Chapter 206: You Lost Your Memories of Me
Yan Le raised his hand and gently touched his face, only to find that there were dry blood stains in several places on his face, which was hard to the touch.
"Yan'er, don't touch it," Mu Lingyi landed in the courtyard of her house, and saw Yan Le's little hand touching her face, for fear that she would accidentally aggravate the cracking of the wound.
"Ling Yi, I've become ugly, will you dislike me?" Yan Le could almost imagine how embarrassed he was now, no wonder Luo Cheng had such a happy expression on his face. Alas, is this disfigured yourself? I actually saw so many people with such a face just now, and they were all Ling Yi's subordinates, oh my God, now it's a shame.
Mu Lingyi really couldn't imagine that she would use the word disgust to describe her feelings for her, what the hell was this girl thinking, she couldn't love her too late, how could she dislike her!
"No, why are you so stupid!" There was a thin anger in his words, obviously because Yan Le was very unhappy with his words.
Yan Le thought that Mu Lingyi was angry because of his impulsive behavior, and explained: "Don't be angry Lingyi, I was too anxious at that time, and it wasn't the first time I jumped out of the window, do you remember, the first time we met, I jumped through the window to enter." ”
As she spoke, she remembered how uneasy she was when she saw the closed window just now, and a trap that led people out was closed, indicating that it no longer had the value of being used, and her Ling Yi was still inside, why. It can only mean that someone wants to lure him away and trap him.
"Yan'er, no matter how dangerous the situation is, you shouldn't let yourself get hurt." Mu Lingyi didn't know how a person who was so cautious and cautious could hit the window directly. Even his clothes were cut in several places, and his face was even more scarred.
His face was once again injured by his own responsibility.
"But Ling Yi, you are already more important than myself in my heart, what should I do, I don't have time to think about it when I think that you may be locked up inside." Yan Le said a little aggrieved, her eyes were misty again, and Chu Chu looked at Mu Lingyi pitifully.
Mu Lingyi's heart hurt even more, he gently put her on the mattress, and then went to take out the medicine box in the house, he really hated, his Yan'er actually got in touch with this medicine box, hmph, after this injury is healed, he will definitely burn this medicine box to ashes.
He walked out of the door and asked the maid to bring clean hot water and cloth, and then sat down in front of Yan Le. He looked at Yan Le, who was extremely well-behaved, sitting on the edge of the bed waiting for him, and his heart became irritable again. Why is she so relaxed at this time, she doesn't care if she is hurt.
"Yan'er," his voice lost its usual gentleness and indulgence, with a hint of blame, "If you are so impulsive in the future, I will be angry, ignore you, and let you be coquettish." ”
Yan Le had been smiling faintly, she couldn't smile very much, because the blood on her face had dried up, which restricted her expression, but she didn't want to show the expression she cared about in front of Ling Yi, she wanted him to rest assured.
But—as if it didn't work, he became even angrier.
Yan Le sighed helplessly, frowned slightly, and said in a low voice: "Ling Yi, if there is a next time, I will do it again, because for you, I can't calmly weigh the risk." ”
As she spoke, she gradually felt sorry for Mu Lingyi, and said weakly: "I'm sorry." ”
Mu Lingyi was still thinking about how she would explain and how she would guarantee that she would not make such a mistake again, but she said such touching words, she said that she would always be desperate for herself.
"Yan'er, then from now on, you can change this habit," Mu Lingyi's heart was even more irritable.
"Huh? What the? Yan Le didn't know what he meant for a while.
"Change this habit of loving me more than loving yourself, I don't want you to love me like this, love me so much that you don't care about your own safety, Yan'er, I want you to be selfish, okay, you ask me to be good to you, don't be good to me in turn!" Mu Lingyi said excitedly, grabbed Yan Le's shoulders with both hands, and looked at her seriously.
There was a haze in his eyes that he hadn't even noticed, his tone was heavy, and the strength of his shoulder was unconsciously aggravated. He has been begging her to be selfish and ask more of herself, but she has not, but has become more and more selfless, relying on herself in everything she does, even at the cost of hurting herself.
"Don't! That's what I'm going to do! I love Mu Lingyi! If you love you, you have to give yourself all to yourself, this habit can't be changed, and I don't want to change! She took the pain in her shoulder, looked straight at him, and yelled at him. She raised her hand to grab his chest and approached him, blocking his mouth from arguing.
Mu Lingyi's heart trembled, his Yan'er had always been strong on the basis of accommodating herself, but she didn't expect that one day, she would be so strong as to refute herself and refute her requirements for her so firmly.
But he was so happy that he was going crazy, and she really loved herself.
The irritability in Mu Lingyi's heart disappeared suddenly, and the tears in the corners of his eyes fell into the kiss between the two, bitter but sweet.
Yan Le noticed that Mu Lingyi was in tears, and hurriedly stopped being rude to him, and wiped his face with his little hands in a panic.
"Ling Yi, don't be angry, don't cry, Yan'er won't make her own decisions like that in the future." She thought, in the final analysis, it was her own fault, if she hadn't had the crooked mind of planning, she wouldn't have caused Ling Yi to face a threat, and she wouldn't have hurt herself to scratch her face.
Mu Lingyi really had no choice about Yan Le like this, her strictness towards her was like hitting a ball of cotton, it didn't have the effect she imagined, and her patience was surprisingly good, she lost her previous hard-hitting momentum, and her tone of comfort was so gentle that she was about to lose control.
"Yan'er," his voice returned to its former gentleness, affection.
"I love you, and if anything goes wrong, I won't be better off than you." He could only use the self she cared about the most to get her attention.
"Ling Yi, if something happens to me, you are fine, time will heal everything," her expression became extremely serious, but her voice was still as gentle as ever, and she wanted to persuade Ling Yi to agree with this sentence.
Mu Lingyi remembered that it was not the first time she said this, at the time when she thought that the poison could not be cured, she persuaded herself like this, at that time he couldn't guarantee that he would not go with her, but now, he could be sure that if she encountered misfortune one day, she would not live alone!
"Time won't, because if you're not there, time won't mean anything to me." He lowered his head to hide the resoluteness in his eyes, not wanting to cause her too much worry at this time. He poured the clean cloth in the water and wrung it out and gently covered her little face.
Although Yan Le couldn't see the look in his eyes, she felt that what he said was too serious, and she obediently let him help her treat her wounds, and explained him in a soft voice.
"Ling Yi, time is the best antidote, some things are forgotten after a long time, and there is no pain."
Mu Lingyi didn't want to talk to her about this topic anymore, so he coaxed her and said, "Yan'er, don't talk, the blood stains on the wound must be wiped off." ”
Yan Le still wanted to say something, but saw that the warm face towel in his hand had already wiped his mouth, and it was inconvenient to speak.
Liang Qiheng heard these words clearly outside the house, his spiritual pity, the woman he had admired for twelve years, turned out to have such a mentality. Hmph, then she must have felt how ridiculous she was holding on to the promises she made when she was a child.
He ignored Mo Bingzhi's request for him to be interested and not to disturb Ling Xi and Mu Lingyi's words, and walked straight into Mu Lingyi's room.
He stood in front of the bed in a cold air, and asked without a trace of emotion in his voice.
"Wu Lingxi, all along, do you think I'm a ridiculous person? My words and deeds are ridiculous in your eyes? ”
Yan Le was asked suddenly, and he couldn't react for a while.
But Mu Lingyi knew what he was referring to, and he directly replied for Yan Le: "Fifth prince, Yan Er's words are for you to let go, and stop thinking hopelessly. ”
Mo Bingzhi and Song Ruoyun, who met them on the road, ran in, for fear that there would be a conflict, but the two of them found that there was another layer of relationship between the three of them.
Yan Le listened to Mu Lingyi's words before she understood what Liang Qiheng was referring to, she dodged his burning gaze, and whispered with guilt: "Cousin, I really didn't like you, you forgot me, in fact, in the past twelve years, you have been waiting for an answer, and now that I'm back, my answer is already obvious, I... I don't love you. ”
"Come back? You're back? What about your memory, why did you lose your memory about me, but you resolutely said that you wouldn't love me! "Liang Qiheng is the most angry and hateful, that is, she has obviously lost her memory, but she rejects herself with a memory that is still there! Isn't she afraid that her memories will come back and regret it!
"Memories are memories, feelings are feelings, even if I lose my memories, I won't lose my feelings, it's like I'm bewitched by silver worms, I'll still fall in love with Ling Yi again! So firmly believe that I really didn't love you before. Yan Le's tone gradually became excited, every time Liang Qiheng lost his temper with her, she couldn't control herself, as soon as he showed signs of blaming himself, he was very aggrieved, obviously he was forced to lose his memory, obviously he was for his good, and he didn't want to delay him anymore.
Moreover, it is clear that the two can get along well despite their feelings.
"Yan'er! Don't be angry, be good, pay attention to the wounds," Mu Lingyi watched her ignore the injuries on her face and began to roar, hugged her into his arms, and gently stroked her undulating body with his hands, hoping that she would calm down quickly.
Liang Qiheng was annoyed by the way she always relied on him, and he was no longer distressed when his eyes touched the wound on her face.
"Huh, really? Are you so strong in your feelings? Then have you ever thought that if there is no Mu Lingyi, if there is no Mu Lingyi, if there is no Mu Lingyi, you love people and I am it! For I have done this to you before, coaxing you to love you, and only to be gentle with you! What you look for in him is only my shadow! He hated her firmness towards Mu Lingyi! It was even said that Zhong Gu would also fall in love with Mu Lingyi without distraction!
"Ling Yi is not anyone's shadow. Cousin, let it go, I'm nothing good, I'm not that little girl anymore, I've grown up, my hands are covered with blood, I have hatred in my heart, my whole body is Lingyi, I can't be with you anymore. Yan Le's tone softened, she never thought that he would be so good to her, but he kept saying that he was good, and even felt that he was as good as Ling Yi to herself.