Chapter 194: You have to mourn and change!
For some reason, she suddenly looked gloomy and suddenly put down her chopsticks. Lin Jingjing originally persuaded her, but Jian Zhanmo gave her a look and had to give up.
After a while, she wiped away her tears and continued to pick up the chopsticks, unaffected.
Lin Jingjing only felt inexplicable, after eating, they went to all the interesting places in the city, and when it was evening, Yun Niang was still intoxicated and came to Lin Jingjing's room.
The two of them lay on the windowsill and looked at the bright moon in the sky, feeling a lot.
"It's as if the moon here is rounder and brighter than the mountains!"
"That's because it's brighter, so we can see the moon more clearly. What do you think of this? ”
"It seems to be a dream scene, it used to be the place I longed for the most before Changsheng, we also want to leave the mountains, there is only one of us, we want all the ravines and ravines to come here, so that our children can feel the prosperity and liveliness here!"
Lin Jingjing nodded, "Actually, you can stay now!" ”
He took out a bag of silver from under the pillow and handed it to her, "This is what we prepared early in the morning, with silver, you can live a prosperous life, and you don't have to be entangled with Kaizi anymore."
Actually, Kaizi is the most honest of all people, and it's only because you are very similar to his first love that you are confused and do the wrong thing for a while! ”
At the mention of Kaizi, Yun Niang's face instantly turned dead, and she gritted her teeth and said hatefully: "He is my nightmare, I want to kill him every time I think of it!" ”
"But you can't do it!" Lin Jingjing whispered softly, causing Yun Niang's tears to gush out of her eyes, and she bowed her head gloomily.
She could have had countless chances to kill, but she couldn't.
"Because you are not the same person as him, he can be brutal, but you are kind by nature, since you can't do it, why not let yourself go and start a new life? If the immortal underground can perceive it, it will definitely be willing to do so! ”
Just when Yun Niang was silent, Lin Jingjing turned around and opened the door, and it was Kaizi standing at the door.
couldn't help but tremble, Yun Niang looked at him as she came in, half scared and half angry, still clenching her fists tightly. Lin Jingjing thought about letting the two of them be alone and talk away.
Turning to cover the door for them, he looked at the two of them deeply, shook his head, and closed the door.
There was a long silence inside, and Lin Jingjing, who was standing outside the door, asked Jian Zhanmo worriedly: "Do you think they will lose both?" ”
Jian Zhanmo shook his head and grabbed her shoulder, "I think maybe someone will understand that killing people is not the only way to get revenge!" ”
She was puzzled, and Jian Zhanmo said in a low voice: "In fact, there is a method of revenge that is more murderous than Ling Chi's execution!" ”
Seeing that she still looked dazed, he shook his head and said indifferently: "That is to make him live in pain forever, and he regrets it deeply all the time!" ”
Lin Jingjing was surprised, "What do you mean is that as long as he loses hope and takes away the things he loves the most, then he will never be happy and will always indulge in his own suffering!" ”
"I hope I won't be so stupid!" Jian Zhanmo sighed, the room was terrifyingly calm, as if there had never been a sound.
After waiting for an hour, she couldn't bear to push the door open, and she couldn't help but exclaim in surprise, only to see the two of them fall to the ground, and they didn't know what to do.
A pool of red blood on the ground stabbed Lin Jingjing's headache incomparably
Hurriedly shouted outside: "Come on, help!" I found a doctor and shook my head at Yun Niang.
"The knife stuck in the heart is hopeless!" Lin Jingjing was extremely puzzled, and tears rolled down.
She asked Jian Zhanmo directly: "Ming Ming is very happy, and he promised us that we are willing to start a new life, why do we want to die?" Suddenly remembering the previous words, my whole body was cold.
His equally helpless expression made Lin Jingjing gradually calm down, "She is going to a dead end in order to take revenge on Kaizi!" ”
Kaiko was seriously injured and asked about what happened at the time.
It turned out that when he grabbed the opponent's knife, he was accidentally injured. Yun Niang was bent on death, and she had to do it in front of him, even though hope was faintly burning in her heart.
In the darkness of the night, in silence, but inside it is so thrilling.
Lin Jingjing's eyes were blank, and when he looked at Kaizi, he was even more depressed, his eyes were straight, and he muttered: "The damned person is me, why do you want to die?" It's me damn it! ”
The head kept banging against the wall, and there was a thud.
Jian Zhan Mo looked at him with disdain on the side, Lin Jingjing didn't pay attention to it, and suddenly Kaizi stopped and looked at her directly, "It was my mistake, I originally wanted to tell her to ask for her forgiveness, as long as she can be happy in the future, I will be satisfied!"
But before I could speak, he said that he wanted to make my life worse than death, and his smile at that time was the same as Xiaofang......"
Before Kaizi's words could be spoken, she fell into memories.
It seems to remember everything about the original Xiaofang.
"It was an ethereal dream, it was such a beautiful one, I didn't want to move, I didn't want to destroy, at this moment, suddenly Yun Niang grabbed a knife and stuck it in her heart, at that time, she was still smiling, just like Xiaofang disappeared forever!"
He suddenly covered his heart and cried bitterly, "I was wrong, I was wrong, you just let me die!" ”
subconsciously stopped him, but Jian Zhanmo sneered, "It's ridiculous for a man to seek death and life!" Pulled Lin Jingjing up, "He's going to die, go with him, just save us from dragging us back!" ”
Jian Zhanmo's words were so ruthless that Lin Jingjing was extremely worried, but Kaizi actually gradually quieted down, closing his eyes tightly and saying nothing.
In the next few days, he just calmly handled the aftermath for Yun Niang, and then calmly went on the road.
Facing him, Lin Jingjing was annoyed and hated, and after giving Yun Niang a few sticks of incense, he left abruptly.
When a person died, he became a steamed bun standing on the field, and he looked more and more sad.
"Why do you have to take this step? Why should you give up your faith for the sake of such a wicked person? How stupid! "Lin Jingjing can't save a life, and he is extremely sad.
Jian Zhanmo hurriedly stepped forward and comforted her from time to time in order to prevent Lin Jingjing from being sad.
Embarking on the trip again, looking back frequently, the steamed buns became smaller and smaller until they disappeared in front of me.
Kaizi looked depressed and had been falling behind everyone, Lin Jingjing wanted to comfort him, but in the face of a tall man's sad appearance, he didn't know where to start.
When he stopped, he was given dry food and water. Kaizi tilted her head to the side and said sullenly, "I have no appetite!" ”
After that, there was no more silence.
Lin Jingjing had no choice but to give up.
Walking on the road, he suddenly exclaimed. It turned out to be in
A magnificent bridge is erected over a river, made of masonry and stone, floating like a ribbon on the surface of the river, which is vivid.
The long body was like Bai Lian across the river, and the corners of Lin Jingjing's lips pursed unconsciously, and he said in admiration: "There is such a magnificent bridge in the wild!" ”
The bridge is mottled with moss, and it looks a little old, and I don't know which dynasty and which generation left it over.
After getting on the bridge, Lin Jingjing looked around, and the wind blowing from all directions on the bridge deck blew straight through his hair, and he instantly had a feeling of being immortal.
Lin Jingjing was in a happy mood, raised his hands above his head, and shouted loudly at the wide lake, but the sound was soon swallowed up by the vast river. Even so, the mood is still good.
When he looked around, he suddenly noticed a dark figure standing straight by the bridge behind him, staring blankly at the river rolling below.
Lin Jingjing rubbed his eyes, only then did he realize that he was like a Kaizi behind him, pulled Jian Zhanmo on the side, pointed at him and said, "Look at him, there seems to be something wrong!" ”
Jian Zhanmo clasped his hands in front of him, looking at Lin Jingjing, not understanding what excitement she was, listening to what she said, he looked back and said lightly: "What is there to be hypocritical about a big man, just a woman, there are many women in the world!" ”
Seeing that the smile on Lin Jingjing's face gradually solidified, he quickly changed his words and said, "Of course, you are unique!" ”
Lin Jingjing glanced at him with disgust, and saw that Kaizi was still worried. After thinking about it, he walked back, "I'll go and see, something seems wrong!" ”
He was like a wooden statue, standing motionless at the head of the bridge. Slightly lowered his head and looked at the flowing water in the river, and a bad premonition poured into his mind.
Lin Jingjing thought about it badly, could it be that he couldn't think about it, and was ready to jump into the river, right? Pulling his legs and rushing forward, he still shouted loudly: "Kaizi, don't think about it!" "Shouted loudly.
The huge movement attracted the attention of many people, but Kaizi was still unmoved, staring at the river tightly, his five fingers clenched into a fist, clenched in one place.
finally rushed to him and grabbed his sleeve, Lin Jingjing breathed a sigh of relief, panting and said intermittently: "Kaizi, Yun Niang is gone, you have to mourn and change!" ”
Rushing too quickly, she fell to the side weakly, caressing her heart.
Kaizi's face was slightly pale, with a sense of despair in his eyes, he turned his head slightly, and glanced at Lin Jingjing, his expression was complicated, like feelings, good resentment, like trouble, but he didn't have the will to live.
Lin Jingjing was taken aback, climbed up with his support for the railing again, and asked softly, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Kaizi turned her head and looked at her deeply, her voice cold, "For a moment, I just felt that there was no point in living, you tell me, how can I bring them back to life?" ”
"Look at the clouds floating in the sky today, and the reflections reflected under the river, the sound of birdsong, the sound of the wind, isn't all this enough to outline your desire for life and make you feel the beauty of the world?"
Kaizi raised her head to look at everything around her, and finally looked at the river steadily,
"I lost two of my most beloved women, and I lost almost everything for me, and I feel that even if I am rich and have no one to share with me, it is not as happy for me as a beggar!"