meant. There is no doubt that her daughter has a deep affection for Lin Jue. The couple had mixed feelings, and they didn't know how the matter would end. It is impossible for Lin Jue to marry Huanqiu, Lin Jue will be nineteen years old, and he will definitely get married in the next two years, and he doesn't know what will happen by then. Therefore, on the one hand, they are happy that Fang Huanqiu can enjoy the emotional experience that a young girl should have in her limited life, and on the other hand, they are also deeply worried about it.
Mrs. Fang pulled Lin Jue aside and whispered to him to talk to Huanqiu, worried that Huanqiu would be depressed because of this. Lin Jue's original intention of coming here was to say goodbye to Fang Huanqiu today, so he naturally agreed.
Under the rocky cliff of the back mountain, after some love and affection, Fang Huanqiu snuggled in Lin Jue's arms, hugged Lin Jue tightly with both arms and did not let go, his eyes were a little moist, and his breath was also hot.
"I'm only going for a month, and I'll be back soon, are you still afraid that I won't be able to escape?"
Lin Jue gently caressed Fang Huanqiu's beautiful face and comforted him in a low voice.
"For some reason, I don't think you'll ever come back, I'm scared. I'm so scared of losing you. I'm not pestering you too hard, you're starting to get bored. Fang Huanqiu's red lips squirmed and said softly.
Lin Jue kissed her faint red lips and smiled, "Qiu'er, when did you become so unconfident?" Look at you, your appearance and temperament are all bad, and there are many people in the world who are willing to be favored by you, and I, Lin Jue, naturally fall in love with you. It is my Lin Jue's blessing to have your blue eyes, how could I leave you. ”
Fang Huanqiu said softly: "Actually, I know the truth, but I am ...... I can't control myself. When I can't see you, my heart is empty. My mother said that I should not have pestered you like this and asked me to restrain myself. Because...... After all...... After all, we can't be husband and wife, and I won't live for a few years. I know all of that. But I don't know what to do. ”
Lin Jue's heart hurt very much. To be honest, at first, he accepted Fang Huanqiu with a pitiful attitude. After all, Lin Jue knew Fang Huanqiu's fate, and he really couldn't do anything about it at the moment. On the one hand, his wife's words made Lin Jue feel that Fang Huanqiu should be given a complete life, and on the other hand, Fang Huanqiu's deep love really moved Lin Jue. And when such a beautiful and pure woman expresses affection for you, few men will refuse. However, after getting along during this time, Lin Jue really fell in love with Huanqiu. Fang Huanqiu has a lot of shining points, although she has a little temper and is a little squeamish when she is pampered by the Fang family couple, but she is an empathetic and kind-hearted girl in her bones. Since childhood, he has received a good education from Fang Dunru, although he is a small jasper, but it is no less decent and dignified than everyone's ladies. If such a woman could marry her, it would be a blessing in this life.
However, the reality is very cruel, Fang Huanqiu's life is not long, but Lin Jue doesn't know how to save her. He really couldn't bear her to die like this, especially when the relationship between the two became deeper and deeper, this regret tortured him strongly. Every time he dreamed back at midnight, when he thought of it, Lin Jue couldn't sleep. But before he came today, he had already made a decision.
"Qiu'er, don't be sad and sad, don't think about it. When I return from this trip, I will report to the head of the family, ask the matchmaker to come to the door to propose, and I will marry you. Don't worry about your illness, I will try my best to cure your illness no matter what, even if it is to go to the sky and the moon and go to the sea to catch dragons as medicine, I will do it. Lin Jue said in a deep voice.
"What?" Fang Huanqiu sat up straight in shock, his face began to flush, and his breathing began to become short.
"Don't get excited, don't get excited. Take a deep breath, take a deep breath. Lin Jue was worried that she was sick, so he hurriedly comforted.
Fang Huanqiu took a few big breaths and said in a trembling voice: "I'm fine, could it be that I heard it wrong?" What did you just say? ”
Lin Jue scratched her nose and smiled: "You heard it right, I want to marry you." When I return from a long journey, I will ask someone to come to my door to propose marriage and marry you. ”
Fang Huanqiu looked at Lin Jue in a daze, tears welling up in her eyes. Lin Jue said softly: "What? Don't you want to? ”
Fang Huanqiu shook his head violently and said, "No, I'm too happy." Dejun's words, although Huanqiu is dead, it is enough. However, I know that this will not work, that I will not be able to heal, that I will not be able to marry and have children, and that you are taking pity on me by doing so. I will not harm you, for if I die, you will not be a widower, and your reputation will not be good. ”
Lin Jue smiled and said, "You think too much, do you remember what I told you under the grape trellis that day?" Life should be like the splendor of summer flowers, and life should be enjoyed happily for a day, and it is useless to think too much. I will go around looking for a doctor for you and cure you. Take 10,000 steps back, even if it can't be cured, so what? Even if you die, you have the right to enjoy the process of life. You deserve a full life. As for...... Whether you can have children or not, perhaps...... Maybe there will be a way. Is it too early to think about this? ”
Fang Huanqiu blushed with shame, she had to have sex with her when she gave birth to a child, and she really didn't know if her body could eat, her mother had told herself in private that she must not do it, otherwise she would die. Of course, this is to warn her not to go overboard with Lin Jue, but it is indeed due to physical illness. But before thinking about it, I felt like I was going to die when I kissed Lin Jue, but now I feel that there is nothing wrong with kissing and touching, maybe that thing can be done.
"All in all, don't think about it. I've already decided on this matter, unless you don't want to marry me, then I can't force me to marry. Anyway, you are obediently waiting at home, and when I come back, I will ask the matchmaker to come to the door to propose. I'm not here these days, and you don't have to hang your head every day, if you feel bored and panicked, I'll let Green Dance often come to talk to you. ”
Fang Huanqiu nodded heavily, threw herself into Lin Jue's arms, and hugged him tightly. Lin Jue hugged her trembling body tightly, sniffed the fragrance of her bun, and swept away all the troubles in her heart.