"Mother rest assured, Huan'er knows what black is and what is white, whether it is the Central Plains or the people of the northern tribes, they are all equal, we should all treat each other with courtesy, if it is not wrong to say that the wrong people are not wrong, what is wrong is the people who do not respect the people, and those who do not respect peace, Huan'er knows what to do. If the mother's clansmen kill the people indiscriminately in the future, Huan'er will definitely not show mercy. ”

Nie Huan's words reassured Chen Ning a little, she really couldn't compare the well-behaved, sensible, smart and clever person with the mediocre tyrant in her memory, she even doubted that this was the same person?

"Well, so the next thing that the mother concubine wants to tell you is about your mother's identity, your mother came to the Central Plains when she was very young, that is, a few years older than Huan'er now, and after several twists and turns, she went to the palace, lived in the palace for many years, and gave birth to you, you all know this, but what you don't know is that when your mother left, she also had family, these families include your mother's parents, sister, etc., they were separated for a long time because of the war, and your mother misses them very much, It's like you miss your mother very much now, so Huan'er, the mother asked you if your relatives are left behind and don't know where to go, do you want to go to them! ”

This is the only reason that Chen Ning can think of, and only such a reason may be able to make Nie Huan empathize and accept the news of Mrs. Ru's departure.

"Yes, if it is Huan'er, Huan'er will definitely find them. So the mother means that the mother went to find her family?" Nie Huan stood up suddenly, his eyes slowly showing incredulity and loss.

"Aren't you happy? Don't you understand this behavior too? You should be proud of your mother! Isn't she worthy of our pride if she dares to act? Chen Ning tried to guide Nie Huan, the sadness is certain, but fortunately, there is no way to alleviate it.

"But the mother concubine, Huan'er is also her mother's family! Why did the mother leave Huan'er alone! Nie Huan's eyes were shining, but Chen Ning was confused for a moment, she was too radical, no matter how much Nie Huan said it, she was just a child, how could she be so cruel to ask him to accept such a thing immediately!

"Huan'er is a family, but your mother-in-law has more than one family, Huan'er must know that you are in the palace, eat well and dress warmly every day, but those other family members may not have such a life! They may be hungry and cold, and they may be displaced, so your mother goes to them to help them and bring them back. The reason why your mother didn't tell you to leave is because she is reluctant to let you go, she has failed those people for many years, she is afraid that she will be reluctant to leave you when she sees you, but how cruel it is not to leave you for your grandparents and grandparents, Huan'er, you are already sensible, you care about your mother and mother just like your mother cares about her mother and father, you know how uncomfortable this taste is, and your mother has endured this taste for more than 20 years, do you still want her to continue to be uncomfortable? ”

Chen Ning gently hugged Nie Huan in her arms, she knew that Nie Huan was extremely fragile at this time, and she had a feeling of being abandoned.

"Huan'er doesn't want her mother to be uncomfortable, Huan'er wants her mother, and her mother also wants her mother, Huan'er should understand her mother, and wait here for her mother to come back, with Huan'er's grandparents."

Nie Huan's tears fell down, but he was still extremely strong, and Chen Ning was very distressed. Why did Madame Ru leave him so much!

"Well, Huan'er is waiting here, let's wait together, and then Huan'er wants to kiss her mother, so she comes to find her mother, okay? The mother concubine is Huan'er's mother and will never leave Huan'er. There were tears in the corners of Chen Ning's eyes, the interweaving of the most complex but inseparable feelings in the world.

"Well, Huan'er doesn't cry, Huan'er is waiting for her mother, Huan'er still has her father and mother." Nie Huan's stubborn face was full of persistence, and Chen Ning couldn't help but feel sad, is this child too sensible, so sensible that she almost forgets that he is just a child.

Chen Ning in order to prevent Nie Huan from being too sad, she didn't leave quietly until Nie Huan fell asleep, it seems that she really wants to accompany this child more after that, at least she wants him to accept this reality, she weaves one lie after another in order to prevent Nie Huan from finding out about Mrs. Ru's death, she frowned, is it really best for him that she does this? As the saying goes, long pain is better than short pain, she prolonged Nie Huan's pain to no end, if he knew later, what he believed and waited for was just a flash in the end, at that time, what should she do?

Chen Ning has a headache for such a question, why is there always such a thing that makes her helpless! She almost couldn't imagine what kind of scene Nie Huan would be like after knowing everything.

When Chen Ning came out of Nie Huan, it was already half dark. "You take care of the eldest son, I'll come back tomorrow." Chen Ning took one last look at the room that was still lit before leaving. When Chen Ning returned to the room, Nie Fang was already waiting for her inside. Nie Fang knew that Chen Ning was accompanying that little brat, and he was not very happy, but looking at the tiredness on Chen Ning's face, his face changed in an instant.

"Since he is so tired, what does he do, this king would have no one to take care of when he was so young." Although Nie Fang was still complaining, he still quickly hugged Chen Ning and sat down.

"I just lied again. Nie Huan asked me if Mrs. Ru's illness was better? She wanted to tell her mother the news that she had worshiped the master today. I still didn't tell him the truth. I lied and told him that his mother had gone out to find her long-lost relative. I don't know if I did the right thing to do, and I don't even know what I'm going to do with him if he finds out the truth one day. But if I want to tell him the truth now, I think it's so cruel. Fir, are you saying I'm doing this? ”

Chen Ning's little woman leaned on Nie Huan, she rarely had time to show such uncertainty and doubt about herself, even though everything she did was for Nie Huan's good, but she didn't want to bind a person for the sake of anyone's good. She thought it was good for Nie Huan to do this, but maybe Nie Huan was more willing to accept the fact that she had never given him a chance to choose.

"He should be grateful to you, and you must know that without you, he would have been expelled from the palace by now, and it is because of you that he can stay here and enjoy all the privileges that should not belong to him. These things the king thinks you are doing the right thing. If he doesn't think it's right, then he can't help it. Because everything he has now is what you gave him. Nie Fang reached out and gently stroked Chen Ning's frowning brow, and did not put his hand down until it was smoothed.

"Hopefully! I just hope that when she grows up, whether he's a soldier or a general, I want him to be a person of integrity. Don't be swayed by your background. Sooner or later, he will have to know his origins. At that time, I hope she can face it calmly. Chen Ning sighed. In the middle of the night, Chen Ning suddenly woke up from a nightmare.

"Don't!" Chen Ning sat up suddenly, probably because she had thought too much about things today, and she was a little stressed, and she even dreamed of the picture before she died. Everything in her dream was still so clear, she could never forget it. It's just that her attitude has changed 360°. Her psychology now is no longer only hate, but more love and tolerance. "What's wrong? Is it a nightmare? ”